Mag-log inZorya
The sunlight was brutal. Sharp, blinding rays sliced through the thin curtains of the small apartment like punishment. My head throbbed with every heartbeat, a dull drum pounding behind my eyes. The taste of cheap vodka clung to my tongue, and when I sat up, the room spun twice before settling into focus. I groaned, clutching my temples. “Oh, moon above… What the hell did I drink?” From the tiny kitchen, I heard a familiar, way-too-cheerful voice hum to a pop song. “Enough to make a silverback wolf tap-dance, that’s what!” Vivia appeared with a plate in hand; eggs, toast, and something that smelled faintly of mint and herbs. Her pink hair was a chaotic bun of defiance, her smile far too bright for this hour. “Eat,” she said, thrusting the plate toward me like it was medicine. “Before your brain leaks out of your ears.” I took the food with a grateful groan. The first bite nearly made me weep. “Bless you.” Vivia plopped onto the couch beside me, watching me chew with far too much amusement. “So… Do you remember what happened last night?” I froze mid-bite. “At the club?” She grinned. “Oh, good. You remember there was a club.” Pieces of memory flickered like broken glass. All I could think of were strobe lights, music, and laughter. “We were dancing… then?” “Then you decided to challenge an Alpha,” she interrupted, emphasizing each word like a slap. “In front of half the city.” I choked on the toast. “What?” Vivia rolled her eyes dramatically. “You heard me. The fight broke out near the bar between two drunk wolves, and then the crowd parted like the sea because he walked in. Alpha Ares. The Crimson Fang Alpha.” She paused, watching the color drain from my face. “And you, my sweet, broken, brave disaster, decided to lecture him on fairness and abuse of power.” I blinked. “No. I didn’t.” “Oh, you did. You told him, and I quote, ‘if you’re going to lead, at least have the decency to look before you decide.’” Vivia laughed into her hand. “The entire club went silent. I thought I was going to die of secondhand embarrassment.” I buried my face in my hands. “Tell me I didn’t say that.” “Oh, it gets better.” She leaned in conspiratorially. “When he grabbed your arm to stop you from walking away, you growled at him.” My head snapped up. “I did what?” “Growled,” she said with relish. “Like a full, low warning growl. And then you…” She paused, frowning slightly, as if replaying the memory. “then you just… froze. He did too. It was weird. Like something snapped between you two for a second.” My breath hitched. My wolf stirred faintly at the back of my mind, stretching, whispering a word I wasn’t ready to acknowledge. Mates. Why was the word even pluralized? I shook my head violently, forcing the thought out. “That’s impossible. I barely know him.” Vivia shrugged. “Well, your reaction said otherwise. The whole room saw it. But don’t worry,” she added, patting my knee, “you passed out before you could make it worse. His men carried you outside, and I dragged you home before the paparazzi could sniff blood.” “Perfect,” I muttered, sinking deeper into the couch. “Just perfect. Day two in Lunaris and I’ve already insulted the most powerful Alpha in the city.” “Correction,” Vivia said with mock seriousness, “you insulted and challenged him. Alpha Ares isn’t exactly known for letting things slide. He runs Crimson Fang like an army in order, control, there’s no mercy for disrespect.” I felt my stomach twist. “And you’re just telling me this now?” “You didn’t give me a chance last night! You were too busy declaring yourself ‘the voice of justice for the voiceless.’” I groaned, shoving a pillow over my face. “Kill me now.” “I wish I could, but I can’t. You have an orientation to attend,” Vivia said brightly. “Check your email.” I peeked out from under the pillow. “What?” She tossed me my phone. The screen lit up with a new message: Congratulations, Miss Zorya Veylor. You have been accepted into the School of Lunar Law and Governance at Lunaris City University, under the special admission for unique students with unique circumstances. Orientation begins tonight at 6 PM. For a moment, the world quieted. I stared at the words, the weight of them pressing against my chest. I got accepted. It wasn’t just a university. It was a doorway, a path to reclaim my child, to rebuild what was stolen from me. A smile cracked through the haze of my hangover. “I got in.” Vivia squealed, throwing her arms around me. “I told you! I told you you’d make it!” She pulled back, her eyes shining. “This is it, Zorya. The start of everything new.” I nodded, a small laugh escaping me. “Yeah. It is.” But her expression dimmed slightly as she looked at me, her grin turning serious. “Just… be careful tonight.” “Why?” “Because the School of Lunar Law is specially under the Crimson Fang’s protection,” she said quietly. “And that means Alpha Ares will be there.” My smile faltered. “You’re kidding.” “Do I look like I’m kidding?” Vivia folded her arms. “You’re going to walk straight into his territory. And after what happened last night…” My heart thudded. The memory of his touch, brief but electric, replayed in my head. The way my wolf had surged, fierce and undeniable. The way his dark eyes had widened, as if he’d felt it too. Mates, my wolf whispered again, soft but certain. I shook my head, not understanding it one bit. “No,” I whispered back, shaking my head. “It was the alcohol. The music. I was hallucinating.” Vivia arched her brow. “Are you sure about that?” I didn’t answer. I couldn’t. Instead, I got up, heading toward the bathroom. The mirror reflected a tired woman with wild hair and eyes that still held a glint of pain, pride, maybe even defiance. As I splashed cold water on my face, I muttered, “I didn’t come here for mates. I came here for justice.” From the other room, Vivia called, “You better come for survival too!” I let out a shaky breath, watching droplets roll down my chin. The city outside was alive with engines, howls, neon promises. Somewhere out there, the Alpha I had publicly defied ruled from his throne of iron and law. And tonight, I would walk straight into his world.ZORYAThe bond screamed before the alarm ever did.It wasn’t pain at first. It was absence—a sudden, hollow quiet where Vivia’s bright, chaotic presence should have been. I was standing in the council antechamber when it hit me, breath stuttering, fingers curling into my palm as if I could grab the sensation and drag it back.“No,” I whispered.Ares was at my side instantly. “Zorya.”“She’s gone,” I said, voice shaking despite myself. “Vivia’s gone.”The air changed.Gunner’s shoulders locked, every muscle going rigid like a coiled weapon. Finn’s usual grin vanished so completely it frightened me more than his anger ever could. Kai didn’t move at all—but the mental bridge he maintained with the city flared, information rippling outward as he searched.Too late.I felt it then. A familiar pressure at the edge of my thoughts. Silk-wrapped iron.Zorya.Kaelen’s voice slid into my mind like a blade slipping between ribs.I staggered, Ares catching me before I hit the marble floor. Rage su
ZORYAI let my body go slack on purpose.That was the first lie.The second was the way my breath stuttered, shallow and uneven, as if the ritual had finally hollowed me out. I let my head roll against Ares’s chest, let my weight sag fully into him, trusted him to understand without words.For a heartbeat—just one—I felt panic ripple through the bond.Then stillness.Ares caught it first. Not fear. Not grief.Calculation.Kaelen mistook that stillness for defeat.He laughed softly, the sound echoing through the ruined chamber like glass chimes breaking. “There it is,” he said, satisfaction curling every syllable. “The end of resistance. The body always gives up before the will, but in the end—”He stepped closer.Closer than he had any right to be.I felt his magic probe me, cautious now, tasting the bond the way a predator tests a wound. He expected chaos. Fracture. A shattered conduit he could reassemble at leisure.Instead, he found quiet.A void.And he mistook it for emptiness.“
ZORYAThe first thing I felt was the change in Ares.Not the heat—he was always heat, always fire and iron and command—but the absence of it.The pressure he kept on the bond, the constant, unconscious pull of an Alpha who had been born to lead and never taught how to loosen his grip… it eased.I gasped, not because it hurt, but because it startled me.Ares—His presence didn’t retreat. That was the terrifying part. He didn’t pull away.He opened.I felt it like a door unlatched in my chest. Like armor being set down piece by piece. His power, once coiled tight and ready to strike, spread outward instead—wide, steady, offering rather than claiming.For the first time since I’d known him, Ares wasn’t holding me upright.He was trusting me not to fall.I turned toward him, still bound in the circle of the ritual, sigils glowing weakly now as Kai’s bridge stabilized and Gunner’s anchoring held. Ares stood directly across from me, shoulders squared, jaw clenched so tight I could hear his
ZORYAKai went still.Not the rigid stillness of fear, or the coiled stillness of violence—but the deep, deliberate quiet that came when a mind decided to become a doorway.I felt it before I saw it. The bond changed texture, like water settling after a storm. Gunner’s raw strength still burned at my back, Ares’s fury simmered like a sun barely contained, Finn’s balance shimmered on the edge of laughter and grief—but Kai… Kai smoothed the chaos into something breathable.“Kai,” I whispered, my voice threaded thin through pain and power. “What are you doing?”His eyes lifted to mine, dark and unblinking. There was no fear in them. Only intention.“Building a bridge,” he said quietly. “Stay with me.”Kaelen laughed under his breath, the sound sharp and disbelieving. “You think control will save you now? This ritual feeds on fracture.”“It feeds on isolation,” Kai corrected, his tone mild. Dangerous. “You made one mistake, Kaelen. You assumed she could only be used as a conduit.”The sig
ZORYAI felt Gunner before I saw him move.Not through sound or sight, but through the bond—through the way the air thickened, the way my wolf lifted her head as if something ancient had just stood up straight inside him.Kaelen was still on his knees, blood streaking his mouth, the remnants of the ritual circle smoking faintly around us. The blood moon hung overhead, swollen and cruel, casting everything in red that felt too intimate to be light. Finn’s fear had quieted, replaced by a steady, fragile equilibrium. Ares burned at my side like a drawn blade held in restraint. Kai’s presence wrapped us all together, calm but taut, as if he were holding the world together with his bare hands.And Gunner—Gunner stepped forward.He didn’t roar. He didn’t threaten. He didn’t bare his teeth.He knelt.The sight hit me harder than any violence ever could have.Gunner, who had always been the wall. The body between danger and the people he loved. The Alpha who solved problems with force becaus
ZORYAThe first thing I felt was Finn.Not his voice—his presence. A tightening in the bond that didn’t burn like Ares’s rage or brace like Gunner’s iron resolve or steady like Kai’s calm. Finn came to me as hesitation turned sharp, as fear finally named itself.The ritual chamber was collapsing in slow, violent breaths. Stone screamed. Light howled. Kaelen had retreated to the outer ring, his control slipping with every second, but he was still feeding the lattice—still trying to bend it back into his design.And Finn was shaking.Not physically. Finn never showed it that way. He shook in the place where doubt lived.I can’t anchor this, he whispered through the bond, voice fractured by the roar of power. I’m not built like them. I’m not dominant enough. I don’t command—Stop, I said, forcing the bond open wider, pulling him closer even as pain flared through my spine. Listen to me.But Finn wasn’t listening to me.He was listening to every failure he had ever cataloged in silence.I







