LOGIN(Poppy’s POV)
“He’s charming, isn’t he?” I heard one of the volunteers say one morning as I poured coffee.
“Too charming,” another replied. “You’d better be careful with that one, he’s a sex god. Have you seen how he looks at Poppy? Like he wanted to eat her raw. Oh my god!”
Their laughter made my stomach twist in a way I didn’t understand. I forced a smile, pretending their words didn’t mean anything. “He’s just being friendly,” I said, trying to sound casual.
“Friendly,” one of them repeated with a smirk. “Sure.”
That word stuck with me all day. Friendly! I wanted to believe it. But the way Asher looked at me sometimes didn’t feel friendly at all… it felt like there was more to it, like he was also interested in me or something like that.
The whispers grew. Little fragments of stories found their way to me. “He’s been seen with someone new.”
“He’s always like that.”
“He can’t help himself.”
“He’s everywhere, and the funniest part is how women wouldn’t think twice before giving themselves to him. Arrg what a flirt”
I told myself I didn’t care, yet every rumor felt like a small spark landing on dry leaves inside me.
One night, while David and I were having dinner, he brought Asher up in that easy, joking tone of his.
“Guess who’s in trouble again,” he said with a laugh. “Apparently, one of the volunteers can’t stop talking about him. That man just never learns, he got reported to head office.
I smiled faintly. “You make him sound like trouble.”
“Oh, he is trouble and hopeless,” David chuckled, shaking his head. “You know Asher…he flirts with anything that moves, ready to devour any woman that crosses his path. You should be careful of him.”
‘Devour every woman! Careful of him!!’
The words stung, though I didn’t know why. I had no reason to care what kind of man Asher was. Yet, later that night, as David fell asleep beside me, I couldn’t stop thinking about it. Did Asher ever mean the way he looked at me? Or was I just another story people would whisper about?
The next Tuesday, I tried to be distant. I kept my eyes on my computer, my fingers tapping keys faster than usual. I didn’t want to see him; I didn’t want to feel that small rush in my chest every time he walked in.
But I wasn’t that lucky.
By mid-morning, Asher leaned casually against my desk, his deep voice cutting through my thoughts. “You’ve been quiet today, Poppy.”
I didn’t look up. “Just working,” I said lazily, making it obvious that I did that to not talk to him.
“You don’t lie very well,” he said softly.
My eyes lifted to meet his, and my breath hitched. There he was with that look again; god! His eyes were gentle and steady damn it I hated how much I liked it.
“People are talking,” I blurted out before I could stop myself.
He smiled slightly. “They always do.”
“You don’t care?”
“No.” His voice lowered. “Do you?”
“I don’t like gossip.”
He leaned closer, resting a hand on the edge of my desk. “Let them talk. People need stories to keep their dull lives interesting.”
“Stories can ruin lives, Asher.”
His eyes softened, but there was amusement there too.
“Only if one day they become real, and I hoped that day would come quickly,” he said with a wink and walked away after that, leaving me with his scent in the air and a knot in my stomach….
His words played over and over in my head that night as I lay beside my husband, listening to the steady sound of his breathing.
‘I wasn’t doing anything wrong.’ I told myself that again and again. But the truth was, I was thinking about another man while lying next to the one who loved me.
By the next week, the whispers had changed. People weren’t just talking about Asher alone, they were talking about us.
“You and Asher make quite the team,” one of the secretaries teased.
I forced a laugh. “We just work well together.”
She gave me a look that said she didn’t believe a word of it. “Sure. You two have that energy.”
Energy! That word made my chest tighten.
When Asher came in that afternoon, I barely met his eyes.
“What’s wrong?” he asked quietly.
“People are talking,” I said. “It’s getting awkward.”
“So?” he said calmly with that tender sweet look of his.
“So, maybe it’s better if you stay away for a while.”
He studied me for a long time, as if weighing my words. Then he nodded slowly. “If that’s what you want.”
I swallowed hard. “It is.”
But the moment he walked out, the air in the room changed, and the silence felt heavier than his presence ever had.
That night, I couldn’t focus on anything David was saying at dinner. I kept thinking of the way Asher looked at me before leaving, disappointed, maybe hurt. Or maybe I just wanted to believe he was.
The whispers had done something I didn’t expect. They hadn’t just spread gossip… they’d forced me to confront something I’d been pretending didn’t exist.
I missed him.
Days passed, and I told myself this was what I wanted. This was safer. This was right. But every time the door opened, my heart still leaped before I realized it wasn’t him.
Work became mechanical. I focused on; numbers, files, emails, anything to fill the silence that stretched between my thoughts. The hum of the printer, the faint tapping of my keyboard, the ticking clock on the wall… everything reminded me that he wasn’t there.
When David came home, I did what I always did. I smiled, cooked dinner, and listened to his stories from work. He was warm and easy to love, and that was what hurt the most. Because even as I sat across from him, nodding at his laughter, my mind was filled with another man’s thoughts. We had sex, but there was a part of me missing, caught somewhere in the empty space of that small office.
One afternoon, while filing documents, I caught myself glancing at the door again. It had been almost two weeks since I’d last seen Asher.
Two weeks since that final look he gave me; that steady, unreadable, and yet somehow saying everything.
The door finally creaked open that day, and my breath caught in my throat. But disappointment quickly washed over me, it wasn’t him. Just another volunteer, coming in cheerful and oblivious, asking where to find a form. I wish I could wipe that smile off her face. But I got to do my job, so I smiled, gave directions, and went back to my desk. My hands were trembling slightly. I hated that I cared so much.
That night, I stood in front of the mirror brushing my hair, trying to push him out of my mind. But his voice echoed anyway. “Do you really want me to stay away?”
Did I?
I told myself yes.
I told myself a hundred times.
But late at night, when the world was still and the house quiet, my thoughts betrayed me. I’d imagine him… his eyes, that slow confident smile, the way he said my name like it was something secret. I’d think of the way he leaned over my desk, how his cologne lingered in the air long after he was gone.
I missed him. I missed the sound of his voice. I missed feeling seen.
It wasn’t love, I knew that… It was pure lust.
The next Tuesday, I arrived early at the office. The hallways were empty, and the coffee machine gurgled softly as I poured myself a cup. I sat down, opened my laptop, and tried not to think about whether he’d walk in.
But by noon, I couldn’t ignore the ache in my chest anymore. I missed his voice breaking the silence, his small jokes, the way he’d ask how my day was like it actually mattered.
When I got home that evening, David noticed something different about me.
“You’ve been quiet lately,” he said, gently touching my shoulder.
“I’m just tired,” I lied, forcing a smile.
He nodded, accepting it easily. But when he turned away, I felt a wave of guilt so sharp it almost took my breath away. He trusted me completely, and I was betraying him… not only with my actions, but with thoughts I couldn’t seem to control.
The following Thursday, I arrived at the office with a strange sense of restlessness. It had been raining all morning, and the sky outside was a dull gray. I told myself to focus, to be strong, and to stop hoping.
Then I heard the door open.
That voice… yes, that steady, low, unmistakable voice cut through the air.
“Morning, Poppy.”
I froze. My heart jumped out of my chest and my pulse thud so hard I could feel it in my neck.
When I looked up, there he was. Asher. Standing by the doorway, his hair was damp from the rain and his hands tucked into his pockets. Oh my! Wake me up from this dream… he looked like he had just arrived from another dimension! He’s as sexy as hell.
“I thought you weren’t coming around anymore,” I managed to say.
He shrugged lightly. “You told me to stay away. I tried, but I didn’t like it much.”
He moved to my side and began his slow ascent up my body my stomach with flat palms that made me suck in a breath, the sides where his fingers traced my ribs made me squirm, ribcage, under and around each breast with circling motions that had me panting. The anticipation was killing me, every nerve in my body was on fire; I felt my hand reaching down almost on its own, cupping his cum-swollen scrotum, feeling the weight and heat of his balls in the palm of my hand. “So heavy… so full for me, as always.” I whispered teasingly, giving a gentle squeeze. I released them and reached to stroke his cock, which had risen almost to full erection; hard, hot, and twitching under my fingers. He calmly removed my hand, kissed it softly with a lingering suck on my fingertip, and set it by my side. “Not yet, beautiful,” he said gently but firmly. “This is all for you wifey, first, let me spoil you.” I now realized this was for my pleasure first and foremost, and the thought made me moan softly i
While waiting for my husband, I sprawled across the king-sized bed in our hotel suite, the crisp white sheets tangled around my legs, with nothing but one of David’s oversized T-shirts and a lazy smile. Suddenly, the door clicks opened, and there he was... his hair damp with sweat, the gray joggers T-shirt clinging to his chest and shoulders, running shorts showing off those legs I love. His skin glistens under the soft hotel lighting. “god, you look good lying there,” he says, his voice a little breathless from the run. He crosses the room in a few strides, leans over the bed, and kissed me; deeply, and warmly I thread my fingers through his sweaty hair and kiss him back, feeling the heat radiating off his skin. He pulls away just enough to rest his forehead against mine. “How was the movie with Mia?” he asks, brushing a strand of hair from my face. I hesitate for the tiniest second, then give him an easy shrug and a small pout. “I came back early. Mia had to bail before I eve
My whole body felt weak, as if I had completely melted in his arms. I leaned my head back and rested it on his shoulder as I struggled to breathe, my chest heaving up and down.I felt my legs spreading open and realized that he had inserted his knees in between my own.Using his knees, he parted my legs wide open. This is too much. I started struggling against him again, trying to close my legs together.“Stop struggling, Poppy…spread your legs for me, just like you used to spread it for your husband,” he said in a low voice.“No more…please… I really can't do this...” I begged. If he touches me there, I’ll die of embarrassment.“I told you before, didn’t I? That I’ll ask your body directly if you like my teasing or not…” he hissed in my ear before he bit softly on my ear lobe.His hands left my chest and dipped lower to grab the insides of my knees, parting my legs wide apart. I felt my opening being stretched open as my thighs were forced to spread open wide for him.His legs kept m
At that moment, I knew I was in deep trouble, but my body wouldn't leave or even fight him over his disrespectful attitude towards me.“Here…” I whispered as I slowly placed my left hand in his awaiting hand.I saw his lips curve into a satisfied smile in the dimly lit room as he felt my left hand in his."Hmmmm, your husband spent a lot on buying you this diamond ring, isn't?" I shook my head in response."And your palm is damn softer than my newly wedded wife.... It makes me wonder how....." He trailed off.With his head still on my lap, he brought my left hand up to his lips and kissed its palm. His kiss on my palm was soft and sweet. He planted small kisses all over my palm before slowly progressing to my fingers, kissing my ring finger from the base to my other fingertips in turn.“Don’t squirm around…” he warned in an emotionless voice before he continued to plant small and light kisses on my fingers.His feather-light kisses, and warm breath was tickling the skin of my hand. I
Here I am with my diary wondering how I got myself into this sticky situation.While we were preparing to round up our honeymoon, a message that made me stand at Raymond and Mia's door popped up on my phone and I found myself dressed for that evening's event.****"Hi poppy, come in...." RaymondOpened the door.I looked around but didn't see the person who had invited me for a movie night. Confused, I looked at Raymond whose gaze was directly on my boobs...."Where's Mia?" I questioned, giving him a suspicious look.His lips parted, and his eyes flew open."Raymond, where's Mia," I growled."Oh! Poppy, relax. Mia will not be back by now.... She had gone for a movie, it's just you and I," he chuckled darkly with a raised brow."But the message she sent stated the movie will be watched here," I counterattacked."Oh, the message was sent by me using her phone," he said darkly.I looked at him with a raised brow shocked out of my mind."Why would you do that? What did you want?" I asked.
The journey back to the hotel after our beach day was so relaxing. The shuttle rides along the coast with the windows down, letting the warm tropical air fill the space. David and I just sat close, my head on his shoulder, talking about how incredible the snorkeling had been that morning.We didn't see much of the other guests, but as we relaxed on our lanai later, sipping fresh juice and watching the palm trees sway, someone from a higher floor waved down cheerfully. We waved back... it felt like the whole resort was full of that aloha spirit.That evening, we stayed in again, ordering a special room-service dinner. The server wheeled the cart right onto our lanai, uncovering a beautiful setup: grilled opakapaka with mango salsa, coconut rice, fresh island greens, and haupia pudding for dessert, all arranged with candles and plumeria leis.“Thank you... this looks incredible,” I told the server.He smiled warmly. “Enjoy your evening!”David pulled out my chair like a gentleman. “To







