Mag-log inChapter Six
Sylvia’s POV Be My Plus One The mahogany doors of Whitmore & Associates stared back at me like they always had, polished, imposing, utterly indifferent to the chaos swirling in my chest. I'd stood in this exact spot a hundred times before, maybe more. Back when visits meant something simple. Back when Adrian's office was just the place I'd barge into with takeout containers and complaints about my mother, and he'd close his laptop without a second thought, already reaching for the spring rolls. That was years ago. Now the brass nameplate gleamed under the hallway lights, and my reflection in the glass partition looked like a stranger wearing my clothes. Same dark blazer. Same anxious habit of twisting my grandmother's ring around my finger. Different everything else. I pressed my palm flat against the wood. Just for a second. The grain was cool, familiar in a way that made my throat tighten. God, I was being ridiculous. This was just a building. Just an office. Just a man I hadn't spoken to since I'd walked out of his life with nothing but a voicemail and a half hearted apology that I'd rehearsed for weeks and still managed to botch completely. I pushed the door open. The reception area hadn't changed. Same minimalist aesthetic that screamed wealthy but tasteful, all cream walls and abstract art that probably cost more than my entire wardrobe. The receptionist, a sharp-eyed woman in her fifties with silver-streaked hair and reading glasses perched on her nose looked up from her computer with the practiced smile of someone who'd spent decades perfecting the art of polite disinterest. "Good afternoon. May I help you?" I opened my mouth. Closed it. Tried again. "I'm here to see Adrian." Her smile didn't waver, but something in her eyes shifted, a flicker of professional assessment, maybe. "Do you have an appointment, miss?" "I don't," I admitted, already feeling the heat creeping up my neck. "But could you please let him know that Sylvia's here? He'll—" I stopped myself. Would he? Would he see me? "Just tell him I'm here. Please." The receptionist studied me for a moment longer. Then something softened in her expression, almost imperceptibly. She picked up the phone, pressed a button, and spoke in a low murmur that I couldn't quite catch. A pause. Another murmur. Then she hung up and gave me a small nod. "Go on in. He's free." My heart was doing something ridiculous in my chest, a frantic staccato that had nothing to do with the brisk walk down the corridor and everything to do with the door at the end. The one with the nameplate that read Adrian Whitmore, Managing Partner in elegant gold lettering. I didn't knock. If I knocked, I'd lose my nerve. If I knocked, I'd have to stand there waiting, and waiting meant thinking, and thinking meant remembering every single reason why this was a terrible, catastrophic, soul-crushing idea. So I just turned the handle and walked in. He was at his desk, of course. He was always at his desk, even back when I'd tease him about being married to his work. Same broad shoulders beneath a perfectly tailored suit jacket. Same dark hair, though it was shorter now, neater. He looked up from whatever document he'd been reviewing, and for a split second, just a fraction of a heartbeat, I saw it. Recognition. Surprise. Something else that flickered too fast to name before he shut it down completely. "Sylvia." His voice was measured, carefully neutral. "I didn't expect to see you here." I forced my feet forward until I was standing in front of his desk, close enough to see the faint lines at the corners of his eyes that hadn't been there before. Close enough to catch the familiar scent of his cologne, something woodsy and warm that made my stomach flip in ways I'd spent years trying to forget. "I know you didn't." The words came out steadier than I felt. "Look, I'm very sorry that I'm barging into your space right now, but—" I took a breath. One breath. That was all the courage I had. "you have to marry me." Adrian's pen clattered onto the desk. He stared at me with an expression I'd never seen on his face before, equal parts bewilderment and utter disbelief. His eyebrows had shot up so high they were practically merging with his hairline. "I'm sorry, what now?" I squared my shoulders. No backing down. That was the old Sylvia, the one who'd run away from every hard conversation. Not anymore. "Marry me." He leaned back in his chair, studying me like I'd just proposed a hostile corporate takeover. "You know, most times, it's the man doing the requesting. The rich man, actually." A pause. His eyes narrowed, but there was the ghost of something, amusement? lurking beneath the confusion. "Is there something about your gender that I'm not aware of?" "You think I'm gay?" The question came out more indignant than I'd intended. "You're asking me to marry you!" He gestured at me, at the space between us, at the sheer absurdity of the entire situation. "Okay, fine." I held up my hands in surrender. "Maybe it came out way harsher than I intended. Let me rephrase." I took a breath, gathered my scattered thoughts, and tried again. "I need a boyfriend. For a wedding." Adrian blinked. Once. Twice. "Are you nuts?" "Probably," I admitted. "But that's not the point. I have a wedding to attend, my ex’s, he’s getting married to Pretzel, which is a whole separate nightmare and I need a boyfriend. A plus one. That's it." I was rambling now, I knew it, but I couldn't stop. "There's no big deal, Adrian. Please. It's just once. Just a stage play. The moment the wedding ends, all of this is over. Okay?" He was quiet for a long moment. His fingers drummed against the mahogany surface, a nervous habit I remembered from late nights when he'd been working on a particularly brutal case. The sound was so achingly familiar that I had to look away, focus on the bookshelf behind him, anything to keep my composure intact. "When," he said slowly, carefully, "is this drama of a wedding happening?"Sylvia's POVWe checked out of the hospital the next morning.Adrian had a bandage taped to his forehead and a prescription for painkillers he refused to fill. I had a sling for my bruised shoulder and a cut on my arm that the doctor had stitched up with six neat stitches. We looked like we had been through a war. In a way, we had.The hospital had arranged a rental car for us. We drove the rest of the way back to the city in silence, the radio off, both of us watching the rearview mirror. Nobody followed us. But the fear didn't fade. It just settled, quiet and heavy, into the back of my mind.When we finally pulled up to our building in the West Village, I felt like I could breathe for the first time in twenty-four hours.Adrian parked the car. We sat there for a minute, neither of us moving."We need to call Margot," I said."I know.""And the police. The real police. Not the local guys who took our statement.""I know.""And we need to figure out who did this.""I know." He turned
Sylvia's POVWe left Vermont on a Sunday morning.The wedding had been perfect. Bella had cried. Romano had cried. I had cried. Even Adrian, who prided himself on keeping his emotions in check, had teared up during the toast. We had danced until our feet hurt, eaten too much cake, and stayed up late talking on the porch about everything and nothing.Now it was time to go home.The car was packed. Our bags were in the trunk. The coffee was in the cup holders. Adrian was in the driver's seat, his sunglasses on, the radio tuned to a classic rock station that he claimed was "good driving music" and I claimed was "music for old men.""Are you sure you don't want me to drive?" I asked."I'm sure.""You drove the whole way up.""I like driving.""You like controlling things.""Same thing."I laughed and leaned my head against the window. The Vermont countryside rolled past—green hills, old barns, trees just starting to turn. It was beautiful. It was peaceful. It was exactly the kind of morni
Sylvia's POVThe studio had been open for three months when the first real client walked through the door.It was a Tuesday morning in September. The air was crisp, the leaves were starting to turn, and I was standing in the middle of our reception area, arguing with Marcus about whether the new client chairs were too modern for the exposed brick."They look like spaceships," I said."They look expensive," Marcus countered."They look like spaceships that cost too much money."A throat cleared behind us.We both turned. A woman was standing in the doorway, holding a leather portfolio. She was in her late fifties, dressed in a sharp, tailored suit, with silver hair swept back and eyes that missed nothing."Am I interrupting?" she asked."No," I said, stepping forward. "Not at all. Welcome to Chen & Chen Design."She looked around the room, taking in the restored brick, the natural light, the carefully curated mood boards on the wall. Then she looked at me."I'm Eleanor ," she said. "I
Chapter Eighty-FourSylvia's POVThe first time I saw the building, it was raining.Not the romantic kind of rain, the kind that made you want to curl up with a book and a cup of tea. It was the ugly kind. The cold, gray, relentless kind that soaked through your shoes and plastered your hair to your forehead and made you question every decision you had ever made that led you to this exact moment.I was standing on the corner of a quiet street in Brooklyn, staring up at a three-story brick building that looked like it had been abandoned for at least a decade. The windows were boarded up. The front door was padlocked. The sign above the entrance was so faded I could barely make out the letters.But I could see it.I could see what it could be. Not what it was."What do you think?" Marcus asked, standing beside me with an umbrella that was doing absolutely nothing to keep either of us dry."I think you're insane," I said."That's not a no.""It's not a yes either."He laughed. "Come on.
Sylvia's POVThe weeks that followed the verdict felt like the slow exhale after a decade of holding my breath.William was gone. The trials were over. The headlines were starting to fade, replaced by whatever new scandal the world had decided to fixate on that week. The reporters who had camped outside the hotel had packed up their cameras and moved on. The death threats had stopped. The silent phone calls in the middle of the night had ceased.Life was returning to normal. Or at least, a version of normal I was still learning how to live in.Adrian and I moved out of the hotel and into a small apartment in the West Village. It wasn't much—a one-bedroom on the fourth floor of a walk-up, with a tiny kitchen and a fire escape that overlooked a courtyard filled with stray cats. But it was ours. We paid for it with the money Adrian had saved and the money I had earned from a few small design projects. It wasn't the Whitmore estate. It wasn't the hotel suite. But it was real.I spent my m
Sylvia's POVThe hotel lobby was quiet.My mother pulled back first, wiping her eyes with the back of her hand. She looked embarrassed, the way she always did when she showed too much emotion. She had spent her whole life keeping her face composed, keeping her feelings locked away behind a polite smile. It was strange to see her break."I'm sorry," she said. "I didn't mean to—""It's fine.""I promised myself I wouldn't cry.""It's fine, Mom."She nodded. She gestured toward the small table by the window. "Do you want to sit?"I looked at her for a moment. Then I nodded.We sat down across from each other. The tea in front of her had gone cold hours ago, the surface filming over. A waiter appeared, and I ordered a coffee I didn't really want, just to have something to do with my hands. Something to hold onto while I tried to figure out how to be in the same room as her.For a long time, neither of us spoke. The silence was heavy, filled with years of things neither of us had never sai







