登入Because if I turned around and looked at Mila again, I knew I wouldn’t be able to leave.
And if I stayed, my daughter would grow up watching me love a man who had already chosen someone else.
She would grow up in the shadow of rejection.
That was the one thing I refused to allow.
The southern border of the pack was silent at this hour.
No guards.
No patrols.
I knew this side of the territory better than anyone. I had spent my childhood running through these woods, climbing the rocks near the creek, sneaking past ward markers when I was young enough to think rules were games.
I knew exactly where the protection barriers weakened.
Exactly where I could leave unnoticed.
I stopped beside the final tree at the edge of Ashveil territory.
For a moment, I simply stood there.
Behind me was everything I had ever known.
My home.
The scent of pine trees and smoke drifting from pack chimneys. The warmth of familiar wolves sleeping safely nearby. The invisible connection every pack member shared—a bond that wrapped around you so completely you forgot what loneliness felt like.
And somewhere inside that territory…
Kael.
Ahead of me was only darkness.
An empty road.
An uncertain future.
No mate bond.
No pack.
No Alpha waiting for me.
My hand rested gently over my stomach.
“Looks like it’s just us now,” I whispered softly. “You and me against the world.”
The words hurt more than I expected.
Taking a shaky breath, I stepped across the border.
Immediately, I felt the pack bond weaken.
It faded slowly, like warmth leaving frozen skin.
First came the distant connections—the wolves I barely spoke to. Then the stronger ones followed, until the comforting hum of the pack itself began disappearing from my chest.
The silence that replaced it felt unbearable.
And then…
The final thread snapped.
The last tiny piece of Kael that still lingered inside me vanished completely.
It felt like a light going out.
I stood alone on the dark roadside with a single bag over my shoulder and a child growing inside me, waiting for the grief to destroy me completely.
But it didn’t.
I was still standing.
So I started walking.
At the time, I didn’t know that eleven months later, Kael Drayden would walk into a small diner miles away from Ashveil and find me standing behind the counter.
I didn’t know exhaustion would be written all over his face.
I didn’t know his eyes would pass over me at first, only to stop suddenly on the small basket sitting behind the register.
Or that everything inside him would break the moment he looked inside it.
I didn’t know what expression would cross his face when he realized the little girl sleeping there had his eyes.
And I definitely didn’t know that when he finally looked back at me—after eleven months of silence, pain, and unanswered questions—the first words he would say would be the exact words I had spent almost a year teaching myself not to need.
“I’m sorry."
But that night, none of that existed yet.
There was only the cold road ahead of me.
And the life growing inside me.
So I kept walking.
And this time, I never looked back.
I put a hand against my stomach and sat there a moment in the quiet, feeling her shift again, slower this time, like she was settling in for the night the way I was."Hi," I said, quiet, the way I did most evenings when it was just the two of us and no one to hear how strange it sounded. "Long day."She didn't answer, obviously. But something about saying it out loud made the room feel less empty.I thought, not for the first time, about what I'd say to her someday when she was old enough to ask about her father. I hadn't landed on an answer yet. Some nights I told myself I'd tell her the truth, plain and unflinching — that he'd rejected me before I ever got the chance to tell him she existed, that he'd done it in front of someone else, that he'd chosen ceremony and witnesses over five seconds of listening. Other nights I told myself I'd soften it, give her something she could carry without it curdling into the same bitterness I carried.I hadn't told anyone here the whole truth. Donn
The bell over the diner door didn't ring so much as clatter, a tired metal sound that Donna kept saying she'd fix and never did. I'd learned the exact weight to push it so it wouldn't clatter twice.Eight months. Eight months since the tree line, since Ada's hand digging into my arm, since I'd made the decision that same night before I let anyone talk me out of it. Eight months since I'd let myself think about any of it long enough to feel it."Table four's getting impatient," Donna called from behind the counter, not unkindly. She said everything without much heat in it, like she'd used up her urgency decades ago and had none left to spare."I'm going." I braced one hand against the small of my back and pushed up from the booth where I'd been catching five minutes off my feet. Nine months pregnant didn't leave much room for catching breath sitting down either, but it beat standing.The bell clattered again. I didn't look up right away — I never did anymore, that reflex long since tra
Eight months.More than eight months of waking up every morning in a tiny apartment above a bakery and convincing myself that life hurt a little less than it did the day before.Most days, it actually did.Millhaven slowly became familiar to me in the quietest ways.The bakery downstairs opened before sunrise, filling the building with the warm scent of fresh bread every morning. The diner opened at six sharp. The library on Main Street locked its doors every evening at exactly five, and Mrs. Okafor, the librarian, always carried a sunflower bookmark inside whichever romance novel she was currently reading.The pigeons near the town square were fearless little thieves.And the gas station at the north end of town sold surprisingly good coffee from a machine that looked older than I was.Small things.Ordinary things.Human things.Nothing like the life I left behind.No pack politics. No Alpha titles. No mate bonds hanging painfully inside my chest.Just simple routines.I clung to th
I stopped in the middle of the dark forest path, completely still.A strange ache pulsed through my chest.He felt it.Even after the rejection… even after the bond had been broken, some instinct deep inside me knew Kael could still feel me leaving. The connection between mates didn’t disappear instantly. It lingered. Reached. Held on long after it was supposed to end.Somewhere back in that study, he was awake.And he knew I was walking away.I closed my eyes briefly, forcing down the pain threatening to rise again.Then I kept moving.The southern border marker stood at the edge of the woods, old and weathered beneath the moonlight.The Ashveil symbol carved into the stone had faded over the years, softened by rain and time. Two overlapping circles—the mark of the pack I had called home my entire life.I had crossed this border hundreds of times before.But never like this.Tonight, there would be no coming back.Beyond the marker, the trees opened onto an empty road stretching endl
The bag on my shoulder wasn’t heavy.That was what hurt the most.As I stood in the center of my room, my eyes slowly moved over everything I was leaving behind. Clothes still folded neatly inside the dresser. My mother’s herb books arranged carefully on the shelf exactly the way she taught me years ago. The small clay pot of dried lavender sitting forgotten on the windowsill.I had meant to throw it away weeks ago.Now it looked like proof that some things died quietly long before you noticed.This room had been mine my entire life.Tonight, it already felt like it belonged to someone else.I reached over and switched off the lamp.Darkness swallowed the room instantly.For a moment, I just stood there breathing, trying not to break apart.Then I opened the door and walked out without looking back.Because if I looked back at that bed, at those books, at the tiny pieces of my life scattered around that room, I knew I would stay.And staying was no longer an option.The hallway outsid
Because if I turned around and looked at Mila again, I knew I wouldn’t be able to leave.And if I stayed, my daughter would grow up watching me love a man who had already chosen someone else.She would grow up in the shadow of rejection.That was the one thing I refused to allow.The southern border of the pack was silent at this hour.No guards.No patrols.I knew this side of the territory better than anyone. I had spent my childhood running through these woods, climbing the rocks near the creek, sneaking past ward markers when I was young enough to think rules were games.I knew exactly where the protection barriers weakened.Exactly where I could leave unnoticed.I stopped beside the final tree at the edge of Ashveil territory.For a moment, I simply stood there.Behind me was everything I had ever known.My home.The scent of pine trees and smoke drifting from pack chimneys. The warmth of familiar wolves sleeping safely nearby. The invisible connection every pack member shared—a







