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Ava pov
The first time Damian Cole looked at me like a woman instead of his daughter's best friend, I was halfway into a stranger's car. Chloe's birthday parties were never small. They were events. The kind where fairy lights wrapped around the trees in the garden and expensive champagne flowed like water. Her friends crowded the music near the pool, laughing too loudly, while her father's investors stood in tight circles under the patio heaters discussing numbers and pretending they were not judging everything around them. I had been moving between both worlds all night. Too young for the investors. Too serious for Chloe's wilder friends. Smiling. Laughing. Pretending I did not feel out of place. Daniel chose that exact night to tell me he was not looking for anything serious. He said it kindly. That was the worst part. Soft voice. Gentle smile. Like he was letting me down easily. Like I had imagined something more all on my own. I nodded like it did not matter. It mattered. I told Chloe I needed air. She was already tipsy, blowing out candles for the second time because someone missed recording it the first time. She hugged me and promised we would do brunch tomorrow. I slipped away before anyone could ask questions. The driveway was quieter than the garden. Darker. The music faded into a distant rhythm. The night air cooled the heat in my face. Marcus found me there. He had been orbiting the party all evening, one of Damian's newer investors. Polished. Confident. Slightly too charming. The kind of man who looked at you like you were already an option. "Leaving already?" he asked. "Just getting some air." "You deserve better company than college boys who cannot commit." I almost laughed. He was not wrong. It just sounded different coming from him. "I can drive you home," he offered. I should have said no. Instead I shrugged. "Sure." It felt harmless. It felt like proof that I could move on easily. He walked me to his car. His hand rested low on my back. Not inappropriate enough to cause a scene. Just close enough to remind me he thought he had permission. "I promise I will get you home safe," he said, opening the passenger door. Safe. I stared at the open car door and wondered if I was trying to prove something to myself. I placed one foot inside. Headlights cut across the driveway. Bright. Direct. Unavoidable. Marcus muttered something under his breath. I knew that car. No one else parked that precisely. No one else moved through space with that kind of quiet authority. The driver's door opened. Damian stepped out. He was not wearing his tie anymore. His jacket hung open. His sleeves were rolled once at the wrist. He looked less like the billionaire host and more like the man who built the empire himself. He walked toward us without raising his voice. "Mr. Cole," Marcus said quickly. "I was just taking Ava home." Damian's eyes never left me. Not Marcus. Not the car. Me. I felt the shift immediately. Something in his expression had changed. It was not anger. It was not concern. It was sharper than that. He reached us and removed Marcus's hand from my back. Calm. Controlled. Firm. "She is not going anywhere with you," he said. Marcus forced a polite smile. "She already agreed." "I am aware." The tone was polite. Too polite. Marcus hesitated. Investors knew hierarchy. They could sense when they had stepped into the wrong territory. "I assure you, sir, she is perfectly safe." "Your assurance is not required." Marcus stepped back first. I stepped fully out of his car. "Why do you care?" I asked before I could stop myself. The question hung in the air. Damian moved closer. "And if I had not arrived," he said quietly, "who were you planning to leave with?" "I was not planning anything." "You were getting into his car." "That does not mean anything." "It means everything." There was something beneath his calm. Something restrained. Marcus cleared his throat awkwardly. "I think I will head out." Neither of us looked at him. His car pulled away, leaving only silence and the distant echo of music from the garden. Damian's hand settled at my waist. Not casually. Not protectively. Possessively. "You do not let other men touch what belongs to me," he said. The words did not feel accidental. Belongs to me. The words did not feel careless. They did not feel like something he would regret in the morning. They felt deliberate. Like he had been holding them back for years and had finally decided not to. I searched his face for humor. For a sign that he was exaggerating. For any softness that would make the statement easier to breathe through. There was none. Only control. Only something darker than I had ever seen directed at me. "I am not yours," I said, though my voice was softer than I intended. His thumb pressed slightly against my waist. Not enough to hurt. Enough to make it clear he heard me. "Then stop acting like you are trying to make me forget that." My heart pounded so hard it felt impossible that he could not hear it. "I was not trying to make you do anything." "You were getting into another man's car." "You do not get to be jealous." His jaw tightened. "I do not get jealous." "Then what is this?" Silence stretched between us. The kind of silence that changes things. He opened the passenger door of his car. "Get in." This time, I did. The interior smelled like leather and something distinctly him. Clean. Controlled. Familiar. He closed the door and walked around to the driver's side. For a moment I considered running back inside. Pretending none of it had happened. He got in. Started the engine. Neither of us spoke as he pulled away from the house. Streetlights passed over his face in brief flashes of gold and shadow. His hands were steady on the wheel, mine were not. I did not know whether I was more afraid of him being angry or of him not being.For a few seconds after I opened my eyes, I didn't move.The room was unfamiliar in that quiet way places sometimes are when you wake up somewhere that isn't yours. The ceiling was higher than the one in my apartment. The curtains were darker. The air smelled faintly of soap and something warmer underneath it.Then the memory came back all at once.The stairs.The fall.The way Damian had looked at me before anything happened.And everything that happened after.I exhaled slowly and stared at the ceiling again, as if pretending I hadn't remembered would somehow make the situation easier to deal with.It didn't.The bed beside me was empty.That fact made my stomach tighten slightly.For a moment I wondered if he had already gone downstairs, if Chloe was already awake, if the morning had started without giving either of us time to decide what this meant.I sat up carefully.The room was quiet.Too quiet.His bedroom looked exactly the same as it had the night before. Clean. Ordered. Al
"You keep saying that," I said.His jaw tightened slightly. "Because you should."I looked at him for a moment, searching his face for something softer than restraint, something easier than this constant push and pull between warning and want."But do you want me to?" I asked.The question settled between us like something dangerous.He didn't answer immediately."You know I should," he said finally."That wasn't what I asked."The words were out before I could stop them.His hand tightened once at my waist. Not enough to hurt. Just enough to register. The first visible crack in his control."Eva."The way he said my name this time felt like a plea.I should have stepped back then. I knew that. I knew exactly what kind of line we were standing on, how badly it could go, how impossible it would be to pretend after this that whatever existed between us was still made only of looks and unfinished conversations.But he hadn't let go.And I didn't want him to.So instead of stepping back,
By the time Chloe's brain finally gave up, the table looked worse than it had an hour earlier.Books were spread open in different directions, loose papers stacked over each other, and three pens had somehow rolled all the way to Damian's side of the living room without either of us noticing.Chloe dropped her head onto one of her notebooks with a groan."I'm done," she said. "If I look at one more formula tonight, I'll actually lose the will to live.""You said that forty minutes ago," I replied, closing the textbook in front of me."That was before elasticity ruined my life."From the sofa near the window, Damian looked up from his laptop."You were doing fine," he said.Chloe lifted her head just enough to stare at him. "You are legally required to say that because you live here.""That isn't how legality works," I said."It should be," she muttered.I smiled and began gathering the scattered pages in front of me. The evening had gone on longer than I expected, but not badly. Chloe
Chloe's kitchen table had slowly disappeared under textbooks.Economics notes, highlighted pages, loose papers covered with formulas she insisted were easy if you "looked at them the right way."I leaned over one of the pages, tapping a line with my pen."You flipped the ratio again," I said.Chloe groaned and dropped her head onto the table. "I didn't flip it. The textbook flipped it.""That's not how math works.""It should be," she muttered.I smiled and pushed the paper back toward her."Try it again."She sat up with a dramatic sigh but started rewriting the numbers.Sunlight filtered through the tall kitchen windows, soft and warm, making the room feel calmer than it probably deserved. Outside, the late afternoon was quiet. A few cars passed occasionally, but most of the neighborhood had settled into the slow rhythm of the weekend.Chloe chewed the end of her pen."If I fail this exam," she said, "I'm blaming you.""You asked me to help.""Yes, but I didn't expect actual work."
Chloe's house always felt different in the afternoon.The light came through the tall windows in long strips, stretching across the wooden floor and the pale sofa like quiet shadows. It was calmer than the nights here. Less tension in the air, less noise from the city outside.I dropped my bag on the chair near the entrance."Chloe?" I called."Living room!" her voice answered.I walked in to find her sprawled across the couch with her laptop open, half working and half scrolling through something on her phone."You look suspiciously relaxed," she said, glancing up."I survived Nadia's club adventure," I replied.Chloe's eyes lit up instantly. "Oh my God, the new one? Aurelian?""Yes.""And you didn't tell me?""You were studying for your exam," I said. "I didn't want to distract you.""That's not an excuse," she said, already leaning forward. "Tell me everything. Was it good? Was it full? Were the drinks expensive?""All of the above."She grinned. "I knew it."I sat down beside her,
I told myself I was only going for an hour.That was the lie I used whenever I needed to feel responsible while still saying yes. An hour meant I could show my face, toast someone's success, take a few pictures, then leave before the night turned into something I would regret.Nadia didn't let me pretend."You have been acting like a nun for two weeks," she said, tugging my sleeve as we stepped out of the car. "One night will not kill you.""I'm not acting like a nun," I said."You are," she insisted. "You say no to everything. You keep checking your phone. You look like you're waiting for a lecture."I shot her a look. "Stop reading my face."Nadia laughed. She was one of those university friends who collected people easily. She made plans the way other people breathed. If she decided you were coming with her, it was easier to accept your fate than fight.The new club was already glowing from the outside. Lights moved behind tinted glass. The bass hit the pavement like a heartbeat. A







