I almost changed my mind. Twice.
But I went anyway. What's the worse that could happen? Because he was probably in pain.His room door was opened. I had never been in Carlos's room before so I couldn’t tell if that was a norm. He was sitting on his bed, his head was up like he was waiting for me.Carlos didn’t say a word as I came in.“Heard you were injured. How’s it?” He gave a painful smile. “Hurt’s like hell” I had planned to stay by the door and offer my condolences, but it was the first time for me to see Carlos shirtless. I couldn’t stop my legs from moving closer to him even if I tried.“Why don’t you sleep, it’ll feel better by morning.”“I tried. It hurts no matter how I turn.” “What happened” I wondered how he got injured. “Was knifed.” He answered roughly. I looked at the haphazard bandage he’s wrapped around the wound. “I’ll redress it.”“NO” His response was vehement. I acted like I didn’t hear him. I brought the first aid box to the bed.“You’ve got two options. 1 is to be a child and scream, there’s no big deal about that except that you’d be disturbing 32 people who had a very rough day, or you be a man and let me arrange your injury”’’ Nothing would have prepared me for response, “Would being a man make you look at me like you do Louis.” It took me seconds to understand. “You think I’m fucking Louis.” “Aren’t you?” Being nice to this man was a tough job. “Why don’t you ask him.” “I don’t need to. You’re so fucking hot and you throw yourself into his arms every time while all you do is tease me.” “I do not throw myself on anyone and neither am I a tease.” Carlos grabbed my waist with both hands as I tried to turn away.“So what were you doing yesterday, in the pool” Hot memories came rushing back into my head from the day before, it was more hot knowing he was remembering them too, Knowing he had the image of my boobs and curvy as in his head right now.I could feel myself getting turned on. “let’s get your wound clean Carlos.” No one spoke as I applied spirits and cleaned his wound with cotton wool, but the air was thick with sexual tension.The wound was deeper than I had expected. He didn’t even flinch till I was done. I wrapped him with a new set of bandages.“You should be better now” After I closed the first aid box, I heard him ask. “No painkillers?” “If you wanted painkillers why didn’t you say before I closed the box” “What I want isn’t in that box Ranya”“What do you want?” “You, I want you. Be my painkillers” His voice was rough and full of emotion. Carlos needed me. How could I say no?I found myself opening myself sitting beside him on the bed and offering him my lips so he could kiss them. And kiss it he did. I haven’t been kissed a lot. Having Blue Blood as a father wasn’t a turn-on to most men.I’ve tried messing with some of the men my father had sent to watch me but they feared my dad a lot, none of them ever went beyond a kiss.Kissing Carlos felt like more than just a kiss. I felt like he was fucking me just with his mouth. Carlos kissed like a man. Teeth, lips, tongue and everything.He kissed me like I was food and he wanted more. I couldn’t touch him because I feared his wound would hurt. I wondered how far I would let him go. The rational part of me screamed not to let it go beyond a kiss, reminding me how he had hurt me earlier.The needy, sex-crazed, and Carlos infatuated part of me told me this was exactly what I wanted when I teased him yesterday. I knew I wanted his hands on me. But sex? But then, Carlos wouldn’t be able to go all the way with his injury still hurting, right?“Let me touch you, Rayna, let me see you.” Those words were all it took to shun that rational part of me.“Take these off.” while tugging my down my legs. I obeyed. My shirt went over my head.He didn’t bother to take off my panties, he pushed them aside and palmed my clit. Fuck. I want his fingers inside my pussy. I was already wet. And he loved it. “So wet for me, so ready. I want to see it. I want to see how ready you are. Open your legs for me babe. Open them wider.”My shorts were in the way but he didn’t seem to notice as he pushed my legs farther apart. Until I was open before his eyes.Then he pulled my panties… like he wanted to rip them off, then he let it go. It slapped me against my exposed clit. It stings, yet it was hot, it made me want him more. It was painful, but at the same time, it excited me. He did it again, harder. The sting was harsher, the pain was sweeter. I wanted him more.When his hands hooked on my panties the third time, I closed my legs on his hands, not that I had the strength to stop him, but just to show him what I wanted. “You’ll have to tell me with that beautiful mouth, those pink lips” Desire drowned shyness and shame. I had become a ball of lust.“Fuck me with your fingers Carlos” And he obeyed. I was his painkillers.One finger slipped inside of me. I felt the invasion, but I needed more. More of Carlos. Precisely more of his finger.“More, Carlos, more” Then he added another finger, slowly easing them in and out, fuck, he was going too slow, teasing my brains out. I wanted more than this. Shamelessly I begin to grind myself on his finger but his other hand holds me down. “You just have to ask, tell me my love. Your wish is my command.“Then fuck me harder Carlos. Fuck me harder”Then I was lost.Then I was lost. Hot, hard, fast. His finger was sliding in and out of me and my head couldn’t count. Yes, yes. Fuck, hard. Just like that. Perfect. The room filled up with slutty sounds, coming from me. My moans filled the air. The sultry sounds of his fingers fucking me were like music in my ears. Turning me on. I could myself going crazy. I wasn’t going to be the only one. I lifted my back from the bed and looked at his crotch. He was so fucking hard. Just for me. Following my gaze, he smiled. And fucked me harder. I forgot my plan. I forgot my name along with it... Then my soul probably left my body because I came so hard, I saw the sun and moon and started circling planet Earth. When I came back to myself. I found Carlos looking at me with tamed hungry eyes. “You’re the one who’s going to be waking 32 people now.” He joked. And we both laughed. I wanted more. But I knew this was all his wound could let him do. I sat up and placed my hands on his very hard chest. “What ab
I sneaked out before morning. What have I gotten myself into?I didn’t feel like cooking so I decided we would all eat out; I hadn’t left the house in a long time too.Morning came and Juan didn’t feel like going anywhere, Carlos didn’t leave his room either. I was stuck with Louis who didn’t mind going out with me. So, we went out.One of my favorite places in Mexico City was Restaurant Rosetta. They had outdoor seats and the most delicious food. The vibe there was nice. I wondered if I would like to eat here with Carlos.Louis and I decided to eat there and order a take-home for Carlos and Juan.It almost seemed like a date. Louis and I sat on the same table, opposite chairs and he was looking directly into my eyes. It almost felt like he knew something was up with Carlos and me. Yet he said nothing. He just watched me.“Rayna.” Louis broke the silence. I shifted my attention away from my food to him. “Got any idea what’s up with Carlos?”“Nah.” It technically wasn’t a lie because I
All my braveness seemed to come only when I was in bed with Carlos because I don’t think I’d be able to be a Dominant. Why didn’t I ask for a million dollars instead?I’m glad I had a good excuse to hide but I'm not glad my period is here.Period cramps should be a terrible disease.I used my last sanitary pad and had to go buy another.My cramp wasn’t bad yet, but it was hurting a little. I didn’t carry a car because I didn’t plan to go far, but when I got to the closest store and all my favorite brands had been sold out, I started regretting not carrying the car.I walked forward hoping I’d see somewhere to buy a good brand.The feeling came suddenly, like something cold was crawling up my back, I felt my hair rise.I was walking beside a glass building when I noticed a guy in all black, wearing a face cap and nose mask.Maybe that was the new style in town.He couldn’t be following me, right?I took a turn, and he followed.Okay, he was following me.I reached for my pocket to take
“If you ever had to choose between Louis and me, who would you go with?”“Choose as in?”“Let’s say you wouldn’t be able to see the other person ever again”That wasn’t even something I had to think about.“If not for Louis you would have sent my body to my dad and he would have fed it to vultures.”The words came out laced with hurt. I had forgotten about that and he just had to bring it back.I sat up, ignoring the pain in my stomach, and removed his hands from me. “I’d choose Louis over and over again.”He said nothing. Just stood up from my bed and left my room.That was the end of any situation ship between Carlos and me.One evening we had visitors. Some guys who worked for the Dos Santos.They brought bad news.One of their hideouts and been attached and five men were killed.Louis looked like he wanted to explode, and Juan looked like he wanted to cry. Only Carlos seemed calm.“Did you drop a message?”The guys looked at Carlos, surprised. “Yes, they did”The one named Jose op
Carlos came home a few minutes before midnight, his shirt was soaked red with blood.I was surprised to see he could still walk upright; I ran to him.“What happened? Where do you hurt, where you shot, knifed?” I was trying not to touch him but I wanted to help. I was very infuriated when he stretched lazily and gave an amused smile.“It’s not my blood”Oh, why was I even worried about him? Not like I cared anyway. I dropped my hands to my sides, it felt awkward so I folded them under my breasts.Carlos didn’t change his bloody clothes.When Louis got back, we did our progress check.Carlos’s day had been very eventful, he had discovered where Doom’s precious daughter was hiding and we were going to keep an eye on her in case Doom moved mad.The girls had been successfully dispersed. Now the battleground seemed fair.Juan had checked out Doom’s main source of money. It was right under our nose and we didn’t even know.On the streets that were claimed by Dos Santos, Doom had been using
I got to the car and moved immediately.I had noticed a little traffic jam earlier so I decided to take another route, it was a longer one but I would be able to speed up.I stepped up the gas.Frustration hit me when I saw a slow sign down ahead I slowed down even before I got to it, I almost didn’t notice the big truck coming at me.It didn’t horn or do anything to hide its intentions. I was about to be murdered.I hit the brakes immediately.Fear gripped my hands and then began to shake, I tried taking a U-turn but it would be of no use. There would be no surviving that.Sweat broke out on my forehead. Never have I felt death so close. I couldn’t die like this.There were so many things I needed to do. Carlos was waiting for me. Everyone was waiting for me. This cannot be my end. NOOOO.Then all of a sudden, another truck horned behind me.I almost accepted today would be my last day. Whosoever wanted me dead had planned it thoroughly.I wondered what to say as my last prayer.I c
I offered to go to wherever Anna was to protect her, I might not be the best in fighting but I knew how to defend myself but Carlos strongly objected but everyone else thought it was a good idea.“No, it won’t, we would be putting both women in one basket, Doom gets one, and he gets both”“But I do nothing here, I would go crazy if I didn’t do anything.” I was almost screaming, why wouldn’t let me breathe? He fills me with sexual frustration, he is never nice to me, he expects my absolute trust, and doesn’t want me out of his sight. Why doesn’t he understand he had no claim on me?Carlos seemed to have a very important card because everyone eventually sided with him.On day 5, Jose taught me how to play cards and the rules of gambling.I was quite good already. One of my past bodyguards was good at it. Miguel was very handsome and I tried hard to mess with him, but he never even kissed me. He said I was twitchy because I had nothing to do so he taught me how to play cards. He once pro
He did.“You’ve been avoiding me, you teased me and dropped me, you’ve stalled sex with me. Why now?”How dare Carlos call me a tease. I’ve given him all I could. I am playing my last card; couldn’t he see my desperation?The fucker’s hands were still on my boobs. I threw them away and tried to adjust my clothes.Something flashed in his eyes and he drew me close that there was no space between our bodies. My boobs were kissing his chest and we were looking eye to eye.He looked mad, angry. His breath came out harshly and his voice came out cold. His hands went around my neck.“You would keep still and wait for me. When the time finally comes, we would have all the time in the world to do all the shit and games we want. For now, you will keep calm.”He arranged my gown and tied it behind me.His hard demeanor lessened a bit. “For Anna”That was enough to calm me. “For Anna”Someone was called to do my makeup and style my hair. I felt very conscious because Carlos sat and watched me.W