Chapter 3
Delilah’s mother's POV
I didn’t know if I should be pissed off at my daughter for being so careless or if I should cut off Derek's balls and hang them over the fireplace mantle. She was upset and he was the reason for it. I couldn’t believe he didn’t want to be a part of his child's life.
I wanted to know more about what happened, but I knew getting that kind of information I would have to go to Derek about it. I wasn't sure if he was playing games because he knew she would be Luna and pregnant, or if he didn’t want a child and this was his way of making sure he didn’t have to claim responsibility.
Looking at my daughter, I wanted to smack her but then I wanted to love her because she was alone in this and she had a child growing inside her. I didn’t know what I was going to do I was pissed more at the Alpha for not controlling how his son was.
“What are you thinking?” Delilah asked.
“I don’t know.” I snapped not meaning to. “I mean we’re going to have to figure this out, and we’re going to have to be quick. If Derek is threatening you in any way then I think the best situation is to leave here.”
“No,” she said shaking her head. “I know you like it here, if anything I can leave and we can figure things out later.”
“I am not going to send you off as I hate you,” I growled. That kind of hurt hearing her say that, but I could see why she thought leaving here was the best thing for her. There was no way she was going anywhere.
“I can even go to Aunt Marla’s house at least until the baby is born,” she said. I shook my head, I wasn't going to send my daughter off to my sister, I hated they already had a good relationship and we didn’t. I wanted to grow closer to my daughter but I knew I was a little too strict.
She was a good student, and I was heartbroken when her father denied her. She was going through the same thing I did and I couldn’t help but want to go into my room and cry my eyes out. It was like I was cursed and it was going through my daughter now.
I was sad that she didn’t have a sister or a brother, but that would have happened if her father didn’t leave us and he didn’t cause me to lose my last pregnancy. I only wanted the best for my only child and I knew she was going to need me more than anything.
“Maybe we can go and visit your aunt, but I don’t want you staying there. We are going to get through this and we are going to show this pack that you are a strong woman that can take care of a baby on your own. I am going to tell Derek’s father though.” I knew it was a bad idea to tell her because she was going to freak out, but I wanted her to know I was going after him.
I knew she didn’t want to go near my sister, but neither did I. I wanted to figure this out and be done with everything, I was more worried about my daughter being able to do this. It was a lot of work doing things myself and now I was going to have to help her too.
“Are you okay?” she asked breaking me out of my mind.
“Yeah, I am just trying to figure out what I am going to do next,” I said smiling. “Don't worry we’re going to figure this out one way or another. But first, we need to worry about the Lycan King coming here, we don’t want to show him that we don’t care about him.”’
“But I don’t care about him,” she said. I wanted to smack her for that, if she didn’t care about her life as much as I did then I could see her saying something like that. “I mean I do but I don’t care that he is coming, I have other things to worry about.”
“I know, but let's get through that first, I am sure things are going to be better once I can get my head straight and figure out what I am going to do to make this easier for you,” I said shaking my head. “But first you need to get yourself straight I don’t want anyone to know about this, we cannot be shamed out of this pack.” I knew I should have kept that to myself, but she is old enough to understand we have to bow down to this Alpha and kiss his feet if needed.
“Don't worry I am going to make sure no one knows about this, we are going to leave here before they find out,” she said. I wasn't sure what she meant by us, maybe she meant her and the baby. I was too sick to travel and I wasn't going to try and be on the run.
“We will cross that bridge when we get there, but I am still upset, I thought you were smart. No, you are smart.” I growled. “I don’t know why you would do this, what happened to sex with your mate only?”
“I thought he was my mate, I mean he still can be my mate but still.” she stumbled with her words but it didn’t matter, she knew she made this mistake and it will change her life forever. I was doomed to face life alone and my beautiful daughter will have a child to love her.
“Bah, I don’t want to hear it!” I snapped at her. I had to make her feel like I was mad at her, this was the only way I will know if she is strong enough to move on. She is barely seventeen and now she is going to have her first before she gets her wolf. I sighed before I left her standing there, I felt like I was betraying her but it was only because I love her so much.
“Mom, please don’t leave me too.” I heard her say but I kept walking. I knew she was going to hate me, I prayed she wouldn't but what else could I do?
Chapter 4 Seeing her walk away from me broke my soul a little. I wanted to run to her and beg her to forgive me again, but I know it wouldn't do any good. “I’m sorry,” I said as I turned around and went to my room. All of the sudden I was tired and I wanted to close my eyes. Maybe this was a dream and I would walk up and everything would be months before Derek’s drugging. I knew that was something that wasn't going to happen and I was going to have to deal with all of this. I was worried for my mother because she was going to have to work extra hard to make sure we don’t get kicked out of there, and I was going to have to work hard and make sure this wasn't going to be anything more than what it is. I was worried he was going to spread all kinds of things at school, but I knew doing that was going to make him look stupid and he even might be a disrespected Alpha because he was choosing to abandon his family. I knew I would have to go to school tomorrow and I was going to see Der
Chapter 5 I knew telling him about the baby was a bad idea so I wasn't going to bother. I was going to let him think about everything he has done to me and that he isnt going to take things back. I hated him a lot for what he decided to do but there wasn't anything I can do to change it. I was afraid of what was going to happen today, but going back to sleep and dreaming about my rejection wasn't something I wanted to do. I was pissed off and hurt and well exhausted but I wasn't going to let my life end because some asshole didn’t love me anymore. I was still confused about the night this happened. He told me he drugged me so I would mess around with his friend. That doesn’t make sense because he knows I am not that kind of girl, but he forced me into it. “Are you sure you want to go?” my mother came towards me. “I know you have a lot on your plate and I don’t think you should go.” “Yeah and then what is everyone going to think about me? I’m a pathetic loser that got pregnant by
Chapter 6 Honestly, I wasn't going to sleep, I just wanted to be alone in my room to think about what I am going to do. I think going to another pack for a while might do me some good. I didn’t know if I would find peace here knowing my mate rejected me and accused me of taking someone else. I didn’t want anyone else to reject me too. “Hey.” My mom said coming in. “I know you said you were tired, but I was thinking about what you said.” she said sitting on the bed, “I think going to another pack for a while or until you decide to come back is right for you.” she sighed. “I was being selfish, I don’t want things to happen to you, I want you to be happy.” “But what about you?” I asked. “Eh live and learn but I will come and visit.” she smiled. “I mean when you’re allowed to see me because as a low-level member, you are going to have to work a little harder. But if you go to our family pack in the Northeast maybe you will be treated decently.” “Maybe.” I wasn't sure I wanted to be
Chapter 7 Getting to the doctor's office and waiting for her to come in and see me for the first time was kind of weird. I felt out of place here, mostly because it was a human hospital. “Are you sure they aren't going to be weird about this?” I asked. “Well if they turn weird this will only be the time we’ve come here. I just want to make sure everything is good and I don’t want you to be scared.” she smiled. I figured she was trying to make me feel better about this, but I am worried the humans are going to see something they don’t like and want to do tests. I hope this all goes the way it's supposed to and we don’t have to worry about anything. I thought about what I was going to name my baby, I was going to name her Sophie if she was a girl and Alexander if he was a boy. Part of me wanted a boy because my mom is right I need someone that is going to be there to protect me and a boy would protect his mother. I was afraid of the whole birth thing, but then again the stuff on y
Chapter 8 When we opened the door two warriors were standing there. “We came to make sure you made it to the pack house.” one of them spoke. “Plus the Alpha figured you didn’t want to talk about whatever it is you have to speak to him about.” I didn’t say anything, I put my head down and followed them to the pack house. It wasn't that far away from where we lived which was kind of nice, but it was still a walk. “Don't worry things are going to be okay.” my mom said trying to make me feel better, but it was just making things worse. I just wanted to think about what I was going to say to him, I didn’t know if he was going to be understanding when it comes to a baby. When we got to the pack house, Derek was standing on the porch with another warrior, he was smoking. Something I haven't seen him ever does, so this was something that was bothering him a lot. Maybe his father is going to make him do something about this. Maybe he will be forced to be with me and the baby and everything
Chapter 9Delilah’s Mother’s POV I couldn’t stand watching my daughter lose that glow to her. With Derek doing what he’s done and now she was doing this whole baby thing by herself. I am not sure she is going to be strong enough for this, I don’t know if I am going to find a pack in time for her to go before this baby comes. I am scared the Alpha is going to go crazy if he finds out I am trying to find a pack that will hide her and the baby. I don’t even know what he's going to do when he finds out the baby belongs to his son. Will he go after her? Or will he leave her alone? I am worried about her, she doesn’t want to face her ex-boyfriend and that pisses me off a lot. I want her to show him that she doesn’t need him but I don’t know if she knows how to be like that. I don’t know what I will do if something happens to her because of Derek. I am pissed off that he thinks he can get out of raising a child. Part of me wants to go to him and yell at him myself, but I am not sure that
Chapter 10 School is already overrated, people were staring at me. I don’t know how much they know about my baby or what Derek has been telling them, I guess it's only a matter of time before someone has to say it. They are going to call me a whore, and they are going to be mean about it. But I hope I am not going to have to deal with it for long. I need to get away from this pack, I need to get away from Derek. It's like he doesn’t care about me, he doesn’t love me or never loved me I am guessing. I was just another girl he could fuck around with and then leave when I don’t have anything to offer him. I sighed when I walked into the school. Part of me wanted to turn around and run into the woods and wait for the day to be over, but I know that was just going to get me into trouble. “We need to talk,” Derek said grabbing my arm and pulling me into a classroom. “I warned you, why would you tell my father that is my baby?” I didn’t even hear him come up or notice he was standing th
Chapter 11 I know what I said to my mother most likely hurt her, but what did she want me to do? Did she want me to do what the Alpha says and nothing else? Doesn’t my choice matter? Cant I tell him I am not interested in anything he wants or says? I went into my room and closed the door, I could tell my mother crying because she didn’t know what to do. Maybe she will find me a pack and everything will work out. If she doesn’t then I guess we’re going to have to make some kind of choice. “Please talk to me.” my mom said coming into my room. “I know you think I am with the Alpha, but I am not. I just want the best for you, and I don’t know if you raising a baby alone is going to do anything.” “I don’t think there is anything else to talk about, he wants to make my choices for me, and you want to go along with it. I don’t want to be with my ex and I don’t want him to be anywhere near my baby and me when it comes down to it.” “But he is the father don’t you think he has the right to