INICIAR SESIÓNETHAN
My body suddenly fell backward. Fast. Sudden. A loud crack sounded within my body, and my eyes abruptly parted. I exhaled shakily. Shock and fear palpable in my silver orbs. Unable to control my emotions, I sat up and looked around even more curiously. I was in bed. If I hadn't remember wrong. This should be where I spent my wedding night with Vesper... The HIGHLIGHT HOTEL. It was indeed my wedding night, and checking the time on the golden walls, it seemed to be immediately after we got into the room after the night party. The last time, I remember I was really exhausted and fell limply into bed when we got into the room. Vesper hugged me for a while before he carried me toward the bathroom for a bath. Right now, my suit was still on me, and I could also feel the fatigue in my bones. However, the memories of everything that happened earlier were fresher in my mind. Leander's warning. Vesper and Nick plan to take everything away from me. The fall. The despair that came with death. Everything was crystal clear. It wasn't a dream. Tears formed in my eyes as I glanced at my belly. My baby... It died. The doctors weren't able to save us. Vesper didn't only kill me. He also killed our first child. The man I trusted the most in my life was the one who brought me death. My child and I... he left us for dead. Tears rolled down my face. The fear and shock returned in waves, and my heart felt immensely heavy. Why hadn't I listened to the advice from everyone? My father advised me. Leander also did. But I was stubborn. Vesper... "Baby, what's wrong?" "Why are you crying?" Vesper's panicked voice entered my ears as he hugged my waist from behind. I glanced at the familiar arms, and the pain in my heart increased a millionfold. My body trembled inexplicably, and I stood up from the bed. "Don't touch me, Vesper," I mumbled, wiping off my tears. "I hate your hands on me," I had no idea what happened or why I returned here. But this was a chance I needed. The chance to make things right and give myself a better life. A chance to protect my child this time around.. Vesper frowned. He stood up from the bed and approached me. "What's wrong? What have I done wrong?" He looked confused and wronged. Seeing that pure expression on his face, my anger blazed. Tears appeared in my eyes again. He had no memories of the things he did. The betrayal and the death. But wouldn't he have started his plan by now? That scum lover of his, Nick, must have enjoyed mocking me inwardly at the wedding earlier. The two must have looked at me like I was the most foolish person on earth. How they must have laughed at me at my back. How they must have called me names when I confessed my love to Vesper. Thinking to this point, a broken laugh escaped my lips. I couldn’t even tell if I was crying or laughing anymore. My stomach ached, and so did my cheeks. Tears rolled down my face. How silly I was. "Baby..." Vesper called. His fingers reached out to hold me. I stepped back and shook my head. "No, Vesper. Don't make me kill you." I murmured in a low voice. His brows furrowed, but his eyes darkened. "Ethan… watch your tone." My gaze sharpened. But I relented. I wouldn't kill him. Death would be too kind for Vesper. I would make him pay for everything he did to us... my child and I. I swept my hair back as I picked up my car key from the cabinet and left the room. Vesper's frantic call rang behind me, but I slammed the door shut, separating us from each other. My legs wobbled incessantly as I walked out of the hotel. I hurried toward my car and got into it. My chest heaved dangerously. Tears streamed down my face as my body trembled violently. My breathing was ragged. My head ached, and my heart wasn't feeling any better. I wanted to be away from Vesper. I needed to understand what exactly was going on with me. What had happened exactly? Was this a dream or reality? I pulled on my tie, and with a long exhale, I removed it and threw it aside. I also removed my suit and pulled up the sleeves of my shirt. Only after these did I feel a little better. I wiped my tears off, clearing my view as I started the car and drove away from the hotel compound. The tall and flashy Los Angeles buildings clouded the night in a beautiful haze, and my mind slowly regained a bit of calm with it. Right then, a sharp pain stung from my wrist. Lowering my eyes, I stiffened when I saw the rows of numbers and words on it___ *3 years, 21 hours, 52 seconds." The words were written boldly in black. A stark contrast to my pale skin. And... they were moving. My brows creased. Could this be a countdown to the day I died? I shook my head. This couldn't be. My chest tightened. I couldn't breathe. I abruptly parked my car to the side and released the seatbelt. My eyes lingered on the numbers on my wrist as my face paled. Would I die on the same day three years later? Would it be the same death? I closed my eyes forcefully as my temples pulsed painfully. My fingers slowly clenched as my gaze sharpened. This life, I wouldn't die the same way. Even if I were to die in another three years, I would make better choices and bring my enemies down with me no matter what. I sucked in a deep breath and opened my eyes. Glancing around, I realized I was standing before a night bar. My eyes twitched. I needed noise. Something loud enough to drown my thoughts. I locked my car and made a decision. Maybe this place could help clear my head. The dimly lit party colors in the bar stunned me for a moment as I stepped into the place. Cheers filled the air, and the noise was deafening. I stood at the entrance, rethinking my decision to step in or not. However, my eyes flashed with irritation as the tobacco smell wafted into my nose. "I didn't expect you to like this place, Ethan." A familiar voice entered my ears. My body tensed up. My jaw clenched as I turned around, and my eyes settled on a handsome older man standing with a tobacco held between his fingers. His gaze held a calculating smile. "Running away already?" His gaze flicked over me. "On your wedding night." He sniffled the tobacco. He looked at me. Unsurprised. Like he'd knew I would be here. My heart raced loudly... loud enough to drown the noise in the background. My eyes lingered on the man standing before me as my lips slowly parted___ "Leander," I called hoarsely. Tears welled up in my eyes. He tapped the ash off his cigarette slowly, his gaze never leaving mine. Right then, I felt a burning sensation in my wrist. Glancing at it, my eyes widened. The countdown... It had stopped. Shock showed in my eyes as I stared at Leander again. Leander?ETHAN Thinking back, all I'd ever done was be good to him. I gave him the things he asked for and even the things he didn't ask for. As long as I noticed he needed something, I would pull all strings to make sure he had it. So much so that our other friends were always jealous of him. So why? Why had he hated me so much?The more I thought about it, the more my head ached. My fingers tightened briefly on the phone in my hand, and my mind was in chaos. Knowing I couldn't drive in this state, I unlocked my phone and booked a ride. My eyelids were lowered as I waited patiently for the arrival of the ride. A few days ago, this same question had crossed my mind, and yet it only got stronger. Was there a time that I had hurt Nick without knowing?Was that why he didn't hesitate before pushing me toward my death in my last life and also wouldn't hesitate to ruin me in this life?My fingertips tightened. RING My phone suddenly rang, startling me out of my daze. My eyes moved slightl
ETHANStaring at Vesper, who was crying and pleading before me, I had no idea what to think or even say. He placed my hand on his cheek, staring into my eyes as if he were waiting for my response. My lips parted several times, and different words rolled to my tongue. However, each of them wasn't the right thing to say in this situation. What would he do if I told him I hated him? What would he think if I told him I would never love him again in this life?While they were exactly how I felt in my heart, I knew it wasn't the best thing to say in this situation. For my plans, for my revenge, I had to suppress all the blooming rage in my heart. But... it was difficult. My fingers turned cold on his cheek. My lips pressed tightly, unable to utter a word of deceit. Perhaps it was the deep sincerity I saw in his eyes or the deep-set anger in my heart and the urge for revenge; I really couldn't bring myself to deceive him or tell the truth. Vesper leaned closer. "Stay with me, okay?" H
ETHAN My heart raced so fast that it felt like it was about to escape from my chest. No matter how hard and deep I thought, I couldn't come up with a way to avoid Vesper removing the boxer. When I lowered my eyes again, I was fully naked on his lap, and his eyes were fixed on my body. I couldn't see the look in his eyes, yet it made me eerily uncomfortable. I knew it was nothing good. His fingers tightened on my waist, and underneath my butt, I could feel something pushing hard against me. I flinched. Vesper laughed in a low voice. "I'm sorry." He whispered. His breath hit my ear. "I wish I remembered everything." "Ugh," He bit my earlobe. "You have such a great body, baby." Right. He hadn't seen my body at all in this life. Thinking about it again, he had been so obsessed with my body in our last life that even after pregnancy, he still wouldn't let me rest. It took the family doctor a few visits to his office before he controlled himself. With the thoughts resurfacing
ETHANMy heart raced so fast that I felt Vesper could hear it. My fingers clenched tightly under the blanket. Thoughts ran through my head. What was I supposed to say?How should I convince him?I hadn't thought of a situation like this. Initially, I had been worried that he might not be convinced, so I planned to endure some intimacy but knock him out before he went deeper. However, when I saw through Nick's plan to drug Leander, I felt excited, thinking I should have done that sooner. A drugged person wouldn't remember much, especially after drinking so much that he was almost drunk and sleepy. But it seemed I was wrong. He remembered everything. He even knew he wasn't the one who left the marks. I closed my eyes. Would I really have to divorce him and attack him from the outside? Then, the world would wonder why I did it. They would paint me and call me names. It would be difficult to get closer to Leander, too, as his reputation would also be ruined along with mine. Our we
LEANDER He left. Watching as he closed the door behind him, I lost all interest in sleeping any longer and decided to stand up. The bed was a mess, and so was the trash can at the side. My brows creased slightly. I'd never been the one to do these things in the past. Why did I touch him here?No, why did I touch him at all?Looking at my fingers, which wouldn't stop trembling, I knew this was trouble. I'd tried to avoid him well enough. I'd been avoiding him for years already. He was too young. He was in love with another. He could never be mine. Even now, he only saw me as a tool. Perhaps to make Vesper love him more? That didn't seem right. He knew Vesper was cheating. Whether this was revenge, punishment, or something else entirely, I couldn't tell. But I had become part of Ethan's plan.I walked toward the bathroom, pushing my fingers through my hair as my expression turned complicated. What would happen next? After touching him once and waking up with him by my side, wo
ETHANThe alarm rang loudly in the room. Stretching my hand, I swiped it off. RING~~~~~It came again. I hissed and turned the phone over. It automatically stopped. Finally regaining a peaceful moment, I shifted closer into the warm and firm embrace and resumed sleeping. "Ethan." A deep and magnetic voice called. The call was distant, yet it rang really close to my ears.I frowned and nestled deeper into the embrace. It was so comfortable. "Ethan? It's almost morning." The voice came again. I felt displeased. "I know," I replied grudgingly. It wasn't morning, right?Then what was the disturbance all about? But the voice seemed persistent. "Vesper will wake up soon. Your plan." My eyes snapped open. I stood up roughly in bed, almost falling back from the pressure. "Right. You're right." My voice was weak. Blinking, I tried to push back the sleepiness in my eyes. "I should leave." It was more for myself. I picked up my phone to check and realized it was thirty minutes pa
ETHANStaring at Leander, my lips pressed into a thin line, and a hint of desperation showed in my eyes. This was a rare occurrence. Something I'd never expected. But it could also disappear at the twinkle of an eye if I fail to hold on to this man before me. He was my salvation. The only one wh
ETHANMy father raised a brow slightly and quickly turned his head away as if to hide the delight I'd already seen in his eyes. "Why do you want to take over? Are you truly ready?" My mother promptly asked. Her expression still showed her distress. I smiled softly. "I'm ready, mum. I want to take
ETHANTime became slower after I woke up from the dream. My sleepiness had disappeared with the dream, and even after tossing for a long time, I wasn't able to sleep anymore. I sat up in bed and began thinking deeply. Switching on my phone, I saw numerous messages from Vesper and Nick___ the pai
ETHANMy parents pushed back their seats and quickly approached. My mother's face turned red, and tears dropped freely from her eyes. "It's okay, son. It's really okay." She hugged me tightly. "Mum and Dad are always here for you." "Yes, son. You can always come back to us." My father's voice was







