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"A woman like you? No fucking way you're a virgin."
"Who said virgins can't be filthy, Rocco?"
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DIANA
My name's Diana Santoro, and if five years in a convent taught me anything, it's that the Mother Superior has a bullshit detector better than any police radar.
"DIANA!" Her voice cut through the garden like God himself decided to call me in for a personal reckoning. "GET OFF THAT WALL RIGHT NOW!"
I nearly fell backward.
Julia, my fellow nun-in-crime, choked on her wine, sprayed it all over my habit, and vanished into the trees like a startled cockroach. Left me completely alone. Traitor. Judas in a white veil.
"Coming, Mother!" I yelled, tossing the bottle over the wall without even looking. If some poor soul took that to the head, may God have mercy.
I scrambled down, trying to wipe the wine off my habit, and there she was.
Mother Teresa.
Seventy years old, five feet of pure divine authority, staring at me like I was the walking embodiment of sin.
Which I am, but that's beside the point.
"My office. Now."
"But Mother, we were just—"
"Come with me. Now."
I breathed deep and followed her through the stone hallways. The other novices looked away like I had leprosy. All except Julia, who peeked out from behind a pillar and gave me a thumbs up.
Little bitch.
In the office, Mother sat behind her desk with the gravity of someone about to hand down a sentence.
And she did.
"Today is your last day here."
My heart stopped.
"What? But Salvatore said the war—"
"It's over." She cut me off, but her tone wasn't relief. It was warning. "Your brother sent someone for you. A man is waiting outside."
Five years.
FIVE YEARS locked in this convent because my brother became Don of the Cosa Nostra and decided hiding me was safer than letting me live.
But something in Mother's eyes made my blood run cold.
"What is it?" I asked. "What's wrong?"
She stood, walked around the desk, and stopped right in front of me. For the first time in five years, she didn't look like a nun.
She looked like... a mother.
"Diana, I know your sins. I know your family's sins. And still, I protected you all these years because I saw something in you." She cupped my face. "But out there, child, the world doesn't forgive. And some things even God won't protect you from."
"Mother, you're scaring me."
She let go.
"Go. Your future is waiting."
"But—"
"GO, DIANA. Before I change my mind and lock you in here forever."
I walked out with my heart in my throat and my head spinning.
Grabbed my bags—two duffels stuffed with five years of memories and zero dignity—and headed down the stairs to the convent door.
The girls were gathered there. Some were crying. Even Julia.
"Don't forget our promise," I whispered.
"Never." She squeezed my hand. "Be free, Diana."
I stepped through the door.
The sun hit my face like a slap.
I raised my hand to shield my eyes.
And I saw.
No convoy.
No armored cars.
No army of men in black suits escorting the Don's sister.
Just an old black Maserati and a guy leaning against it, trying to light a cigarette the wind wouldn't let him.
He was tall.
Like, really tall.
Tattoos crawled up his arms and disappeared under his dress shirt sleeves. He had the most absolute "I don't give a fuck" expression I'd ever seen.
When he spotted me, he dropped the cigarette, crushed it under his foot, and straightened up slowly.
Too slowly.
Like he wanted me to watch every single movement.
And I did.
I'm a sinner, not blind.
"Giuseppina?" His voice was low, rough, with a thick Italian accent that sounded like it was made for whispering dirty things in the dark.
My enthusiasm died on the spot.
"MY NAME IS DIANA."
He looked me up and down. Took his time.
When he got to my nun shoes, he smiled.
It wasn't a friendly smile.
"You're Giuseppina to me. Your brother's orders."
"Who the hell are you to show up here and call me a name I hate?" I marched down the steps, dropping my bags at his feet. "And where's the fucking escort? Where are the cars? My brother sent you ALONE?"
"I'm a capo." He didn't even blink. "Recently appointed."
"Capo?" I laughed. "Capo of what? Driving junk cars?"
He bent down, grabbed my bags like they weighed nothing, and tossed them in the back seat.
When he turned around, I noticed something.
Up close, he was even bigger.
"Listen here, princess." His voice dropped. "I'm not here to be your friend, your driver, or your doormat. I'm here because your brother asked. And if you want to make it to Sicily alive, you'll do exactly what I say, when I say it, without complaining."
"And why wouldn't I make it to Sicily alive?" I crossed my arms. "The war's over."
He went silent.
Too long.
That's when it hit me.
"It's not over, is it?" My stomach turned to ice. "The war isn't over. My brother lied."
Rocco didn't confirm it.
But he didn't deny it either.
"Your brother sent a voice message." He pulled out his phone and hit play.
Salvatore's voice echoed through the air.
"Bring Giuseppina back. Alive. I won't tolerate failure."
Not "safe."
Not "home."
ALIVE.
"Why did he say alive?" My voice came out small. "Like me coming back dead is an option?"
Rocco pocketed the phone.
"Because the Camorra found out you didn't die five years ago. Because there's a price on your head. And because your brother couldn't come get you himself."
"Why not?"
"Because he's in a hospital in Palermo with three bullets in his chest."
The world collapsed.
"What?"
"They hit him yesterday. Ambush. He's alive by a miracle." Rocco stepped toward me. "I'm the only thing between you and whoever wants you dead, Giuseppina."
"DIANA." My voice shook. "My name is Diana."
He stopped.
Stared at me.
And for the first time, his expression shifted.
"Diana." The way he said my name made my stomach flip in a way that wasn't fear. "Get in the car, Diana. Please."
Please.
A mafia capo saying please.
I got in the car.
He got in the other side, started the engine, and the Maserati growled like an animal waking up. He hit the gas on the dirt road, kicking up dust and leaving the convent behind.
"How many men do you have?" I asked, gripping the dashboard. "For our protection?"
"None."
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN NONE?"
"If I came with an army, they'd figure out on the way that you're important." His eyes stayed on the road. "One guy picking up his girlfriend from the Spanish countryside? No one suspects."
"Girlfriend?" I blinked. "I'm your girlfriend now?"
"If we get stopped, yeah." He shrugged. "Or would you rather be my hostage?"
"I'd rather be your headache."
He smirked.
"Pretty sure that's a given, princess."
ROCCOThe estate sat deep in the Tuscan countryside.Two hours down winding roads lined with cypress trees that seemed tall enough to scrape the sky. When the iron gates opened, the first thing I saw was the vineyards. Endless rows of vines stretching farther than the eye could reach.Then the hills.Soft green slopes drowned in pale mist.And finally the house.A stone villa with arched windows, wide balconies, and ivy crawling up the walls.Diana got out of the car first. Luna stirred awake and whimpered softly in her arms.Then Diana stopped.White flowers.Daisies. Lilies. Gardenias.A sea of white petals spread across the gardens all the way to the back of the property.She pressed a hand to her mouth, eyes filling instantly with tears.“Why are you doing this?” she whispered.Alessandro approached slowly.“I thought you’d like it.” His tone stayed cold. “They were Mom’s favorites, weren’t they?”His face never changed, but something flickered in his jaw. Tiny. Alm
ROCCO~ One Month LaterThe plane began its descent. I looked out the window and caught sight of the Italian coastline below us, a thin scar stretched between the sea and the sky. The kind that never really heals.Diana sat beside me with Luna asleep in her arms.We were landing in enemy territory, surrounded by men loyal to the same man who once had me tortured. And I was bringing my wife and daughter straight into the lion’s den.The wheels hit the runway hard.The airport was private, the kind that didn’t exist on any map. The second the cabin door opened, Italy hit me like a ghost. Cypress trees. Wet earth. Gasoline.And standing there on the tarmac was Alessandro.Impeccable black suit. Left shoulder slightly uneven because of the bandages hidden beneath his shirt. Pale face. Dark eyes fixed on us.No smile.Of course not.Diana held Luna tighter against her chest and stepped down first. I followed behind her, every footstep echoing against the metal stairs.“Diana,” A
DIANAAlessandro's room smelled like antiseptic and blood. He lay in the bed, paler than I'd ever seen him, a bandage on his left shoulder, the rest of his body as still as a statue. His eyes, when they found mine, were the same: hard, cold, assessing."Diana.""Alessandro."I stopped in the doorway. He didn't smile. Of course not."You look like hell," he said."Why did you take that bullet? Why did you get in the middle of it?""It was stupid."He coughed. Grimaced."That bastard husband of yours still hasn't come to thank me.""He's taking care of your niece."Silence. Alessandro looked at the ceiling for a second. Then back at me."I'm not going to apologize.""I didn't ask you to.""I'm not going to sit here feeling regret. I am what I am.""I know what you are, Alessandro."He stared at me.Another silence. The heavy kind."You could have died," I said, my voice breaking at the end."But I didn't."He almost smiled. Almost. For Alessandro, an almost-smile was worth more than any
DIANAThe clock on the hospital wall wouldn't stop ticking. Each second stretched into forever. I'd been sitting on that hard plastic chair for hours, and Rocco was beside me, our daughter in his arms, his dark eyes locked on me like I was the only thing in the world worth watching.Luna slept deeply. At two months old, the world hadn't managed to hurt her yet. I wanted it to stay that way forever."You're spiraling," Rocco said quietly."I'm not.""You are. I know that face."I ran my hand through my hair. A gesture he knew too well. The same one I'd used since I was a girl, when something was suffocating me and I couldn't—or wouldn't—put it into words.Because how was I supposed to say it out loud? How was I supposed to admit that after everything, I didn't want my brother to die?I didn't say anything. Just ran my hand through my hair again.Rocco sighed. His big, warm hand pressed gently against my back, a soothing touch. That touch had the power to dismantle any wall I tried to b
ROCCOThe hammer went up and down about fifty times before I finally got the fucking shingle in place. Sweat was dripping down my forehead, the back of my neck, my spine. My shirt was soaked, glued to my skin. The Hawaiian sun didn't give a damn about giving me a break."Rocco, be careful!" Diana's voice floated up from below, mixed with the sound of the crib rocking."I know what I'm doing.""You're going to fall!""I'm not gonna fall."Said that and almost slipped on the wet shingle. Grabbed the rafter hard, muttering to myself. Fuck. Ever since I'd taken over that house, the roof had been nothing but problems. A leak here, another one there. Diana had already threatened to call a professional, but I said no.Getting that last nail in was a relief. I settled myself on the roof, tossed the hammer aside, and lay down on my back. The sky was blue. That unreal kind of blue, like someone had Photoshopped it. The clouds drifted slow. The wind swayed the palm trees. Down below, Diana was h
ROCCOLuna came home on a Tuesday.The sun was so bright it felt like someone had ordered it special. Diana walked out of the hospital with our daughter in her arms, her white dress swinging in the wind, and I just stood there, watching the two of them, thinking there was no more dangerous combination in the world.Three weeks later, the routine had turned into a well-oiled machine.Wake up. Feed. Change the diaper. Feed again. Change the diaper again. Repeat.I never imagined a seven-pound creature could produce that much shit.“We’re out.” Diana appeared in the kitchen holding an empty pack of diapers. Hair in a messy bun. Face bare. Still beautiful. “The last one.”“What do you mean, the last one? I bought twenty packs last week.”“Well, she used them all.”I looked at the crib in the corner of the living room. Luna was awake, her little green eyes open, tiny hands swatting at the air. She saw me looking and smiled—a gummy, drooly, completely stupid smile. My heart melted.“I’ll ru
DIANARocco swung the car into a spot in the packed McDonald’s lot and killed the engine with a grunt.“We’re here. You talked about burgers so much, I’m gonna fucking dream about Ronald McDonald.”I laughed, popping my seatbelt off.“Dramatic much?”“I swear to God.”He got out first, walked aroun
ROCCOMonths EarlierThe wooden door creaked as Ramón stepped into the small cabin. His stocky frame filled the space, and he stomped his boots hard against the floor, knocking off the dust he'd picked up from the hills. His thick beard was damp from the morning mist, but his eyes—always kind—held
DIANAThree months laterI sat on the porch, watching the ocean in front of me. Leaning back in my chair with a smile still on my lips, I thought about how good it felt to be back in Hawaii. I'd decided to spend some time at the property Rocco bought after Luca suggested it. It had been abandoned f
DIANAThe night was freezing, rain slamming against my apartment windows. The sound of it mixed with the crackle from the fireplace, making everything feel cozy and sad at the same time. I was curled up on the couch, buried under a thick blanket, holding a mug of hot chocolate. Steam rose up agains







