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"A woman like you? No fucking way you're a virgin."
"Who said virgins can't be filthy, Rocco?"
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DIANA
My name's Diana Santoro, and if five years in a convent taught me anything, it's that the Mother Superior has a bullshit detector better than any police radar.
"DIANA!" Her voice cut through the garden like God himself decided to call me in for a personal reckoning. "GET OFF THAT WALL RIGHT NOW!"
I nearly fell backward.
Julia, my fellow nun-in-crime, choked on her wine, sprayed it all over my habit, and vanished into the trees like a startled cockroach. Left me completely alone. Traitor. Judas in a white veil.
"Coming, Mother!" I yelled, tossing the bottle over the wall without even looking. If some poor soul took that to the head, may God have mercy.
I scrambled down, trying to wipe the wine off my habit, and there she was.
Mother Teresa.
Seventy years old, five feet of pure divine authority, staring at me like I was the walking embodiment of sin.
Which I am, but that's beside the point.
"My office. Now."
"But Mother, we were just—"
"Come with me. Now."
I breathed deep and followed her through the stone hallways. The other novices looked away like I had leprosy. All except Julia, who peeked out from behind a pillar and gave me a thumbs up.
Little bitch.
In the office, Mother sat behind her desk with the gravity of someone about to hand down a sentence.
And she did.
"Today is your last day here."
My heart stopped.
"What? But Salvatore said the war—"
"It's over." She cut me off, but her tone wasn't relief. It was warning. "Your brother sent someone for you. A man is waiting outside."
Five years.
FIVE YEARS locked in this convent because my brother became Don of the Cosa Nostra and decided hiding me was safer than letting me live.
But something in Mother's eyes made my blood run cold.
"What is it?" I asked. "What's wrong?"
She stood, walked around the desk, and stopped right in front of me. For the first time in five years, she didn't look like a nun.
She looked like... a mother.
"Diana, I know your sins. I know your family's sins. And still, I protected you all these years because I saw something in you." She cupped my face. "But out there, child, the world doesn't forgive. And some things even God won't protect you from."
"Mother, you're scaring me."
She let go.
"Go. Your future is waiting."
"But—"
"GO, DIANA. Before I change my mind and lock you in here forever."
I walked out with my heart in my throat and my head spinning.
Grabbed my bags—two duffels stuffed with five years of memories and zero dignity—and headed down the stairs to the convent door.
The girls were gathered there. Some were crying. Even Julia.
"Don't forget our promise," I whispered.
"Never." She squeezed my hand. "Be free, Diana."
I stepped through the door.
The sun hit my face like a slap.
I raised my hand to shield my eyes.
And I saw.
No convoy.
No armored cars.
No army of men in black suits escorting the Don's sister.
Just an old black Maserati and a guy leaning against it, trying to light a cigarette the wind wouldn't let him.
He was tall.
Like, really tall.
Tattoos crawled up his arms and disappeared under his dress shirt sleeves. He had the most absolute "I don't give a fuck" expression I'd ever seen.
When he spotted me, he dropped the cigarette, crushed it under his foot, and straightened up slowly.
Too slowly.
Like he wanted me to watch every single movement.
And I did.
I'm a sinner, not blind.
"Giuseppina?" His voice was low, rough, with a thick Italian accent that sounded like it was made for whispering dirty things in the dark.
My enthusiasm died on the spot.
"MY NAME IS DIANA."
He looked me up and down. Took his time.
When he got to my nun shoes, he smiled.
It wasn't a friendly smile.
"You're Giuseppina to me. Your brother's orders."
"Who the hell are you to show up here and call me a name I hate?" I marched down the steps, dropping my bags at his feet. "And where's the fucking escort? Where are the cars? My brother sent you ALONE?"
"I'm a capo." He didn't even blink. "Recently appointed."
"Capo?" I laughed. "Capo of what? Driving junk cars?"
He bent down, grabbed my bags like they weighed nothing, and tossed them in the back seat.
When he turned around, I noticed something.
Up close, he was even bigger.
"Listen here, princess." His voice dropped. "I'm not here to be your friend, your driver, or your doormat. I'm here because your brother asked. And if you want to make it to Sicily alive, you'll do exactly what I say, when I say it, without complaining."
"And why wouldn't I make it to Sicily alive?" I crossed my arms. "The war's over."
He went silent.
Too long.
That's when it hit me.
"It's not over, is it?" My stomach turned to ice. "The war isn't over. My brother lied."
Rocco didn't confirm it.
But he didn't deny it either.
"Your brother sent a voice message." He pulled out his phone and hit play.
Salvatore's voice echoed through the air.
"Bring Giuseppina back. Alive. I won't tolerate failure."
Not "safe."
Not "home."
ALIVE.
"Why did he say alive?" My voice came out small. "Like me coming back dead is an option?"
Rocco pocketed the phone.
"Because the Camorra found out you didn't die five years ago. Because there's a price on your head. And because your brother couldn't come get you himself."
"Why not?"
"Because he's in a hospital in Palermo with three bullets in his chest."
The world collapsed.
"What?"
"They hit him yesterday. Ambush. He's alive by a miracle." Rocco stepped toward me. "I'm the only thing between you and whoever wants you dead, Giuseppina."
"DIANA." My voice shook. "My name is Diana."
He stopped.
Stared at me.
And for the first time, his expression shifted.
"Diana." The way he said my name made my stomach flip in a way that wasn't fear. "Get in the car, Diana. Please."
Please.
A mafia capo saying please.
I got in the car.
He got in the other side, started the engine, and the Maserati growled like an animal waking up. He hit the gas on the dirt road, kicking up dust and leaving the convent behind.
"How many men do you have?" I asked, gripping the dashboard. "For our protection?"
"None."
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN NONE?"
"If I came with an army, they'd figure out on the way that you're important." His eyes stayed on the road. "One guy picking up his girlfriend from the Spanish countryside? No one suspects."
"Girlfriend?" I blinked. "I'm your girlfriend now?"
"If we get stopped, yeah." He shrugged. "Or would you rather be my hostage?"
"I'd rather be your headache."
He smirked.
"Pretty sure that's a given, princess."
DIANAMy dress rode up and bunched. I felt his hard length inside his pants pressing directly against my pussy, covered only by the thin fabric of my panties. A wave of heat coursed through my body, my breathing turning ragged.He held me firmly, his fingers stroking my thighs in a way that made every hair on my body stand on end.Rocco leaned forward, his lips nearly touching my earlobe, and whispered, his voice thick and serious:“I’m ready to pay up.”His hand slid slowly up my arm, leaving a trail of heat that made my body tremble.He leaned in, his lips grazing my skin from my neck to my ear. His fingers found my hair, threading through it with purpose. I shivered when he pulled gently, tilting my head back, exposing my vulnerable throat.His lips met mine slowly, and his tongue slipped into my mouth.His tongue toyed with mine, playing, dancing in a rhythm that was almost obscene. His free hand slid down my spine, pulling me closer until there was no space left between u
DIANAI knocked with my knuckles on the door ahead. Within seconds—like someone had been waiting—it swung open. A hand grabbed my arm and yanked me inside. I gasped, almost screamed, but Rocco clamped his hand over my mouth before I could. He shut the door and pinned me against it.“What are you doing here?”He took his hand away. I smiled sheepishly.“I can’t sleep. Can I stay here with you?”He tilted his head back slightly, wearing that you’re my biggest problem today expression. I smiled, looked over his shoulder, and noticed how massive his room was.“Wow, your room is way bigger. Why didn’t they give me one like this?”I slipped out from under his arms and looked around. He even had a hot tub. The gaming table was much more spacious too.“You can’t stay here, Diana. If someone catches you—”“No one’s going to see us here. Not unless you tell them.” I faced him again.He stopped, leaning against the corner of the table. His bare stomach and black pants formed an irresis
DIANA“What? You know the rain outside hasn’t stopped, right?” Francesco shot back. “The city’s a mess. They just messaged me.”Francesco lifted his chin, and I turned my gaze to Rocco, looking for a solution.“We’re going to have to spend the night in Rome. The rain hasn’t let up,” Rocco explained, leaving no room for argument.“We’ll go to a hotel?” I asked, trying to find an alternative.“No. There’s a place here for VIP guests and investors. You’ll sleep there.”“Fine.” I resigned myself.“And you’re just going to leave me here?” Francesco protested, indignant.Rocco turned to him, his expression cold as ice.“The night’s over, Visconti. Diana’s going to rest now.”Francesco, ignoring Rocco, turned to me.“My dear, aren’t you going to invite me to stay?”“Go home, Visconti,” Rocco cut in, clearly impatient.“I’m not talking to you, bodyguard,” Francesco shot back.Rocco stepped forward. Francesco cleared his throat and quickly backpedaled.“I mean, I usually stay in
DIANAI couldn’t wait for this lunch to be over so I could say goodbye to the boorish little man sitting across from me. Marry this middle-aged playboy? Alessandro had to be joking. I’d held myself back at least ten times this morning from slapping him across the face.But how was I going to make my brother change his mind? Since I was little, Alessandro had always been decisive. He never went back on his choices. Well, he was going to have to this time. But deep down, I knew he was stubborn enough to force me down the aisle with this man. Sometimes I was even afraid of my own brother. Because I knew him too well. Knew what that psychopath was capable of.A torrential rain was falling outside when I finally stood up to leave.“I need to head home now. It was a pleasure meeting you, Signor Visconti.” I forced a fake smile as I grabbed my bag.“Already? That’s a shame, Diana. I would’ve liked more time to get to know you. Just so you know, I sacrificed an important parliamentary se
ROCCO“Speaking of convents, I can’t imagine the food there is anything to write home about.” Francesco paused, his expression dripping with condescension. “I mean, doesn’t look like you suffered much from a strict diet, am I right?” He laughed—a cold, hollow sound.“If you’re implying something about my weight, Senator, I should tell you I don’t see anything wrong with it. And it’s not relevant to this conversation.” Her voice stayed calm, but there was a blade underneath.The senator laughed again, but this time there was a rougher edge to it.“Didn’t mean to offend, my dear. Just curious. These days, appearance matters. Especially in our world.” He shot a sideways glance at the women around them—all rail-thin, all fitting the same mold.My jaw tightened as I watched Francesco make Diana measure herself against those overly skinny women. There was nothing wrong with her body. Quite the opposite—Diana had a perfect, healthy body. Soft curves that made anyone stop and look. This
ROCCOWe pulled up to Il Reggente, one of those restaurants the Italian elite flock to in Rome. Sunlight poured through the massive windows, catching on the plants scattered around the place, the cream-colored couches, the marble tables surrounded by elegant chairs.My focus was on Diana. On her safety. She walked ahead of me into the main dining room while the other guys hung back. I tried to keep my eyes on her hair—that sleek, straight fall of it—but there was no ignoring her legs with every step she took. Those silver heels made sure of it. The pale pink dress she wore hit mid-thigh, and I caught myself remembering the way I'd buried my face between those thighs, the taste of her still alive in my memory. Fuck. Stop looking. Jesus Christ.When we stepped into the main room, I spotted Francesco already seated at a table near the window. I'd never met him in person, but I knew exactly who he was from the news. Connected politician. Constantly tangled up in scandals and controvers







