We both headed out of my room, and while she turned for the kitchens I went in the opposite direction to the main hall.
As soon as I walked through the doors, I saw four men in one corner playing music as everyone else chatted amongst themselves and moved from one conversation to another.
I ignored the kings hard stare on me, and I made my way through as everyone bowed and greeted me kindly, I came to three women, who I’m guessing were wives, they were too nicely dressed and looked too nervous to be the usual women my father had in here.
Matthias wondered over and handed me a cup of wine “Princess, you look stunning, it’s nice to have you with us tonight!”
“Thank you, is your wife here? I haven’t seen her in so long!”
“Yes, she’s just over there” He pointed to the long wooden table, that was dressed prettily in cloth and an array of delicious foods “I think she’s mainly here for the food” he joked
I giggled “I don’t blame her, it all looks incredible, I may have to stuff my face before it all goes”
“Well, you better get there before I do then” He laughed
“MATTHIAS” Edric bellowed across the room
Matthias looked to me apologetically “Sorry princess, I must see to the king, but it is nice to have your presence here… your glow just like your mother always did” He turned and walked over to Edric, and I could see the scowl on his face. I turned my attention away from him and strolled over to the wives to keep out of my father’s way.
“Princess” The three wives sang as they curtsied
“Hello” I greeted them all warmly, “may I ask what are your names?”
“Oh, I’m Mary, this is Claudia and Mabel” the brunette informed me with a smile
“I must say princess, you look so regal” Claudia complimented as she eyed my silk dress
“Thank you, you all look lovely, am I right to assume your husbands are guards here?”
“Yes, were the dutiful wives” Mary chirped as she rolled her eyes in humour “but they already seemed to have had one too many wines already”
At the same time, we all turned our attention to the men laughing and stumbling around as they danced to the music or poured more wine into their cups, spilling most of it onto the table and the floor. We all looked back to each other as we shared the same grin, one that said, ‘oh how typical, that they and the king are drunk already!’
Matthias’s wife than joined us as she smiled widely at me “Princess Aurelia” She spoke softly “How wonderful it is to see you”
“And you, Joan” I smiled at her chubby jolly smile “It’s been a long time since we’ve spoken”
“Yes, I know my dear” her smile faded as she suddenly looked forlorn. Looping her large arm in mine, she motioned for us to walk “Come, let’s have a walk about the room”
“Sure” I agreed, and I gave a farewell nod to the other wives.
“You know princess, one of the last times I saw you it was at a party, right here, just like this one, although there were women… those ‘fun’ women”
“I don’t think I remember”
“Oh, honey you were only around fifteen years of age, you happened to stumble in here, in your nightgown and you looked so confused and worried, so Matthias and I quickly took you back to your room before your father noticed”
I could understand why! if my father would have seen me like that, he would have made sure I received a harsh punishment the next morning.
“I think you must have been still half asleep, so Matthias carried you back and I sung to you until you fell back to sleep”
“I remember!” I gasped with joy as the memory suddenly came flooding back “You tucked me into bed and sang ‘oh fair one’ to me”
“That’s right!” she smiled “You still seemed so small and timid, so we wanted to keep you away from what was happening at the party”
“Well, thank you Joan, luckily I’m used to them now”
She looked at me in surprise “You mean, you attend those parties?”
I shrugged “Some!... but never for long, father tends to send me away when he feels I’ve outstayed my welcome”
“Oh honey” she spoke sympathetically “I am so sorry I don’t visit anymore, but the king didn’t like me being around much after your mother passed so Matthias said I had been warned to stop seeing you”
“What?” I asked in shock
“Yes, my dear. I don’t know if you remember but I was very good friends with your mother, so I guess your father didn’t want me around you, he always complained that your mother was making you too soft, so perhaps he felt my presence around you would do the same thing”
“I can’t believe it… I just assumed you were too busy, or now that I am older you didn’t want to see me anymore”
Her mouth fell slightly agape, with a sadness in her eyes “Oh, quite the contrary princess, I always loved spending time with you, I always think of you my dear and I do always hope you’re faring well”
I nodded with a smile to bring her some comfort “Yes, I’m doing just fine Joan, and I have Maude here with me every day, everything is ok”
“And your father… how… how does he treat you?”
“Umm… best as he can I suppose”
“Oh, my dear, it’s no secret that the king is a cold man, so don’t pretend with me”
I looked to her with an admitting smile “Ok” I whispered “He’s not the easiest to deal with but I get by, its all that I can do anyway”
“Well, now that I finally have an excuse to be here without being in trouble with your father, I wanted to tell you that, if you ever need somewhere to sit for a little while or someone to talk to, well… your always welcome in my home, honey. We can talk about anything. I really do want to be there for you princess, I promised your mother I always would, and I want you to know I do care for you”
I smiled at her with appreciation and warmth at her comfort, but it was just another reminder of my father’s spiteful actions of trying to keep as many people away from me as possible.
“Princess Aurelia, good evening” Mallon bowed before me causing mine and Joan’s private conversation to stop abruptly.
“Good evening, Mallon, this is a friend of mine, Joan”.
“Well, it’s lovely to meet one of Aurelia’s friends, how do you do Joan?”
Joan giggled under his charm as she curtsied “It’s an honor to finally meet you prince Mallon”
He smiled kindly at her then looked to me “I hope I’m not interrupting anything, I was just wandering If you would join me for a dance?”
“Oh, you’re not interrupting anything at all prince Mallon” Joan quickly intervened “I was just about to have some more wine anyway” she beamed as she gave me a subtle wink, unlooped her arm from mine and walked away.
“So, about that dance?” He asked me again with a charming smile, his blue eyes twinkling
I nodded “Ok, I guess I’d better say yes, seeing as you asked so nicely… twice!” I commented playfully.
He laughed as he twirled me over to the dancefloor “Well a lady as nice, should be asked twice” he witted and it caused me to burst into laughter
“So charming… does it ever tire you out?” I joked
“Oh, being so naturally charming is never tiring” he grinned as we came closer together and he lightly placed his hand on my back, and with his other hand he held mine gently, as if he was purposefully trying to tease my skin with his touch and it was working! I felt so nervous as my stomach rippled with waves of excitement and joy and… something else, something I didn’t recognise.
Even though the music was quite fast paced and everyone around us were dancing and bopping around loudly and joyfully in a drunken state, me and Mallon just swayed and stepped together in sync as I allowed my free hand to rest on the back of his neck. My fingers felt tingly and fidgety, wanting to touch his skin but not daring myself to be so bold and a part of me felt too scared to feel his warmth under my fingertips, fearing I’d be overcome with too many nerves and the last thing I wanted right now, was to become red faced right in front of him.
He looked intently at me as we ignored our surroundings, our eyes only holding on to each other.
“Can I spend some time with you again tomorrow?” he asked pleadingly
I nodded “Of course… that’s if you can tear yourself away from the king of course” I amused
He chuckled and I felt his forefinger suddenly caress my skin just for a fleeting moment. “I’ll just tell him I want to see you”
I smiled, all of a sudden feeling safe and warm in his presence and I wanted to applaud his bravery at being so honest with my father. He might not know him like I do, but I did know Edric didn’t like people being so bold with him especially seeing as his plan was to purposefully groom the prince to his standards.
We danced more as time passed while he twirled me, and we laughed together when he attempted to show me some of his dance moves that he and his brothers made up together. I felt slightly envious of him, he had siblings and from what I know of his family so far, they seem a great deal warmer and more affectionate than the one and only blood member I had here.
Just as we were dancing closely once more, my eyes unwillingly drifted from Mallon and wandered around the rest of the room. I felt a change in the mood and noise, as soon as my eyes scanned the hall, I noticed the wives were leaving, but the men were still drinking and two servants had bought out more containers of wine and ale, I knew this meant it was now time for just the men to enjoy themselves and the only women that would be welcome here now are those that would come here to please the drunken slobs.
I didn’t waste another moment, knowing I was about to out stay my welcome and it wouldn’t be worth it in the morning.
I loosened my hand from Mallon’s and smiled politely as he looked at me in confusion, but he still wasn’t used to my fathers ’ways’!
“Well, I must go to bed now”
“Now? But why?” he asked looking puzzled and slightly hurt
“Well...” I nodded my head for him to look around “It’s time for just the men to enjoy the rest of the party, so I better go”
“May I walk you to your bedchambers?”
I chortled with embarrassment “I fear that, if anyone should see us leaving together, they may get the wrong impression”
“Oh” he chuckled shyly and quickly nodded with understanding “Forgive me, I must admit, it completely slipped my mind, I guess I just didn’t want our time to be over quite just yet!”
What is it about this man that keeps a constant smile on my face whenever he’s around?
“I had a lovely evening with you Mallon”
“And I you, Aurelia”
“I shall see you tomorrow
“I can’t wait” he ginned fondly, and I felt my nerves return.
I quickly gave him a polite courtesy then made my way hurriedly out of the hall before Edric could spot that I was still there. Luckily, he was too distracted punching one of his guards in the face playfully, but hard enough to show off that he was the more powerful man!
I rushed to my room, trying to squish down the bubbling feeling that Mallon had caused, just the reminder of his hand on mine made me feel anger at the betrayal of my own heart... I knew what it was doing... it was falling for Mallon even though I had strictly warned myself not to fall for his charm, especially so quickly!
Four years later. I held firmly onto the bedpost as Maude laced the back of my dress. I reached for another piece of dry, cooked bread that she had advised might help with my sickness. My little bump was starting to show now under my dress, but this time I was more excited than I had been when I was withchild with Helena and she was just as excited as me and Mallon at the thought of her having a baby brother or sister. “Feeling any better my dear?” Maude asked as she finished the last bit of my dress. “Umm, a little, but it comes and goes”. “Well remember, just little nibbles dear”. She took a seat in one of the cushioned chairs and I took the one opposite her. Helena was with Lillian and her son Thomas, he was one now and every day he would want to follow Helena and she adored him and his little giggles, every time she did a silly dance or put on a puppet play for him. We couldn’t wait for her to be a big sister, we could see already she’d take the role seriously. So while Helen
Ten months later.In between trying to walk and crawl, Helena was trying to waddle across the throne room before sinking to her knees again after a few unsteady steps. Mallon swooped in behind her, clapping his hands and opening up his arms, he tried to encourage her to stand again and walk towards him. “seeing as she loves food so much, perhaps we should bribe her into walking”. He chuckled and I laughed with him.“Before you know it, she’ll be running circles around you and you won’t be able to keep up with her!“. I joked with him.“Yes, she’s definitely going to keep us chasing after her that’s for sure!”Just then Maude came in and straight away she rushed over to Helena and picked her up, giving her a hug. “Are you trying to walk, little princess? Don’t you just look positively beautiful today. You’re looking more and more just like your mother when she was a baby.” She coo’d at Helena.“She will be a beauty indeed, like her mother and one day she’ll capture the stone heart of a
Three weeks later“AAAAHHHHHH!! AAAAHHHHH.... IT HURTS, IT HURTS AAAAHHHH, WHY ISN’T IT OUT YET!!” I kept screaming at the doctor, Maude and the wise woman who was acting as my midwife. Luckily she had safely birthed children of her own and aided many women through the births of their own but as experienced as she was, I was not prepared for it to hurt THIS DAMN MUCH!“WHY ISN’T IT COMING? AAAAHHH! IS IT OK? AAHHHH FUCK!”The moment Mallon heard my screams, he broke tradition and came bounding into the room and took my hand as I squeazed his hard. “Mallon, it isn’t coming, why isn’t it coming yet?” I asked breathlessly as I writhed in pain.“It’s ok my love, it’s ok, the baby will come, you’re doing great my love, just keep strong”.“It fucking HUUURTS AHHHH!“. I yelled again.I saw as Mallon looked at the wise woman, I quickly looked to her aswell for a sign of what was happening. She simply nodded “This is normal, the baby will be ready to be pushed out, just keep breathing”.I want
Three months later:I walked through the halls whilst the autumn sun was streaming through the windows, my steps were slower and I felt like I was a waddling duck. All I could hear was John and Kol’s armour slowy shuffling behind me as they patiently waited for me to get to Cedric and Belinda’s room. My hands rested on my huge bump as I willed for it to stop pushing all of it’s weight onto my vagina and my legs, I felt as if someone had rested sacks of grain on my stomach and my feet were starting to swell in these blasted shoes that were squeazing my toes together.I entered quietly into their room to see the doctor wetting a cool cloth on Belinda’s forehead as she lay sleeping in bed, with Cedric and Nathaniel standing beside it, looking down at her, their faces tight with worry. I walked over to them and rested my hand on Nathaniel’s shoulder as belinda’s breaths were short and heavy, like every time she breathed in, it was as if she was gasping for air to reach her lungs. Cedric s
Ten weeks later:With everything that was looming over us, the village had been quiet since our soldiers had left almost two months ago. It seemed as though the sky had known the heaviness in our hearts as since the night they left, we hadn’t seen the sun in the sky. Grey clouds swarmed the sky from morning to night as if displaying the gloominess that lurked inside of us all every day. It was only three days ago that I was awoken with the news that I had been waiting for every day and worrying and filled with dread for the lives of all of our men.King Broch had finally returned word to me and had decided to agree to a new peace treaty and had informed me that he will not act against any of my allies unless he has good cause in future to do so. He explained that he was aware of Edric being removed from the throne but not why.. and that after conversing with neighbouring kings and queens, he found justifiable cause in Edric’s reign being put to an end. I took his letter to mean that h
Eight weeks later:I sat excitedly in a velvet cushioned seat with Mallon next to me, his hand covering mine on the arm rest as we over looked the crowd that was standing by in the village, with smiles of glee of the new matrimony they were exhilarated to see with this feeling of us all being brought together today for a happy celebration. I looked at the stone Pillars that were covered in green ivy and white flowers as Nathaniel stood in between them, waiting with the priest. I could see him nervously shifting on his feet as he waited for Lillian to appear.It wasn’t long until a young man, playing a soft tune on a flute began walking down the petal filled isle with Lillian close behind, with her mother walking at her side. Lillian’s dress was white lace from the bodice to the hem. The sleeves at her forearms flowed as she clutched her bouquet of white and pink blossoms. Her long brown hair was wavey with a band of flowers resting on her head. She looked like earth and nature, so pur