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Ride Or Ruin The Biker Who Owned My Soul
Ride Or Ruin The Biker Who Owned My Soul
Author: Sunshine splashy17

Chapter One — The Trade

last update publish date: 2026-01-30 11:53:00

Elara's POV

I was handed over like a package. No goodbye, no apology, just the weight of my father’s hand on my shoulder as he pushed me forward and stepped back into the shadows he had created.

The Iron Reapers’ compound loomed ahead with steel gates, barbed wire, and engines growling like caged animals. The smell hit me first: oil, smoke, leather, and something darker like fear, maybe violence that had soaked into the ground and never left.

Men were everywhere. Big men, scarred men, men who looked like they had survived fights that would have broken others. Their eyes followed me openly, unashamed to show what they saw: weakness, softness, leverage. I held my head high because I would not give them the satisfaction of seeing me falter. I would not beg.

A motorcycle engine cut through the air, slow and deliberate. The sound pulled everyone's gaze toward the center of the yard. A sleek, black bike rolled forward, and my breath caught in my throat. The rider moved with a calm that spoke of power and control, as if the world bent around him. He dismounted with unhurried control.

Kade Cross, they called him Ruin.

I had only seen his face in whispered rumours and blurry photographs passed between terrified businessmen. In person, he was worse. Taller. Broader, his presence pressed down on my chest like gravity. His hair was dark and cropped close. A faint scar split his eyebrow, giving him a permanently dangerous look. His eyes were cold, sharp grey—meeting mine without a flicker of curiosity, just a calculation.

He didn’t smile; he didn’t scowl. He simply watched me, like a man studying a problem he hadn’t decided how to solve yet.

“Is this her?” he asked. His voice was low, controlled, and deadly calm.

My father cleared his throat. “Yes. Elara Voss.”

Ruin’s gaze didn’t leave me. “She looks small.”

The men around him chuckled.

My jaw tightened. I refused to look away. “I’m not small,” I said.

The laughter stopped.

Ruin tilted his head slightly, as if surprised I’d spoken. He stepped closer, boots crunching on gravel, stopping just close enough that I could smell leather and smoke, something sharp beneath it. His eyes swept over my face slowly, deliberately.

“Didn’t ask,” he said.

My father shifted behind me. “The agreement...”

Ruin lifted one finger, cutting him off. Silence snapped into place.

“You don’t speak,” Ruin said without looking away from me. “Not unless I tell you to.”

My father obeyed immediately, and something inside me hardened.

Ruin turned his attention back to me. “You know why you’re here.”

“Yes.”

“Say it.”

I swallowed. “To settle a debt.”

“Whose?”

“My father’s.”

Ruin’s mouth twitched—not a smile, but something close to contempt. “And you think that makes this right?”

I didn’t answer because there was no right in this world, only survival.

Ruin took another step back, scanning the compound, the men, the gates. “Bring her inside.”

Two bikers moved toward me. I flinched before I could stop myself.

Ruin’s gaze snapped back to my face. “No one touches her,” he said sharply.

The men froze instantly.

My pulse pounded.

Ruin stepped forward again, this time closer than before. He leaned down just enough that his voice was meant only for me. “You walk on your own,” he said quietly. “Or this gets worse.”

I nodded once and moved forward.

The clubhouse was massive, with wood, steel, dim lights, and the low hum of danger. I felt eyes on me from every direction. Ruin walked ahead, unhurried, as if I were already part of his territory. He led me into a private room and shut the door behind us.

The silence was heavy.

Ruin leaned back against the desk, crossing his arms. “You’re not what I expected.”

“Disappointed?”

“Suspicious.”

I lifted my chin. “I didn’t come here by choice.”

“No one ever does.”

He studied me again, longer this time. “You know what men like me do with leverage.”

“Yes.”

“And you’re still standing here,” he said. “Why?”

Because I don’t have anywhere else to go. Because if I run, they’ll kill my father, and because I’m already trapped.

“I’m not afraid of you,” I lied.

Ruin’s eyes darkened. “That’s your first mistake.”

He straightened. “Your father made a deal with people who don’t forgive. The Bratva wants blood. I offered them something better.”

My stomach dropped. “Me.”

“You,” he confirmed. “But not the way you think.”

I frowned. “What does that mean?”

Ruin walked past me, poured himself a drink, then turned back. “You’re not a hostage.”

Relief surged too fast, too hopeful.

“You’re a solution.”

Cold spread through my veins.

“A marriage,” he continued flatly. “Between us.”

The words hit like a blow. “What?” I whispered.

“Temporary,” he said. “Public. Binding. It keeps the Bratva from touching you and stops them from starting a war on my turf.”

“You can’t...” My voice shook. “You can’t force me.”

Ruin’s eyes locked onto mine. “I already have and don't make this hard on us.”

The room felt smaller, as if the walls were closing in around me. My chest tightened, and I took a steadying breath. “I won’t sleep with you,” I said, my voice firm despite the fear twisting inside me. I looked him in the eye without flinching, determined to make it clear that there were some things I would not do, no matter what.

Ruin’s jaw tightened, a muscle twitching just beneath his skin. He didn’t respond immediately. Instead, he stared at me like he was weighing something far beyond words. Then, almost coldly, he said, “I didn’t ask you to.” His tone was low, controlled, and carried an edge that made it clear the matter was not a negotiation.

I blinked, caught off guard by his words. “Then what do you want from me?” she asked, her voice barely above a whisper.

He stepped closer, the space between us shrinking until I could feel the heat radiating from his body. “I want your loyalty. Your presence. Your silence. That’s what keeps you alive here.” His eyes locked onto mine, sharp and unyielding. “Not your body.”

The chill in his voice cut deeper than any threat. It wasn’t about desire or possession. It was about control. And I understood then that this was only the beginning of a long, dangerous game, and I had no choice but to play.

I stared at him, stunned.

“You think I want you like that?” he went on. “I don’t touch things I don’t trust, and I don't touch things I don't love."

“You’ll stay here,” he said. “You’ll wear my name. And you’ll do exactly what I tell you.”

“And if I refuse?”

Ruin stepped close again, his presence swallowing me whole. “Then the Bratva takes you instead.”

I closed my eyes. When I opened them, I said, “Fine.”

Ruin’s expression didn’t change, but something flickered behind his eyes like approval, maybe.

“Good,” he said. “The wedding’s tomorrow.”

Tomorrow.

The word echoed as he opened the door and motioned for someone outside. “Take her upstairs,” he ordered. “Locked room. Guarded.”

As I was led away, I felt his gaze on my back. That night, alone in a strange bed, fear finally caught up to me. But fear wasn’t the worst part; the worst part was the strange certainty settling in my chest that Kade Cross wasn’t the most dangerous thing in this deal because I had seen the way he watched me, not like prey but like a secret. And somewhere deep inside, I knew this marriage wasn’t meant to end when the debt was paid.

As I drifted toward sleep, voices carried through the thin walls. “…she doesn’t know yet,” a man said quietly.

Ruin’s voice answered, cold and final. “She can’t. If she finds out what she’s really here for, she won’t survive the night.”

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Comments (8)
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Natalia Mercedes
Ruin's character is so cold it's giving literal chills. It leaves me wondering about what will make a cold guy like him fall for her.
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Ayo Mide
hmm...coooll..giving me the dark romance vibe, loving it
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EbereWrites
Yeah. you got us on choke hold. let me keep reading.
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