In the dark night, Jessica went to the bathroom alone.
The hot water dispelled her coldness. She rubbed her red and swollen eyes as she walked into a room. As soon as Jessica opened the door, she saw a warmly decorated children's room.
She gently shook the bell. The music from the music box could be heard in the room. The lights in the room looked yellow and dim. It was clearly a warm scene, but Jessica couldn't stop her tears from flowing profusely.
Maybe this was her karma. She had failed to protect her child, so God wanted to take her life.
Jessica climbed onto the 1.2-meter-long bed and curled her body up like a small shrimp. Tears from her left eye flowed into her right eye, then slid down her cheek, wetting the baby blanket beneath her.
She muttered softly while holding a doll tightly, "I'm sorry, sweetheart. It's all my fault. I couldn't protect you. Don't be afraid, I'll accompany you there soon.”
After her child died, she had always been low-spirited, like a fresh flower that was slowly wilting.
Jessica stared at the dark night while thinking that as long as she left this amount of money for her father, she could go see her baby.
The next morning, even though the sky was not yet bright, Jessica was already neatly dressed. She looked down with a smile on her face while gazing at the marriage certificate.
In the blink of an eye, three years had passed.
Jessica had specially made a healthy breakfast for herself. Even though she would not live long, she still wanted to live as long as possible to take care of her father.
Just as she was about to leave the house, Jessica received a call from the hospital. "Mrs. Jessica, Mr. Arya had a sudden heart attack and has been sent to the emergency unit."
"I'll be there soon!" she exclaimed.
Jessica immediately rushed to the hospital. The operation was not over yet, and she waited outside the operating room with both fists clenched. Jessica had lost everything, the only thing she could hope for was that her father could live well.
The nurse beside her handed over a stack of papers and said, "Mrs. Jessica, this is the emergency treatment and surgery fees for the sudden incident that happened to your father just now.”
Jessica looked at the cost details. It turned out to be two hundred million dollar.
Her father's daily recovery costs every month reached 100 million dollar. He worked three jobs at once to be able to cover it all. He had just paid the hospitalization f*e for this month. Now there was only 10 million dollar left in his ATM card. How could it be enough for the operation?
Jessica was forced to call Kevin. Kevin said coldly, "Where are you? I've been waiting for you for half an hour."
"I have an emergency, I can't go."
"Jessica, is it fun to be like this?” Kevin smiled coldly as he said, "I thought so. How could you suddenly change your character? The lies you made up are so cheap. Do you think I'm a fool?"
This man really thought Jessica was lying. Jessica explained, "I didn't lie to you. I was the one who couldn't accept it before. I thought you did this to me because you had a hard time explaining. But now I understand. A marriage promise like this was unnecessary from the start. I am willing to divorce you. I didn't come because my father's heart disease relapsed and he had to have surgery..."
"Is he dead?" Kevin asked. Jessica felt strange, how could anyone talk like this?
"Not yet, he's being rescued. Kevin, the cost of the operation is two hundred million dollar. Can you give me 20 billion dollar first? I promise, I will divorce you!"
The man replied with a laugh, "Jessica, you should understand. I really hope your father dies. I can give you the money, but only after you get the divorce certificate.”
Then a busy tone was heard from the cellphone. Jessica's face looked incredulous. She remembered that Kevin still respected her father very much when they were dating. However, the tone of hatred that came from the cellphone earlier was not funny at all.
"Kevin wants my father to die? Why?" she asked herself.
If it was connected to the bankruptcy of the Iskandar family two years ago, everything seemed clearer.
"How could it be such a coincidence?"
"Maybe Kevin was the one who bankrupted the Iskandar family, but what wrong did the Iskandar family do to Kevin?" Jessica thought again.
Jessica couldn't think too much. The most important thing right now was that she had to collect two hundred million dollar for medical expenses first.
When the operating room door opened, Jessica rushed forward and asked, "Doctor Albert, how is my father's condition?”
"Mrs. Jessica, don't worry. Mr. Arya is very lucky to have survived the critical condition. However, psychologically, he is still too weak. For the time being, don't let his emotions be shaken again."
"I understand." Jessica breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Thank you, Doctor Albert."
While Arya was still in a coma, Jessica asked the nurse, "My father's mental condition is quite good, why did he suddenly have a heart attack?"
The nurse immediately replied, "Mr. Arya has been in a very happy mood lately. He also said that he wanted to eat shrimp dumplings or something. I thought it would only take ten minutes or so to get there and back, so I went to buy Mr. Arya some porridge. When I came back, he had already been taken to the emergency unit. Mrs. Jessica, this is all my fault!"
"Did my father meet anyone before you left?”
"No, there was nothing different about Mr. Arya before I left. He even said that you liked apam cakes at Rindani Restaurant, so he also asked me to buy them. Who would have thought that this would suddenly happen..."
Jessica always felt that this matter was not as simple as it seemed. After asking the nurse to take good care of Arya, she walked quickly to the nurse's office to inquire about visitor registration.
"Mrs. Jessica, no one visited Mr. Arya this morning," a nurse replied.
"Thank you."
"Oh yes, Mrs. Jessica, has Mr. Arya's bill been paid?"
With an awkward look on her face, Jessica said, "I'll pay it off right away. Sorry."
She came out of the nurse's room and ordered a taxi to rush to the Civil Registry Office. However, where was Kevin?
Jessica anxiously dialed Kevin's cell phone number. "I've arrived at the Civil Registry Office. Where are you?" she asked.
"In the office."
"Kevin, can you come to do the divorce administration now?”
Kevin sneered and said, "Which do you think is more important, negotiating a contract worth trillions of dollar or you?"
"I can wait for you to finish negotiating the contract. Kevin, just think of it as me begging you, my father really needs money right now," Jessica said.
"If he dies, I'll pay for his funeral expenses," Kevin replied.
After saying that, Kevin hung up the phone. His phone was no longer active when she tried to contact him again.
The heavy rain was like a big net enclosing Jessica, making it impossible for her to breathe inside.
She crouched at the bottom of the bus stop while looking at the street full of people passing by. Jessica looked regretful.
If she hadn't taken a leave from her studies because she was pregnant, Jessica would have received her graduation certificate by now. With her abilities and education, she would have had a very bright future.
Who would have thought that the Iskandar family would end up going bankrupt? Kevin, who initially treated her like a valuable treasure, suddenly changed. Jessica lost everything in a short time.
A year ago, Kevin asked someone to take all of Jessica's jewelry and branded bags. The only valuables on her body right now were their wedding rings. Jessica took off the ring and walked into a high-end jewelry store with steady steps.
While watching Jessica, who was wearing cheap clothes and was soaking wet, the shop assistant said, "Ma'am, do you have the invoice and proof of purchase?"
"Yes, I have it." Jessica pretended not to see the shop assistant looking at her. She lowered her head and handed over the invoice immediately.
"Okay, Ma'am. We need to send this ring for authenticity checking. I'll let you know the results tomorrow. How about it?"
Jessica licked her dry lips a little anxiously, then said, "I really need money. Can the process be faster?"
"Okay, I'll try my best. Ma'am, wait a moment..."
Before the shop assistant had time to take it, suddenly a white and delicate hand pressed the lid of the jewelry box and said, "This ring is very beautiful, I want it."
When Jessica looked up, she saw a face that made her feel disgusted, it turned out to be Maudy!
Moments later she returned, glass in hand. Drink this. Your stomach still needs warning before the ocean.Kevin took it, gratitude in his eyes. “Thanks, Jessica.”They looked at one another. Not like earlier—not as sweethearts, but as two moms and dads trying to find a new kind of love in the pieces of what was.And for that day, that was enough.That morning the air was calm and cool as Kevin got ready to go back to work. Jessica made warm tea in a kitchen, while Anya was still curled up on the couch with blanket with bunny picture watching her fav cartoon."You might be doubtful about leaving her with me," Jessica said half-laughing as she put a little thermos in Kevin's work bag.Kevin, who was fixing his shirt, turned and grinned. “I’m really very sure. With you I know Anya is safe even more than safe.”
Jessica didn't reply at once. She just filled a cup of milk, then put it in front of Kevin. "Jonas or not, you really need to take more care of your body. Anya needs you.”Kevin took the cup. “And you? Do you need me also?”Jessica was shocked. She didn’t think Kevin would say that. For a͏ bit, she just looked at the table, not meeting his eyes.“That’s not the point, Kevin.”“But that is what I want to know,” Kevin's voice stayed calm, though it sounded more soft. “I know I have done a lot of wrong things Jessica. But lately you and Jonas got closer.”Jessica straightened her back. “What do you mean?”Kevin sighed, looking out the window for a bit. “I’m not silly Jessica. I saw how he gazed at you. And you… you didn’t step back.”
They shared breakfast as a family—Anya was eating her bread while seated on Jonas’ lap. After breakfast, they decided to head to the backyard to play together. Jessica got a mat, storybook, and a small ball, and Anya raced towards the grass, bursting with laughter while attempting to outrun Jonas, who was chasing her.Jessica prepared orange juice while watching the children through the kitchen glass. He initially impression suggested they were a complete little family.However, part of her still struggled with some unseen boundaries.After running until she was tired, they rested under a shady mango tree. Anya dozed off on Jessica’s lap, and Jonas sat quietly next to her watching Jessica. “You look peaceful when you’re with her,” he said gently. Jessica turned her head to look at him."Anya... s
When the nurse went away she grabbed her phone and opened the picture album. There was an image of Anya napping in her arms, a pic with her dad in the kitchen, a snap of Jonas quietly kissing her head while they sat in the hospital yard.She tapped the screen then whispered; “I will fight I will be back”Afternoon after the chemo time was done Jessica stopped at the office to ask for info about the costs. She knew her savings were low. She had secretly sold some of her things, even thinking about selling a house from her mother’s inheritance.“Sorry, Mrs. Jessica,” said the cop “For this round͏ of chemo... everything is paid in full.”Jessica was surprised. “Paid for? By whom?”The cop looked at the system. “Paid in a name of Kevin Aprilio”Jessica stopped. Her hands squeezed the paper she was
Without noise, tears rolled down her cheeks. Words were of no consequence. To Jessica, Anya’s embrace and loving gaze said everything. That was ample. In the afternoon, Jonas brought the results of the follow-up test. Finding Jessica sitting down, he shared the news. After Anya resumed playing, he showed her the examination results.“Your response to chemo is quite good. But we need to add one more cycle. Your body is strong, Jessica. You can do it.”“I’m beginning to notice that I might be losing hair, and I’m scared that one day I’ll wake up and my body won't function normally.” Jonas softly held her hand.“I know you’re frightened. But you are not alone.”Jessica glanced at Jonas. “Is it okay if I share something?” “Always.”
He stared at Jonas sharply. “That’s you?”Jonas moved his head bit by bit. “No, but I know a person.”Jessica frowned. “Kevin?”Jonas nodded.Jessica fell silent.Jonas went on, “He paid for all things without telling no one. I just found out yesterday when I asked because there was a chance to enter the patient's priority.”Jessica felt her mind blur. She didn’t take her eyes off the IV drip and the fluid that was dripping at a steady pace.“Why did he do that?” she inquired as though voicing the question took a toll on her. Jonas exhaled sharply.“Maybe... because of guilt. Or love that he couldn’t express. Or because he realized you were the only person who cared about Anya like your own flesh and blood.”