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The nightmare came again.
It was always the same one. Dark woods. Yellow eyes glowing in the shadows. The wet sound of claws tearing through skin. Hot blood splashing across my face. And those eyes—filled with hate and hunger—staring at me like I was prey. I woke up gasping. My heart pounded so hard it hurt. Sweat soaked through my silk nightgown. The bedroom was dark except for a strip of silver moonlight cutting across the floor. I reached across the bed without thinking. Cold sheets, space. Leighton wasn't home. Again. I sat up slowly, pushing my dark hair out of my face. The nightmare always left me shaky, but tonight felt different. Worse somehow. My wolf stirred inside me—restless. She'd been like this for weeks now, always on edge. Always sensing danger, I couldn't see. 'Something is wrong,' she whispered in the back of my mind. Something bad is coming. I wanted to tell her she was being paranoid. But I couldn't. Because I felt it too. For the past six months, Leighton had been coming home later and later. Occasionally, he didn't come home at all. He always had the same excuse: "Pack business, Sophia. As a Luna, you know how it is." But I was the Luna. I handled the pack business alongside him. And lately, he'd been shutting me out of everything. No more strategy meetings. No more territory patrol schedules. No more sitting beside him during Elder Council sessions. Just... nothing. I swung my legs out of bed. My bare feet touched the cold marble floor, and I shivered. I needed water. Something to wash away the taste of fear in my mouth. I grabbed my silk robe from the bed and tied it around my waist. The palace hallways were quiet at this hour—just after three in the morning. Most of the pack was asleep. I strolled down the corridor, my footsteps barely making a sound. The paintings on the walls watched me pass. All those proud Alpha ancestors staring down with their hard golden eyes. Leighton used to look at me differently. Soft. Warm. Full of love. When did that change? I couldn't remember exactly. It happened so gradually that I barely noticed until it was too late. First, he stopped holding my hand during pack gatherings. Then he stopped asking about my day. Then he stopped sleeping in our bed. And I... I made excuses for him. He's stressed. Being Alpha is hard. He's just tired. But deep down, I knew better. My wolf knew better. I was halfway to the kitchen when I heard it. Soft, coming from the end of the hallway. From Leighton's study. I froze. The laugh came —light and playful. Definitely not Leighton's voice. She was a woman. No. No, it couldn't be. But my feet were already moving. I walked toward that half-open study door like I was in a trance. Every step felt heavy. Like I was walking toward the edge of a cliff. The closer I got, the clearer the voices became. "Leighton... stop it! You're so bad!" The woman's voice was young. Sweet and teasing. My fingernails dug into the wall. "Am I?" Leighton's voice was playful, too. Happy. I hadn't heard him sound like that in months. "You're the one who came to my study wearing that dress." "I wore it for you." Her voice dropped lower. Intimate. "Do you like it?" "I love it. Come here." The sound of rustling fabric. A soft gasp. Then giggling. I pressed myself against the wall, my whole body trembling. Part of me wanted to burst through that door right now. To scream at them both. To shift into my wolf and tear them apart. But another part of me—the stupid, hopeful part—wanted to be wrong. Wanted this to be some kind of misunderstanding. I moved closer to the door. Just close enough to see through the crack. What I saw made my blood turn to ice. Leighton sat on the edge of his desk, his shirt unbuttoned. A young woman stood between his legs, her hands on his bare chest. She had long red hair and perfect pale skin. She wore a tight green dress that showed off her figure, and now she was half naked, huge breasts hanging in front of Leignton's face. Julia. From the Blood Moon Pack up north. She'd arrived three months ago for some kind of "alliance exchange program." Young wolves from fresh packs living together, learning from each other. Building connections. I'd welcomed her myself. I fed her at my table. Smiled at her during pack gatherings. And now she was in my husband's study at three in the morning, naked, with her hands all over him. "Are you sure that old woman won't catch us?" Julia asked, running her fingers down his chest. Old woman? The words hit me like a slap. I was only thirty years old! How dare she— "Her?" Leighton laughed. Actually laughed. "You mean Sophia? Don't worry about her." He said my name like it was nothing. Like I was nothing. "She barely has any power left these days," he continued. "Can't even shift fully anymore. She's always tired, always weak. Completely useless as a Luna." Each word was a knife in my chest. "But she's still your wife," Julia said, though she didn't sound concerned at all. "The pack's Luna." "Not for much longer." Leighton's voice turned cold. Hard. "Tomorrow at the full moon ceremony, everyone will see the truth. That she's not fit to be Luna anymore. Her power is fading. The pack members already doubt her." He pulled Julia closer. "And you, my beautiful Julia—you'll be the new Luna. Your bloodline is pure. Your power is strong. You're everything this pack needs." The world started spinning. I grabbed the wall to keep from falling. My legs felt like water. My heart was breaking into a thousand pieces. Three years. For three years, I'd been his wife. I'd given birth to his daughter. I'd fought for this pack. Bled for this pack. Nearly died protecting pack children from Shadow Hunters. And he was throwing me away like garbage. "What about the ceremony tomorrow?" Julia asked. "How will you get rid of her?" "Simple. I'll announce that she's stepping down for health reasons. Everyone already sees how weak she's gotten. They won't argue." "And then we can be together?" "Then we announce our engagement. You, from the noble Blood Moon family, will make a perfect Luna. Much better than her." I bit my lip so hard I tasted blood. "What about Erica?" Julia asked. "Your daughter. The heir." There was a long pause. Then, Leighton said something that shattered whatever was left of my heart. "Erica?" He scoffed. "That little failure? She inherited her mother's weak bloodline. She can barely shift at all. She'll never be a strong Alpha." My baby. My sweet daughter, who was still learning, still growing. He called her a failure. "I need a proper heir," Leighton continued. "A strong one. With pure Blood Moon genetics." "Well..." Julia's voice turned sly. "What if I told you you'll have one soon?" Silence. "Are you saying...?" "I'm pregnant, Leighton. With your son." The joy in his voice made me want to vomit. "That's perfect! That's precisely what I required! A strong son to lead this pack into the future!" They kissed. I could hear it. The wet sound of their lips meeting. His hands are on her body. Her soft moans. I'd heard enough. I pushed away from the wall, ready to run. To get away from this nightmare. But my vision was blurry with tears, and I bumped into a side table. CRASH. A vase fell to the floor and shattered. The sounds from the study stopped immediately. "What was that?" Julia whispered. Footsteps. Coming toward the door.I found the drawing book two days later.Not because I was looking for it. Alaric had left it on the kitchen table when he went out to his morning session with Aldric, and I came in to refill my coffee. There it was, open, the pages spread the way a book spreads when it's recently been used, and the spine was still warm from a hand.I didn't mean to look. I looked anyway.The page it was open to was not the view from the wall, which I'd seen him working on two nights ago. This was something different. Something I hadn't seen him work on, which meant he'd done it this morning before the session or last night after I'd gone to bed, in whatever hours he occupies when the rest of the house is quiet. His particular way of seeing the world doesn't have to accommodate anyone else's.It was a figure.Not detailed—he doesn't draw people with much detail, preferring the shape of things to their surfaces. But the outline was clear enough. Someone is sta
The channel took until mid-morning to establish.I sat through the preparation without useful occupation, which is its own particular difficulty. There are things I am better at than I was two years ago: delegation, patience with ambiguity, and the recognition that not every problem benefits from my direct intervention. Sitting in a chair while Aldric made fine adjustments to instruments whose function I only partially understood, doing nothing, is not one of them.Kael brought coffee at some point. He set it beside me without comment and sat down on the low bench near the door, where he stayed for the next hour, requiring nothing from me. The coffee was excellent. I drank it and watched Aldric work and tried not to think about what three weeks of increasing signal might mean.You should eat something, my wolf said.I ignored her.I'm noting that for the record.She has developed over the past year a dry quality that I find both useful and a
The signal came back at 4:47 in the morning.I knew the exact time because I was already awake, sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of tea that had gone cold somewhere between the second and third hour of not sleeping. The window above the sink faces east. I wasn't watching it deliberately. I was looking at the grain of the wood on the tabletop, following one dark line where the tree had curved around something in its growth. Then the light caught the edge of my vision, and I looked up without meaning to.Silver. Clean and brief, just above the treeline.Gone before I could be certain I'd seen it.I put the cup down carefully.You saw it, my wolf said. She is not excitable. When she says something directly like that, without qualification, I have learned to trust it.I sat still for another moment, then I got up, rinsed the cup, and went to find Aldric.He was already in his workspace.This did not surprise me the way it on
Aldric was presented as the anchor and interpreter for the parts that required translation. A thirty-minute window. Cassius was somewhere in the deeper realm, in whatever configuration Cassius occupied when not in full physical presence.I sat in on the first four and then stopped because I understood that my presence was changing what happened. Alaric said things to Cassius that he might not have said with me there—not secrets, not anything I needed to be protected from knowing, but things that were his to have.A relationship that was his own, not mediated through me.What I did instead was wait in the hallway and talk to him afterward.He always came out and sat on the bench across from my room's door and told me the relevant parts. The updates on Cassius's research into Vael—ongoing, without urgency, but ongoing. The state of the deeper realm, which Cassius monitored with the patience of someone who had been doing it for centuries. Occasional obse
There was nothing. He offered two possible explanations: that Vael, having lost the vehicle he'd spent years developing, had retreated to assess and plan, or that the work's disruption of his presence in the Realm had cost him more than we'd realized, and he was recovering.“Which do you think it is?” I asked.“The second,” Aldric said. “He is old, but the work was thorough. What we did there was not small.”“But he's not gone.”“No, he is not gone.” He met my eyes. “There will be more. That threat exists, and it has not been resolved. But the immediate vector through Alaric is closed, and Alaric himself is no longer vulnerable in the way Vael needed him to be.”“So we have time.”“We have time. And we should use it
A wolf in the outer settlement, older, established, someone who had been at Black River since before I arrived, who saw Alaric in the market square and whose wolf-sense produced an instinctive alarm.He didn't act on it. He stood still and then removed himself from the situation with the self-possession of someone who understood that his instinct was not the same as the truth. But Alaric felt it. He came and found me an hour later with the contained expression of someone working through something.“Someone feared me,” he said.“Yes.”“I felt it.”“I know. You have a sensitivity to people's states that you didn't have before.”He thought about that.“Is it going to happen often?”“Probably yes, for a while. Fewer people
The storm had not yet broken, but I could feel it gathering behind my ribs, tightening like a fist.The Moon’s Tear was awake again, truly awake, and this time it didn’t feel like a blessing.It felt like someone else’s pulse, someone else’s breath, someone e
I stood, no, floated, in a place that was neither light nor darkness.A realm between breaths, between heartbeats, between worlds.Colors I didn’t recognize shimmered around me, shifting like liquid moonlight. The air tasted cold and old, like the first snowfall of creation.
The chamber was beautiful beyond words.The walls were covered in intricate carvings—wolves running, fighting, howling at the moon. Veins of moonstone ran through the rock like glowing rivers, pulsing with soft blue light that seemed to breathe.And in the center, on a pedestal of
"The Tear," I said."Here." I pressed my hand against my chest.I felt it. Inside me.No longer a separate object.It had merged with my essence completely. Become part of me at a cellular level.And I could feel its power. Hello, I thought about it.It didn't answer in words. But I felt its ackno







