July 18

One of the fastest ways to commit suicide is to accept the moment, time taken and procedures involved in being a part of it. When you have done that, you feel a sense of freedom for a while, a month, up to a year. In the end, you realize you are not dead but have been dead a long time ago.

"I think a gun and a bullet is enough," Henry corrected. He had decided to visit me today from wherever he was staying.

"That is too much pain for me to bear," I replied.

"I don't know if it is painful, but it sure is fast. The problem isn't about shooting yourself, the problem is to get hold of a gun. Once you get hold of it, then it is perfect. At least for me."

I laughed.

"Why do we feel the need to die?" I asked.

"Maybe because we easily get tired of living our old life over and over again."

"So, it is a cycle? An unending cycle that holds on to us for eternity?"

It was Henry turn to laugh and he laughed well. 

"There is a wom