LOGINEMMA:
I woke up late, which was the one thing I never let myself be. I had stayed up too late the night before, telling myself I could finish one more chapter, one more concept, one more hour. By the time I woke up, the morning already felt ahead of me. It was not a disaster, just enough to knock me out of rhythm, which somehow felt worse. I liked knowing exactly where I was in my day. Today I was already catching up. The key sticking in the lock at North and Rye did not help. I forced it until it gave, stepped inside, and shut the door behind me with my hip, already moving toward the lights and the espresso machine. The bakery still smelled like yesterday, warm sugar and butter and bread, and the familiarity steadied me as I tied my apron and got to work. “Please cooperate today,” I muttered, tapping the espresso machine. It sputtered, then came to life, and I let out a breath. “Thank you.” The first hour usually belonged to me, and I was not giving it up entirely just because I had started late. I moved faster but kept everything precise. Croissants went into the oven, dough was portioned, and by the time the first batch started baking, sunlight had begun to slip through the windows. I unlocked the door, flipped the sign to OPEN, and carried a basket of sourdough to the display just as the bell chimed. “You’re early,” I said without looking up. “So are you.” I glanced over and laughed. Sophie stood in the doorway balancing a bucket of flowers, already halfway inside like she belonged there. “You steal from your own shop every morning.” “They’re called neighborly contributions,” she replied, replacing yesterday’s flowers with fresh daisies. She wandered around the bakery, humming before stepping back to admire her work. “They look better.” “They looked fine.” “They looked like they needed therapy.” I slid another tray into the display, shaking my head. “They’re flowers, Soph.” “They have emotional depth.” “You’re ridiculous.” “You’re grumpy.” “I slept three hours.” “That explains everything.” Before I could say another word, she leaned over the counter, stole a croissant and took a bite, scattering crumbs. “You know people usually pay for those.” “I pay in beauty.” “You’ve never billed me.” “We have an understanding.” “I don’t remember agreeing to that.” “You did. Spiritually.” I laughed and let it go because arguing with Sophie before coffee was a losing battle. She had been my neighbor long enough that the line between our shops barely existed. She borrowed pastries, I borrowed flowers, and somehow it balanced out. The morning picked up quickly. Mrs Donnelly arrived for her bran muffin, Mr Alvarez collected his rye loaves, and a little girl with a yellow backpack waved at the window. I waved back while juggling orders, settling into the rhythm that made everything manageable again. By nine, the bakery had found its pace. The bell chimed again, and Christine hurried in, slightly out of breath, her backpack still hanging off one shoulder. “I’m sorry, my bus was…” “You’re early,” I said, glancing at the clock as I wiped my hands. She blinked. “I am?” “Two minutes.” “Oh.” She laughed, the tension leaving her shoulders as she disappeared behind the counter to wash her hands. “I thought I was cutting it close.” “You sound like me.” “I learned from you.” She tied on her apron and slipped into work, taking over the coffee machine while I checked the oven timer. “You got the supplier invoice?” “It’s on your desk.” “And the cupcake order?” “Confirmed.” “The birthday cake?” “Pickup at four.” “Okay. Good.” I nodded, sliding another tray into the display. “I might survive this week.” “High praise,” Christine said with a grin as she rang up a customer. Sophie wandered back over, still eating the same croissant. “I would applaud, but my hands are occupied.” Christine laughed. “You’re stealing again?” “I prefer consistency.” “She’s never paying,” I said. “Absolutely not.” The three of us drifted into easy conversation while customers came and went. Christine complained about an assignment, Sophie compared her orchids to impossible roommates, and I moved between the counter and the ovens, letting the rhythm carry the morning. By a little after ten, the rush eased. Christine wiped down tables near the window while Sophie wandered back to her flower shop. I was replacing a tray of cinnamon rolls when the bell rang again. “Be with you in a second,” I called, sliding the tray into place before brushing the flour from my hands. I reached for the tongs, turned toward the counter, and smiled automatically. “Sorry about that. What can I…” The words died in my throat. He stood just inside the door, dressed like he did not want to be recognized. Navy hoodie. Cap pulled low. His posture angled toward the menu as though he could disappear into it. It did not work. He was too tall, too noticeable even when trying not to be. He did not look at me right away. He studied the menu with forced focus, and up close the difference was obvious. The version of him I knew from games and magazine covers carried confidence. This version looked exhausted, like whatever held him together had worn thin. I knew that face. Not personally, but well enough to recognize it. Because standing in the middle of my bakery, trying to disappear in plain sight, was Ethan Brooks.Emma: I called Ethan twice before I even reached his building. Both calls rang until they cut off, giving me far too much time to reconsider the entire reason I was there. I had spent the drive rehearsing what I wanted to say. I had a plan, or something close enough to one. Then I found a parking spot, climbed the stairs, and discovered that his apartment was dark. His car wasn’t in its usual place, either. I knocked anyway, because apparently I enjoyed making things harder for myself. When no one answered, I stood in the hallway, staring at the door as if it might suddenly offer an explanation. It didn’t. I pulled out my phone and typed, When are you going to be back? I have something I need to tell you. Then I waited. Nothing. I told myself it didn’t mean anything. Ethan could be at his parents’ house. He could be somewhere with terrible service. He could be doing any number of perfectly reasonable things that had nothing to do with me or the fact that I had shown up ready to
Emma:Morning light slipped through Ethan’s curtains, soft enough that I stayed where I was for a moment, listening to the city stir beyond the windows. His apartment still felt unfamiliar in the quiet of morning. So did the fact that I had spent the night there, tucked against him instead of waking alone in my loft.When I turned over, Ethan was already awake. He watched me with an openness I wasn’t used to seeing from him before coffee, before either of us had decided what the day might demand. I pushed myself upright and reached for my shirt on the floor, but when I glanced back, I saw the crease between his brows.“What’s wrong?”“Nothing.” He rubbed both hands over his face, then let them fall into his lap. “I don’t know. I’m scared.”“Of what?”“That you’ll go back to the bakery, go back to your life, and by tonight you’ll have convinced yourself this was a mistake.” His gaze dropped to the sheets. “That whatever happened last night won’t survive daylight.”I understood why he w
Ethan:They were still talking when I looked back. Ryan had one of the pastry boxes tucked against his hip while Emma folded the tablecloth, and they moved around each other without getting in the way. It was the kind of ease people developed after spending years learning one another’s habits.That was fast.I hated how much the thought hurt.Before I could make myself watch them any longer, I turned away. Across the rink, Noah caught my eye and nodded toward the exit. I returned the gesture, said goodbye to the last few kids, and let the guys head downtown without me.I went home.The apartment was quiet in the way it always was after a crowded night, as if the walls needed time to settle. I sat at the kitchen table with a legal pad and began sketching ideas for the rink: jerseys for a kids’ team, better ice schedules, equipment budgets. Things that could turn the place into something more than a headline people would forget as soon as the next story came along.I kept drawing, but m
Emma:The rink barely resembled the place where I had first watched Ethan skate laps by himself months earlier, my coffee cooling untouched on a bench across the street. Lights now looped along the rafters, handmade banners brightened the boards, and children filled every corner of the building. More than I had ever seen there at once. Some crowded against the glass, while others sat on the benches in various stages of being laced into their skates.Sophie and I had spent the morning setting up a table near the entrance with trays of pastries and a coffee urn borrowed from the bakery. By the time the doors officially opened, half the neighborhood had already come through. People greeted one another as if it were a holiday instead of an ordinary Saturday, which probably said more about how badly everyone had needed something good than it did about the rink itself.Ethan was there, though I had to look for him. He stayed near the far boards, helping a little boy adjust his helmet while
Emma: The two weeks after Ethan left passed in a blur of early mornings, burnt pastries, and customers who seemed determined to discuss the neighborhood’s future while standing directly in front of the register. The bakery stayed busy, the neighborhood stayed tense, and I kept pretending I had enough work to do that I did not notice Ethan’s absence. I noticed it. I noticed every time the bell above the door rang, every time a tall man in a dark coat passed the front window, and every time Sophie glanced at me after I looked toward the street. So when Mrs. Dawson knocked on our door with a flyer for a community meeting at the rink, I accepted it before she could give me the speech she had clearly prepared. “You’re coming,” she said. “I gathered that.” “Good. Wear something decent.” “I own decent clothes.” Her gaze moved past me to the sweatshirt I was wearing. “Somewhere in this house, maybe.” The next evening, I stood in front of my closet while Sophie sat on the edge of my b
Emma: I was turning the key in the front door when I heard footsteps behind me. I knew who it was before he said my name, which was irritating enough on its own. “Emma.” I kept my hand on the lock. “It’s late, Ethan.” “I know. I waited until it was.” Of course he had. Ethan had always been annoyingly considerate whenever I wanted him to be careless. I turned and found him standing several feet away, his hands tucked into his jacket pockets. He had left enough space between us to make it clear he wasn’t going to force a conversation. “I’m not here to argue,” he said. “I need to say a few things, and then I’ll go. If you never want to see me again after tonight, I’ll respect that.” I folded my arms, still holding my keys. “Go ahead.” He glanced toward the bakery, then back at me. “I wasn’t trying to sabotage you. Or play you. Or use you. Whatever version of me you’ve been carrying around for the last two weeks, that isn’t who I was with you.” “You still kept the truth from me.”







