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MONICA.Roman smiles, and once again I’m struck with how beautiful his smile is. Being face to face like this, with me in flats and not in my ten-inch work heels, I feel so much smaller. He has to be at least a foot taller than me.Seeing him outside the club feels like seeing a lion in the wild, even though he’s wearing a white cashmere polo shirt tucked into dark blue slacks. There’s just this powerful air to him that I can’t explain. I’m not the only one affected by it. The women in the waiting room are stealing glances at him. Some of the men are puffing themselves up, like they’re preparing to fight toe to toe with him.But I… I just stand there completely mesmerized.He touches my shoulder casually, and my skin is aflame. Suddenly I’m thrown back to the night of my first livestream, when I found myself thinking of him while I touched myself….“So, yeah.” I clear my throat. “What are you doing here?”“I’m sorry, I’m just shocked.” He lets out a laugh and my knees are putty. “I’m
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MONICA.Incredulity hits me like a ton of bricks. “Are you serious?”“Pretty much,” Roman says, laughing before reaching for my hand. “Come on. Do you really want me to go there alone? Think about poor old me, Monica.”“But you can go with literally anyone else!”“Anyone isn’t you. You’re the one I want.”There’s command in that tone. It almost sounds like he’s telling a server exactly how he wants his meal, but at the same time, it’s dripping with so much sweetness that none of it matters. One look into his gray eyes and I’m done for.“Okay.” I look down, blushing. “I would love to be your date.”Roman’s grin is nothing short of triumphant. “Well, then. Let me take you home so I know where to pick you up.”We leave the restaurant, still followed by the women’s eyes. I feel like the luckiest woman on earth. Here’s a handsome, rich gentleman, giving me gifts on our first date and taking me out to an amazing restaurant that others only dream of. I almost think that maybe I was a saint i
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MONICA.“Dr. Martin.”My voice is full of fear, as thin as the gossamer curtains billowing in the wind from the open windows. I’m almost sure that if Dr. Martin comes any closer, he would be able to smell it in the air like a cheap perfume.He knew he would find me here… what does that even mean? Does he know about Roman inviting me?As though reading my mind, Dr. Martin answers that question. “I saw you coming in with that sponsor guy and I thought that maybe he hired you to be his date. Are you on the clock right now?”I open my mouth to tell him that that isn’t the case, but a wave of nausea attacks me and I have to clamp my lips together to stop myself from throwing up. Dr. Martin takes advantage of that and walks closer to me, cornering me against the door.I make the mistake of pushing myself inside, finding out that it’s not a bathroom but some sort of a study. He follows me not long after. The lock clicks as he closes the door behind him, and he doesn’t take his eyes off me ev
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MONICA.“I’m so sorry. You shouldn’t have seen any of that.”Roman’s apologies fill the air. I can tell he feels genuinely bad. We’ve been sitting in his car for a while now, still at the venue, because none of us are allowed to leave until the horde of police officers are done with whatever they’re doing.The red and blue lights are flashing on his anguished face. “I don’t know what the hell happened. All I know is that I should have stopped you from seeing it. I know he’s your therapist and you had a good relationship—”“I wouldn’t call it that,” I interject. The first time I spoke since I saw the body. The image would be burned in my mind forever. Roman is looking at me in puzzlement and I add, “We had a good professional relationship until recently. He tried to… mix business with pleasure. If that makes sense.”“Fuck.” His face goes slack. “I’m so fucking sorry, Monica.”“It’s fine.” The laugh that leaves my lips is silent and unhinged. “Obviously it’s not, but… he’s dead now.”“W
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ROMAN.The stuff in the trunk is leaking blood. I can smell it from here. I can’t say it’s necessarily a bad smell, because I did a lot to get here.The car stops purring as I park in front of the portal, a structure made of intertwined branches, vines, and magic. It’s not even visible to anyone who’s not a Werewolf, but it doesn’t really matter around this area, because no one is around.That means I can clean up the mess from my good deed in peace.My fingers are dancing on the steering wheel as I turn off the headlights. The wind billows around me when I get out, opening the truck to get the cleaning materials I got before I started my mission tonight.With gloves pulled tight over my arm, I start to work, dousing the whole trunk with a cleaning solution and sweeping it up with rugs. I light a fire on the ground, tossing my blood-stained clothes and the rags, watching it all vanish into black dust.“To the doctor,” I mutter, smirking as everything burns.All the evidence. All the t
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ROMAN.One look at Hyden is all it takes for my heart to nearly explode in anger. If it wasn’t for the women flocking around me, I would have bashed his head against the nearest rock and bathed in his blood.“I believe choosing a bride for the Alpha King should take more than one day,” August thankfully points out. “Wouldn’t it be rash to speed this process along, knowing that the woman he chooses will be the next Luna Queen?”Janus pauses in thought, which makes Hyden uneasy. This stunt is clearly his way to exert dominance over me and flush out the Human I’m with. He might have perfected manipulation and chaos, but he clearly didn’t think that other Alphas would find August’s suggestion rational. His face is beet-red right now, as he struggles to think of something to say.“It’s just a meeting, maybe just to see his preference,” Hyden recovers. “After all, our Alpha King has rejected many ladies in the past. We need to know what kind of woman he’s looking for.”“Yes, that’s right,” J
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ROMAN.I’m pinned in my spot, unable to move. I don’t think I can even breathe. The onslaught of memories rushing back to me is a lot, perhaps a little bit too much, because for a second I have to pause and gather my self.How and why. These are the words that repeat in my head. More so on the why, because for the life of me, I have no clue why the ever-elusive Cassandra Cain is here bowing to me from the dais.“I’m not going anywhere,” were her last words to me, when she held me in her arms as I cried for the first time in my life since I was a child, back when my father made his decision to go north.It was a lie, of course. Janus and my father has set us up from the very beginning, letting us meet when I was eight and she was five. We were inseparable. Every day, after our lessons, we would meet under the willow tree behind the palace. We would play all day. Eventually, the play became talk. And when we were getting older, past puberty, the talk became touches.My father told me tha
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MONICA.“At least let us come with you to the station.”Both Jackie and Trent have been volunteering to come with me to the police station, but today, I decided to go alone.But I find myself starting to regret that decision as I sit in line, enduring the interested glances from the male officers. I’m just wearing baggy jeans and a loose shirt, with no makeup on. I don’t know why they’re looking.Do they recognize me? Did any of these men become my clients at some point?I wish there’s a woman working here, but sadly, they’re all male. Even the officer I’m staying in line for, who’s supposed to be working on female-centric cases.“Next.”I’m so lost in my thoughts that I don’t even realize I’m next. I move over to the officer, who gestures me to sit.“Good morning,” I greet him, subtly reading the name tag on his front pocket.Officer J. Brady. He’s an older man, probably around his forties, with silver hair already popping in his beard.He hands me some papers. “I’m Jonathan Brady. Y
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MONICA.“I did.” My voice is barely a whisper as lean back.The bathtub isn’t as big as I thought. Or maybe Roman is just bigger than I anticipated. His stiff length is rubbing against me, and my pussy just aches. It seems that he doesn’t mind being hard, though. Because he just folds his big arms over my stomach and rests his palms on my skin, tracing my waist down to my thighs and up again on my shoulders.“This is nice,” I say in an attempt to distract myself.“Mm.” The sound is a rumble in his chest. He starts to squeeze my shoulders. “You’re very tight here. You’re stressed the fuck out.”Roman gently digs his thumbs into the muscles, pushing the tension out. I close my eyes, feeling him work me, when I suddenly get struck by a thought.This is by far the most intimate thing I have ever done with anyone.And it makes me smile.“Feel better?” Roman asks, angling his head to look at me. When I nod, he places a kiss on my shoulder and drags his hands back to my waist again, his thum
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MONICA.Something pierces through my consciousness, breaking through the darkness that’s been surrounding me for what feels like hours now. It’s a sharp pain in my chest, going right through my heart like a deliberate stab.I gasp, my eyes flashing open. There’s no gentle fluttering. No slow introduction to being awake again. It’s almost mechanical.I’m still expecting myself to be down there in the dark hallway with that strange woman Cassandra, but instead I’m in a huge bedroom with tall windows that reach the high ceiling. The Manhattan skyline spreads before me, illuminated by the stark morning light. I’m on a bed with dark blue sheets that smell like pine and mint and something clean like soap.“Hello?” I call out.Did someone take me home?Wait… did my stalker take me home?My chest constricts with panic. I jump out of the bed, almost crashing against the nightstand, realizing that I’m still wearing the coffee-stained shirt from yesterday. I search around the huge space and see
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ROMAN.I pull up a light blue summer dress, instantly picturing Monica in it. I look up excitedly, smiling as I turn to the spot where she’s standing. “Monica, take a look at….”All my words come to a screeching halt. Monica is nowhere to be seen in the store. In fact, the store appears to be empty now, and the only thing left on her aisle was the basket she was holding.My arms go slack, the clothes hanging on them falling to the floor. I race to her aisle, keeping my eyes peeled in case she just moved to a different spot. But I’m wrong. She’s actually nowhere to be found at all. Wind blows into the shop, and with it is the unmistakable scent of a she-wolf.Cassandra.How on earth didn’t I notice it before? I’m punishing myself mentally, angry that I wasn’t able to clock it early. I should have seen this coming. After all, this is Cassandra we’re talking about. She’s hateful, down to her very core.And she was never one to distance herself from Humans in the name of adventure.My c
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MONICA.“Is everything okay?”Roman’s voice once again appears in my consciousness, this time in the form of what seems to he his normal self. I’m pulled out of the darkness, and with one blink, I’m back in the hotel room, safe in his arms.“What’s going on?” He cups my chin and inspects me closely. “You just kind of… disappeared for a second.”My tongue is like sandpaper. I can’t even swallow normally. “That happens sometimes. That’s why I was seeing Dr. Martin. It’s not as bad as this, usually. I’m so sorry.”“Don’t be.”Roman gets up and looks for water in the room. He finds a chilled bottle in the rusty fridge and inspects it under the light before cracking it open and bringing it to my lips. I take a sip, and that seems to do the trick.However, I can’t get rid of the gooseflesh covering my body. That felt so real, almost like I’m uncovering some kind of secret memory instead of suffering from a blackout.“Thank you,” I whisper as he sits next to me and rubs my back. “I should pr
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MONICA.There’s nothing left to gather in that apartment. Everything has been destroyed. The only thing left are the clothes on my back, and even then it feels like too much.I never thought I would get kicked out of a shitty apartment in complete shame, but here I am, walking out with time slowed down to a painful degree. Every look. Every whisper. Every scowl aimed at my direction. I feel them all.“I can’t believe she refused that,” Roman was ranting as he helps me into his car and drives away. “Well, it wasn’t a good place anyway. You could do much better. It’s not great that you got breached that easily. I mean, she hardly knew me and she let me in.”He’s right. I didn’t think about that before. Deborah let him in, even though I’m pretty sure he’s never been there before.“It doesn’t matter,” I say, trying to sound strong. “There are other places out here. I guess the apartment gift is more appropriate now.”Roman doesn’t say anything. I can see the guilt in his eyes, but he does
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MONICA.Everyone is looking at us now. We’re both drenched in coffee, but seeing Roman made me realize why I wasn’t enthusiastic about the visit from August.I resent Roman for being gone so long. For not even texting me back.Is it crazy? Yes. He’s not my boyfriend. We’ve known each other for a month at this point. The attachment I feel for him isn’t healthy, and I completely acknowledge that.But for now, I’m angry.And it seems that so is he.His hand clenches at his sides. The coffee is making dark brown clouds on his crisp blue shirt. Granted, it’s also staining my tank top. I can feel my nipples getting hard from the cold, and his eyes are drifting towards them.Something hard starts to nudge against my abdomen. I look down and notice that his pants are protruding in the front.He’s hard.“You might want to take care of that,” I murmur, pushing past him.But I only manage to through the door before he catches me, his hand around my arm. He’s not even bothering to hide his massiv
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ROMAN.“Get out of my fucking way,” I growl, pushing Hyden to the side.Even though he nearly slides out of this wheelchair, he still finds the gall to smile. I can’t help it. Something inside me snaps. I grab him by the collar and slap him so hard across the face that his lower lip starts to bleed.August is horrified. “Roman!”“This is all your fault,” I murmur, gearing for more, but August himself holds me back.That’s the only time I let Hyden go. I don’t care if he has to crawl back to his chair with his useless little legs. I walk away, with the full purpose of heading to Black Rush city and making sure Cassandra knows not to cross me again.But then, Hyden speaks, his voice slurred as he blinks away the effect of my slap. “She’s not in the city. She’s staying here, at the Capital Lakeside Inn.”He doesn’t need to tell me twice. I don’t know how I managed to get to the Inn as fast as I did, especially with August, but somehow I end at the front desk.Wrestling the doorman on his
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MONICA.“Which one of you did it?”Andy is shaking as she paces in front of us in her office, all the girls who work for her, the waiters, the bar staff… everyone.All the clients have been told to leave. Elvira had to be rushed out to the hospital in a taxi, because Andy didn’t want any of the clients to be put off. She just said that there was a gas leak that needed to be taken care of. August was promptly kicked out as well. The police wasn’t called.“Who hurt Elvira?” Andy demands, stopping in front of her desk to drink whiskey straight of the bottle. “Her fucking tongue was snipped. She was choking on her own blood. Who the fuck would hurt her?”Silence. I’m just looking at my lap, twisting my fingers.I’m still shaken. I don’t think I’ve said a word since I found the body. I just rushed back to find Andy and point at Elvira.I have to admit, I thought she was dead. There was blood all over the place, and she wasn’t moving. The workplace nurse said that she had a bump on the back
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MONICA.“Is there a place where we can talk in private?” the man named August asks Andy, gesturing around with a small smile. “It’s quite crowded in here. And please don’t worry, I’ll compensate you for your troubles.”“You can use my office,” Andy volunteers immediately.August smiles. “Thank you.”“Right this way,” she leads, pointing to the hallway to her left, an area none of the girls have ever dared to tread.Since I’m basically topless, I dip really quick into the lounge to get my coat. Wrapping it around myself, I follow Andy and August to the office.Just as I’m about to get in, Andy squeezes my arm excitedly. “You really lucked out with that gentleman. Don’t forget me when he finally takes you out of this life.”“What?” is all I can say. She rolls her eyes, annoyed, but I can’t help it. I’m still dazed.She just pushes me inside the office and closes the door behind me. August is already sitting in one of the leather couches, looking around the room politely. The decor in th
