Masuk
Elara’s POV
The kitchen smelled like burnt bread and rosemary again. I wiped sweat from my forehead with the back of my wrist and shoved another tray of rolls into the massive stone oven. The heat blasted my face like a slap. My arms ached from kneading dough since dawn, and my feet—bare because my only pair of shoes had finally split at the seams—were throbbing against the cold flagstones. Another ordinary morning in Silver Moon Pack. Another morning being invisible. I was used to it. Most days, I told myself it didn’t matter. I had a roof, food (even if it was the scraps after everyone else ate), and a bed in the attic above the kitchens that no one bothered to check on. I was eighteen in three days. Three days until the full moon ceremony. Three days until the Moon Goddess finally showed me who I belonged to. That was the only thing that kept me breathing some nights. I pulled the tray out, the rolls golden and perfect. I arranged them on the cooling rack, counting silently to keep my hands steady. Twenty-four. Enough for the warriors’ breakfast. Not one extra for me. That was fine. I’d eat the heel of yesterday’s loaf later. The door banged open. Valentina Reyes swept in like she owned the place—which, technically, she almost did. Her father was the pack’s third-in-command, and she carried herself like the Luna she planned to become. Crimson lips, glossy black hair in perfect waves, leather boots that clicked with every step. Behind her, Sienna Moreau and Talia Voss followed like loyal shadows, smirking. Talia—my distant cousin, though she never let anyone forget how “distant” it really was—tilted her head. “Still playing maid, stray?” I kept my eyes on the rolls. “Just doing my job.” Sienna laughed, sharp and mean. “Your job is to stay out of sight. Yet here you are, stinking up the kitchen like always.” Valentina didn’t laugh. She never did when she could do something worse. She stepped closer, close enough that I could smell her jasmine perfume—expensive, imported, the kind I’d never touch. She reached past me and plucked a warm roll from the rack. Tore off a piece. Popped it in her mouth. “These are dry,” she said around the bite. “You really are useless at everything.” I clenched my jaw. “They’re fresh. Elder Mara asked for them exactly like this.” Valentina’s eyes narrowed. She leaned in, voice dropping to a venomous whisper. “You think the Elder likes you? She pities you. Everyone does. Poor little Elara Voss—no parents, no wolf, no future. Just waiting for some miracle mate to save her from scrubbing floors.” My throat tightened. I hated how her words always found the exact cracks in my armor. Sienna leaned against the counter, arms crossed. “Three more days, right? Your big birthday. Think the Goddess will actually give you someone?” Talia snorted. “She’ll probably pair her with a rogue. Or nothing at all. That would be fitting.” Valentina smiled then—slow, cruel. “If she gets anyone, it’ll be some low-rank wolf who can’t even hunt properly. Someone as pathetic as she is.” I stared at the floor. My nails dug into my palms. They waited for me to cry. To snap back. To give them the reaction they craved. I didn’t. I just turned back to the oven and pulled out the next tray. Valentina sighed dramatically. “Boring. Let’s go. I have training with Damon.” At his name, my heart gave a stupid, traitorous lurch. Damon Blackthorn. Future Alpha. Golden hair, green eyes that crinkled when he laughed (which wasn’t often, but I’d seen it twice—once when he helped a pup out of a tree, once when he won a sparring match and pretended it was nothing). Broad shoulders, quiet strength, the kind of presence that made the whole pack straighten when he walked by. I’d had a crush on him since I was fourteen. It was pathetic. I knew it. He’d never looked at me twice. Why would he? I was the kitchen girl. The one who disappeared when important people entered a room. But sometimes, late at night when the pack house was quiet, I let myself imagine it: him noticing me during the ceremony. The bond snapping into place. His eyes softening. Him saying my name like it mattered. Valentina must have seen something flicker across my face. She laughed—low, delighted. “Oh my Goddess. You like him, don’t you?” Heat flooded my cheeks. Sienna gasped. “No way. The stray has a crush on the Alpha?” Talia’s eyes gleamed. “That’s adorable. And tragic.” Valentina stepped even closer. Her perfume choked me. “Listen carefully, Elara. Damon is mine. Chosen. Promised. He’s not going to throw away his future for some weak-blooded orphan who can’t even shift. So keep your little fantasies in your dirty head where they belong.” She flicked a crumb from the roll onto my apron. “Clean this up before breakfast. Wouldn’t want the Alpha eating after you’ve touched it.” They left laughing, the door swinging shut behind them. I stood there, breathing hard. The rolls were still warm. I reached for one—then stopped. Instead, I picked up the fallen crumb and dropped it in the bin. Three days. Just three more days. I could survive three more days. After that, everything would change. I told myself that as I scrubbed the counters, as I carried trays to the dining hall, as I dodged the warriors’ careless elbows and the higher-rank she-wolves’ disgusted glances. I told myself that when I slipped upstairs at dusk, curled up on my thin mattress in the attic, and stared at the sliver of moon visible through the cracked window. Three days until the ceremony. Three days until I found out who the Moon Goddess thought I deserved. I closed my eyes and pictured Damon’s face—not the cold future Alpha, but the boy who’d once smiled at a pup. Maybe—just maybe—he’d look at me the same way. Maybe he’d see me. I fell asleep holding that tiny, fragile hope like it was the only thing keeping me warm.Lucian’s POVI waited until her breathing evened out again—deep, slow, the kind of sleep that comes after the body has finally given up fighting. Only then did I rise from the chair.Every muscle protested. Not from exhaustion, but from the sheer effort of holding still for so long. My wolf clawed at the inside of my ribs, restless, needy, demanding I stay. Demanding I crawl onto that cot beside her, wrap myself around her small frame, and let the bond drown out the last six years of silence in my chest.I ignored him.I had to.She’d made it clear: no touching.No crowding.No claiming.I would honor that until my last breath—even if it killed me.The door opened quietly. Selene slipped back in, carrying a steaming mug of herbal tea and a small tray with bread, cheese, and a bowl of broth. She took one look at me—at the tension in my shoulders, the clenched fists—and her expression softened.“She’s asleep again,” she said, voice low.I nodded once.Selene set the tray on the side tab
Lucian’s PovThe door clicked shut behind Gideon, leaving only the low crackle of the fire and the soft, uneven rhythm of her breathing.I stayed exactly where I was—elbows braced on knees, hands locked together so tightly the knuckles ached. If I moved even an inch closer to that cot, I might shatter whatever fragile thread of control I still had left.Six years.Six years of iron discipline.Of chaining the beast inside me every full moon.Of sleeping alone in a cabin so remote even the wind sounded lonely.Of watching my pack from the shadows because getting too close meant risking someone’s life.And in one night—one scent, one glimpse of green eyes wide with terror—every wall I’d built crumbled like ash.She was asleep again.Curled on her side under the quilt, knees drawn up, one hand tucked under her cheek. The angry red mark on the side of her neck peeked above the bandage—fresh, raw, unmistakable.A rejection mark.Not a mating bite gone wrong. Not a battle scar.A deliberate
Elara’s POVThe first thing I became aware of was warmth.Not the sharp, stinging kind that came from fever or infection.Soft. Steady. Wrapped around me like a blanket I hadn’t earned.My eyelids felt glued shut. Heavy. Crusted with dried tears and forest dirt. I tried to swallow and tasted blood—my own—metallic and thick on my tongue.A low hum filled the air. Not voices exactly. More like… breathing. Multiple people breathing quietly, carefully, the way you do when you’re trying not to wake someone.I didn’t want to open my eyes.Opening them meant remembering.Remembering Damon’s voice slicing through the night.Remembering the golden thread snapping.Remembering Val’s laugh echoing like broken glass.Remembering the rejection mark burning like acid as I ran.But the warmth was insistent. It pressed against my skin—soft linen sheets, a thick quilt, the faint scent of lavender and healing herbs. My body hurt in too many places to count—knee throbbing, palms stinging, neck on fire—b
Lucian’s POV The wind carried the scent of pine and blood tonight. It always did in Nightshade territory—old blood, new blood, the kind that never quite washed away from the earth. I stood on the ridge overlooking the southern border, arms folded across my chest, letting the cold bite into my bare skin. Shirtless even in late autumn. The cold kept my wolf sharp. Kept the curse from settling too deep. I’d learned that lesson years ago. The moon was fat and silver above the treeline, pulling at every wolf in the pack, but it pulled hardest at me. Always had. Since the night the curse took root. I was twenty-three then. Young for an Alpha. My father had just died in a raid from a rival pack—Silver Moon’s allies at the time. My mate, Liora, had been with him. She wasn’t a fighter. She was a healer. Gentle. Soft-spoken. The kind of female who made even the most brutal warriors lower their voices when she walked by. They killed her anyway. I found her body hours later—throat torn op
Elara’s POVThe forest swallowed me whole.Branches clawed at my arms, my face, ripping the thin white shift into ribbons that fluttered behind me like surrender flags I refused to wave. My bare feet slammed against roots and stones, each step sending fresh pain shooting up my legs, but I didn’t stop. Couldn’t stop. If I stopped, the scream building in my throat since Damon’s voice cut through the night would finally break free, and I wasn’t sure I’d ever stop screaming once it started.The rejection mark burned.Not like a candle flame. Like someone had poured molten iron directly onto my skin and let it eat inward. Every heartbeat pulsed through it—sharp, vicious, reminding me exactly what he’d said.Weak.Unworthy.Forgotten.I pressed my palm to the mark without thinking. The skin felt raised, hot, angry. My fingers came away slick with blood. I stared at the crimson smear on my hand for one stupid second, then wiped it on my ruined dress and kept running.How far had I gone? Mile
Damon’s POVThe clearing was packed tighter than usual tonight. Torches snapped and hissed, throwing orange flickers across faces I’d known my whole life. The drums thumped low and steady—familiar, almost comforting. I stood at the front with the elders, arms crossed, Val tucked against my side like she belonged there.She did belong there.Tonight was supposed to be simple: watch the lower ranks go through their mate reveals, nod politely when the Goddess paired off the nobodies, then step forward with Val at my side. Announce her as my chosen Luna. Seal it with a public mark if the elders pushed for tradition. The pack would cheer. My father would finally stop looking at me like I was still a boy playing at Alpha.Easy.Val’s fingers laced through mine, squeezing once. She smelled like jasmine and victory.“You nervous?” she whispered, lips brushing my ear.I smirked down at her. “For this? No.”She laughed softly. “Good. Because after tonight, no one gets to question us.”I squeeze







