I have no idea where he was going with that. There were so many things with that statement that just made me sick. I don't know why he kept talking, because every word he said just made everything worse from that point. So I had to ask.“Yeah... well, should I just screw around with the twins? Would that make it better?” I smirked. Is this what he was after, because he could'a just said something! “That is what you are implying right? That if it’s just screwing around it doesn’t matter?”And his response almost startled me because he was so insistent. I've never seen him so angry and frustrated at the same time. I don't know what he expected me to say! But I guess it wasn't that...“NO! THAT IS NOT WHAT I MEANT!” Jaxx freaked out. His hands ran through his hair like he was ready to yank it all out in exasperation or anger. That would be a shame because I love his black curls.Jaxx had been giving me too many confusing things to worry about. I didn't understand any of it. Talk about mi
He let Cassie call me a slut in front of everyone and he didn't say anything about it. He may not have looked happy about it, but he still didn't stop her, and he had the power to. He looked at me with guilt in his eyes, but like I said he didn't even try to stop her from belittling me in my own home. Then he told me it's not what you think... whatever the hell that's supposed to me.What exactly was not what I was thinking? That he didn't give a damn about me? Well, I'm pretty sure that's true. All he can care about is is Cassie. She's made sure of that. She's ruined him or any other girl. He's under her spell, and I can't even blame him for it. It's just who she is.I was able to escape that situation and all I wanted was a little time to myself. I was hurting and I didn't need anyone to see me cry. Levi would tear into Cassie and Jaxx. I don't care about Cassie, but it would hurt me if he hurt Jaxx.I know this sounds like a toxic relationship... only I'm not in a relationship. And
I hear an argument going on in the living room again. I wonder if Levi is still here. I hope he sets this all right. I'm just too damn tired to care right now what's going on outside my little bubble.I don't want to talk to anyone right now. If I know Phoebe, she'll probably call me in the morning to give me some time. She knows I hate fighting my sister. I'm not incapable of fighting. I'm not like Chloe who will look the other way when she gets beat up. I will fight back, but I'm not as hotheaded as our beautiful fire bird.My body hurts, my lip is bleeding, and my soul is cracked in two. I know it will take a while for my wounds to heal, and as much as I'd like to run to the bathroom and grab a pain reliever, there is no way I'm leaving my room! I need my peace and I'll only get that in my little sanctuary of peace.I sigh as I sit on my window seat and look out into the gray sky, wondering if life will ever be good. The earthquake this morning was a wake up call. I didn't know it
Slowly I rise from my bed and face my sister. "Maria, I don't own the twins. And if they want to be with me, I'm not gonna stop them. As you can see, Jaxx is no longer in my room, so you might want to follow him out. I'm not in the mood for all your BS today!" I state as calmly as possible."You just don't want to share the twins! You have always been a selfish sister! I hate you!" she snarls. "I'm going to get what I deserve, which is everything! I deserve the very best, and the twins most certainly are the best! They will pleasure me doubly.""Maria, I asked you to leave. I have no say in who the twins want. If you are so desperate, go beg them yourself! Maybe they will take pity on you and buy you an ice cream to satisfy your childish qualities! Now, I don't want to hurt you, so leave me the hell alone!" I raise my voice."LIKE YOU COULD! NO ONE IS HERE TO SAVE YOU THIS TIME!" She screams at me. Her face is twisted in rage and her ruddy cheeks look like they are about to explode at
"I'm not an idiot Maria. I have never asked to be his. He can do whatever he wants. I've got the twins anyway," I shrug like it's a done deal. The last thing I want to think about is him having sex with Cassie, and them starting a family together. I'm pretty sure Calliope might have to murder her brother in his sleep if he ever does something that stupid."YOU BITCH! YOU CAN'T EVEN HANDLE HAVING ONE, YOU DON'T DESERVE TWO!" Maria snarls. "WE ARE TWINS! I SHOULD GET TO HAVE ONE! YOU NEED TO LEARN TO SHARE WHAT YOU HAVE! YOU ARE SO DAMN SELFISH," she continues to shriek loud enough that the whole house can hear her... Though, that might be the point.I think about the ridiculous words coming out of her mouth. I don't own them. In fact, they were the ones who suggested this whole thing.We were sitting at our lunch table and the boys were teasing Knox about them taking care of Naida and he was complaining they needed to find a girl of their own.“That leaves our sister and Selene,” Fox s
Maria smirks as she looks between me and Jaxx. I don't know what's going through her head right now, but I know I don't want to find out. If there is someone worse than Cassie, it's my sister. She is what hurts me the most. She's known me our whole lives, and she knows just how to twist the knife to make me bleed out.I wonder if Cassie sent her in here on purpose?"Hey Jaxxy. What are you doing in here with this cry baby? You're girlfriend is waiting for you in the living room," she giggles. "I don't think Cassie likes it when you leave her all alone... especially not to go see some little brat begging for attention."I'm not surprised by her words. But is she really dumb enough to think that Jaxx doesn't know all this already? He made his own choice when he came in here. I had nothing to do with it.I heard him calling out to me to stop so I could talk to him, but I didn't want to. I don't know if that makes me a coward or not. I think it just makes me tired of fighting. Not like I