“Ahh.” I gasped as I rubbed my forehead gently, shaking my head as I hoped it’d push all the pain to the back of my head.
I rubbed my neck gently as Raymond’s words from last night came back to mind.
What’s there to miss or remember about an omega like you? I’d slept through it, but recalling it still stung.
“Aria?” I heard my name as a knock followed on the door. I looked at the wall clock. Who could be here to see me so early in the morning?
“Coming.” I responded as I fixed my hair, rushing to the door as I opened it to see Ashley and Beta Luke—Raymond’s beta— standing at the door, luggages in hand.
“Is anything wrong? What are you doing here by this time and I hope everything is fine?” It didn’t really bother me to see Beta Luke, but Ashley, I didn’t even like breathing the same air as she did.
She pushed the luggage she had with her in front as she scoffed, flipping her hair behind her as she rolled her eyes. “Aren’t you the maid here?” She eyed my clothes.
“Why aren’t you dressed in the maids uniform and how can you still be in bed by this time? Are you some sort of princess or Luna?” She taunted me and I turned to Beta Luke even though I knew he wouldn’t say anything but he stared at me blankly.
If only she knew.
I let out an exhale as I made to speak, but then again, she cut me off.
“After Alpha Raymond and I get married, I want everyone to know their place. Guests should be dressed as guests and the workers—“ she eyed me with contempt. “They should be dressed to match their positions. Guards as guards and maids as maids.”
I took a deep breath, refusing to let her words get to me. Eric had warned me about letting myself get stressed and I wouldn’t let someone like Ashley push me.
She grabbed her bag as she threw it at me. “Come on, move my things. You’re the only maid who seems to be lazying around in the whole house so I figured you could do some moving around.” She gestured at her things.
“Move them to the Alpha’s chambers.”
She stepped aside and so did Beta Luke and when they did, my jaw almost dropped in shock at the amount of luggage she had with her. What was she planning to do with all of this? Fund a charity home’s clothing and feeding for an entire year?
“Didn’t you hear me?” She snapped her fingers in front of me as I came out of my daze. “Start moving.” She clapped and I took in a deep breath as Raymond’s words replayed in my head.
Regardless of what happened, I couldn’t let Ashley find out about anything.
I grabbed the less heavy stuff as I started to move them to the chamber and for the most part, it wasn’t that bad— until I reached the heavy stuff.
“Come on, use those hands. Don’t waste my time. I’ve got a lot to do today.” She expressed displeasure at the pace of my work. What I did to this woman to make her hate me so much even though the feeling was kind of mutual, I didn’t know, but what I knew was that I couldn’t afford to give her more reason to.
I grabbed the box as I started to move towards the chambers and I’d gotten so close when suddenly, I felt a sharp pain in my stomach. I gasped as I felt my hands weaken, the box coming out of my hand as all Ashley’s clothes came spluttering out of it.
“You goddamned little bitch.” Her screams followed, as next thing I knew, I felt a hand push me with so much force I staggered, twisting my ankle as I closed my eyes, waiting for the impact of the fall when I suddenly felt a— Beta Luke’s— hand around me, breaking my fall.
“Luna—“ he seemed to realize his mistake immediately as he changed his tone. “Aria. Are you okay?” He scanned me for any possible injuries and I nodded.
Ashley’s mocking laughter brought me out of my thoughts as she looked down at my stomach.
“You’ve been holding on to your stomach for quite some time now. Don’t tell me you’re pregnant. Hit and dump?” She scoffed, making sure she mocked me and hit me in the places it hurt the most.
“Raymond!” She called out excitedly and turned to see Raymond arrive from his pack meeting. I took my hands off my stomach, doing my best to have a normal expression on my face even though it was hard, especially as I had to watch her give him a quick kiss.
“I’m sorry about the clothes,” I apologized. I didn’t want to drag this out because that would lead to Raymond becoming more suspicious. I bent as I started to put them back in the box in a hurry. “I didn’t mean for it to happen.”
“You didn’t mean to, but you did dirty my clothes.” My hands clenched around the zipper area of the box as I feared this was heading exactly where I didn’t want it to.
“Since she dirtied my clothes, she should hand wash them, shouldn’t she?” Her voice became low, like in a puppy pleading voice as she turned to Raymond.
“There’s a washing machine here. We can always make use of that. It’s more efficient and faster.” Beta Luke tried to help me, but it was Ashley against me. We really didn’t stand a chance.
“Those clothes were made from luxury materials, Beta Luke. They cost me thousands of dollars. Do you really expect me to toss them in some ridiculous washing machine? The goddess forbids that.” She shook her head as she forced her body to shudder at the thought of it.
I raised my head as my eyes locked with Raymond’s. He turned away almost immediately as he focused on Ashley’s hopeful gaze, his hand still in his pocket.
“Hand wash. Ashley is the future Luna of this pack and as such, her orders and requests are to be followed and attended to. If she wants her clothes hand washed,” he paused. “Then, her clothes can only be hand washed.”
ARIA’s POV…“I’ll wash them.” My voice was faint and even though I’d known better than to expect any more from Raymond, I was still disappointed.My heart sank as I raised my head toward Raymond, feeling suffocated by his favoritism towards Ashley. He didn’t seem to bat an eyelid and I clenched my fists as I forced the sourness rising in my throat back down. This wasn’t the time for nausea or any pregnancy related symptoms.“Expecting a parade? Get going.” Ashley nudged with her head as she rolled her eyes.I let out an exhale as I grabbed the box, pushing it with all my might towards the laundry room. As I did, I heard her scowl, her voice lower than usual.“The maids should know their place, don’t you think?” She grumbled. Her voice held so much contempt and she didn’t even bother to disguise it.I ignored her as I went straight to the laundry room, getting straight to work. As I did my work, I couldn’t help but be reminded of Raymond’s words.Ashley is the future Luna of this pack a
ARIA’s POV….“Isn’t she?” His voice became lower, more acidic and it sounded like it was laced with poison.I slowly turned to Eric, pressing my lips tight as I subtly shook my head so as not to attract Raymond’s attention. Not much was said—or done— but he got the message.“Nausea is common and those with anemia are prone to stomach discomfort.” He’d managed to feign his voice to sound so calm even though I knew he was fidgeting on the inside from having lied to his Alpha. His time in medical school definitely didn’t go to waste.“Besides, we conducted some blood tests. Lu— Aria’s blood doesn’t show any signs of pregnancy.” He finished, calm and collected. If I didn’t know the truth and if I hadn’t been the one who begged him not to say anything, I’d have actually believed I wasn’t pregnant.I turned to Raymond, trying to make do of his reaction, but I got nothing more than his usual expressionless face. I turned away from her.“I suggest you conduct a more comprehensive examination.
ARIA’s POV….His hand paused on my shoulder as his brows crunched for a few seconds before returning to normal.“That won’t happen.” He said, his tone so icy it could freeze meat for days. “The doctor didn’t say anything about you being pregnant.” Not the answer I’d wanted, or expected.“In three months, all of this—“ his fingers vaguely pointed between him and I and I knew what he was trying to say. “It’ll be over.” He straightened his position as I raised my head to match with his height so I could look at him.“You didn’t answer the question, though. What if I am?” I knew he wouldn’t welcome the child or anything, but I still wanted to hear him say something. Anything.“Don’t play any tricks, Aria. Go tell Ashley you’re fine and don’t give her any reason to be worried.” I clenched my fists at his words.Ashley. How did her name manage to creep into every single conversation?I nodded slightly at him, responding with the faintest voice even though I’d tried my best to sound audible e
RAYMOND’s POV…Flashback“I’m leaving, Raymond. I can’t do this anymore.” Ashley told me as she pulled her suitcases and bags.“What do you mean you can’t do this anymore? We promised to be together forever, didn’t we, Ashley? How—“ I grabbed her hand, but she took hers out of mine immediately as she shook her head.“People break promises. I wouldn’t be the first to do so. Just let me go.” Her voice became softer as she shook her head. “Don’t make this any harder for me than it already is.” “Ashley, we can work this out together. We can fight for our love and—““How can we do that, though?” Her voice became lower. “It’s already enough for you to have to fight to become the Alpha with your brother being your sole competitor. What’ll happen to me if you don’t win? My father wouldn’t support this.” She said as she pointed vaguely between us. That was the last she said before she pushed her things into the trunk of the car, getting in as she turned to me, sadness evident in her eyes.“A
ARIA’s POV….As the inviting scent of herbs and spices filled the kitchen while I stirred, humming to a song I’d heard at the market, I couldn’t help but be slightly distracted by the laughter coming from the other side of the pack which was directly behind the kitchen.“These people.” I clicked my tongue as I rolled my eyes.Just as I went to the cabinet, stretching to grab a bowl, I felt someone tap me as it was handed over to me.I let out a shallow breath as I took the bowl. “Thank you.” I muttered before returning to where I was busy cookingAs I set the bowls, I could feel her eyes on me the whole time and I knew she was just looking for a new reason for drama. “Ashley. Greetings.” I greeted. Whatever she wanted to use to get me into trouble, I wasn’t interested. “Your dish— whatever it is, it smells nice.” She… complimented? I didn’t know what to make of her voice so I just nodded, stirring the soup a little more as I grabbed the napkin.“Thank you.” I responded curtly as she g
ARIA’s POV….“Get up!” He ordered, his voice rough as if he was suppressing anger. He must’ve been. If there was anything these past few days had shown me, it was that he couldn’t stand my presence.“Get up?” I stared at him confused, his hand still on me. I blinked as I turned my head left. Before I could turn back to him to speak again, he grabbed my wrist, his grip so tight it felt like I was bound in chains.I wriggled my hand, trying to get free, but before I could, he yanked me off the bed, my ankle giving way slightly as I crashed into his body, a sharp pain coursing through me in no time.I felt my eyes go inside out as I bit my lips to avoid making a sound, my hand gently going to my stomach as he wriggled my hand.“When I say get up, you do as I say. Got it?” He scolded and I gulped as I did my best to push the pain to the back of my head even though it was now obvious I sucked at it.“Wh—what for?” I asked as the pain continued. I looked to my hand and I could still see him
ARIA’s POVDoes he truly see me as nothing more than a pariah, deserving of nothing but scorn? Does he genuinely care for Ashley, or is she just another pawn in his grand scheme? As I turned, watching him leave the house with her in his arms, her hands wrapped around his neck, it felt like a sharp blade with fiery edges had been sent into my chest.“I didn’t even do anything wrong— on purpose.” I muttered to myself as I saw them leave the front door.As I forced myself to not cry and remain strong, a sudden wave of nausea hit me as I staggered, grabbing on to the head of the couch as I coughed, my stomach stirring and churning violently.“Oh, my goodness.” I whispered, as next thing I knew, I was rushing to the nearest sink and emptying my guts inside as red clouded my vision.Whatever came out of me was both sour, itchy, and disgustingly pathetic— like my life.I coughed till I got it all out of me and just as I turned on the water, I felt another’s presence.“Aria?” I heard a deep vo
ARIA’s POV…I was going to end it all.For the sake of myself and my child, I was going to cut off all ties with Raymond. I couldn’t keep hurting my child for the sake of a future that wasn’t even clear.“He’s back.” I muttered to myself as I rushed out of my room the moment I heard the sound of his car’s engine pulling up downstairs.“Yes. I know that. Anything else?” I heard Raymond asked as he shut the door, his cold expression giving the slight heat of anger.I didn’t hear what the other person said, but I knew that it couldn’t have been good because he clenched his fists, digging his fingers into his skin before letting out a forced exhale.“There’s nothing to worry about now. Ashley is fine.” He finally said.Ashley. Speaking of her, she was brought out of the car, as she stood behind him, looking extremely weak, her face still pale.“Luna Ashley!” I heard Alice call as she rushed to Ashley, her hand coming respectfully around her as she helped her away from the door. “Are you al
ARIA’s POV…“It’s fine. You’ll be fine. Our baby will be fine.” Were the only words I could process in my head from Raymond.How we’d gotten to the hospital from the garden, how I was suddenly getting wheeled into the delivery room— these I didn’t know.What I knew however, was that Raymond was here. He was by my side.“Alpha Raymond, you’re going to have to remain outside.” The doctor said when he realized Raymond wasn’t letting go of my hand.“I can’t. I have to be with her. I won’t bother you with your work. I just want to see her and be sure she’s fine. Please.”I’d never seen Raymond plead with anyone else. His voice was vulnerable, his concern, fear, and care, evident to even the blind.“Fine.” The doctor gave in when he realized Raymond wouldn’t let go of my hand.I was in pain, a lot of pain, but with Raymond’s hand gently caressing mine, I felt a little better.HOURS LATER..“Push!” The doctor urged, Raymond’s hand squeezing even tighter on mine.“You can do this, love. I know
ARIA’s POV…My world stopped.Everything I thought was finally coming into place had crumbled and I had lost it all. I felt as empty as I did the very day my parents let me know I meant nothing to them.“No one would ever accept someone like you as a child, or a mate. To be related to you is shameful enough. I’d suggest you hop on the first person to make a move on you.”Only they didn’t give me that chance. They’d sold me off.Alpha Raymond had been my life. I’d gotten hope to live after he came into my life and I’d thought everything would be fine. Only it wasn’t. He’d rejected me.Like everyone else.The only difference? Unlike everyone else who’d thrown me out of their lives, he’d come back. And he was genuine. He loved me, and I loved him too. I wanted to live. With him. With our child.I couldn’t die. I couldn’t lose our first fight together.“Aria, no!” I heard his voice from afar.Life was fading. I could feel it, but I couldn’t just die. There had to be something I could do.“
RAYMOND’s POV….“What? How?” I yelled, almost losing control and snapping at the doctor. “What the hell is going on, goddamnit?”“Alpha Raymond, please calm down.” Eric tried to calm me, but I couldn’t be calmed.I was losing it, going crazy. With every second that passed, it felt like I was losing her, and losing her meant I was losing myself. I couldn’t deal with it.“She was stabbed, I got here almost immediately, so what fucking poison could be spreading through her right now?” I still had my hands on the doctor and he tried to get away in a respectful manner.“The knife had poison on it. It was a planned murder attempt. She’s still alive right now because you’d brought her here in time.”I let go of him when I heard she was still alive. I knew she was still alive because I could still feel life in my wolf. He would never survive if he’d lost his mate.“And the poison? How are you going to get it out of her?” My voice had lowered now and I felt like a person with imposter syndrom
RAYMOND’s POV…One minute, I’d been celebrating my wisdom and victory. I’d been so proud of the fact that I’d outsmarted Beta Luke who’d tried to flee the pack.The next, Ashley had made her comment.Somewhere within that minute, someone had stabbed Aria, and within that same minute, I’d run over to her, on my knees, holding her unconscious bleeding body in my arms.“Get the damn doctor! An ambulance! Get help!” I screamed like a crazed lunatic, everything in me paralyzed.The guards had seized the attacker, but I could care less at this moment. Right now, I could only think about one thing, one person— Aria. My mate, the love of my life, the woman whose life was now in danger because of me.“Alpha Raymond!”No one mattered at that moment. All that mattered was Aria and saving her life.“Aria, it’s fine. You’re fine. Please.” I muttered, unsure of who I was.I carried her in my arms, rushing out of the mansion immediately. I didn’t know how the black car got here, but I got into it i
RAYMOND’s POV…I could hear the murmurs that followed my announcement and I wasn’t surprised. They’d witnessed everything. They’d been here when I got ‘married’ to Aria. They’d also been here when I took Ashley in and treated Aria like she meant nothing. Now, I’d brought that same woman back. I couldn’t judge them for their murmurs. If I was in their shoes, I’d do the same.“Ashley, Alpha James, Beta Luke.” I called their names with disgust. “You’ve all been screaming to be let go, but never once have you asked what you did wrong. I assume you already know.”The guards brought Luke forward, throwing him at Ashley and her father’s feet and I smirked in satisfaction at the look of utter shock on his face.“You thought your tracks were clean, didn’t you? You thought you could kill everyone off so nothing would be traced back to you and it would be fine, didn’t you?” I clicked my tongue. “Pathetic.”I honestly felt insulted at how easy it’d been to catch all three of them.“I have—I have
ARIA’s POV…“You still won’t tell me why you asked me to come with you?” This was another attempt at getting him to speak, but he didn’t.“You said it was because you didn’t like the idea of leaving me alone at the house, but we know that’s not true. So, tell me the truth. Why am I actually coming?”He took his hand off the steering wheel, gently placing it on mine and smiling reassuringly.“You know I wouldn’t do anything to hurt you though, right? You know that whatever I do, I do with your best interests at heart.”I nodded. I’d been running from it for so long, but it was the truth. Lately, I’d come to see that he’d actually changed and everything he did, he actually did for me.“It’s fine if you don’t want to talk about it.”It wasn’t, but I couldn’t say anymore.It had been so sudden, him asking me to return to his pack with him because he was worried something would happen. In the days that passed, he’d managed to calm me about the whole harasser situation and since there’d been
RAYMOND’s POV…“Thank you, doctor.”“You’re welcome. Honestly, I still think it’s too sudden to leave the hospital, but judging from what’s happened, I know it’s best she goes home; to a place she’s more comfortable.”I nodded in agreement. The harasser’s presence in the hospital had startled her and even though I’d let her believe the harasser was dead so she wouldn’t worry anymore, I knew he wasn’t.That man had killed himself too easily to be the harasser. There was someone else and I would find the bastard and make him pay for every single moment of restlessness Aria had been in.“The hospital will make security more uptight, and scrutinize the employees more.” Regret and guilt coated his voice as he took out a file and handed it to me.“Those are his details. Before he died, he’d been in some debts. I’m guessing those will help.”We spoke for a little bit more before he had to excuse himself.I stretched my hand, letting the man behind me take the file before I returned to the w
ARIA’s POV…“Aria.” Raymond rushed in, straight to my side as he pulled me in for a hug. “What happened?” He was referring to the pieces of glass on the floor.“The harasser. They— they—“ I couldn’t get the words out so I just handed him the most recent note from the attacker. “They sent another. It’s not over, Raymond. They’re not done.” I cried.He took the note, sliding it into his pocket, his hand rubbing my back.“It’s fine. All of this will be over soon. I promise you.” He sounded so calm and collected, like it wasn’t my life and that of my baby’s at stake.What did I expect, though? He was an Alpha. He was used to being calm and collected. A knife could be held to his neck and he still wouldn’t show a single emotion.“I just want to go home.” I admitted, my hands still wrapped around him. “I’m tired of being here, of being somewhere that’s not home. It’s suffocating. I can’t stay here anymore.”“Come with me to my house.” I withdrew from the hug, staring at him, confused. “Not t
ARIA’s POV…‘Keep going, Aria. Keep going.’ A voice in my head urged me and even though my feet, vision, and body weren’t in compliance, I kept going.“Aria!” I heard my name again, but this time, the voice was even more faint.I was losing consciousness. I could barely keep up. I needed to get my baby to safety.I kept running, willing to give it my all, when a car suddenly came out of nowhere with blinding headlights. I screamed, coming to an abrupt stop and turning, I crashed into a firm chest.“Argh!”I’d thought it was over for me and it would be one of the men, but it wasn’t. It was the only man I wanted to be with at that moment.“Raymond.” I muttered weakly as his hands came around me, hugging me tightly while his mouth did the pressing of kisses on my head.“It’s fine. You’re fine.”I felt relief wash over me, but I didn’t get to savor it for long. I’d hit my limit. Raymond’s assuring words were the last thing I heard before darkness enveloped the course of my entire being.**