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"A woman like you? No fucking way you're a virgin."
"Who said virgins can't be filthy, Rocco?"
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DIANA
My name's Diana Santoro, and if five years in a convent taught me anything, it's that the Mother Superior has a bullshit detector better than any police radar.
"DIANA!" Her voice cut through the garden like God himself decided to call me in for a personal reckoning. "GET OFF THAT WALL RIGHT NOW!"
I nearly fell backward.
Julia, my fellow nun-in-crime, choked on her wine, sprayed it all over my habit, and vanished into the trees like a startled cockroach. Left me completely alone. Traitor. Judas in a white veil.
"Coming, Mother!" I yelled, tossing the bottle over the wall without even looking. If some poor soul took that to the head, may God have mercy.
I scrambled down, trying to wipe the wine off my habit, and there she was.
Mother Teresa.
Seventy years old, five feet of pure divine authority, staring at me like I was the walking embodiment of sin.
Which I am, but that's beside the point.
"My office. Now."
"But Mother, we were just—"
"Come with me. Now."
I breathed deep and followed her through the stone hallways. The other novices looked away like I had leprosy. All except Julia, who peeked out from behind a pillar and gave me a thumbs up.
Little bitch.
In the office, Mother sat behind her desk with the gravity of someone about to hand down a sentence.
And she did.
"Today is your last day here."
My heart stopped.
"What? But Salvatore said the war—"
"It's over." She cut me off, but her tone wasn't relief. It was warning. "Your brother sent someone for you. A man is waiting outside."
Five years.
FIVE YEARS locked in this convent because my brother became Don of the Cosa Nostra and decided hiding me was safer than letting me live.
But something in Mother's eyes made my blood run cold.
"What is it?" I asked. "What's wrong?"
She stood, walked around the desk, and stopped right in front of me. For the first time in five years, she didn't look like a nun.
She looked like... a mother.
"Diana, I know your sins. I know your family's sins. And still, I protected you all these years because I saw something in you." She cupped my face. "But out there, child, the world doesn't forgive. And some things even God won't protect you from."
"Mother, you're scaring me."
She let go.
"Go. Your future is waiting."
"But—"
"GO, DIANA. Before I change my mind and lock you in here forever."
I walked out with my heart in my throat and my head spinning.
Grabbed my bags—two duffels stuffed with five years of memories and zero dignity—and headed down the stairs to the convent door.
The girls were gathered there. Some were crying. Even Julia.
"Don't forget our promise," I whispered.
"Never." She squeezed my hand. "Be free, Diana."
I stepped through the door.
The sun hit my face like a slap.
I raised my hand to shield my eyes.
And I saw.
No convoy.
No armored cars.
No army of men in black suits escorting the Don's sister.
Just an old black Maserati and a guy leaning against it, trying to light a cigarette the wind wouldn't let him.
He was tall.
Like, really tall.
Tattoos crawled up his arms and disappeared under his dress shirt sleeves. He had the most absolute "I don't give a fuck" expression I'd ever seen.
When he spotted me, he dropped the cigarette, crushed it under his foot, and straightened up slowly.
Too slowly.
Like he wanted me to watch every single movement.
And I did.
I'm a sinner, not blind.
"Giuseppina?" His voice was low, rough, with a thick Italian accent that sounded like it was made for whispering dirty things in the dark.
My enthusiasm died on the spot.
"MY NAME IS DIANA."
He looked me up and down. Took his time.
When he got to my nun shoes, he smiled.
It wasn't a friendly smile.
"You're Giuseppina to me. Your brother's orders."
"Who the hell are you to show up here and call me a name I hate?" I marched down the steps, dropping my bags at his feet. "And where's the fucking escort? Where are the cars? My brother sent you ALONE?"
"I'm a capo." He didn't even blink. "Recently appointed."
"Capo?" I laughed. "Capo of what? Driving junk cars?"
He bent down, grabbed my bags like they weighed nothing, and tossed them in the back seat.
When he turned around, I noticed something.
Up close, he was even bigger.
"Listen here, princess." His voice dropped. "I'm not here to be your friend, your driver, or your doormat. I'm here because your brother asked. And if you want to make it to Sicily alive, you'll do exactly what I say, when I say it, without complaining."
"And why wouldn't I make it to Sicily alive?" I crossed my arms. "The war's over."
He went silent.
Too long.
That's when it hit me.
"It's not over, is it?" My stomach turned to ice. "The war isn't over. My brother lied."
Rocco didn't confirm it.
But he didn't deny it either.
"Your brother sent a voice message." He pulled out his phone and hit play.
Salvatore's voice echoed through the air.
"Bring Giuseppina back. Alive. I won't tolerate failure."
Not "safe."
Not "home."
ALIVE.
"Why did he say alive?" My voice came out small. "Like me coming back dead is an option?"
Rocco pocketed the phone.
"Because the Camorra found out you didn't die five years ago. Because there's a price on your head. And because your brother couldn't come get you himself."
"Why not?"
"Because he's in a hospital in Palermo with three bullets in his chest."
The world collapsed.
"What?"
"They hit him yesterday. Ambush. He's alive by a miracle." Rocco stepped toward me. "I'm the only thing between you and whoever wants you dead, Giuseppina."
"DIANA." My voice shook. "My name is Diana."
He stopped.
Stared at me.
And for the first time, his expression shifted.
"Diana." The way he said my name made my stomach flip in a way that wasn't fear. "Get in the car, Diana. Please."
Please.
A mafia capo saying please.
I got in the car.
He got in the other side, started the engine, and the Maserati growled like an animal waking up. He hit the gas on the dirt road, kicking up dust and leaving the convent behind.
"How many men do you have?" I asked, gripping the dashboard. "For our protection?"
"None."
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN NONE?"
"If I came with an army, they'd figure out on the way that you're important." His eyes stayed on the road. "One guy picking up his girlfriend from the Spanish countryside? No one suspects."
"Girlfriend?" I blinked. "I'm your girlfriend now?"
"If we get stopped, yeah." He shrugged. "Or would you rather be my hostage?"
"I'd rather be your headache."
He smirked.
"Pretty sure that's a given, princess."
DIANAAlessandro's room smelled like antiseptic and blood. He lay in the bed, paler than I'd ever seen him, a bandage on his left shoulder, the rest of his body as still as a statue. His eyes, when they found mine, were the same: hard, cold, assessing."Diana.""Alessandro."I stopped in the doorway. He didn't smile. Of course not."You look like hell," he said."Why did you take that bullet? Why did you get in the middle of it?""It was stupid."He coughed. Grimaced."That bastard husband of yours still hasn't come to thank me.""He's taking care of your niece."Silence. Alessandro looked at the ceiling for a second. Then back at me."I'm not going to apologize.""I didn't ask you to.""I'm not going to sit here feeling regret. I am what I am.""I know what you are, Alessandro."He stared at me.Another silence. The heavy kind."You could have died," I said, my voice breaking at the end."But I didn't."He almost smiled. Almost. For Alessandro, an almost-smile was worth more than any
DIANAThe clock on the hospital wall wouldn't stop ticking. Each second stretched into forever. I'd been sitting on that hard plastic chair for hours, and Rocco was beside me, our daughter in his arms, his dark eyes locked on me like I was the only thing in the world worth watching.Luna slept deeply. At two months old, the world hadn't managed to hurt her yet. I wanted it to stay that way forever."You're spiraling," Rocco said quietly."I'm not.""You are. I know that face."I ran my hand through my hair. A gesture he knew too well. The same one I'd used since I was a girl, when something was suffocating me and I couldn't—or wouldn't—put it into words.Because how was I supposed to say it out loud? How was I supposed to admit that after everything, I didn't want my brother to die?I didn't say anything. Just ran my hand through my hair again.Rocco sighed. His big, warm hand pressed gently against my back, a soothing touch. That touch had the power to dismantle any wall I tried to b
ROCCOThe hammer went up and down about fifty times before I finally got the fucking shingle in place. Sweat was dripping down my forehead, the back of my neck, my spine. My shirt was soaked, glued to my skin. The Hawaiian sun didn't give a damn about giving me a break."Rocco, be careful!" Diana's voice floated up from below, mixed with the sound of the crib rocking."I know what I'm doing.""You're going to fall!""I'm not gonna fall."Said that and almost slipped on the wet shingle. Grabbed the rafter hard, muttering to myself. Fuck. Ever since I'd taken over that house, the roof had been nothing but problems. A leak here, another one there. Diana had already threatened to call a professional, but I said no.Getting that last nail in was a relief. I settled myself on the roof, tossed the hammer aside, and lay down on my back. The sky was blue. That unreal kind of blue, like someone had Photoshopped it. The clouds drifted slow. The wind swayed the palm trees. Down below, Diana was h
ROCCOLuna came home on a Tuesday.The sun was so bright it felt like someone had ordered it special. Diana walked out of the hospital with our daughter in her arms, her white dress swinging in the wind, and I just stood there, watching the two of them, thinking there was no more dangerous combination in the world.Three weeks later, the routine had turned into a well-oiled machine.Wake up. Feed. Change the diaper. Feed again. Change the diaper again. Repeat.I never imagined a seven-pound creature could produce that much shit.“We’re out.” Diana appeared in the kitchen holding an empty pack of diapers. Hair in a messy bun. Face bare. Still beautiful. “The last one.”“What do you mean, the last one? I bought twenty packs last week.”“Well, she used them all.”I looked at the crib in the corner of the living room. Luna was awake, her little green eyes open, tiny hands swatting at the air. She saw me looking and smiled—a gummy, drooly, completely stupid smile. My heart melted.“I’ll ru
DIANAAlessandro stood there, frozen in the middle of the room. Flawless black suit. Perfectly knotted gray tie. Like he’d just stepped out of a meeting in Milan, not a twelve-hour flight to Hawaii.Then he looked at my daughter.Quick. A second, maybe two. His eyes—usually cold as steel—softened. His jaw, always clenched, loosened. He blinked, processing what he was seeing.“It’s a girl,” he said. His voice was lower. More human.I didn’t answer. I pulled Luna tighter against my chest.“How dare you come here after everything you did to us?” I snarled.Alessandro didn’t move.“An informant told me you gave birth at this hospital.”“An informant?” I repeated, horror crawling up my spine.I looked at Rocco. His green eyes were narrowed, jaw locked. Even far from Italy. Even hidden on some lost island in the Pacific. My bastard brother still had reach here.“Leave,” I ordered. “Now.”“Diana—”“LEAVE!”My scream echoed through the room. Luna whimpered. Rocco put his hand on my back.“You
DIANAThe hospital light was too white.That was the first thing I noticed when I opened my eyes.The second was the smell.That clean, terrifying scent of places where life and death dance hand in hand.The third was him.Rocco sat in a plastic chair beside my bed, his body slumped, head thrown back, mouth slightly open. He slept like someone who hadn't slept in days—heavy, deep, as if he'd collapsed right there. Dark circles stood out against pale skin. His stubble had grown wild and unchecked. One of his hands still held mine, even in sleep.I looked at that hand.Big fingers, calloused knuckles, tattoos crawling up his arms and disappearing under the sleeve of a rumpled gray shirt.I tried to sit up.My body screamed.A dull, throbbing pain spread through my abdomen like someone had shoved a hot iron inside me. My hand went to my stomach—empty. Flat. Different."Easy," Rocco's rough voice cut through the silence.He was already awake.Those green eyes—red, actually, from exhaustio
DIANAMy dress rode up and bunched. I felt his hard length inside his pants pressing directly against my pussy, covered only by the thin fabric of my panties. A wave of heat coursed through my body, my breathing turning ragged.He held me firmly, his fingers stroking my thighs in a way that made
DIANAI knocked with my knuckles on the door ahead. Within seconds—like someone had been waiting—it swung open. A hand grabbed my arm and yanked me inside. I gasped, almost screamed, but Rocco clamped his hand over my mouth before I could. He shut the door and pinned me against it.“What are you
DIANA“What? You know the rain outside hasn’t stopped, right?” Francesco shot back. “The city’s a mess. They just messaged me.”Francesco lifted his chin, and I turned my gaze to Rocco, looking for a solution.“We’re going to have to spend the night in Rome. The rain hasn’t let up,” Rocco explai
DIANAMy mouth hung open. I couldn't process what he'd just said."You've got to be kidding me. I'm not marrying a stranger." The words came out sharp, disbelief ringing in my voice."That's not an option, Diana. This marriage is essential. It secures our position, strengthens the famiglia. You







