Maxine’s POV
He’s like in the movies, came out of nowhere and charmed her with his good attitude. And added to that, he got good looks with a charming smile.
The most beautiful aspect of his face is his eyes. Those distinct ocean-blue eyes gaze at her softly in admiration. Something else is there and that makes me anxious.
“Okay,” I nod.
“And I like you,” he said which got her attention.
“Don’t you feel the same way?” he asks.
I couldn’t say yes right away. It would be embarrassing.
“When your friend cut off our conversation, I wanted to stop you,” he said.
“I know,” I said, “And I felt the same way,”
He smirked and that he considered as permission to come into the room. He stood by her side and I looked up at him.
“Do you have a boyfriend?”
“Do I look like I have a boyfriend?” I ask with a smile.
“I just want to make sure that you’re completely interested in me,” he said.
“Why?”
“Because I don’t want to give you any trouble,” he said.
I look at him with confusion across her face.
What does he mean by that?
Thomas sat next to her and I gazed at him with wide eyes.
“You don’t want to do with me?” he asks.
“I don’t know,”
“Let’s kiss and then you decide. What you say?” he said and leaned to kiss my lips.
I didn’t stop him, I don’t know why. This isn’t what I imagined my first time would be. I always thought it would be with the man I love but in that half-drunken, smitten phase, I didn’t think much and just let him kiss me.
He started off gently but then he stopped all of a sudden.
I look at him.
“Shall we continue this?” he questions.
I didn’t realize that I’d made an extremely wrong decision and that I was going to regret it for the rest of my life.
I nodded which made him smile.
“You’re beautiful,” he said for the sake of making her comfortable. He started to kiss all over my exposed skin and I felt strange sensations.
Feeling slightly uncomfortable, I kissed him back. It felt good, in fact great.
Anything he said had no meaning at all that night. Our kiss turned passionate and our bodies heated up in that cold apartment. One thing led to another and I was under him naked.
He was pounding into me with a lot of passion. He’s so muscular and strong underneath those black attire. He’s like the photo models from the magazine but has a slightly rough outer appearance.
I’m trying my best not to scream but my moans were inevitable.
Once he was done, he lay next to me and I felt tired and sleepy.
“You know, I was never been with someone like you,” he said and kissed her cheek.
Again, I couldn’t understand what he meant by that. Someone like me? I’m just a normal girl. I’m kind of offended and at the same time felt flattered.
I couldn’t even think further and dossed off. When I wake up again, the sun is glowing brightly on my face.
I looked at the other side, but the man I slept with last night wasn’t there. I got down and put on my clothes.
That’s when I saw something on the table. A note he left for me and a few hundred dollars. The note says, ‘Last night was great’
I don’t’ know how to react for this. Did he think of me as a hooker? I felt so embarrassed and wanted to leave this place as soon as possible.
This is the worst feeling I ever felt in my life. I’m ashamed and mortified by my actions. I left the apartment and called for a taxi wondering why he had to behave like this at the end. That’s when Kristen’s words came to my mind, that all men are irrational, they don’t know how to treat a woman. She was right.
I feel like I was being used, at least if he’d left his phone number, I wouldn’t feel this way.
I knew I shouldn’t expect these things. When I came back to my dormitory, tears were all over my eyes, as this was too humiliating.
I thought he was genuinely interested in me and I never cared about his background. I shouldn’t have done this with someone like him. I was too naïve that I wanted to know him as a person but he was only interested in sleeping with me. That’s when everything dawned on me that I’m such a fool and I deserve this disrespect.
How come I trusted a total stranger? Being drunk isn’t an excuse. I should’ve known the consequences but I didn’t care. The result of going with the flow without being conscious has given me great shame. I shouldn’t have done this, but it’s fine. I decided not to make that mistake ever again.
I came into my dormitory feeling lost and frustrated. I saw Kristen sleeping like there’s no care in the world. I got frustrated and wanted to smother her with that pillow. Because of her, I ended up in this mess. Trusting that she would stay by my side, is my mistake. When alcohol enters, no one will be the same.
It would’ve been better if I stayed the fuck out of all this.
I headed to the bathroom, stayed in the shower for a long, and cleaned all the places where he touched, kissed, and licked. It gave me a sense of relief.
I thought I needed to forget this incident altogether and never indulge in such activities ever again.
I came out of the bathroom and laid on my bed. I didn’t wake up for that whole day.
Maxine’s POV“I’m sorry for leaving you alone,” Kristen apologized.“That’s okay,” I said while cleaning out my stuff. She finally apologized when I suggested changing rooms. I don’t like to be around with someone too selfish. I’m too weak at handling people who have no compassion at all.But if I think deeply about that, I’m too immature to expect so much from others.“Don’t leave this room, I want you to be here,” she said.“I think we are both uncomfortable to be around each other. Don’t you think?”“It’s all after I left you alone at the party and I’m sorry I should’ve apologized earlier,”Yes, this is too late as it’s been a week since that incident happened.“That’s okay. Don’t make me feel guiltier,” she said.“Then don’t move, please,” Kristen said.I looked at her expression, begging me to stay.“Please, please, please, Max,” she requested.“Fine, I won’t move out,” I said but when I get the perfect chance, I’ll be moving out.“That’s wonderful. I love you so much, Max. You k
Maxine’s POVSince morning, I have been feeling nauseous. I want to throw up whenever I come to sniff someone’s perfume. My period is delayed and I know there’s a high chance that I could be pregnant.But how? That weirdo used a protection that night and yet I got pregnant.I got so scared to take the pregnancy test. The result positive is what I’m expecting and that’s the reason I’m scared. But how long I can postpone this.In one way or other I had to find out what’s going on inside me and act according to it.I grabbed her courage and went to the pharmacy. I bought the pregnancy kit with shivering hands and headed to the local restroom. I did the steps that were given in the manual and the result didn’t disappoint me.I’m pregnant, with Damien’s child. Who else it could be? He’s the only person I’ve ever been with.I walked to the dormitory and that’s when I got a call from my mother.“Max, how are you doing?”“I’m okay,” I said in a slightly annoyed tone.“Where are you?”“I’m goi
Maxine's POVThe ride to the club felt longer than it actually was. Kristen sat beside me, quiet for once. She was usually full of chatter, her energy bouncing off the walls, but today she barely said a word. I appreciated the silence. My thoughts were loud enough.My fingers fidgeted in my lap, my mind cycling through hope and dread in equal parts. What was I expecting, really? That he’d be there like nothing happened? That I could walk up to him, tell him I was pregnant, and he’d magically know what to do? I hated how naïve I still was, even when I tried to be rational.The car pulled up in front of the club, and the same thumping music greeted us — muffled through walls but unmistakable. Neon lights flashed across the pavement, casting our shadows in brief, distorted colors.I hesitated before walking in. The last time I was here, my life was normal. Simpler. A night out, a poor choice, a stranger’s smile — it all felt like a hazy dream now. But what came after it… that was painful
The next morning came too quickly. I woke up early, even before the sun peeked through the curtains. Kristen was still sleeping, her breath steady and peaceful, and for a moment I wished I could pause life right here—in this still, quiet bubble where things didn’t feel so overwhelming.But that wasn’t reality.I sat by the window with a cup of lukewarm tea, staring at nothing. My thoughts kept circling the same truth: I was pregnant. Nothing had changed overnight. There was no miracle fix, no undoing what had happened. I was carrying a child. Damien’s child.And I had to tell my parents.Just thinking about their reaction made my hands tremble. My mother would be devastated. My father might not even speak to me for a while. I imagined their faces—shock, anger, disappointment, fear. I hated that I was about to bring all those emotions into their lives. But I couldn’t hide this forever.I picked up my phone, stared at the screen, and put it back down. Then picked it up again.Kristen st
Chapter NineThe hospital waiting room smelled faintly of antiseptic and something citrusy. Maxine sat nervously, fingers laced over her growing belly, trying not to fidget. Her mother sat beside her, flipping through a glossy magazine, clearly trying to appear casual, but Maxine could sense the tension between them like a silent wall. It had been there for months now.The nurse finally called her name, and Maxine stood up slowly, smoothing down her loose maternity tunic. Her mother followed, silent but present, as they walked down the pale corridor to the ultrasound room.The scan room was dimly lit, the screen already humming with static. Maxine lay back on the table and lifted her top as the technician applied the cool gel to her stomach. Her mother moved closer, standing at the side of the bed, eyes fixed on the screen."Let’s take a look," the technician said, her voice warm. Moments later, the flickering image of a baby filled the screen. Maxine’s breath caught.There was the ba
The late summer air was heavy with moisture, clinging to Maxine's skin as she sat by the open window of her dorm room. The ninth month of pregnancy had settled over her like a storm cloud, and every movement felt like wading through water. Her belly stretched taut beneath her cotton dress, and Noah kicked restlessly inside her, as if reminding her of the approaching moment that would change her life forever.She had stopped attending university classes weeks ago. Her due date was approaching fast, and between the exhaustion, the backaches, and the emotional weight she carried, there was little energy left for anything else. Her professors were understanding, her attendance excused, but Maxine didn’t care about grades anymore. Not now.The real ache was deeper, carved into the marrow of her bones—Damien was gone.She had tried to reach him. Again and again.At first, she’d called the contact number he gave her. No response. Then she tried Frank, her boss, but even he hadn’t heard from
Mornings started early in Maxine’s world now. Sometimes too early. The soft cries of Noah roused her before dawn, and even though exhaustion weighed her limbs, she moved. She always moved. With muscle memory and motherly instinct, she reached for him, whispered gentle words, and soothed his small body with her touch.The dorm wasn’t built for motherhood. The space was tight, the walls thin. But somehow, it became a home. Kristen helped rearrange furniture to give Noah a little more space, brought fairy lights and secondhand rugs to brighten the room, and even learned how to warm formula bottles without scalding them.It wasn’t perfect. Some nights, Maxine cried while Noah cried. She'd press her face into a pillow, letting out the frustration and fear she didn’t want to show anyone. She missed having two hands free. She missed having time to think about something other than bottles, burping, diapers, and due dates. She missed the version of herself that existed before—but she didn’t wa
Chapter TwelveTwo years had passed since Maxine became a mother, and though time had marched forward, it hadn't made things easier. If anything, it had layered new challenges on top of the old ones. Noah was now a toddler—lively, curious, and utterly exhausting. He ran through rooms like a whirlwind, leaving chaos in his wake and joy in her heart. But love didn’t pay bills, and joy didn’t make ends meet.Maxine worked tirelessly, stringing together part-time jobs while her parents helped watch Noah. She waited tables at a cafe three days a week, assisted in the university’s art lab twice a week, and picked up freelance sketch commissions late into the night. Her dreams of becoming an architect hadn’t faded, but they had been forced to coexist with a reality that left little room for luxury.Her parents had become her safety net. Her mother, always nurturing, handled daycare duty when Maxine’s shifts overlapped. Her father—now more involved than she could’ve hoped for—took to feeding N
The engine hummed beneath his fingertips like a caged beast, quiet and restrained.Damien Thomas Ledger sat in the back seat of the black Mercedes, parked discreetly beneath the veil of trees bordering the estate. He leaned back, his fingers caresses beneath his chin as he watched her.Maxine Green.Even from this distance, he could see the way the wind pulled loose strands of her hair, how she squinted in the bright sunlight as she shaded her eyes and surveyed the skeletal framework of the mansion. She looked older than the last time he'd seen her, but not in a bad way. Stronger. Sharper. Resilient.And yet something in him ached at the sight of her.The last time they’d spoken, it hadn’t really been a conversation. A single night. A mistake, she probably thought. But for him? It was the one time in a long, blood-soaked life where something had felt clean.He hadn’t meant to keep tabs on her.He’d told himself, walk away. Walk away and let her forget.But he couldn’t.It started as a
Construction on the mansion was in full swing now.Maxine found herself visiting the site more often than she needed to—not just for work, but because she wanted to see her ideas slowly transform into walls, beams, archways, and shadows. There was something sacred about watching your vision take form. Every time she stepped onto the site, something new was standing there. And strangely, it always felt... familiar.She’d worked on many buildings over the past year—apartment renovations, office floor plans, even a library extension—but none had spoken to her soul like this one. As intimidating as its purpose and scale were, something about the space resonated with her own taste. The high ceilings, the gentle flow between rooms, the hidden doors... She would never admit it out loud, but in some strange way, it felt like her house.One evening, as she wandered through what would become the central hallway, a thought struck her with such force that she froze mid-step.One day... I want to
Maxine hadn’t expected her schedule to shift so suddenly, but with half the staff either quitting or conveniently falling “sick,” she found herself filling more roles than ever at Frank Wright’s firm. For the past two weeks, she had been working full time—no longer juggling art school on the side, no longer returning home before dusk. Between motherhood, architecture, and sleepless nights, Maxine felt the tension creeping under her skin.And now, to top it off, she had to visit the construction site of the secretive mansion they had been designing.“Do I really have to go?” she asked Frank that morning as she packed her portfolio.Frank didn’t even look up. “Yes. Peter’s waiting. He’ll drive you.”Maxine sighed and grabbed her sketch folder, the familiar unease settling into her stomach. There was something off about this entire project, and today, for the first time, she’d be standing in the middle of it.Peter, cheerful as ever, was already waiting in the parking lot, leaning casual
Maxine sat at her desk, her hand cramping around her pencil as she stared at the third version of the same layout. Her sketches were sharp, detailed, and precise, but none of it seemed to satisfy Frank Wright. He had been hovering lately, offering too many suggestions, asking for more iterations, pushing for concepts that didn’t quite sit right in her gut.This wasn’t like the previous projects—those were elegant commercial buildings or stylish residential interiors for the wealthy. This one was different. Personal. Obsessively so. It wasn’t just a house. It was a fortress.Maxine was tasked with the early conceptual phase, and at first, she'd been thrilled. Leading the design for a full-scale residential project? It was a huge opportunity, something she’d once dreamed of. But as the details poured in, her excitement curdled into confusion.The house was to be built on a secluded plot of land just outside the city limits, surrounded by trees and accessible by only one winding road. Th
Maxine’s life had finally begun to follow a rhythm, the kind she once thought she’d never reclaim after that night with Thomas. It wasn’t perfect—not even close—but for the first time in a long while, there was a sense of stability. She’d clawed her way out of that haunting spiral of depression, built a life around her son Noah, her studies, and her job, and though she still carried invisible wounds, they no longer bled at every thought of the past.But even so, the scars throbbed in moments of quiet. Especially in the hours just before sleep, when the world fell silent, and she was left alone with her thoughts. That night with Thomas had twisted her life into something unrecognizable, splintered her dreams into pieces. Sometimes, she thought she had glued them back together. Other times, she feared she was only pretending. No matter how much she smiled or how far she ran, there was always a small, heavy stone of worry lodged somewhere deep inside her. An unnamed fear. A lingering sha
The weeks at Frank Wright’s firm settled into a rhythm—one that was relentless, fast-paced, and often emotionally draining. Maxine often felt like she was on a treadmill she couldn’t step off, constantly balancing motherhood, her internship, and her studies, all while trying not to lose herself in the process.But amid the chaos, Peter became a steady presence.He was the first person she saw each morning when she walked through the tall glass doors of the firm. Always with a smirk, always with a sarcastic comment about Frank’s mood for the day.“Brace yourself,” he’d whisper conspiratorially one morning. “Frank’s in a ‘burn everything’ kind of mood.”Maxine had chuckled despite herself. Peter was like that—irreverent, charming in a chaotic kind of way, and always seemingly at ease even in the most stressful situations. She liked that about him. He had this energy that cut through tension and made people feel less alone.Over time, the banter between them grew. They worked closely on
Balancing the life of a student, intern, and mother was like juggling knives on a tightrope—and Maxine Green was always just one misstep away from everything crashing down.Her days began before the sun had even stretched across the sky. At 5:30 a.m., she was up, brushing her teeth while packing Noah’s snacks, ironing her clothes in the dim light of the kitchen, and gulping down weak coffee while bouncing a half-awake toddler on her hip. Noah, now three and filled with a thousand questions, had his own rhythm—a rhythm that didn’t always match hers.“Do you have to go, Mama?” he would ask with wide, sleepy eyes as she buttoned up her coat.Her heart would squeeze every time.“Just for a little while, baby. I’ll be back before you know it.”She would drop him off with her mother, offer a rushed kiss on the cheek, and sprint toward the bus stop with her bag over one shoulder and her dreams packed inside it like precious cargo.Frank Wright’s firm was no place for weakness. The atmosphere
The call came on a Thursday morning, just as Maxine was coaxing a sleepy Noah into his tiny corduroy overalls. Her phone buzzed with a number she didn’t recognize. Expecting it to be one of her freelance clients, she answered with a tired but polite, “Hello?”A deep voice responded, clipped and formal. “Miss Green. This is Frank Wright’s office. Mr. Wright has reviewed your interview and portfolio. He’d like to offer you the internship. You’ll start Monday at 9 a.m.”For a second, the world stood still.“I got it?” she whispered, more to herself than the voice on the other end.“Yes. Congratulations,” came the reply, curt but sincere. “We’ve emailed the onboarding documents. Please be punctual. Mr. Wright values time.”The call ended just as quickly as it came. Maxine stood frozen, the phone still pressed to her ear. Then, slowly, she turned to look at Noah, who was chewing on the strap of his overalls.“I got the job,” she breathed, then let out a laugh—light and full of disbelief. “
Chapter TwelveTwo years had passed since Maxine became a mother, and though time had marched forward, it hadn't made things easier. If anything, it had layered new challenges on top of the old ones. Noah was now a toddler—lively, curious, and utterly exhausting. He ran through rooms like a whirlwind, leaving chaos in his wake and joy in her heart. But love didn’t pay bills, and joy didn’t make ends meet.Maxine worked tirelessly, stringing together part-time jobs while her parents helped watch Noah. She waited tables at a cafe three days a week, assisted in the university’s art lab twice a week, and picked up freelance sketch commissions late into the night. Her dreams of becoming an architect hadn’t faded, but they had been forced to coexist with a reality that left little room for luxury.Her parents had become her safety net. Her mother, always nurturing, handled daycare duty when Maxine’s shifts overlapped. Her father—now more involved than she could’ve hoped for—took to feeding N