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Ride Or Ruin The Biker Who Owned My Soul
Ride Or Ruin The Biker Who Owned My Soul
Author: Sunshine splashy17

Chapter One — The Trade

last update publish date: 2026-01-30 11:53:00

ARC I: THE TRADE

Elara's POV

I was handed over like a package.

No goodbye. No apology. Just the weight of my father’s hand on my shoulder as he pushed me forward and stepped back into the shadows he had created.

The Iron Reapers’ compound loomed ahead—steel gates, barbed wire, engines growling like caged animals. The smell hit me first: oil, smoke, leather, and something darker like fear, maybe violence that had soaked into the ground and never left.

Men stood everywhere. Big men, scarred men. Their eyes tracked me openly, assessing, uninterested in hiding what they saw—weakness, softness, leverage.

I kept my spine straight.

I would not beg.

A motorcycle engine cut through the air, slow and deliberate. The sound pulled every gaze toward the center of the yard. My breath hitched as a black bike rolled forward, sleek and predatory, its rider wearing darkness like a second skin.

He dismounted with unhurried control.

Kade Cross.

They called him Ruin.

I knew his face from whispered rumors and blurry photos passed between terrified businessmen. In person, he was worse. Taller. Broader. His presence pressed down on my chest like gravity. His hair was dark, cropped close. A faint scar split his eyebrow, lending him a permanently dangerous look. His eyes were cold, sharp gray—met mine with zero curiosity.

Just a calculation.

He didn’t smile. He didn’t scowl.

He simply watched me, like a man observing a problem he hadn’t decided how to solve yet.

“Is this her?” he asked.

His voice was low, controlled, and deadly calm.

My father cleared his throat. “Yes. Elara Voss.”

Ruin’s gaze didn’t leave me. “She looks small.”

The men around him chuckled.

My jaw tightened. I refused to drop my eyes.

“I’m not small,” I said.

The laughter stopped.

Ruin tilted his head slightly, as if surprised I’d spoken. He stepped closer, boots crunching on gravel, stopping just close enough that I could smell him—leather and smoke, something sharp beneath it. His eyes swept over my face slowly, deliberately.

“Didn’t ask,” he said.

My father shifted behind me. “The agreement”

Ruin lifted one finger.

Silence snapped into place.

“You don’t speak,” Ruin said without looking away from me. “Not unless I tell you to.”

My father obeyed immediately.

Something inside me hardened.

Ruin turned his attention back to me. “You know why you’re here.”

“Yes.”

“Say it.”

I swallowed. “To settle a debt.”

“Whose?”

“My father’s.”

Ruin’s mouth twitched—not a smile, but something close to contempt. “And you think that makes this right?”

I didn’t answer. There was no right in this world. Only survival.

Ruin took another step back, scanning the compound, the men, the gates. “Bring her inside.”

Two bikers moved toward me.

I flinched before I could stop myself.

Ruin’s gaze snapped back to my face.

“No one touches her,” he said sharply.

The men halted instantly.

My pulse pounded.

Ruin stepped forward again, this time closer than before. He leaned down just enough that his voice was meant only for me.

“You walk on your own,” he said quietly. “Or this gets worse.”

I nodded once and moved forward.

The clubhouse was massive, with wood, steel, dim lights, and the low hum of danger. I felt eyes on me from every direction. Ruin walked ahead, unhurried, as if I were already part of his territory.

He led me into a private room and shut the door behind us.

The silence was heavy.

Ruin leaned back against the desk, crossing his arms. “You’re not what I expected.”

“Disappointed?”

“Suspicious.”

I lifted my chin. “I didn’t come here by choice.”

“No one ever does.”

He studied me again, longer this time. “You know what men like me do with leverage.”

“Yes.”

“And you’re still standing here,” he said. “Why?”

Because I don’t have anywhere else to go.

Because if I run, they’ll kill him, and because I’m already trapped.

“I’m not afraid of you,” I lied.

Ruin’s eyes darkened. “That’s your first mistake.”

He straightened. “Your father made a deal with people who don’t forgive. The Bratva wants blood. I offered them something better.”

My stomach dropped. “Me.”

“You,” he confirmed. “But not the way you think.”

I frowned. “What does that mean?”

Ruin walked past me, poured himself a drink, then turned back. “You’re not a hostage.”

Relief surged—too fast, too hopeful.

“You’re a solution.”

Cold spread through my veins.

“A marriage,” he continued flatly. “Between us.”

The words hit like a blow.

“What?” I whispered.

“Temporary,” he said. “Public. Binding. It keeps the Bratva from touching you and stops them from starting a war on my turf.”

“You can’t...” My voice shook. “You can’t force me.”

Ruin’s eyes locked onto mine. “I already have.”

The room felt smaller. “I won’t sleep with you.”

A muscle in his jaw flexed. “I didn’t ask.”

I stared at him, stunned.

“You think I want you like that?” he went on. “I don’t touch things I don’t trust, and I don't touch things I don't love."

Something in his tone chilled me more than desire ever could.

“You’ll stay here,” he said. “You’ll wear my name. And you’ll do exactly what I tell you.”

“And if I refuse?”

Ruin stepped close again, his presence swallowing me whole. “Then the Bratva takes you instead.”

I closed my eyes.

When I opened them, I said, “Fine.”

Ruin’s expression didn’t change, but something flickered behind his eyes—approval, maybe.

“Good,” he said. “The wedding’s tomorrow.”

Tomorrow.

The word echoed as he opened the door and motioned for someone outside.

“Take her upstairs,” he ordered. “Locked room. Guarded.”

As I was led away, I felt his gaze on my back.

That night, alone in a strange bed, fear finally caught up to me.

But fear wasn’t the worst part.

The worst part was the strange certainty settling in my chest—that Kade Cross wasn’t the most dangerous thing in this deal.

Because I had seen the way he watched me.

Not like prey but like a secret.

And somewhere deep inside, I knew this marriage wasn’t meant to end when the debt was paid.

As I drifted toward sleep, voices carried through the thin walls.

“…she doesn’t know yet,” a man said quietly.

Ruin’s voice answered, cold and final.

“She can’t. If she finds out what she’s really here for, she won’t survive the night.”

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Ayo Mide
hmm...coooll..giving me the dark romance vibe, loving it
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Yeah. you got us on choke hold. let me keep reading.
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