Mag-log inEthan Banks never planned to fail. Fresh out of New York University with a degree in Computer Science, he expected to land the kind of career that would prove to his family back in Bay City, Texas, that he could stand on his own two feet. Instead, New York City chewed him up and spit him out, interview after interview leaving him rejected and exhausted. He refused to run home and let his parents—or worse, his older brother—fix everything for him. He needed to make it here. On his own. When he finally secures a position at Warner Industries the largest tech empire in the city Ethan thinks his luck has turned. Until he meets the man behind the empire. Aaron Warner. His brother’s childhood best friend. His secret ex-boyfriend. The boy who once set his heart on fire, then vanished without a word. But the Aaron he knew is gone. In his place is a billionaire CEO with a reputation as ruthless as the empire he built. Cold. Calculating. Untouchable. And when Ethan demands answers about their past, Aaron offers only one shocking ultimatum: marry me—or walk away. Caught between the success he’s dreamed of and the love that once destroyed him, Ethan must decide if he’s willing to risk everything for the one man he swore he’d never forgive.
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Six years ago.
Aaron Warner's mouth flavored the spearmint gum and risk. Risk I knew I shouldn't desire but couldn't help anyway. His palms pushed me back into the cushioning on the couch, his long-fingered hands roaming through my hair as he had been waiting his whole lifetime for this moment. My chest pressed up and down onto his, his heat dripping through my thin T-shirt to remind me that my parents still existed, that my brother would walk in at the worst time, that breaking all the rules in the unofficial book on common sense was the very thing that we were doing.
He kissed as he intended on stamping me with his symbol, like each lip touch carved his mark further onto my sternum. Aaron Warner was forever my brother's best friend—the boy who hung out in our kitchen, the boy who called me names when I was young, who grew taller, stronger, unapproachable with the advancing years. I used to sneak glances when nobody noticed. I used to wonder whether he even saw me as anything but Connor's little brother.
But here he was. Acknowledging me. Touching me. Breathing into me as though I was the only thing keeping the world going for him.
"Ethan," he whispered across my lips, the sound my name an inside secret that only he was aware of how to pronounce. His palm left the scalp on my jaw, tipping me just far enough for others to turn the kiss further. Fire flowed through my bloodstream, my hands grasping the back of his shirt as though he would vanish when I let go of the hold.
"I don't believe it," I whispered, breaking for air, though my mouth kept colliding with his.
He beamed, that crooked smile that used to sting me when I was too young for the reason why. "Believe it. You're mine, Ethan. You've always been."
Something in me broke open at those words. It was everything I wanted and everything I feared. Because if Connor—if my parents—ever knew what Aaron and I were doing, it wouldn’t just be me in trouble. Aaron was six years older, practically family. They trusted him. They loved him. And they would never forgive him.
I shoved the thought away, pressing myself closer, hungry for every stolen second. His lips trailed down the edge of my jaw, his breath hot against my skin. My heart pounded so loud I thought he’d hear it and tease me, but he didn’t. He just pulled me tighter, his body fitting perfectly against mine as if he belonged nowhere else.
Then a sound cracked the air—tires crunching against gravel in the driveway.
Aaron froze. His lips left mine, and he jerked his head toward the window, muscles tense. “What was that?”
I swallowed hard, pulse spiking. “Car doors?”
“Shit.” He pushed off me so fast the room spun. He scrubbed a hand over his face, his breathing ragged, then glanced down at his wrist. The watch gleamed in the low light—silver face, leather band, the kind of elegant, expensive piece that screamed Aaron Warner is not a boy anymore.
“Fuck,” he hissed. “It’s five twenty-eight. You said six.”
“I thought it was six!” My voice cracked as I scrambled upright, fingers shaking as I tried to flatten my shirt. My hair was a mess, thanks to his hands pulling through it a thousand times, and I tugged at it uselessly, trying to tame what couldn’t be tamed.
“They’re early. They’re goddamn early.” Aaron’s eyes darted to the front window. “They’ll see my car. Your dad notices everything—there’s no way he missed it in the driveway.” He cursed again, fumbling with the buttons on his shirt, fastening them crooked before yanking them open and starting over. “I’m dead. We’re dead. This is—”
“Calm down.” I grabbed his arm, my voice low, urgent. “Just—just pretend we were watching a movie, okay? That’s all. You came over, we hung out, no big deal.”
Aaron took an angry breath, nostrils flaring, then gave a single nod, but the panic in his dark eyes was his betrayal. "Fine. Movie. Right." He slung himself onto the couch, snatched the remote, turned the TV on. The light illuminated his hard jaw, but he sat rigidly, unrealistically.
I managed to the dining table, books spread, pen poised, as if I'd spent the whole time doing homework instead of submerged in him. My legs shook beneath the table.
The door swung wide. My parents' voices drifted in first, light and cheerful. Then the rustle of grocery bags, the squeak of shoes on flooring.
"Oh!" my mom said, her voice brighter with wonder. "Aaron, sweetheart. I didn't think you'd be home."
Aaron leapt to his feet with practiced flair, his phony smile slipping onto its place. "Mrs. Banks. Mr. Banks. Good to see you." He moved towards them, embracing my mom, shaking hands with my dad. My chest tightened. He was all smooth, all calm, as though his heart hadn't been hammering in his ribcage two minutes previous.
And then Connor strolled in, wide-shouldered, smiling. "Warner."
They shook hands in that natural, brotherly gesture they always exchanged, years of friendship plain in the motion. My stomach tightened, sweat collecting at my spine.
"Ethan, honey," my mom called over her shoulder. "We got dinner. What'll you have? We went to that place on 5th you love."
I managed my pen to travel across paper, though the letters blurred. My voice trembled when I replied, "Uh—anythings okay, Mom."
I could not help but look up. Across the room, Aaron's gaze met mine. Just for one moment. Just long enough to remind me of all the things we'd just done, all the things none in this home would ever know.
My hand trembled so violently I had to set the pen down. My parents sped past the doorway to the kitchen, Connor dumped the bags onto the counter, the smell oftakeout filled the room. But all I felt was the burn ofAaron's eyes across the space between us, and the terror that possibly, in some teacher, Connor would see right through the both of us.
That night, in bed, the house closing in on me, I swore I heard the sound ofAaron's voice inside my head: You're mine, Ethan. Always have been.
And I knew he felt that.
Until he went missing.
That night was the last I saw Aaron Warner.
Aaron’s POVThere was nothing out of place: gold chandeliers, velvet curtains, polished marble floors that reflected literally everything in perfect symmetry. A bit too much, if you ask me, for a few awards and a pat on the back for billionaires. Of course, these people loved excess, and they fed on it. Billionaires-what a bunch of self-absorbed bastards who thought everything had to bend their way.I almost laughed at myself. I was one of them now; a sucked-up bastard with more money than I knew what to do with. And yet, it was being here—being surrounded by people like me—that made my chest tighten. A weird kind of loneliness at realizing I'd actually become what I used to hate.Ethan stood beside me, eyes wide as he took in the decor. He looked so damn amazed, like glittering lights and sleek surfaces were something out of a dream. And maybe they were—for him. For me, the only thing I couldn't stop staring at was him.That suit. That black suit with its sharp cut and subtle shimme
Ethan’s POVThis sandwich was so overpriced. Eighteen dollars for two slices of bread, a sliver of smoked salmon, and something that desperately was trying to pass as caviar. America was wild. I stared at it, questioning every life choice that brought me here, and then sighed, taking a reluctant bite.That's when the doorbell rang.I frowned, setting down the sandwich. Aaron was still in the bathroom-he'd been in there for a while now, cleaning up and maybe shaving. His fever had come down completely since this afternoon, and he'd even made a joke or two, which at this point felt like a miracle after last night.I wiped my hands and then walked toward the door.When I opened it, there were two tall men in identical black suits. Both wore dark sunglasses, even though it was nearing evening, and one of them was holding a sleek black duffel bag, which looked a little too. deliberate."Um," I began, "can I help you?“Good evening,” one of them said smoothly. “We’re here for Mr. Warner.”A
Ethan's POVThe sunlight seeped in pale and soft through the hotel curtains, coating everything in gold and quiet. Aaron was still in bed, his skin clammy with the leftovers of the fever that had racked him through the night. I hadn't slept much—maybe an hour, maybe less. My body hurt, but my head spun with worry.He woke when I placed a hand on his shoulder. "Aaron?"He let out a weak groan from him. He tried to sit up but halted halfway, wincing, catching his breath. "Don't," I said quickly, holding him back. "You're burning up again."He turned his head towards me, eyes glassy and unfocused. "The conference," he mumbled.I frowned. "Forget the conference, you can't even move properly."But his hand clamped on mine suddenly, weak but firm. "Ethan," he said, his voice hoarse. "You have to go.""What?""The presentation. It's today." He coughed, wincing again. "I need you to… to represent Warner Industries."I stared at him like he'd lost his mind. "Aaron, I can't—are you kidding me?
Ethan's POVAaron crept out of the bathroom silently, steam still following him like a ghost. His hair was damp, hung down in his eyes, and he looked. thinner. Whitish. He was dressed down for the first time in his life—just a white t-shirt and jeans—and somehow that absence of form made him appear more fragile, as if a hard breath would crack him.He didn't even look my way as he passed, just said in that soft, low voice, "Do you want to eat something?"It took me longer to be surprised by it than I should have been. His voice was… tired. Not tired from work or from being on the road. This was deeper, heavier. "Uh—no, I'm fine," I said. "You?"He shook his head and began to walk away. "I'm good."The deception screamed so loudly I could practically hear it echoing off the walls. His steps were slow, the manner in which his hand stroked the table for balance when he turned. My heart cringed. "Aaron, you're white. Are you all right?"He lingered on the bedside. "I'm fine," he answered
Ethan's POVBy the time morning arrived, I was already set to leave. I had inadvertently overheard some of Aaron's coworkers talking about the Big Men In business annual conference—the notorious "gathering of giants." I had no idea Aaron was going until the night before last, when he mentioned it so matter-of-factly, just after nearly biting off my fingers.God, I could feel it.His lips—warm, soft, and unexpected—enveloped my hand like an instinct. I had forgotten to breathe, for a second. His eyes had scanned up to mine, and I could swear the space between us had started to sag. Six years ago it'd been since I last saw that look—starvation. That unspoken desire that made me want to lean forward, forget the world and kiss him then and there. But he had stepped back first, muttering an apology, his voice more than normally low, his eyes still widely dilated.Now I was sitting in the car, suitcase in the trunk, attempting to push that episode out of my mind.Aaron appeared a few minute
Aaron's POVI was barely able to breathe by the time I arrived home. Every breath scraped through my throat like sandpaper, every exhale too thick to finish. My head pounded in staccato, unrelenting beats — like a dozen sledgehammers shredding bone from the inside out.I gripped the wheel tighter, trying to focus on the black road in front of me. City lights blurred beyond me, a hollow chorus of reds and golds that only made the throbbing in back of my eyes worse. I hadn't been sleeping. Not actually. Not actually eating much either. Just working — because thinking was harder.I hadn't seen the security guard in days. That old man would smile and wave me through or even salute me, and now he too had disappeared. Another sign that the world just went on as I paid no mind. I made a mental note to see if he was all right later, if I remembered.The weakness in my bones was starting to spin me around. My hands trembled when I pushed the gas pedal down a little further, and the car surged
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