The world blinked in and out like a dying star.
Voices blurred… one urgent, one low, one sharp with panic but all I could feel were the hands. One behind my back, another against my cheek. Warm. Strong. Real.
“Don’t just stand there, Mark… open the door.”
Damian. His voice wasn’t loud, but it cut clean. No trace of the fight, no trace of the man who told me I didn’t matter. Just command. Just fear.
“I’ve got her,” he said, arms wrapping around me like armour, like a net catching something he hadn’t meant to lose.
I couldn’t open my eyes. Couldn’t speak. But I felt it; him. The way he lifted me. Careful. Too careful. Like he thought I might break if he breathed wrong.
Somewhere in the haze, the car door opened. Rain and warmth battled in the air, the storm outside dripping through my consciousness-like memory.
“She’s burning up,” Mark’s voice. Close now. “We should get her checked”
“No.” Damian again. Sharper this time. “Not with reporters everywhere.”
He pulled me into the car like he was sheltering something rare and ruined. My soaked dress clung to me, but I didn’t shiver anymore. I didn’t feel anything but heat. A furnace rising in my chest, burning behind my eyes.
I didn’t fight when my head landed against his chest.
Didn’t move when the door shut and the world outside disappeared.
Only then did I hear it, his heart. Fast. Uneven.
I passed out again.
The next time I woke, it was quiet.
Soft sheets. Dim light. Something cold on my forehead. And breathing slow, steady breathing that wasn’t mine.
I opened my eyes. Just barely.
Damian.
He was sitting beside the bed, jacket off, sleeves rolled up, elbows on his knees. He looked like hell. His hair was damp. His eyes were darker than I remembered.
He didn’t see me at first. His gaze was on the floor, jaw clenched like he’d been fighting something inside himself for hours. Maybe days.
I swallowed. My throat burned.
He noticed.
“Ava.” His voice cracked like glass. He leaned forward. “You’re awake.”
I tried to sit up.
“Don’t.” His hand hovered inches from mine, then withdrew. “You’ve had a fever. Bad. Naomi’s been checking in. She says it’s exhaustion. Exposure.”
“I’m fine,” I murmured. I wasn’t.
“I’ll get her.”
“No.” I reached weakly, and this time, his hand didn’t pull away. His fingers brushed mine, tentative, unsure.
It felt like drowning and breathing at once.
We didn’t speak for a moment.
Just air between us.
He finally broke it. “You shouldn’t have been out there like that.”
“I know.”
“I didn’t mean what I said.”
I closed my eyes. “But you did.”
He didn’t argue. And somehow that hurt more.
I turned my face toward the pillow. The fever made my skin ache. But it wasn’t just that.
It was everything. The glass. The silence. The way he looked at me like I was both a stranger and something sacred.
“I would’ve come looking,” he said quietly. “But Mark called. Said you were there. Said you wouldn’t let him take you inside.”
“Lily,” I whispered. “I just… needed to be near her.”
Damian nodded once, slowly. “You scared me.”
I turned back. His eyes were locked on mine.
“She’s the only thing that makes sense,” I said. “All of this, your world, your name, your rules, it’s not mine. I don’t know who I am in it. But I know who I am to her.”
“You matter,” he said. It came out hoarse. Raw.
“You told me I wasn’t supposed to.”
He flinched. Not visibly. But I felt it in the way his breath caught.
He didn’t say anything after that.
Just sat there. Watching me like if he looked away, I might disappear again.
Minutes passed.
The clock on the nightstand read 3:04 AM.
The door creaked open.
Naomi.
She froze when she saw him.
He straightened instantly as if caught doing something he didn’t want to explain.
Naomi raised an eyebrow. “You’re still here.”
“She’s not strong enough to walk away from this yet,” he said quietly. Not looking at her. Not looking at me.
Naomi looked between us. Whatever judgment she had, she didn’t voice it. She stepped inside, checked my temperature, and nodded. “Coming down. But she needs rest.”
She looked pointedly at Damian. “So do you.”
He didn’t move.
I let my eyes drift closed again, barely clinging to the warmth of his hand brushing mine.
I think he stayed.
I think I wanted him to.
Miles away, Helena tapped her manicured nail against the edge of her keyboard.
The emails looked perfect clean headers, correct time stamps, internal tone.
Fabricated investor messages, dated weeks prior. Ava Kingsley requesting emergency transfers. Private accounts. Confidentiality clauses.
Forged signatures.
Every detail is in place.
She smiled.
And clicked send.
To the board.
To Damian.
To the world.
Let the fall begin.
The conference room emptied in whispers and stiff backs.No one looked at me.Not really.Not like before.The silence left behind wasn’t quiet. It was shattered.Glass silence. Blade silence.Mark touched my shoulder like he didn’t know what else to do, and I didn’t pull away. I just sat there, staring at the screen long after it had gone black.My name was on it.My words. My signature.My betrayal.Except it wasn’t mine.I stood slowly. My legs didn’t want to hold me, but I made them. One foot in front of the other. That’s what I’d always done, even when it burned, even when the whole world told me to fold.I barely made it to the hallway bathroom before the sob hit.I locked the door and collapsed against the sink, my breath a mess of sharp exhales and blurry noise. My reflection looked like a stranger, with wet eyes, pale skin, and mascara smudged like guilt.I wanted to scream.At him.At myself.At the silence, he left behind.Tell me you didn’t send those emails.I did. I told
I drifted in and out of sleep, tangled in heat and fragments of memory glass shattering, rain soaking through my skin, Damian’s voice breaking as he caught me.When I opened my eyes again, the room was dark, washed in a soft bluish hue. The fever had broken, or at least dulled to a simmer. My body ached, not from illness but from everything it had held onto too long.Damian was still beside me.He hadn’t moved.His jacket was folded neatly over the armchair now. His eyes were closed, head resting against the headboard, one hand still near mine as if he hadn’t meant to fall asleep but did anyway.I didn’t wake him.I just watched him breathe.He looked younger like that. Not softer, exactly but less guarded. Like the weight he always carried had slipped for a moment while no one was watching. And maybe, just maybe, he’d finally let himself care.My throat was still raw when I whispered, “I don’t hate you.”He didn’t stir.But his fingers twitched, just slightly like some part of him he
The world blinked in and out like a dying star.Voices blurred… one urgent, one low, one sharp with panic but all I could feel were the hands. One behind my back, another against my cheek. Warm. Strong. Real.“Don’t just stand there, Mark… open the door.”Damian. His voice wasn’t loud, but it cut clean. No trace of the fight, no trace of the man who told me I didn’t matter. Just command. Just fear.“I’ve got her,” he said, arms wrapping around me like armour, like a net catching something he hadn’t meant to lose.I couldn’t open my eyes. Couldn’t speak. But I felt it; him. The way he lifted me. Careful. Too careful. Like he thought I might break if he breathed wrong.Somewhere in the haze, the car door opened. Rain and warmth battled in the air, the storm outside dripping through my consciousness-like memory.“She’s burning up,” Mark’s voice. Close now. “We should get her checked”“No.” Damian again. Sharper this time. “Not with reporters everywhere.”He pulled me into the car like he
“Then maybe you should’ve picked someone stronger,” he said.I didn’t move.Not at first.I just stared at him. That single sentence cracked through me louder than the shatter of anything I could’ve thrown. I didn’t even flinch when the tears hit the back of my throat. I just stood there, chest tight, my vision burning.“Stronger?” I repeated, low and disbelieving. “That’s what you think this is about?”Damian didn’t say a word. His jaw was tight. His arms crossed. Like he was holding something back.“You think I wanted him?” I took a step closer. “You think I stayed because I was weak?”Still no answer. But something flickered in his expression. Something close to regret but he buried it before I could be sure.My voice cracked. “You don’t get it. I stayed alive because of Lily. I stayed quiet because I was protecting her. You think I wanted to be someone’s punching bag?”His silence was worse than shouting.So I did the one thing I never thought I would do. I grabbed the wine glass
So close.The words stayed in my head. I stared at the spot where Damian had just been. I could still feel the moment at dinner, his hand almost touching mine. That pause. That heat. The way he didn’t pull away, not because he didn’t want to, but because he didn’t know if he should.Now he was gone. And Lily was in danger. None of it felt real.I stood from the floor, phone tight in my hand. The screen was dark now, but I still saw the photo. Lily is in the hospital. Tubes. Oxygen. And that awful message.Protect her. Or I will.He was back. And this time, he wanted me to know.I didn’t even have time to think before I heard footsteps. Damian came down the hall. His face was hard to read.His eyes went to me. Then to my phone.“I talked to Mark,” he said.I nodded. “Someone got into her room.”He looked tense. “Security said no one without access came or left.”“They wouldn’t catch him,” I said. “He’s careful. Always has been.”Damian raised his eyebrows. “Who?”“Ethan.”The name felt
The hallway was empty.But the chill in my spine told me I hadn’t imagined it.I stood rooted, the mirror still humming with something unspoken. It didn’t reflect him anymore only me. My lips slightly parted. My chest rises too fast. The hollow in my throat still echoed where his voice had caught before leaving.He’d been watching me.And I’d felt it…not with my eyes, but with my skin. That strange kind of knowing that lives just beneath the surface, under bone and blood. That breath between almost and nothing.That single moment at the dinner table kept replaying, over and over, like the echo of a struck match: the brush of his fingers against mine. The hesitation. The heat behind his restraint. The promise of something neither of us dared touch.He’d wanted to touch me.And I had wanted him to.Even now, the space between our hands still burned phantom heat, imagined weight. I could feel it more now than when it happened. The curve of his thumb, hovering over my knuckles like a secr