LOGINI wake again, but this time I keep my breathing steady. I need to be smart about this.
I cannot move or speak, and I refuse to waste more energy on failed attempts to warn my father. Nothing is more terrifying than knowing that my savior and the one who seeks to harm me are in the same room.
After steadying my breathing, I focus entirely on my hearing and catch the anxious exchange between my father and husband.
But they aren’t in the room.
I take the risk and slowly open my eyes just enough to locate them. Through the small gap in the doorway of my hospital suite, I can see their silhouettes standing in the hallway.
“No, Vance. I’m not leaving my daughter’s side. I entrusted her to you, and look what happened.”
“And it’s something I’ll regret for the rest of my life,” Vance replies smoothly. “But please, get some rest, Mr. Hawkins. You can trust she’s in the best hands.”
“Absolutely not. I have plenty of time to rest when I’m dead.”
Keep. Your. Breathing. Steady.
Charlotte, stay calm. Do not trigger the heart monitor.
I force myself to relax before tuning back into their conversation.
“While you’re here, Vance,” my father continues sharply, “please explain why you called a meeting with my company’s board.”
A nervous, half-hearted laugh escapes Vance’s throat. The sound sends a shiver down my spine.
I inhale slowly and release a quiet breath through my nose.
Their voices rise now—loud enough that the entire ward could probably hear them.
“My love for my daughter is unconditional,” my father declares. “She’s my baby girl. You. Could. Never. Compete. With. That.”
A tear slips from the corner of my eye.
They say a girl’s first love is her father.
If that’s true, no one could ever doubt the love my father has for me. I’m his only daughter—the apple of his eye. Growing up with four older brothers made that very clear.
My childhood was loud, chaotic, and full of protective shadows hovering around me. If I scraped my knee, four boys and my father were ready to wage war on the pavement.
I truly could do no wrong in his eyes.
God… I wish I had listened to him all those years ago.
I wish I had never married Vance.
“That’s absurd!” my father snaps suddenly. “You cannot nominate yourself as chairman of Hawkins Enterprises. My daughter is still alive—and believe me, I will do everything in my power to ensure she wakes.”
Silence follows.
Heavy. Tense.
I don’t like this silence at all.
“Oh, and one more thing,” my father adds coldly. “Lottie has four older brothers who can stand in as chairman while she recovers. So you needn’t concern yourself with that matter.”
“Understood, Mr. Hawkins,” Vance replies smoothly. “I’m happy to continue my role as head of the financial department.”
My father grunts in response.
A moment later, I hear them walk back into the room. The creaky leather couches groan as they sit—one beside my bed, the other near the foot.
The air shifts slightly as someone moves closer to me.
A tap runs somewhere nearby. Plastic rustles.
Then something cold and damp touches my lips.
A sponge.
For a split second I want to knock it away, but the small trickles of water instantly soak into my painfully dry mouth and throat. The relief is immediate, almost overwhelming.
It’s like rain falling onto cracked desert soil.
My throat greedily absorbs every drop.
Then it stops.
The sponge pulls away.
Frustration sparks through me. It feels like a cruel tease.
Suddenly I hear sniffles. Quiet sobbing.
“My love… I’m so glad you’re okay,” Vance whispers softly. “Just know that I will never leave your side again.”
I want to scream.
The words feel like poison.
I try to shout, to warn my father, to expose the monster sitting beside my bed—but what escapes my throat sounds like a pathetic, broken rasp.
I’m so sick of being vulnerable.
I force my eyes open and glare at him before retreating from the harsh hospital lights again.
I hear my father shuffle closer.
“I’ll turn off some of the lights. Will that help? Blink once for yes, twice for no,” Vance suggests.
I don’t like the idea of this room being dark while he’s in here.
Panic spikes.
The heart monitor begins to beep faster.
I expect to black out again when suddenly I feel pressure on my hand.
A gentle squeeze.
Then a harder one.
A warning.
Vance.
Inside my head I scream and scream, but only a weak whimper escapes my lips.
“Lottie, dear,” my dad says gently. “Blink once for yes and twice for no. Don’t overexert yourself—we just want you to be comfortable.”
I open my eyes.
Blink once.
Close them.
Open again.
Blink a second time.
The effort drains what little strength I have left.
My eyelids feel like they weigh a thousand pounds.
“Well, Vance,” my father asks from the doorway, “am I turning them on or off?”
I feel Vance’s knuckles brush across my cheek.
The touch is gentle.
Too gentle.
Dread floods my body.
There’s a long pause before he answers.
“Off. She wants them off. Thank you, Mr. Hawkins.”
The overhead lights click off one by one.
The room sinks into shadows.
And suddenly, a horrifying realization crawls through my mind.
Vance didn’t want the lights off for my comfort.
He wanted them off for his.
A few hours later, Hawkins Manor feels nothing like a house of mourning. The silence isn’t peaceful; it’s restrained, stretched thin over everything left unsaid. Conversations don’t flow here; they hover, waiting for the wrong word to snap them.I shouldn’t be here.The thought crosses my mind again as I stand at the far end of the dining room, removed just enough to observe without intruding. And yet I made sure I would be. Cleared my schedule. Moved meetings that mattered. Cancelled things that would’ve cost anyone else leverage.In my last life, I didn’t attend. Didn’t know. Didn’t care.This time, I rearranged everything.Because today already feels different.Because she’s different.Charlotte sits among them, composed in a way that would convince anyone who isn’t paying attention. Her auburn hair falls neatly over her shoulders, her posture straight, her hazel eyes quieter than they should be. Not fragile. Not brok
The sound of the zipper cuts through the silence, sharp against the stillness of the cemetery. Anya’s hands tremble as she pulls it down, the ivory fabric loosening from her shoulders while she clutches the dress tightly against her chest, suddenly aware of how exposed she is. No one moves to help her. No one speaks. The wind carries through the space, cold and unforgiving, as if even it disapproves.Vance is still. Too still. I can see it in the tension of his jaw, the way his hands flex at his sides like he’s holding himself back by force. He wants to react. Wants to regain control. Wants to undo what just happened.But he can’t.Not here. Not in front of my family. Not with everything on the line.Footsteps echo softly behind them, measured and unhurried, deliberate enough to draw attention without demanding it. We all turn.Azriel.Dressed in black, sharp as ever, his presence alone shifts the atmosphere. His gaze sweeps over
It’s been a week since Vance crossed a line that can never be uncrossed. A week of apologies that don’t land, gifts that feel transactional, and a man who now watches every word he says like he’s navigating a minefield. He’s tried obsessively to make up for it; flowers, soft tones, careful distance. Too careful. Like if he performs well enough, I’ll forget. I haven’t been home since. Hawkins Manor hasn’t changed. It still feels safe in a way my own home no longer does. My father didn’t ask questions at first, and neither did Carter. The twins watched me too closely, and Callum hovered like he always does when something feels off. They gave me space for a day, maybe two, but it didn’t last. “What happened?” I remember standing in the study, arms folded, staring out the window like I could avoid it. “Nothing,” I said. Carter didn’t believe me. None of them did. “You don’t leave your own home for nothing, Lottie
I don’t slow as I approach him. If anything, my steps become more deliberate, more controlled. By the time I reach Vance, my expression is already in place. Soft. Composed. Perfect. “Darling,” I say lightly, like nothing is wrong, like I didn’t just uncover the truth behind my own death. His hand wraps around my arm instantly. Too tight. Possessive. “You’re back,” he says, voice steady but strained underneath. “You didn’t answer your phone.” I glance down at his hand before meeting his eyes again. “I told you I had a business trip. Meetings ran longer than expected.” His jaw ticks. He remembers. But he doesn’t know where I went. Good. “For a couple of days?” he presses, trying to sound casual. I shrug slightly. “Things changed. Opportunities don’t wait, Vance.” His grip tightens for a fraction of a second before easing. His gaze flicks
Charlotte doesn’t move.The realization settles too deeply, too quickly, and for once, there’s no immediate plan waiting to catch her. Just silence. Just the weight of it.Dr. Law.Not new. Not sudden. Always there.Her breath grows uneven, her thoughts colliding faster than she can control. Vance. Anya. The poison. The diagnosis. The hospital. The voices.All of it.Connected.And she didn’t see it.Her hand comes up to her temple, pressing hard like she can force her mind to slow down.“I…” she starts, but the words don’t come.Azriel watches her carefully, something in his posture shifting; less guarded, more alert.Charlotte lets out a breath that trembles more than she intends.“I don’t know what’s real anymore.”The words slip out before she can stop them.She lets out a soft laugh, but there’s no humor in it.“Vance. Anya. My doctor. My own ho
Azriel doesn’t answer immediately.He just looks at her.Really looks at her.Because the question—simple, direct—lands harder than anything she’s said so far.Were you killed too?He opens his mouth.Then closes it.For the first time since this all began, something unfamiliar settles in his chest.Uncertainty.His gaze drifts slightly—not away from her, but inward. Replaying. Searching.Fragments surface.A corridor.Low voices.Controlled.A name spoken like it mattered.Then—impact.Sharp. Final. Nothing after.He exhales slowly.“I…” he starts, then stops.Charlotte watches him closely, her expression unreadable but sharp.Azriel straightens slightly, jaw tightening.“I don’t know.”The words come out slower than he expects.Charlotte frowns. “You don’t know?”







