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My room looked calm and sane to reassure me that tourists were safe to roam the city's main streets.
It could happen in London, I thought. It could happen in New York and Paris, and Rome. What was so different about Moscow?
I threw my coat and room key onto the bed, poured a large reviver from the duty-free whisky, and sank onto the sofa to drink it.
The attack had been, perhaps, an abduction attempt. Without glasses, I could have been a pushover. They could have got us in the car. And the drive? To what destination?
Did Amber expect me to stick to the task until I was dead? Probably not, I thought, but then I don't think Amber underestimated the whole situation.
More than anything, I could be lucky again. But, failing that, I had better be careful. My heart gradually steadied, breath quietened to normal.
I drank the whisky and felt better.
After a while, I put down my glass and picked up the box containing a pay-as-you-go mobile I had purchased at the airport and switched it on. I had charged it up on the flight over and spent a great deal of the journeys reading the instruction book as this was the first mobile phone I had ever bought.
Started methodically beside the window, I made slow comprehensive sweeps of the walls. Top to bottom. Every inch.
There was no static.
I switched the phone off and put it down. No whine was inconclusive. It meant no listening probe embedded in the plaster, and it meant no listening probe switched on.
I went slowly to the bed and lay awake in the dark, thinking about the driver and the passenger in the black car. Apart from general awareness of their age, twenty-thirty, and the height of five-nine, they left me with three clear impressions. The first was that they knew about my poor eyesight. The second was that the savage quality I had sensed in their attack was a measure of the ferocity in their minds. And third, that they were not FSB agents.
They had not spoken, so their voices had given me no clue. They had worn the sober garb of the Russian man-in-the-street. Their faces had been three-quarters covered, with the result that I had seen only their eyes, and even those, very briefly.
So, what did I think…? I pulled the quilt over my shoulders and turned comfortably on to one side. I thought drowsily, the Russians didn't behave like that unless they were FSB, and if the FSB had wanted to arrest us, they would not have done it in that way, and they would not have failed. Deterrents like labour camps, psychiatric hospitals, and the death sentence would dissuade anyone else.
The following day after a reasonably meagre breakfast, Amber and I went to GUM separately to not attract too much attention. At breakfast, the concierge handed us an envelope, each inviting us to a function at lunchtime, on the insistence of the Deputy Prosecutor General. I felt it was not something we could refuse.
The inside of GUM was not a department store along Western lines but like those in the Far East; a massive collection of small shops all under one roof. A covered market, two storeys high, with intersecting alleys and a glassed roof far above. Drips of melted snow fell through the cracks in the heavens and made small puddles underfoot.
I bought a shirt, and Amber purchased a new outfit for the function and waited outside to display no interest in me and set off again when I came out. I had been pretty sure that someone was watching us, but I wasn't yet sure who that might be. Shopper's blocked every perspective, and it worked both ways. If I couldn't see our tail, then our follower couldn't see us.
Amber squeezed through a long queue of stolid people and stopped outside a shop selling folk arts and crafts. Although she stopped so that I could join her, her gaze directed towards the goods in the window, not at me.
"I take it we have to go," the disapproval in her tone was not directed at me but at the thought of being in the same room as the odious Ozdoyev.
"I don't think we have a great deal of choice," I say. "You do know Ozdoyev will try and smooth talk you into handing over the hard drive?"
"Of course, I do," she said, "but they are not going to get it."
"Good," I said, just a few more hours after that and then we'll be heading back to London.
"Thank God for that."
We made our way back to the Majestic, and I kept few paces back as a precaution. Our tail picked us up somewhere between Gum and a pedestrian tunnel. I caught a glimpse of him behind us underground—a split second of unruly curls and a scarf bobbing along in the crowd. If I hadn't been looking, I would never have noticed.
35 I had a perfect firing position, with the rifle positioned on a wood and metal stand erected against the broad windowsill. All the equipment had been painted a dull black and laid out on the bed like sinister evening clothes, with the black velvet hood stitched to a shirt, made from the same material. The hood had wide slits for the eyes and mouth, reminding me of pictures I had seen of the executioner of Anne Boleyn. Switching off the attic lights, I took off my coat, put a stick of chewing gum into my mouth and donned the hood. I lay along the bed and got my eye to the rubberised eyepiece of the telescopic sight, and gently lifted the curtain over my shoulders. The grounds of the house were like a well-worn photograph. I scanned it all slowly, moving the 'scope with the rifle, adjusting the precision screws on the base. It was all the same except the headlights of an approaching car in the far distance probed the darkness like two pointing index fingers.
34The Gala glittered with titles, diamonds, champagne, and talent.Later it might curl around the edges into spilt drinks, glassy eyes, raddled make-up, and slurring voices, but the gloss wouldn't entirely disappear.I handed over my invitation and walked along the wide passage where the lights were dimmed low, the music loud, and the air thick with scent.Around the dancing area, there were large circular tables with chairs for ten or twelve around each, most of them already occupied. According to the seating chart in the hall, at table thirty-two, I would find the place reserved for Ian Ure. My false name for the night. Nobody should recognise me with a false beard and glasses, but that didn't prevent a battery of curious eyes swivel my way. Many people raised hello, but none could work out who I was or hide their shock surprise that they didn't know me.A voice behind me said incredulously, "Ian!"I knew the voice and turned around with
33A1 Shooting-Range was just off the Barnet By-Pass. I lay at the five hundred metre firing point at the range. The white peg in the grass beside said 4.4, and the same number was recurrent high up on the distance but above the single six-foot square target that looked no larger than a postage stamp to the human eye and in the May dusk. But my lens, an infrared scope fixed above my rifle, covered the whole canvas. So, I could easily differentiate the pale-blue and beige colours into which the target separated. The six-inch semi-circular bull looked as big as the half-moon that started to show low down in the blackening sky above the A1.My last shot, an inner left – had been shit. I took another glance at the yellow-and-blue wind flags. They were coursing across the range from the east rather more firmly than I had begun my shoot half an hour before. I set two clicks to the right of the wind gauge and navigated the cross wires on the telescopic sight back to the
32By the time I returned to London, my unquenchable thirst for revenge knew no limits. The first few weeks were nothing but funerals. I even managed to attend the funeral of Pierre Clavell; Madame Charlotte Julien's absence did not go unnoticed, but what the congregation didn't know was that the day after the explosion, she passed away peacefully in her sleep.Another link in the chain, broken.Blanche's funeral was a sad affair, with her twins, the mirror image of their mother, stood solemnly in the front row, heads bowed, while the heavy rain battered the roof of the church. The burial took place in Highgate Cemetery, with the priest barely making himself heard above the shower.Everybody remained silent as the coffin was lowered into the ground by the pallbearers, and the twin daughters took it in turns to throw their handful of dirt onto the wooden lid. Usually, that moment echoed around the graveyard, but the rain drowned out even this poignant gest
31Oh my God, what the fuck do I do now?I naively looked around me to locate her missing limbs and put them back where they belonged. Only then did I see the other casualties. Those who had not only lost limbs but their lives. Like Pierre Duvall, whose head had separated from the rest of his body. Customers, tourists, and people passing by had all been caught up in Katrin Cajthamlova's collateral damage.A fireman says something in my ear in French, and when I tell him that I am English and my French is limited, he immediately talks to me in embarrassingly good English.He holds my shoulders as he guides me away from Blanche. "Come on, Monsieur. Let's get you out of here.Are you in any pain?"My tongue felt huge in my mouth, choking me. "No," I rasped before pointing at Blanche. "My friend." I am unable to say anything further."Don't worry, Monsieur," he said to me, "we'll do our best to look after her."He helped me to my f
30I am on my second beer when Blanche gets to the restaurant. I am watching the pizza chef spin a disc of dough in the air and draping it over his knuckles before relaunching it.The waiters are young.Two of them are watching Blanche, commenting to each other. They're trying to fathom our relationship. What is a beautiful, slender, blonde woman doing with me who is a great deal younger?She is either my mail order bride or my mistress, they are guessing.The café is nearly empty.Nobody eats this early in Paris. An older man with a dog sits near the front door.He slips his hand beneath the table with morsels of food."She could be anywhere by now," I say with reluctance. "She played us like a violin, and I didn't see it. I am getting too old for this cloak and dagger shit. I should retire."Blanche becomes angry. "She has fuelled a lot more people than just you. She is very good at her job, but you are better."