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Chapter 183: Shared Fatigue
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2026-05-23 18:44:38
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Ride Or Ruin The Biker Who Owned My Soul Chapter 184: Fear of Loss
Elara’s POVThe panic started quietly; that was the worst part, not dramatically, not loudly, just a slow tightening inside my chest that appeared without warning one ordinary afternoon. Aurelia had been sleeping longer than usual, which should have felt like relief. Instead, I stood beside her crib staring down at her tiny sleeping form while dread crawled slowly through my body for reasons I could not explain logically.Her chest rose gently beneath the blanket, fell, and then rose again. I still reached down twice just to make sure. By the third time, my hands had started shaking.I stepped back immediately, disturbed by my own reaction. The nursery remained peaceful around me, and pale sunlight drifted through the curtains. The soft machine near the crib hummed quietly while Aurelia slept without concern. Nothing was wrong, and I knew that, but fear did not always care about logic.I walked out of the nursery too quickly and nearly collided with Ruin in the hallway; his expression
Ride Or Ruin The Biker Who Owned My Soul Chapter 183: Shared Fatigue
Elara’s POVBy the middle of the month, exhaustion stopped feeling temporary; it became part of the structure of our days, not unbearable, not dramatic, just constant.Aurelia’s sleep schedule still changed without warning, which meant ours changed too; some nights she slept peacefully for hours, other nights she treated rest like a personal insult and dragged both of us through endless pacing, feeding, soothing, and guessing.I had not realised how deeply exhaustion could settle into the body until now. My muscles still ached from recovery some mornings, and my back hurt constantly from carrying Aurelia for hours at a time. Even simple things like washing my hair or finishing breakfast uninterrupted started feeling strangely luxurious, and Ruin looked tired too, not emotionally distant but physically worn down.He hid it better than most people would have, but I noticed the details anyway. His reactions had become slower, the silences longer, and he often rubbed one hand over his fac
Ride Or Ruin The Biker Who Owned My Soul Chapter 182: Learning Together
Elara’s POVBy the end of the week, we finally accepted an important truth: that nobody naturally knew what they were doing, not me, not Ruin, not even Sofia, despite her constant confidence and alarming tendency to speak like she personally invented childcare. We were all learning through trial, error, exhaustion, and survival, mostly exhaustion.The estate kitchen looked unusually peaceful that morning compared to the chaos of previous days. As Aurelia slept in the carrier next to the table, sunlight streamed through the large windows. Sofia sat nearby, organising baby clothes with military seriousness, while Dean attempted breakfast and slowly destroyed the stove in the process.“You are burning eggs,” Sofia informed him.“They are cooking,” Dean replied.“They are black," Sofia laughed.“That is flavour," Dean said.Ruin walked into the kitchen carrying a folded blanket and looked directly at the smoking pan.“We should probably keep a fire extinguisher near you permanently.”Dean
Ride Or Ruin The Biker Who Owned My Soul Chapter 181: Sleepless Night
Elara’s POVBy two in the morning, I was beginning to understand why sleep deprivation qualified as psychological warfare. Aurelia had been awake for almost three hours, not crying continuously; that would have been easier somehow. Instead, she drifted through unpredictable cycles of fussing, brief calm, suspicious silence, and sudden screaming powerful enough to shake the entire emotional stability of the house.I sat cross-legged near the centre of the bed, holding her carefully against my shoulder while trying not to look as exhausted as I felt. Across the room, Ruin paced slowly with a bottle in one hand and the expression of a man losing a battle he could not physically fight.“She ate already,” he muttered.“I know,” I whispered.“She was changed.” He said.“I know,” I replied.“She cannot still be hungry.” He said.I looked at him tiredly. “She is a baby, not a hostage negotiator.”Aurelia immediately released another offended cry directly beside my ear, and Ruin stopped pacing
Ride Or Ruin The Biker Who Owned My Soul Chapter 180: Acceptance of Peace
Elara’s POVThe nursery took three days to finish, not because the room itself was complicated, but because nobody inside the estate could agree on anything without turning it into an argument first. Dean insisted the crib instructions were intentionally confusing, and Sofia claimed men only pretended not to understand instructions because they refused to ask questions.Axel assembled half a dresser backward and denied responsibility even while holding the wrong screws in his hand. Meanwhile, Ruin stood in the middle of the chaos, holding Aurelia with the serious concentration of someone trying to defuse explosives, and I leaned against the doorway, watching all of them quietly while warmth spread through my chest.This was what normal looked like: messy, loud, alive, not perfect but real. Ruin glanced toward me after finally noticing I had been standing there for several minutes.“You are enjoying this too much.” He said.“I am enjoying watching Axel lose a fight against furniture,”
Ride Or Ruin The Biker Who Owned My Soul Chapter 179: Stability Confirmed
Elara’s POVThe letter stayed unopened for almost two days, which alone showed how much Ruin had changed. The old version of him would have torn the envelope open immediately, searching for answers before emotion could interfere. He would have locked himself inside his office, obsessed over every sentence, and chased whatever truth emerged no matter how destructive it became, but now he waited, not out of fear but out of intention.He wanted to approach it calmly instead of through anger; that difference mattered more than he realised. The envelope sat on the dining room table through breakfast the next morning while rain tapped softly against the estate windows.Aurelia slept peacefully in the portable cradle beside us while Sofia argued with Dean about grocery inventory.“You bought six jars of pickles,” Sofia said.“They were discounted,” Dean replied.“We do not need six jars,” Sofia said.“We might be emotional,", Dean whispered.Luis walked into the kitchen halfway through the c
Ride Or Ruin The Biker Who Owned My Soul Chapter 21: The Target
Elara’s POVThe scream cut through the night like a blade. My body reacted before my mind could understand what was happening. I ran toward the clubhouse door, but Ruin caught my wrist.“Stay behind me,” he said. We rushed inside together.The hallway lights flickered again, casting uneven shadows
Última atualização : 2026-03-20Ride Or Ruin The Biker Who Owned My Soul Chapter 25: Confrontation
Elara’s POVThe estate was quiet, but it was the wrong kind of quiet.Every shadow seemed to shift just out of the corner of my eye, and the soft sound of the air conditioning felt louder than normal. I had not left my room since the lockdown, and I was beginning to realize that safety in Ruin’s wo
Última atualização : 2026-03-20Ride Or Ruin The Biker Who Owned My Soul Chapter 23: Closer Than Safety
Elara’s POVI did not sleep that night because the poison still felt like it lived inside my veins, even though Ruin’s antidote had saved me. My body rested in the large bed inside the penthouse bedroom, but my mind replayed the gala again and again.The falling glass.The burning throat.Ruin’s vo
Última atualização : 2026-03-20Ride Or Ruin The Biker Who Owned My Soul Chapter 22: Assassination Attempt
Elara’s POVThe morning began too quietly, and I had already learned that silence inside Ruin’s world usually meant danger was waiting to breathe.Sunlight filtered through the tall windows of the penthouse dining room, painting the marble floor with soft gold. I sat at the long table alone, starin
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