Kabanata 6

Penelope POV

This arrangement with Gavin can be called, friends with benefits, fuck buddy or relationship with 'no strings attached'.

No strings attached, but sometimes I was thinking, what if what we had is real? Because I feel that there's a string coming from me to his, and yes, I'll admit that.

Sa lahat nang nakausap or naging date ko, si Gavin ang mas nagtagal. Siya lang talaga.

For me, this kind of relationship with him is more sustainable and transparent than actual relationship with someone. Hindi ko sinasabing dapat ganito rin 'yong iba. Para sa akin lang naman at dahil ito rin ang gusto ko... sa ngayon.

People are being skeptical with having bed buddies and I think, I'm one of them, like I'm questioning my self. Paano ko nagawang makipagsex sa iisang tao nang paulit-ulit? Without me falling in love? Hindi ko rin alam kung paano ako pumayag at umabot kami sa ganito.

Some people assumes that one of the 'buddies' in that so-called relationship has a string along connected