INICIAR SESIÓNChapter 5
By day sixty, I had spent a lot of money, and I felt like a thief in my own shopping. I never bought too much at one time. That was the rule. If I bought a thousand blankets in one store, someone would ask questions. So I went to twenty different stores in three different towns. I bought blankets here, canned beans there, and fuel in small drums from a farm supply shop that did not ask what I was doing with it. Goldie came with me on weekends and wrote everything in her careful nurse handwriting. “You have bought forty boxes of bandages,” she said, frowning. “Are you opening a hospital?” “Maybe,” I said. “We will see.” She gave me a long, worried look but did not push. Everyone else thought I was crazy. My old coworkers whispered when I called to resign. A woman from my old church said she was praying for me. Caspian told people that I had a breakdown and was “resting.” He said it with such a sad, patient face that people patted his arm and brought him casseroles. I only found out because Goldie showed me a message from a mutual friend. “He is telling everyone you are sick,” she said, angry for me. “Let him,” I said. “It is easier if they think I am mad. No one wants to steal from a crazy woman.” But some things I could not do alone. I needed a generator bigger than the one in the bunker. I needed more fuel stabilizer, a water filter system, thermal blankets, and a boat for the sea if the roads closed. I did not know the first thing about any of it. So on a gray Tuesday, I drove to a big marine supply yard on the edge of the harbor. The yard was huge, and it smelled of salt, oil, and rope. Rows of boats sat on stands. Shelves reached the roof. I took a big cart and pushed it down the first aisle, reading my list. Generator. Diesel stabilizer. Water filters. Thermal blankets. Flare guns. I turned a corner and nearly crashed my cart into another one. “Sorry,” I said. “No problem,” said a deep voice. I looked up, and up some more. The man in front of me was very tall. He had dark hair cut short, and a face that looked as if it had been carved from something hard. His eyes were gray and calm, and they did not smile. He wore a plain black jacket, and he stood the way soldiers stand, with weight even on both feet. His cart was full. I looked at it, and my heart skipped. Generator. Diesel stabilizer. Water filters. Thermal blankets. Flare guns. It was the exact same list. We both looked down at my cart. Then at his. Then back at each other. The silence went on a little too long. “You are buying a lot of blankets,” he said at last. “It gets cold,” I said. “It is August.” “It gets cold in my house.” One corner of his mouth moved. It was not quite a smile. “You shop like someone who knows,” he said. I lifted my chin. “And you shop like someone who is not surprised.” Now we really stared. His eyes were sharp, as if he was reading me like a map, and I felt my skin go warm and tight. I wanted to run. But something stopped me. It was not fear. It was the strange feeling of meeting someone who was standing in the same dark room. “Lucan Draycott,” he said and held out a big, rough hand. I hesitated. In my first life, I shook hands with everyone and smiled at everyone, and every one of them took what they wanted. But this hand did not ask for anything. It only waited. I took it. “Elowen Marsh.” “Miss Marsh.” His grip was firm and warm. “Can I ask you something? Why do you need a hundred thermal blankets?” I could have lied. I could have laughed it off. Instead, I asked, “Why do you?” He was quiet for a moment. Then he said, “I used to command a Navy rescue team. A year ago, our sensors under the sea began to pick up strange tremors. They came again and again, each one stronger. I wrote a report. I said something very big was coming, and soon.” His voice stayed flat. “My bosses said I was tired. They moved me out and split my team across the country. Now I run a salvage yard and wait.” My throat went dry. Tremors under the sea. That was the beginning of the Sunless. The earth had cracked open somewhere far away, and the ash had covered the world. “You believe it is coming,” I said quietly. “I do not believe,” he said. “I know. I just do not know when.” I felt the secret crawl up my tongue. Eighty-two days, I wanted to say. Twelve past four in the afternoon, on a Tuesday. But I closed my mouth hard. “You are very calm,” I said instead. “So are you.” He tilted his head. “You know something I do not. I can see it. You are hiding it well, but it is there.” I looked him dead in the eye. “If I told you, you would not believe me.” “Try me.” “Not today.” He studied my face a moment longer. Then he nodded, once, like a man agreeing to a small trade. “Fair enough.” We walked to the front of the yard together, our carts side by side. He told me he owned a dockyard two miles up the harbor and had a big warehouse with a strong lock. I told him about Lantern Point, the cliff, and the little private dock at the bottom that no one used. “I have a boat,” he said. “A good one. But no safe place to keep her.” “I have a safe place,” I said. “But no boat.” “That sounds like a deal,” said Lucan. We stopped at the counter. The clerk looked at our carts and then at the two of us, confused. We both paid in cash and said nothing. Outside, the wind was rising, and the sea smelled of rain. Lucan loaded the last box into his truck and turned to me. “Miss Marsh,” he said. “I do not trust easily. I want you to know that.” “Neither do I.” “Good.” He nodded. “Then we will understand each other.” I watched his black truck leave the lot. My heart was beating fast, and I did not know why. I only knew I had just made my first deal in this new life. It was small and practical. It meant nothing. I told myself that three times on the drive home. When I reached Lantern Point, my phone buzzed on the passenger seat. It was the unknown number again. This time the message was short. I know about the money, Elowen. We need to talk. Under it, a second message came right away. It was from Caspian. I am at your gate. I looked up through the windshield. At the end of the long drive, a tall man stood with his hands on the iron bars, staring at my house.On the fifty-first morning, I went to the harbor market for fresh bread, and I saw Briar Lockhart.She stood at a flower stall with a paper cup in one hand, her dark red lips pressed tight, and her sharp eyes sweeping the crowd. I did not need to wonder who she was looking for. She turned, and her gaze landed on me, and she did not even pretend to smile.“Elowen.”“Briar.”She walked up slowly, in neat heels on wet stones. Up close, she looked tired. There was powder under her eyes, and her coat was not buttoned right. “You have been avoiding my calls.”“I do not know your number.”“You do.” Her lip twitched. “You have been getting my texts.”I thought of the message in the bedroom. You should not have left him. You will regret this. And the second one. I know about the money, Elowen. We need to talk.“That was you,” I said.“I am being kind, trying to warn you.” She leaned in, and her perfume was sweet and heavy. “Your lawyer filed something about the hidden rent. About where Caspian
I did not open the gate right away.I sat in the car with the engine running and watched him through the windshield. Caspian wore his good navy coat, the one I had taken to the dry cleaner twice a month for four years. His hands were wrapped around the iron bars like a man at the zoo. He was not looking at me. He was looking past me, up the hill, at the white walls, the blue shutters, and the round lantern tower.I knew that look. I had seen it once at his friend’s yacht club. It was the look he wore when he was adding up what something cost.I turned off the engine, took my keys, and got out. I left the gate shut between us.“Elo,” he said, and his whole face softened, the way it always did when he needed something. “There you are. Do you know how hard you are to find? Mother nearly had a fit.”“How did you find me?”“Mother found her sewing box open.” He gave a small, wounded laugh. “She said you took something that did not belong to you. A friend of mine saw your taxi turn onto thi
Chapter 5By day sixty, I had spent a lot of money, and I felt like a thief in my own shopping.I never bought too much at one time. That was the rule. If I bought a thousand blankets in one store, someone would ask questions. So I went to twenty different stores in three different towns. I bought blankets here, canned beans there, and fuel in small drums from a farm supply shop that did not ask what I was doing with it. Goldie came with me on weekends and wrote everything in her careful nurse handwriting.“You have bought forty boxes of bandages,” she said, frowning. “Are you opening a hospital?”“Maybe,” I said. “We will see.”She gave me a long, worried look but did not push.Everyone else thought I was crazy. My old coworkers whispered when I called to resign. A woman from my old church said she was praying for me. Caspian told people that I had a breakdown and was “resting.” He said it with such a sad, patient face that people patted his arm and brought him casseroles. I only fou
Chapter 4Lantern Point sat at the end of a long, winding road. The cliffs were steep, and the sea below was gray and loud. The house was tall and old, with white walls, blue shutters, and a round lantern tower on one side. I stood at the gate for a full minute before I could make myself go in.The inside smelled of dust and lavender. Every piece of furniture was covered with white sheets, like sleeping ghosts. I pulled one off and found a chair I recognized. I had sat on my grandmother’s lap in it when I was small. A sob came up my throat, and for once I let it.“Hello, Grandma,” I whispered. “I am sorry I came so late.”I walked through the rooms one by one. The kitchen had a huge old stove and a pantry as big as my old bedroom. The upstairs rooms looked over the sea. In the lantern tower, someone had left a small desk and a wide window facing the horizon. It felt like a place made for watching.Elowen will need that house before the sky falls.I could not stop thinking about Ines’s
Chapter 3I did not go far on the first night. I booked a cheap room at a small inn near the bus station and paid in cash. The bed was hard, and the walls were thin. I slept like a stone.In the morning, I faced a problem. I had four thousand dollars in savings and no job that would last past the Sunless. Even if I spent all of it on supplies, it would not be enough to feed one person for a winter that lasted years. I needed real money. I needed it fast.I sat on the bed and chewed the end of my pen. In my first life, there had been one small thing I never understood. After my grandmother Ines died, a lawyer kept sending letters to the Vale house with my name on them. Odette always said they were junk mail. I never saw one. Back then, I was too busy to ask.Now I thought about it very hard.Why would junk mail come from a lawyer?I paid for one more night at the inn. Then I called a taxi and went back to the Vale mansion, but not through the front door. I waited until Odette and Corde
Chapter 2When the light faded, I was standing in a small, bright room.It was no bigger than a closet. The walls were pale gold, and the air carried the scent of rain and fresh soil. There was no door, yet somehow I knew this place belonged to me.I looked down at the glowing key mark on my wrist. The moment I thought about leaving, the room flickered, and I was back in my bedroom. Not even a second had passed.My heart raced.I grabbed an apple from the fruit bowl and touched the key. In the golden room, I set it down on the floor, stepped out, and came back in. The apple was right where I had left it.This space could hold things. Anything I carried in would stay safe in here, hidden from everyone.A secret place where I could store everything I needed.I sat on the golden floor. I had a hiding place, I had ninety days, and I had the memory of everything that was going to happen.My hands started to shake again.This time the grief did not come loudly. It came like cold water risin







