Mag-log inI had intermittent aphasia. Whenever my emotions became too intense, I lost my voice. Everyone mocked me and called me “a little mute”. Only my best friend, Becky Imrie, and my childhood sweetheart, Daniel Pearson, ever stood up for me. When I confessed my feelings to Daniel, Becky read my love letter aloud for me. Even when Daniel proposed, Becky was the one who had answered, “Yes,” on my behalf. I thought they understood me better than anyone else. That all changed when we started planning the wedding. I wanted an intimate ceremony at a historic inn. Becky dismissed the idea and insisted on “a lavish country-estate wedding”. I wanted our new home to be downtown, but Becky spoke before I could. “Gem hates crowds. The suburbs will be perfect for her.” Daniel immediately bought a new house in the suburbs. On the day of the wedding, I put on my gown and stepped out of my room, only to find the house completely empty. I sent a question mark to the family group chat. A group video call came through instantly. Everyone was already at the venue. Daniel told me, “Gem, you don’t need to come. Bec will take your place in the ceremony.” Mom tried to persuade me as well. “Gem, this is a big occasion. What if you lose your voice again in front of everyone? Our family can’t afford that kind of embarrassment!” Becky smiled. “Gem, a wedding is only a formality. It doesn’t matter who plays the bride. Your mom thinks of me as a daughter too.” After years of silence, I suddenly spoke in front of them all. “You two can have the wedding. I’m out.”
view more“Daniel, go home. You don’t belong here.”I turned away and wiped the last tear from my cheek.“When you get back, pass along my message to the others. Tell them to stop looking for me.”Daniel left.A few days later, Mom called.She was sobbing hysterically on the other end.“Gem, are you really cutting your own mother out of your life? Fine, turn your back on this family! But if you die over there, don’t expect any of us to bring your body home!”She wept and hurled insults at me, using me as an outlet for her anger just as she always had.I thought her words would hurt. I thought they would break my heart. However, I felt nothing at all.“You don’t need to worry about bringing me home. My colleagues will take care of it.”“What kind of thing is that to say? Will you only be satisfied once you have driven me into an early grave?”I stood on the balcony and watched thick columns of smoke rise from the distant fighting. Then, I finally asked the question I had buried for y
I handed out the last piece of bread, then turned to face him.“Daniel, go home. Nothing you say will make me leave with you.”“Gem, just hear me out…”He stepped forward and reached for me, but I moved back before he could touch me.His hand froze in midair before curling into a fist.“Gem, I love you. I just could never let Becky go. But we’re divorced now, and I promise nothing will ever happen between me and her again. Please come home. Everyone is worried about you.“Becky cries every day and blames herself for what happened to you. Your mom checks the news from Selvaria first thing every morning and only relaxes when she knows you are safe...” I covered my ears and cut him off. “Daniel, we’re over. None of that has anything to do with me anymore. Leave me alone.”“Gem!” Daniel grabbed my wrist. His eyes were bloodshot. “I’m sorry. I was wrong. Please give me one more chance. We can go home and have the wedding all over again. This time, I swear no one will take your plac
Suddenly, he remembered an afternoon during their sophomore year of high school.Becky had led Gemma over by the hand and read the entire love letter aloud for her.Gemma kept her head down. Her cheeks flushed as she avoided his gaze.Their classmates gathered around. Everyone was waiting for his answer.None of them knew about the painful battle raging inside him.In the end, he reached out and gently took Gemma’s hand.That “I like you too” had been a lie from the very beginning.Becky had been his first love. They had been secretly dating since their freshman year.When Becky found out that Gemma had feelings for him, she cried all night and insisted that they break up.At the time, Gemma was being relentlessly bullied because of her condition and was in a terrible place emotionally.Becky said that Gemma needed him more and asked him to take care of her.He refused, so Becky gave him the silent treatment.They did not speak for an entire month. Eventually, he could not
(3rd POV)Daniel called Gemma seventeen times, but every call went straight to voicemail because her phone was turned off.Whenever she became upset in the past, she would always answer by the third call.She had never shut off her phone like that before.Becky paced anxiously around the hospital room. “Daniel, did she answer?”He tightened his grip on the phone and shook his head.Just then, Jude regained consciousness.When she learned that Gemma had left, she nearly passed out from anger again.Becky immediately rubbed her back soothingly. “Mom, please don’t get upset. Gem is only angry. She’ll come back soon.”Jude swatted her hand away and shouted, “Fine! Since she walked out, she can stay gone! As far as I’m concerned, she’s no longer my daughter!”Daniel texted Gemma. [Gem, your mother is awake. Stop acting childish and come back to apologize.]An hour passed without a reply.Becky tried texting her as well. [Gem, where are you? Everyone’s worried about you. Plea






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