LOGIN"You don't have to answer anything they ask."
Caius says it low, right against my ear. We're moving down a corridor I've never seen, guards ahead of us, guards behind, and the stone here does something strange to sound, swallows it instead of carrying it, so even his voice feels smaller than it should. "I thought you didn't want me speaking at all." "I don't want you speaking carelessly." His hand finds the small of my back. Not quite touching. Hovering, like he hasn't decided yet whether this is something he's allowed to protect. "The council isn't interested in truth. They want leverage. Give them nothing they can use." "That's helpful." "I'm serious." "So am I." I stop walking. The guard ahead glances back, annoyed. "I don't know what happened with Dominic. I don't know what he meant about your first husband. Everyone in this house is keeping some piece of the truth from me. You included. And now I get to walk into a room full of strangers who decide what happens to me and this baby based on secrets nobody bothers explaining." Something shifts in his face. Gone before I can read it properly. "Ask me later," he says. "Not here." "You keep saying that." "Because it keeps being true." The council chamber isn't what I pictured. No throne, no dais. Just a long oval table under high windows, a low fire in the hearth at the far end, six people already seated. Five of them old enough that gray runs heavy through their hair. One younger, watching me with an expression I can't place at all. A woman at the head rises as we walk in. Small. Sharp featured. Dark blue dress, a silver pin at her collar shaped like a thorn. "Lord Thorn." Her eyes move to me next, slow, assessing. "And the consort. Sit." "Councilwoman Reyne." Something in Caius's voice has gone flatter than before, the careful kind of flat people use around someone they truly dislike. "I wasn't told you'd be presiding." "Someone had to, given the urgency." Damaris Reyne folds her hands, unhurried, owning the room without raising her voice once. "Eventful morning, wasn't it." Nobody answers that. I take the seat Caius pulls out, and he sits closer than strictly necessary, close enough that I understand it's a message, not comfort. "Let's not waste time," Reyne says, looking at me now. "Are you aware of the nature of your relationship with Dominic Ashworth?" "No." A ripple moves around the table. Small. Dismissive. "No," I say again, before anyone decides what that answer means for me. "I woke up this morning with no memory of the last several months of my own life. I don't know Dominic Ashworth. I don't remember a hallway or a photograph or anything you're about to ask me. If you want honesty, that's all I've got." Reyne's face doesn't move, but her eyes sharpen, and I realize a beat too late I've just handed her something. "Memory loss," she says slowly. "How convenient." "Everyone keeps saying that." "Because it is." She leans back. "A pregnancy the dates can't explain. A photograph placing you with another man during the window in question. And now, no memory of any of it, right when having none would be most useful." Her eyes cut to Caius. "You see the shape of this." "I see a woman building a case out of coincidence." "I see a consort who married into this House for its name, who humiliated you in front of this council three nights ago, and who is now carrying a child whose father is in question, at exactly the moment that losing you, or losing the child, would suit certain people enormously." She doesn't look away from me once through any of this. "Tell me, Rowan. If you don't remember the last several months, how can you be certain the child is even his?" The fire shifts in the hearth. That's the only sound. "I'm not certain of anything," I say, and I feel Caius go rigid beside me, the stillness of him pressing down like a hand on my shoulder. "I've been alive in this body less than a day, councilwoman. I don't get the luxury of certainty about much, including my own name. But I know this much. Whatever happened before I woke up isn't something I can answer for. And if this council wants to decide a child's future off gossip and a photo with no context, I'd think hard about what that says about the people making the decision." Nobody speaks for a moment. Then the younger woman at the table, the quiet one, leans forward, and something in her face has changed from curious to nearly alarmed. "There's something else." Every head turns. "Something that came in an hour ago, right before the arrest. I wasn't going to raise it until we heard from him directly. Given what's just been said, I think it changes things." "Go on," Reyne says, an edge in her voice now that wasn't there a minute ago. The folder slides across the table and lands in front of Caius. He opens it slow, like he already knows it's bad before he sees it. I watch his face while he reads. Watch the color drain out of it faster than it did with the photograph this morning, faster than anything since I woke up in this bed. "What is it." He doesn't answer right away. When he finally looks up it isn't at me, it's at Reyne, and his voice comes out low and dangerous enough that everyone at the table straightens. "Who authorized a paternity test," he says, "before either of us gave consent.""The result says he isn't yours."Damaris Reyne says it like she's reading a weather report. She doesn't stand, doesn't raise her voice, just lets the sentence drop onto the table between us and waits for it to do its work.Caius doesn't answer. His fingers are flat on the folder, and I watch the knuckles go pale one by one, like something is draining out of his hand and into the wood."Authorization was signed by the council's medical office," Reyne goes on. "Standard procedure when a consort's pregnancy raises questions of succession. Consent is presumed in matters of the heir.""Presumed by whom." Caius's voice is low enough that the man at the far end of the table leans in to catch it."By the law you swore to uphold, my lord."Nobody at that table looks at me. That's the part I feel most, the way six people can decide, all at once and without a word, that I'm furniture in a room where something is being decided about me. The fire pops. Somebody's chair creaks. I press my palm to
"You don't have to answer anything they ask."Caius says it low, right against my ear. We're moving down a corridor I've never seen, guards ahead of us, guards behind, and the stone here does something strange to sound, swallows it instead of carrying it, so even his voice feels smaller than it should."I thought you didn't want me speaking at all.""I don't want you speaking carelessly." His hand finds the small of my back. Not quite touching. Hovering, like he hasn't decided yet whether this is something he's allowed to protect. "The council isn't interested in truth. They want leverage. Give them nothing they can use.""That's helpful.""I'm serious.""So am I." I stop walking. The guard ahead glances back, annoyed. "I don't know what happened with Dominic. I don't know what he meant about your first husband. Everyone in this house is keeping some piece of the truth from me. You included. And now I get to walk into a room full of strangers who decide what happens to me and this bab
"Tell him I'm not seeing anyone."It's out before I've thought it through. Garrison's still catching his breath in the doorway, tie crooked, and he looks past me to Caius instead of answering, like he needs someone else to sign off on it first."He wouldn't give it to anyone but you, my lord. Says his name is Dominic Ashworth." Garrison pauses, glances at me. "Claims he's known Rowan for years."Caius goes still. I watch something behind his eyes shut like a door in bad weather."Ashworth.""You know him." Not a question."His family runs half the shipping trade east of here." Caius stops. Starts again, slower. "His mother's on the council. Two seats down from mine." He looks at the photograph again, still face up on the blanket, and his jaw works like he's biting down on something he'd rather say out loud. "Send him away.""My lord, he was quite insistent.""I don't care how insistent.""He said." Garrison hesitates. "He said if Rowan won't come down, he'll come up. He's already past
The photograph just sits there on the blanket. I make myself pick it up, my hand not quite steady, and I hate that, hate that this body keeps giving away what I feel before I've decided to feel it.It's me. Or it's Rowan, before I was in here wearing him. Same face, dark hair pushed back, standing in some hallway with white columns and a window behind him letting in flat gray light, the kind you get right before evening turns into something else. A man's hand rests on his waist. Low. Easy. Like it's done that before.I don't know the man's face. Never seen it. Not in this life, not in the one before it, and there's something almost funny about that in a sick sort of way — I'm being accused of a betrayal I can't even picture well enough to argue against."I don't know him," I say."Of course you don't.""I'm serious. I've never seen this man."He laughs, if you can call it that. Just air through his teeth. "You're holding a photo of yourself with him. Taken three weeks before our weddi
Iris asks the question and looks like she regrets it before it's even out of her mouth.I don't answer right away. Truth is I don't have one. I woke up in this body six hours ago. Whatever Rowan Vance did with his life before that, whoever he slept with, none of it belongs to me, except now apparently it does."I don't know," I say finally."You don't know." She says it back flat, like she's weighing the words in her hand."I know how that sounds.""It sounds like the kind of thing that gets people killed in this house." She says it gently, which somehow makes it land harder. She wipes the gel off my stomach with a cloth, helps straighten the nightshirt, doesn't quite look at me while she does it. "Lord Thorn has enemies who would love proof this marriage was never real. A child conceived before the wedding hands them exactly that.""So don't tell him the dates are off.""He already saw the chart. Whatever else he is, he's not stupid." She sits on the edge of the bed. Up close I can s
"Say that again."Caius doesn't move from the doorway. His voice has gone somewhere flat and far away, like he's talking through glass.Dr. Halloway Iris, according to the badge clipped to her scrubs, though I don't know that yet, I'm just reading it because I need somewhere to put my eyes clears her throat and steps the rest of the way into the room. She shuts the door behind her. Doesn't want this getting out before she's ready, I guess."Eleven weeks," she says again. "Bloodwork came back an hour ago. I wanted to confirm with an ultrasound first, but after the fainting spell this morning I didn't think waiting was smart.""He fainted?" Caius says it to her. Not to me. Like I'm a line item in somebody else's report."Briefly. Hallway outside the east wing. One of the staff caught him before he hit the floor." Then she actually looks at me. First time since she walked in. "How are you feeling now?""Confused." It's the most honest word I've got. "Mostly just confused."Something cro







