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March 20
It had started raining heavily as I walked slowly to meet Dad and only then, did I realize that I had made a terrible mistake I could have avoided. When I am pissed over something that is not worth my useful anger, I normally just move away or pretend as if I am not there, but the damp and drizzle that flooded my mind yesterday did not give me the opportunity to make a reasonable decision before picking up a fight with Uncle Max and leaving his house at an ungodly hour of the night. I should have done better than standing tall and proving my innocence. I should have been much more considerate rather than desperate to see what Uncle Max had in mind. If I really thought that standing up against Uncle Max was my rise to adulthood then I must be a fool. Also, if you really supported me in standing up against my dear Uncle Max then you must be a bigger fool. There is no honor in standing up for what is wrong. Even in the face of danger
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You can start a dance with a step, with an incredible movement or with a grand entrance that no one would be able to understand but you. It may seem hard at first to imagine your body will flow to the sound of pleasant music in the air but the farther you go into the song, the easier it becomes. Sometimes you may feel you are not getting it right, that your body is not moving to the rhythm of the beats, that your feet is moving faster than the way you expected. In the end, you have nothing to do other than to appreciate the way you have danced.I started today by dancing crazy. Real crazy! The kind of crazy you know that exists but you don't ever get the opportunity to see it done in the movies or in real life, just in your dreams. Do you understand what I just said?Dad driving back to Port-Harcourt was lovely even though I knew that my stay would not be long because I had to go back to Enugu soon. My WAEC exams were fast approaching and my first paper was going to be
Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger March 24
The night air had grown warmer than normal. A sudden wind had risen and had departed as soon as it came. I saw a woman lit a cigarette and prepare to close her shop; the iron door made a disturbing sound as she jammed it close to the wall and again she cursed as she experienced another failed attempt to lock the iron door with a padlock. Everything had changed a little from the last time I was here, I mused. I was a little disappointed when Dad came out from the barbing saloon and told me we were going somewhere special because I had hoped we would just jump into his car and head back home, as peaceful as we had came."How is the weather?" Dad asked half-aloud."It is coming clean," I replied sharply.Dad got in the car, turned on the car engine and backed it into the driveway."Where are we going?" I asked as we stopped."Somewhere special, Perer. You ask too much questions."I watched as Dad got out of the car. He held the rear door
Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger March 25
It was midnight. I flushed warm with anger as I watched Dad turn to another street. Where was Dad taking all of us to? Was he driving us to our deaths? Why didn't Stacy and Rita say something about the road getting lonelier? Why is all of them quiet? I asked myself those questions as I started to feel I was bothering them. Yes! I was a foreign body. I was not supposed to be in their midst, following them to an unknown place at midnight. I was trying desperately to concentrate, to understand why Dad was driving at midnight when he should be with Mum or Sarah, sleeping. My entire body felt weak so did my soul. The two important elements of my existence were both focused on a single point, taking a rest. But how could I sleep when I wasn't sure of where Dad was taking me to? I know we ought to trust our parents. I know we ought to obey everything that they say irrespective of how hard it may be to accept. I trust Dad and I believe he won't do anything to hurt me but I wasn't comfortabl
Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger March 28
I heard the persistent sound of a church bell ringing in my head after my first agnostic meeting with Dad, Rita and Stacy. The bell rang almost non-stop as if the owner who had ordered it to invade my privacy knew more about me than I did. But who was the owner? God? It couldn't be the man with a white beard because I have already made it clear to him in a unique form that I was not interested in associating myself with people who believed in him or thought he was real. It is not sensible or logical to put faith in anything you are not certain of and could be dangerous. Man created god, god may not have created man. Honestly, there is no generally accepted way to prove or disprove God so I wonder why people still believed in him. Exactly! So why do people believe in a god since it cannot be proven true or false? Why put faith? Why put faith in something you are not even sure exists?I have never seen a Christian's face turn as many shades of red as when they are confronted wi
Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger March 29
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Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger March 31
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Perer Ford: Diary of a Stranger April 2
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