Twenty two: Mixed feelings and a goal

Roy.

I know I fucked up.

I shouldn’t have said those things to her. But when I saw her sad eyes, knowing she might be thinking about her past made my blood boil.

The mere thought of someone else having her heart made a violent surge of jealousy rush through me.

I ended up saying hurtful words in my fit of anger, failing to control my tongue.

Walking out of the house, I didn't go far. I couldn't. I was upset but I didn't want to leave her alone either.

I don't trust that mage.

So when I took deep breaths and controlled my anger, I turned back to return to the house so I could apologise, only for me to listen to her conversation with Lillith.

She wanted revenge for that Alpha. She wanted to poison me… how could she do this?

Yeah, I admit, I killed that bastard because I was jealous or Timber was… whatever. But he also had a sinister aura radiating off of him. He didn't have good intentions and I did her a favor by getting rid of him…

To some extent, I do understand why