Chapter 9
Xenois
That was only what she texted to me.
It seemed like she didn't care. There was no anger, no disappointment. As if she'd already expected me to fail her again.
The text should have relieved me, there was no fight or any guilt trip but instead, it left me feeling uneasy.
The Luna I knew would have not given in quite easily. She would have demanded explanations, and made me work for her forgiveness. This quiet acceptance was something that I could not see her doing.
*Is everything okay?* I texted back, . This was a rare moment, feeling genuine concern for my mate.
The three dots appeared, indicating she was typing, then it disappeared. Appeared again. Disappeared.
Finally my phone buzzed with a reply: Everything's fine, Xenois. Take care of your 'something.' We'll manage without you. We always do.
Her using my full name felt like I had been punched out of nowhere. Luna hasn't called me "Xenois" since we got mated. The only time she used that full name was when she was still keeping me at arms length, still trying to decide if this forced bonding between us was something she could grow to accept.
Before I could respond, my phone rang. It was Thorne, my Second, who was calling.
"Alpha," he said when I answered, "we've secured the place at the airfield. No unusual activity reported at all during the preparation of Kingston pack's return."
"Good." I said as I turned around in my chair, looking out over Silver Creek, the town I'd sworn to protect.
"Any word from our contacts in the city? Any movement from the Blackwater pack?"
"Nothing solid yet, but there are rumors going around that they're expanding their territory. If they continue pushing towards East with their current pace, they'll be at our borders within the year."
I frowned, considering the implications behind this move. The Blackwater pack was well known for their aggressive traits, demanding land and taking it as theirs, killing innocents and weak ones who presented as an obstacle to them. If they set their sights on Silver Creek...
"Double the border patrols," I decided. "And send our best scouts to check and monitor their movements. I want to know the moment they make a move in our direction."
"Consider it done." Thorne paused, his voice dropping a bit. He hesitated for a moment before he spoke.
"Is there anything else you need me to handle today? While you're... otherwise occupied?"
I stiffened at his tone. "What exactly are you implying, Thorne?"
"Nothing, Alpha." His voice remained neutral as he spoke nonchalantly "Just offering my assistance, as always."
I ended the call with more force than necessary, tossing the phone onto my desk.
Thorne knew about Sophia, there was no way he didn't know.
As my second-in-command, he was well known to private information about my comings and goings. But I didn't appreciate the insinuation in his voice, the subtle judgement he had in his tone..
What I did with my time was my business. As long as the pack remained safe and happy and was prospering well under my just rule, my personal affairs were no one's concern but my own.
I checked my watch again. Time to leave for the airport if I wanted to be there when Sophia's plane landed.
I gathered Riley's medication and my keys, ignoring the nagging voice at the back of my mind that sounded suspiciously like Luna's.
You're making a choice, it whispered in my ears. Every time you walk away, you're choosing.
I silenced the voice easily like I had been doing since this double life started and made my way to the car.
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The small private airport located on the outskirts of Silver Creek was quiet when I arrived. I could see some handful of members moving about the single runway.
I parked in the VIP section and headed for the small terminal building, nodding my head at the security guards who recognized me immediately.
"Alpha Mayor," one greeted me respectfully with a bow. "The Kingston jet just radioed in. ETA fifteen minutes."
"Thank you." I moved to the observation deck, watching the empty sky, feeling anticipation building up in my chest.
Sophia Kingston was technically an outsider—a wolf who married into the neighboring Blood Creek pack.
Her husband, Alpha Marcus Kingston, had died two years ago, leaving her with a young son and a pack that didn't like her much.
As someone who wasn't recognized as the Luna of that pack, due to the mysterious ways she got her child after rumors went round that she was barren, she had no real standing among wolves, her position was only maintained through her son, the future Alpha and his cousin. The one who has accepted the position of Alpha, Alpha Sean Kingston.
We had reconnected with each other years ago after a short relationship we had in our college years before I was informed that I was to be wedded to a daughter of another powerful pack, Lumina Brooklyn otherwise known as Luna.
Sophia had been there representing her son's interests, looking lonely in a room full of Alphas, holding her own with a kind of dignity that had captured my attention.
Our affair was renewed when I had too much to drink and then we started meeting up in secret, maintaining appearance until she dropped the bomb that she needed to leave her pack for a while with her son.
Now, watching her private jet land on the walkway I felt the familiar mixture of anticipation and guilt in my stomach tying up in knots.
I waited as the door opened and I could see both of them getting ready to step down
As soon as they got on the ground, Sophia's eyes found mine as she waved.
"Xen!" Sophia called, hurrying towards me with excitement scribbled all over her face.
Riley followed slowly behind her as well but his face__similar to that of my son___ looked happy as well to see me.
I met them halfway across the tarmac, accepting Sophia's hug, despite the fact it felt wrong and I slowly pulled away.
"We missed you," she murmured against my ear before stepping back.
I bend down to Riley's level, offering him a smile as I spoke. "Hey, buddy. How was the city?"
"Loud," he said simply looking serious as he kept on speaking .
"And my wolf didn't like being around so many humans."
I nodded, understanding completely what he meant.
Young werewolves often struggled with control of their wolf form especially around populated human areas.
"Well, you're home now. The wolf can relax."
He smiled then nodded his head.
"Mom says we're having dinner at your house tonight. Is Ollie feeling better?"
The question was innocent enough but caught me off guard as I avoided Sophia's eyes.
"Your mom must have misunderstood," I said carefully. "I thought we'd have dinner at your place. Just the three of us."
Sophia who had been looking at us seemed disappointed at this for a reason I'm not sure yet, but she recovered quickly
"Of course. Whatever you think is best."
Chapter 16Lumina"We've enrolled him at Silver Creek Elementary," Sophia replied smoothly. "A fresh start, away from the... previous pack."I nodded, understanding the subtext she was saying. Sophia was the mate of the former Alpha who died..and especially with them trying to find a replacement, Riley as the son of the Alpha would have faced challenges from other stronger wolves, especially if his own wolf was as gentle as he appeared."Ollie goes there as well," I said, directing my words to Riley. "Perhaps you'll be in the same class."The boy's face lit up before he glanced at his mum who was glaring at him before he said slowly. "Really? That would be awesome!""Riley, why don't you pick out some fruit for our breakfast tomorrow?" Sophia suggested, her tone making it clear this wasn't really a request. "Stay where I can see you."As Riley nodded his head and waved at me before moving away, Sophia turned to me, her facade dropping slightly. "How domestic of you, doing the grocer
Chapter 15Lumina (Luna)The doctor's office was exactly as I remembered Dr. Martinez had been our family physician for years, a competent enough doctor but one that failed me when it mattered most.In my previous life, Dr Martinez had told me about the magic siphon that was happening and had informed me to tell Xenois which I did repeatedly, insisting something was wrong, only for Xenois to brush it aside and say it was normal childhood illnesses, nothing to worry about. And without his permission, Dr Martinez hands were tied up and she couldn't do anything to help me. By the time it was serious, it had been too late.Not this time."Mrs. Blackwood," Dr. Martinez said, looking up from her computer as I entered her office. "What can I do for you today?""I want a complete body scan for my son," I said going straight to the point, sitting in the chair across from her desk.She blinked, clearly surprised by my question."Ollie? But he just had his annual checkup two months ago. Everyth
Chapter 14Lumina(Luna)I joined them at the counter, sipping my own coffee as I watched them talking to each other both animated in the conversation that they were engrossed in. It was moments like these, especially how rare they were—that had kept me hoping in my previous life. But I know better now. These moments were small, soon to be covered completely by broken promises and empty chairs at dinner tables."Ollie, finish up," I said, checking the time. "We need to get you dressed for school.""About that," Xenois said, setting down his coffee cup as he looked at me. "I thought I might take Ollie to school today."I raised an eyebrow, genuinely surprised by this offer. "You have time for that?""I moved some meetings around," he said, not quite meeting my eyes, "I thought it would be nice to spend some time with him."I glanced at Ollie, who was looking between us with a slight frown on his face, clearly taken back at his father's words. Even at five, he was observant enough to se
Chapter 13: Lumina (Luna)I was already in bed reading when Xenois finally joined me in our bedroom.He moved around our bedroom with that quietly trying not to disturb me. It didn't matter because I wasn't asleep. I kept my eyes fixed on my book, though I hadn't turned a page in ten minutes.The mattress dipped as he sat on his side of the bed. I could feel him watching me, probably gathering his courage for whatever conversation he thought we needed to have."Ollie's asleep," he said finally. "He really loved that story.""Hmm," I responded nonchalantly, still not looking up from my book."Luna, can we talk?"In my previous life, those words would have given me hope that things were going to get better or something like that.Now I know better. I closed my book slowly and set it on the nightstand."About?"Xenois ran a hand through his hair, a telltale sign of him being nervous about what he wanted to say. "I should have told you earlier. Sophia Kingston is back in town."I kept my
Chapter 12Lumina (Luna)I wanted to check who it was. Because I wasn't expecting Xenois but Ollie was faster than me and I could barely grab onto him from running towards the sound of the door."Daddy?" Ollie called out, already running toward the hallway.I followed behind slowly, feeling dread as well as anger. What was he doing home? More importantly, why was he here instead of with Sophia and Riley?Xenois stood in the entryway, looking a bit hesitant like he had been caught doing something wrong. When Ollie threw himself at his father's legs, I saw something flash across his face. It looked a lot like guilt but it was gone as quickly as it appeared."Hey, buddy," he said, his voice sounding cheerful like it was forced. It was odd. Did something happen? "What have you been up to today?""I made an art project!" Ollie yelled excitedly waving his hand around as he turned back to check if I was there before tugging at his hand. "Mom said you wouldn't be home, but you are! Come see
Chapter 11Lumina(Luna)I watched my son's face fall as he read the text message on my phone. His eyes, which were the same as his father's both green in color were filled with disappointment.It was an expression that I had seen too many times to count both in my past life and this one."Dad's not coming, is he?" Ollie asked, already knowing the answer.I knelt down to his level, dropping my phone aside as I held him gently. "No, sweetie. He can't make it today.""Is it because of my art project? Does he not want to see it?" His small fingers were clinging onto the helm of his shirt, twisting it. It was a nervous habit he'd developed recently."Of course not," I said, brushing his hair back. "Your father just has... responsibilities.""More important than me?" He sounded so sad that it made me feel crushed all over again.In my previous life, I would have made excuses for Xenois. I would have told Ollie that his father loved him more than anything, that work just kept him busy. I
Chapter 10Xenois As we drove toward their home that was located in the less populated area of the town, Riley quickly fell asleep in the backseat, clearly suffering from jet lag."How is Ollie really doing?" Sophia asked quietly, once she was sure her son was asleep. "Any improvement?"I fixed my eyes on the road unwilling to admit to her how little I knew about my own son's condition. "He seemed better this morning, actually. More energetic and bouncing off the walls.""That's wonderful news!" She held my hand squeezing it gently as she added. "I've been so worried about him. About all of you."I felt guilty. Sophia wasn't the villain in this story. She actually seemed to care about Luna and Ollie, and has never pushed for more than I was willing to give. My mistakes with my own marriage wasn't her fault."Luna's been... different today," I spoke surprising myself that I was bringing her up. Normally she was a taboo topic whenever I was with Sophia. "Something's changed. I can't
Chapter 9Xenois That was only what she texted to me.It seemed like she didn't care. There was no anger, no disappointment. As if she'd already expected me to fail her again.The text should have relieved me, there was no fight or any guilt trip but instead, it left me feeling uneasy. The Luna I knew would have not given in quite easily. She would have demanded explanations, and made me work for her forgiveness. This quiet acceptance was something that I could not see her doing.*Is everything okay?* I texted back, . This was a rare moment, feeling genuine concern for my mate.The three dots appeared, indicating she was typing, then it disappeared. Appeared again. Disappeared.Finally my phone buzzed with a reply: Everything's fine, Xenois. Take care of your 'something.' We'll manage without you. We always do.Her using my full name felt like I had been punched out of nowhere. Luna hasn't called me "Xenois" since we got mated. The only time she used that full name was when she was
Chapter 8Xenois When I returned to the kitchen, Luna was wiping down the counter, her movements slow and precise. Ollie had abandoned his half-eaten breakfast and was now busily stuffing dinosaur toys into his backpack by the door."I have to head out early," I said, lying easily to her as I continued speaking."Council meeting before office hours."Luna stopped in what she was doing and for a moment, I thought she would call me out on it. Challenge me on this and demand the truth. Part of me almost wanted her to—wanted the fight, the confrontation, anything else but this strange silence that she seemed to be using whenever she was around me.But she only nodded her head slowly. "We'll be fine.""Daddy, are you taking me to school?" Ollie came over, filled with eager energy and hope.The naked longing in his eyes felt like I was being stabbed in my heart. When had I last done something as simple as drive my son to school?"Not today, buddy. Daddy has important Alpha business." I