Se connecterZAYLA"You know, when you didn't come out earlier, I was wondering whether you'd decided to hide from us." She said and burst into a fit of laughter. Meeting her gaze without breaking stride, I chuckled, "Hide from you? Gianna, please. If I wanted to avoid someone, I'd at least choose someone worth rearranging my schedule for."All eyes turned toward me. Rafaela immediately covered her mouth to hide her laughter.Gianna's smile didn't move, but her eyes hardened before she let out a soft, amused laugh. "Oh, you're funny. I can see why the boys enjoy having you around.""Can you?" I asked, adjusting on the couch as Zane grabbed my feet for massage. "That's wonderful. I was worried you'd need an explanation."Zane burst out laughing. "Jesus Christ, Angel.""What?" I asked innocently. "She's complimenting me, and I'm being polite. Do you people have a problem with manners in this house?""Your version of manners could get somebody killed," I heard Zarek's remark as he joined the room.
By the time I finished training, my entire body felt like it had been put through a washing machine.My arms were sore, my legs were trembling, and there was a very specific ache spreading across my shoulders that made me wonder if Zarek had secretly decided I had personally offended him.I dropped onto the edge of the bench and reached for my water bottle, taking several long gulps before wiping my mouth with the back of my hand.Zarek stood a few feet away, completely unaffected.Of course he wasn't. He looked like he could do another three hours without breaking a sweat while I was sitting there questioning every decision that had led me into that room.“You're enjoying this,” I accused.He glanced at me.“Enjoying what?”“Watching me suffer.”“I watched you train.”“Same thing.”His mouth twitched.I narrowed my eyes. “There, you almost smiled. It's rare you know."“I didn't.”And because I'd made it my life mission to tease him every opportunity I got, I pressed. “You did.”“You'
ZAYLAThe first thing I learned about training was that Zarek apparently had no intention of making me feel good about myself.“Again,” he said, his expression remaining completely unaffected by the exhaustion I was beginning to feel.I stared at him in disbelief. “I just did it.”“I know.” He folded his arms across his chest, looking entirely too comfortable for someone who had spent the last twenty minutes making me repeat the same movement until my muscles were beginning to ache. “And you did it wrong.”I let out a frustrated breath and pushed a loose strand of hair away from my face. “You know, for someone who is supposed to be teaching me, you have a remarkably terrible way of motivating people.”“I’m not here to motivate you.”“Then what exactly are you here for?”“To teach you.”“That sounds suspiciously like the same thing.”“It isn’t.”I narrowed my eyes at him, trying to decide whether he was deliberately being difficult or whether this was simply how Zarek communicated with
ZAYLAI woke up before my alarm.For a few seconds, I simply stared at the ceiling, trying to remember why I felt like I'd barely slept.I exhaled slowly and turned my head toward the clock on my bedside table.6:14 a.m.Zarek's rule was strict. Training started at seven.I stared at the time for another few seconds before pushing myself out of bed.I had spent years waking up afraid of what the day might bring. Today, I was getting up because I had decided what I wanted from it. That difference mattered. For the first time, I wasn't waking up wondering what would happen to me. I was waking up knowing what I wanted to become. When I was out of the bathroom, I stood in front of the mirror while I tied my hair into a high ponytail. I was wearing black leggings and a fitted dark tank top, with a pair of sneakers beside the bed.Nothing special or fancy, just clothes I could actually move in.I looked at my reflection.For a brief moment, I saw the girl from my past. The one who had crie
ZIVENI hated serious conversations.Not because I couldn't handle them. I could.I'd sat through meetings where men twice my age discussed murder over expensive whiskey. I'd watched my brothers make decisions that could end with someone buried before sunrise, and I'd never once felt the need to leave the room because things had gotten uncomfortable.But this?This was different.Because there was nothing I could joke about. Nothing I could twist into something lighter. Nothing I could say that wouldn't sound fucking stupid after everything Zayla had just told us.So I stayed quiet.For once in my life, I had absolutely nothing smart to say.I leaned back into the couch, staring at her while my mind kept replaying pieces of her story whether I wanted it to or not.Jesus fucking Christ.I dragged a hand down my face and looked away for a moment.I knew something was wrong with her. I'd known she had been through something ugly. We all had. You didn't spend time around a woman like Zayl
ZANEFor several seconds after Zayla finished speaking, none of us moved.I couldn't remember the last time a room had felt this fucking quiet.Not awkward.Not uncomfortable.Just... heavy.Zayla had told us everything. But somehow, I still felt like we'd only just scratched the surface of what she'd been through.I looked at her.She was sitting next to me, her eyes swollen from crying, her fingers curled tightly together in her lap.The same girl who had laughed with us earlier. The same girl who had teased me. The same girl who had let me take her into my room and kiss her like she had nothing in the world to fear.She had died.I still couldn't wrap my head around that. Not the part about her waking up. The part before it.She had actually believed she was going to die. And nobody had been there. Nobody had saved her. Nobody had stopped him.She'd simply... disappeared beneath his hands.My jaw clenched.I thought I knew pain.I might be wrong, because pain was not always blood.







