Mag-log inI barely slept.
Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Anya's texts. “Kai Volkov. The Ice King. He hates the Silvercrest Pack. He can smell lies and weakness.”
By the time I got to the rink Friday morning, my nerves were shot.
"You look like you're about to throw up," Anya said when I walked into the locker room.
"I'm fine."
"You're not fine. You've been weird since I texted you about the scrimmage." She studied my face. "What's going on?"
"Nothing. I just didn't sleep well."
She didn't look convinced but let it drop.
The locker room was buzzing with energy. Everyone was talking about the scrimmage. About Kai Volkov finally showing up after months of being gone.
"I heard he's brutal in practice," Mari said, lacing up her skates. "He doesn't go easy on anyone."
"I heard he can tell if you're lying just by looking at you," Sarah added. "Something about reading people's body language."
Great. Exactly what I needed.
"Alright, ladies, listen up!" Coach Petrov walked in, clipboard in hand.
"Today's scrimmage is whites versus blues. Competitive but clean. Anya, Gaya, Mari—you're blues. That means you're playing against Kai's line."
My stomach dropped.
"Wait, he's playing against us?" I asked.
"That's what a scrimmage means, Morrison," Coach said. "Whites versus blues. Mixed teams. You got a problem with that?"
Yeah. A massive one.
"No, Coach."
"Good. Now get out there and show me what you've got."
The rink was packed. Word had spread that Kai Volkov was back, and apparently half the town wanted to see him play.
The stands were full, people pressed against the glass, everyone buzzing with anticipation.
I skated onto the ice with the blues and took my position. The whites lined up across from us, and that's when I saw him.
Kai Volkov.
He was even more imposing than I'd expected. Six-four easily, broad shoulders, dark hair, and those ice-blue eyes that seemed to cut through everything they looked at. He moved with all controlled power and grace.
And he was staring directly at me.
Not at the others. At me.
My heart kicked into overdrive.
"Don't let him intimidate you," Anya muttered beside me. "He does this to everyone."
But this felt different. Personal. Like he could see straight through my disguise to the Silvercrest wolf hiding underneath.
The ref blew the whistle.
The puck dropped.
The game exploded into motion—fast, aggressive, nothing like the friendly scrimmages we usually ran.
Kai's line moved like a unit, perfectly synchronized, and within the first five minutes, they'd scored twice.
I barely touched the puck before someone stripped it away.
"Faster, Morrison!" Coach yelled from the bench. "Stop thinking and just play!"
I tried. Goddess, I tried. But every time I got near Kai, my body went haywire. My heart raced. Something I didn't understand kept pulling at my chest like a hook.
Halfway through the first period, I finally got possession. I saw an opening and took it, racing toward the goal.
Then I felt him behind me. He was coming fast.
I tried to dodge but he was faster. His shoulder caught mine and the impact sent me spinning.
My skates went out from under me.
I was falling.
Then his arm locked around my waist.
Everything stopped.
His hand was firm against my waist, holding me upright.
His face was inches from mine—close enough that I could see the silver flecks in his ice-blue eyes and the way his pupils dilated when our eyes met.
Heat flooded through me. Not the burning of the rejection mark. Something else. Something that made my breath catch in my throat.
The entire rink went silent.
His scent hit me. Pine, ice and lavender. Something that made my wolf—my silent, broken wolf, stir for the first time in three months.
His breathing went shallow and ragged immediately.
His fingers tightened on my waist and I felt the way every muscle had gone taut like he was barely holding himself back from something.
The bond slammed into place.
Undeniable.
"Mate?" I whispered.
His eyes went wide with shock.
"Mate?" he said at the exact same moment, his voice rough and stunned.
Then his skate caught an edge.
We went down hard.
Him on his back, me sprawling across his chest.
The impact knocked the air out of both of us but neither of us moved. His hands were still on my waist. My palms pressed against his chest, feeling his heart hammering beneath them.
The bond pulled tighter, and for one insane second, I wanted to see if his lips felt as dangerous as the rest of him.
His eyes dropped to my mouth.
Heat flared in his gaze.
My breathing went ragged. We were both panting like we'd been running for miles.
"Get off," he growled, but his hands stayed where they were.
I couldn't move. I could only feel the bond pulling tighter and the way his eyes burned.
The crowd was murmuring now.
Then Kai's gaze dropped to my shoulder.
His entire expression changed.
From shock to something else. Something cold and disgusting.
He could see the rejection mark. Even through my jersey, he could see it.
He shoved me off hard and I hit the ice.
"Get away from me," he snarled, scrambling to his feet.
I stayed on the ground, stunned. My body was still humming from the contact.
But I'd never been good at staying down.
I pushed myself up, ignoring the way my legs shook. Ignoring the way everyone was staring.
He'd already turned away, skating toward the locker room.
Something in me snapped.
"Mate?" I called out loudly.
My voice echoed across the silent rink. "You felt it too… you can't just walk away—"
He stopped and turned around slowly.
The entire rink was watching now. Both teams. The coaches.
Kai skated back toward me slowly.
His ice-blue eyes were empty.
When he reached me, he didn't stop. Just looked at me like I was something that disgusted him.
"What?" I demanded, my voice shaking.
"Say something. You felt the bond. You know what this means—"
He raised his voice so everyone in the rink could hear.
"I do not claim you and I refuse this connection."
WHAT DID I JUST DO?His arm was still across my back. His heartbeat was slow and steady beneath my cheek and the morning light was coming in soft through the curtains and I wanted, more than I had wanted anything in a long time, to just stay there and not think about it.Then I remembered.‘A distraction. That's all this is.’The words came back the same way they had the first time he'd said them. I remembered the look on his face when he'd offered — like he was doing me a favour. Like I was something to be managed. I lay there and let the memory do its work and felt the warmth in my chest cool into something harder and more familiar.I sat up slowly.He didn't wake. I looked at him for a moment — really looked, the way I hadn't let myself when he was conscious.The way he looked like a completely different person when no one was watching. My chest pulled toward him so sharply it almost hurt.I looked away and started getting dressed. …He opened his eyes just as
"Then don't stop," I said against his mouth.He didn't.He grabbed me by the waist and lifted me off the bed like I weighed nothing. My legs locked around him, my back hitting the wall hard enough to knock the air out of me. The plaster was cold against my skin, but he was so fucking hot inside me, still thick and slick from the last time he came. He didn't even bother repositioning—he just shoved his cock back into my cunt in one brutal thrust and I screamed, my head smacking against the wall."Fuck," I gasped.He didn't slow down. His hips slammed into mine, my ass bouncing off the wall with every thrust, the sound wet and obscene. His mouth found my neck, biting hard, sucking a mark into my skin."You feel that?" he said, his voice wrecked. "Feel how deep I am?"I couldn't answer. I could only nod, my nails digging into his shoulders, my legs squeezing his waist. He was so deep like this, the angle hitting something inside me that made my vision blur. His cock dragged against my
The bottle hit the floor and I couldn't move.Kai's hand was still at my waist and his breathing was loud in the quiet of the room and I was staring at the label on the floor.I just gave Kai Volkov an aphrodisiac."What do I do?" I wasn't talking to him. I wasn't talking to anyone. "What do I do, what do I do—"I grabbed the glass from his bedside table and ran to the bathroom and filled it and came back and threw it directly at his face.He inhaled sharply. Water ran down his jaw, his neck, soaked into his already half-open shirt. He looked at me with an expression I couldn't fully read because half of it was something that made my nervous system short-circuit entirely."Sorry," I said. "I'm sorry, I thought — I don't know what I thought—""It's fine." His voice was lower than usual. Rougher. He pressed the back of his hand to his jaw and exhaled slowly through his nose and I could see the effort it was taking him just to sit still. Sweat at his temple, at his throat. The hand on hi
~SLOANE~The last note fell and the room applauded and I stood there with tears running down my face and couldn't move.Daniel appeared at my side. "Sloane? Hey — what's wrong?" His hand touched my arm and I felt nothing except the lump sitting so heavy in my throat. "Sloane, talk to me. What happened?"I shook my head because it was all I had. I couldn't explain it, couldn't even begin to find the shape of words for it, so I just turned and walked and pushed through the nearest door and the cold night air hit me like a wall.My knees found the ground before I'd decided to sit.And then I just — broke. Completely. Coming from somewhere below your ribs and taking everything with it on the way out. My hands were pressed to my face and my shoulders were shaking and I was thinking about her hands. The way her fingers felt over mine on the keys, the way she'd hum slightly off-key and never notice or never care. He had listened. He had stood in that corridor and lis
Warmth. That was the first thing I noticed in the mirror — not the gown, not the silver, not the way the fabric caught the light. Just that I looked warm. My hands found the clasp without thinking. Elena had taught me months ago and apparently my fingers remembered even when my brain was elsewhere. The zip sat right, the side panel covered the rejection mark completely, and I stared at my neck for a long moment before I let myself look at the rest.Then I did, and I smiled. A real one.The Grand Hall was the kind of enormous that pressed against your chest when you walked in. Chandeliers hung from ceilings that seemed to dissolve into their own shadow, crystal throwing light across carved gold walls in patterns that shifted every time someone moved through them. It smelled like candle wax and white flowers, and the sound of it rose all the way up the staircase to where I stood and took one slow breath.Then I walked down.I felt the room notice before I saw it happen. Conversation
~SLOANE~Warmth.That was the first thing. Just warmth, everywhere, the kind that went all the way through instead of sitting on the surface and I wanted to stay near.I kept my eyes closed.My cheek was against something solid and warm and rising and falling slowly and I was wrapped in something that smelled like — him. Cold air and something that was just him, specifically him, and I had been cold for so long that the warmth felt like something I deserved to stay inside for a little while longer.Then reality arrived.My eyes snapped open.Cave ceiling. Kai's face, eyes closed, jaw relaxed, his arms around me and my cheek against his chest and his jacket wrapped around my entire body.WHAT THE HELL!I sat up and put both hands around his throat.His eyes opened slowly. Blinked and found my face.He looked completely unbothered by the hands around his neck which was somehow the most infuriating thing about this entire situation."You pervert," I said.His eyes snap
~KAI~I lost her in under four minutes.Four minutes of walking with my head somewhere it had no business being.Distraction, I'd called it, distraction, what was wrong with me? I looked up and the amber of her lantern was gone and the forest had swallowed her completely.I stood ve
~SLOANE~I grabbed the lantern and walked.He fell into step behind me without being asked which was annoying because I had been planning to walk fast enough that he'd have to ask and now that plan was ruined.The forest swallowed us quickly. Two minutes from the building and th
~SLOANE~The team was already outside when Anya and I got there.All of them. Jackets, lanterns, people who had been cooped up in a mountain building for two days and were being given permission to go into a forest with fire. The sky was doing that thing it did at dusk in place
~SLOANE~My heart did one hard kick against my ribs.Then I frowned."I don't understand what you're—""If you become my mate," he said, "the mark could go away. If the bond is strong enough." His hand closed around my forearm. Warm. He leaned closer. "I'd make sure it's stronger.







