MasukI stared at the monster in front of me, dumbfounded by his inhumane request.
“You want me to… touch myself?” The words sounded foreign to my ears, but the darkness in his eyes showed that this wasn’t up for debate.
Except for my wolf’s excitement, everything about this was wrong. On what’s supposed to be my matrimonial bed, I would be touching myself to the view of another man, when my supposed husband was barely dead.
The air stood still with tension as Ares kept his predator eyes pinned on me, and I let out a shuddered sigh. I could fight this. I could say no, scream, and risk being killed.
But he threatened my father. The only family I had left. And like Elinor said, I had to play the long game.
I had to make him not see me as a threat.
So, blinking back my tears, I scooted back into the bed, my back hitting the headframe.
My breathing grew uneven as I took in the air laced with the dark, intoxicating scent he emitted, and my wolf pawed and pleaded for me to greedily inhale more of our mate’s delicious scent.
Ares’s gaze sharpened as I summoned the courage to slowly part my legs, his lips tugging into a smirk.
“That’s it, Little Wolf. Show me how wet you are,” he murmured, his husky voice causing my nipples to tighten into buds against my own will, my whole body on autopilot, in contrast to my mind, which was roaring and fighting desperately against this attraction to him.
His gaze dragged across my body as he watched me, leaving a set of tingles on each surface his eyes grazed.
“You think I don’t see it?” His tone was low and taunting as he slowly licked his lips. “The way your body betrays you. You hate me… but your wolf knows who you belong to.”
Shae burned hotter than fire as I pushed through my hesitation and spread my legs wide, baring my most intimate parts for him to see as he was close to me, driving a reaction I had never had for anyone out of me. The bed soaked from my wetness, and my face reddened as I took in his physical response.
“Fuck.” he growled deeply as his eyes stayed pinned on my exposed pussy, causing my breathing to match his heavy, hungry ones. The low light made it hard to see, but I could see the imprint of his dick from the fabric of his pants, and I wondered how they might look in person.
Seth and I kissed, but that was all it ever was. He was a gentleman, but I never felt this primal need I was feeling now. This overwhelming urge to have Ares devour me, despite every fibre of my being hating him, was a feeling I could never understand.
My clit throbbed as his eyes drank me in, and his dark orbs met mine after a moment passed. They were pitch black, and I could see it was taking everything in him not to break his promise of not touching me tonight.
If it were left to my wolf, he would touch every part of me.
“Continue,” he ordered, and I took a deep breath. Although I've never indulged in anything sexual with Seth, I have read a lot of books. So touching myself wasn't new, as I often did it in the comfort of my room, daydreaming about the scenes of the naughty pages.
But doing it in front of a man, one who seemed to have worked the pages of the most unhinged sex stories, was a first.
But something was dominating about the way he stared at me, like one action could make him come undone.
So I lowered my hands to my incredibly moist pussy, my fingertips slowly finding my clitoris, the bud hard and needy for attention.
My breath stuttered as my fingers brushed the swollen nub, a gasp slipping out before I could stop it. The shame tore through me, but my wolf howled with relief, begging me to take more, to give more.
Ares leaned forward, his arms clutching his thighs, watching me like a predator watches its prey.
“Look at you. Dripping. Burning for me. Your body knows its master. Your body knows it belongs to me.” He said, his voice strained and husky as the veins on his head popped hard for restraint.Pushing out of the fog of lust, I muttered, “My body belongs to no one.” But I wasn't convincing anyone.
My fingers instinctively trailed to my opening, and I slipped a finger into my wet folds, my eyes pinned on him as I repeated the action, small cries leaving my lips as I couldn't pretend anymore.
“Fuck,” he growled, “Faster.”
Without thinking, I did exactly that, my fingers pumping in and out, my other hand finding my nipples through the sheer fabric of the nightdress.
“Dirty dirty girl.” He growled, “Faster,” he commanded again, making me clench my fingers, and I increased my pace.
My body obeyed even as my mind screamed. My legs parted, and his eyes darkened with feral hunger.
“Good girl,” he rasped, dragging his tongue across his lower lip, his arousal obvious in the way his chest rose and fell, in the bulge straining against his pants. “Now, make yourself come. Show me how sweet you are when you break.”
“Fine,” my mother said, though she didn’t look convinced. “Just discussing final details.” “Wonderful.” Adrian’s arm slid around my waist. “Elena and I should get going. We have the menu tasting this afternoon.” As we left, I felt my mother’s eyes on my back. She knew something was wrong. But knowing and being able to help were two different things. The menu tasting was another exercise in control. Every dish I preferred, Adrian rejected. “Too simple,” he’d say. Or “Not impressive enough.” He chose everything. The food. The wine. The presentation. “This is our wedding,” I finally said. “Shouldn’t I have some say?” “Of course you should.” His smile was indulgent. “But darling, you’re not thinking clearly. Still weak from your illness. Let me handle the details. I know what’s best.” What’s best. Translation: what he wanted. “I don’t like fish,” I said when he selected a seafood course. “You’ll learn to like it.” His hand covered mine. “I’ll teach you.” The head chef look
ElenaThe next morning, I woke to find Elinor shaking me gently.“You need to get up,” she said quietly. “Adrian sent word. He’s taking you to the seamstress this morning. For the wedding dress.”I wanted to refuse. Wanted to stay in bed and let the fever take me.But Adrian’s threats hung over me like a sword.“Help me dress,” I said.Elinor’s hands were gentle as she helped me into a simple gown. My body still ached from the broken bond. Every movement felt like wading through deep water.“You don’t have to do this,” Elinor whispered as she laced my dress. “Tell your father. Tell him what Adrian really is.”“I can’t.” My voice was hollow. “He’ll kill Kieran.”“Kieran is already gone—”“But not dead.” I met her eyes in the mirror. “And as long as he’s alive, I have to protect him. Even if it costs me everything.”She looked like she wanted to argue. But she just finished the laces in silence.Adrian arrived precisely on time.He smiled when he saw me, his expression warm and loving.
ElenaI watched from my window as dawn broke over the palace.Below, in the courtyard, a small group was preparing to leave. Horses. Supplies. Guards escorting a single rider north.Kieran.My hand pressed against the cold glass as if I could reach him from here. As if the distance between my tower window and the courtyard below wasn’t an impossible chasm.He didn’t look up.Why would he? The bond was broken. He couldn’t feel me watching. Couldn’t sense my desperation, my grief, my need to run to him.He mounted his horse with fluid grace despite the beating Adrian’s men had given him. Even from here, I could see the stiffness in his movements. The way he favored his left side.They’d broken ribs. Split his lip. Blackened his eye.All because he’d touched me.All because I hadn’t been brave enough to choose him before it was too late.The group began to move. Heading toward the gates. Toward the northern border. Toward a life that didn’t include me.I wanted to scream. To throw open t
Elena“Adrian—” I started.“Don’t.” He held up a hand. “Don’t lie to me. Not now. I can see it. I can see everything.”“It’s not what it looks like—”“Isn’t it?” His voice was cold. “Because it looks like my fiancée is on a terrace with her bodyguard. Looking very much like she’s been kissing him. Looking very much like there’s something between them.”Silence.Heavy and damning.“How long?” Adrian asked quietly.“Adrian, please—”“How long, Elena?” His voice rose. “How long have you been sneaking around with him? How long have you been lying to me?”I couldn’t answer. Couldn’t speak.Kieran stepped forward. “My lord, this is my fault—”“Stay out of this.” Adrian’s eyes never left me. “I’m talking to my fiancée. The woman who’s supposed to marry me in ten days. The woman I thought loved me. So I’ll ask again. How long?”“Since the storm,” I whispered.He laughed bitterly. “The storm. Of course. When you were trapped in the tower. When I was worried sick about you. You were with him.”
ElenaI avoided Kieran for three days.Three agonizing days where I threw myself completely into wedding preparations.Final dress fitting. Seating arrangements. Menu confirmations. Vow writing.I forced myself to be present. To be engaged. To commit fully to Adrian.Adrian noticed the change."You seem different," he said over breakfast on the third day. "More... here.""I am here." I squeezed his hand. "I'm sorry I've been so distant. But I'm ready now. Ready to be your wife."He smiled, relief clear on his face. "I'm glad. I was starting to worry you were having second thoughts.""No second thoughts." The lie came easily now. "Just pre-wedding jitters.""Well, ten days from now, you'll be my wife. And all the jitters will be worth it."Ten days.I had ten days to keep avoiding Kieran. To stay strong. To not break.I could do this.I had to.That evening, there was a ball. One of the final pre-wedding celebrations.I wore silver silk. My hair was elaborately styled. I looked every i
ElenaThe next week was agony.Wedding preparations intensified. Dress fittings. Menu tastings. Rehearsals.All while I snuck away to be with Kieran every chance I got.We were reckless. Desperate. Completely out of control.The library became our favorite spot. Late at night when everyone else slept.But also the training yard before dawn. The storage rooms in the east wing. Even once in the gardens after dark.Each time more dangerous than the last.Each time closer to being caught.“We’re going to get caught,” Kieran said one night in the library.We were tangled together on the floor behind the stacks, both still breathing hard.“We won’t.” I traced patterns on his chest. “We’ve been careful.”“We’ve been lucky.” He caught my hand. “But luck runs out, Elena. And when it does—”“Then it does.” I kissed him. “I don’t care anymore.”“You should care. The wedding is in two weeks.”Two weeks.Fourteen days until I married Adrian.The thought made me sick.“Don’t remind me.”“Someone ha
Elena“You’re cruel, you know.”I turned to find Kieran emerging from the shadows.“What?”“Letting him kiss you.” His voice was hard. “Letting him talk about your future together. Letting him plan a wedding that should never happen.”“What am I supposed to do? Tell him the truth? Destroy him?”“Ye
Elena The next day, I threw myself into wedding preparations with renewed determination. If I kept busy enough, maybe I wouldn’t think about Kieran. Maybe I wouldn’t remember last night. Maybe I could convince myself I was doing the right thing. I met with the seamstress for my final dress fitt
ElenaHis kiss was consuming. Desperate. Like he was trying to devour me whole.I kissed him back with equal hunger, my hands pulling at his shirt.He helped me, yanking it over his head and tossing it aside.Then his hands were on me, unlacing my dress with practiced efficiency.“Wait.” I pulled b
ElenaI committed to Adrian with everything I had.If Kieran was leaving in two days, if he’d given up on us, then I’d prove he was right to leave. I’d prove I could be happy with Adrian. I’d prove the bond didn’t matter.Even if it was killing me.“You seem different,” Adrian said over breakfast t







