SWIRLING SENSATIONS

-----~[JENNA'S POV]~-----

He didn't give me a chance nto complete my sentence before he pins me to the wall and hugs me tightly carressing my ass.

 Fuck. I can feel his harsh breathing against my neck as though he is struggling with something. 

"Like I said, I am a sex addict and once aroused, I don't think there is anything that can stop me. " He whispers against my neck and kisses me at the spot. I shiver and trying to tear myself away from his huge frame. 

"I am so sorry. Please. Let me go." I whimper as he caresses my breasts against my uniform. 

"Fuck." He suddenly wipes my backpack away from me and tosses it on the floor.

" Please...." I plead with him as he groans kissing my neck and pinning me against the wall massaging my ass like he can't get enough of it. 

"Fuck." He curses and breathes hard moving his head to my chest. "You shouldn't have come here." He groans and suddenly begins to unbutton my shirt. 

"Fuck. Please. No. Don't do this. I am sorry. Please." I whisper and try to stop him but he is so damned strong.

Damn those fucking huge biceps!!!

I gasp as he slips his fingers into my shirt and bra breathing hard against me while he teases my bare breasts. 

Fuck.

 A strange sensation ripples through my system and I suprisingly moan against him. I arch my back as he leans closer and captures my nipples in his mouth. 

For fuck's sake!!!! 

I find it hard to breathe as I feel his strong heavy masculine palms against my inner thighs. Geez. What the fuck is he doing to me? 

"Aaahh!!" I moan uncontrollably arching my back against the wall as he sucks and bites against my nipples.

" Shit." He groans. "Fuck!!" He whispers with a shivering voice and kneads my ass furiously. 

"Please." I whisper softly. "Don't do this please. I am so sorry." I whisper and he groans. 

"Shit !!!" He suddenly looks furious as he leans against me breathing hard. He slams his fist against the wall beside me and I jerk with fright. 

"Get out." He suddenly says and I blink. 

"What ?" I ask with confusion and noticed his green gaze darken as he glares at me.

" I said get the fuck out before I lose my control on you right now." He growls like a hungry beast and I shiver. 

"Thank you. Thank..."

" Just get out!!!!" He yells as I immediately step away from him and arrange my school uniform. I dress up back buttoning up my shirt. 

"And don't you ever fucking return back here again because the next time you do, I will not spare you." He says and I nod briskly like a little kid, rushing to pick up my backpack. 

I pick it up as he prys the door open for me. 

"Get out!!!" He shouts again. 

I immediately rush out with too much speed and dash out of the waiting room, finding my way through the corridors to the elevator. 

How my brain managed to study the way I came in is still a mystery to me as my adrenaline is pumping excessively within me. 

The moment the elevator gets to the bottom floor, I rush out and head towards the exit of the building without even pausing to look at the receptionist. Then as I get to the entrance, I hear her soft laughter behind me before getting out of the fucking cursed building. 

Oh my god. What the heck did I get myself into?

What the.... Shit. I almost got raped... In a pretty office. Since when did that become a trend??

 Shit. 

I adjust my hair behind my ear breathing hard trying to cool off my palpitating heart.

 Oh shit. 

The heavy sensations I kept feeling when he touched me are still spinning through my senses. I am finding it really hard to forget it now. What the hell was he doing to me? What the fuck did I get myself involved with? 

oh I am so not stepping back in there ever again. How the hell am I supposed to know that his caretaking means sexual pleasure? No wonder everyone else was staring at me like I'm an idiot right from the moment I stepped in starting from the receptionist down to his personal attendant. 

Shit. 

I cover my face with my palms. I should have known that. I should have recognised that. But no. I didn't, because of my excessive desperacy to find a better work. No wonder the price money is as heavy as that. 

I mean, who the hell gives ten thousand dollars just for the purpose of caretaking? I sigh deeply and rake my fingers through my hair frustrated. All my hopes have been shattered and destroyed right now. I really shouldn't have placed all my hopes on it, now look what I have caused my precious poor little heart. 

I slowly turn with disappointment making my way through the sidewalk home. I decide to check out my phone after a long while to see multiple missed calls from Alex. 

Holy freaking senses. 

We have a date this evening. Shit. I immediately check my wrist watch to see that it is already 30 minutes way past the time we arranged for the date.

 Fuck!!!

 what the heck was I thinking? I immediately dial his number with my heart in my throat. Oh shit. I really hope he will forgive me. Our first date and I'm already messing things up. He picks up the call after three beeps but doesn't say anything. 

"Hello Alex. Please I am so sorry I can explain......" 

"You don't need to explain Jenna. Just forget about it. Afterall, I know you did not actually want to do this."

 I frown. "No no don't say that I really want to I just... I got carried away. I'm really sorry I lost track of time, the process was just too much and I had to sit and wait for hours."

' That's a silly lie you bitch!!!!' My mind screams at me but I ignore it. 

He sighs deeply and I can tell he is kind of frustrated at the other end. 

"Look, you don't have to force yourself to do what you don't want to do Jenna, if you really don't want to go out with me, just come out clearly. It is better you let me know now and make me feel bad right now than later." I sigh deeply. 

"Stop talking like this Alex, you have to believe me, I really want to go out with you I just...."

" look it's fine, just forget about this, I don't want to talk about it anymore." He says and ends the call. 

What the... 

Shit. But he is not supposed to be this annoyed is he? I mean it's just the first time. For heaven's sake why the hell did I have to mess up this bad? Aaaarrgh!!!

. I have to make it up to him in any way I can. But right now home it is. I need to have some rest after that unexpected intense exercise at the ceo's office. 

The thought crosses through my mind and I feel my nipples harden. 

Fuck! what the heck is this feeling? what in the spinning heavens is thi

s sweet delicious, enticing feeling that is so fucking hard to take away from my system?