I spent the whole of Saturday feeling very sorry for myself. I was starting to feel that Leon had over reacted. I was in the wrong, I shouldn't have said that but as Williams said, it wasn't incorrect. I had to get myself up and ready for dinner at nans and as I walked in the smell of food hit me. "Help yourself to the pot," she grabbed my hand. "Thanks nan.""Sit," she pointed to her tiny kitchen table. I did as I was told obviously and sat down. It was just me and her, Ryan wasn't here yet and she sat opposite me. My nan was old, in her eighties, I would have to ask Ryan how old. She was a tiny woman, her dark hair in a scarf over her head. She was me and Ryan's mother growing up, she was incredibly special to me. I looked into her warm dark eyes and she grabbed my hand."You're upset, tell me." Her voice was firm. "I'm okay," I waved off. "No child, tell me." It wasn't a request. "Just, I met a man and it's gone wrong and it's my fault and I feel awful." I shrugged. "What di
I was laying in my bed, certainly not playing with myself. I didn't even fucking need to Leon turned me on enough. I did manage to put on a very sexy red lingerie set that I had bought too long ago and had never worn. I didn't usually date, I worked twelve hours a day or night and it put a stop to socialising. I had a couple of girl friends from my police training but they were in the same boat too. I had never been with someone who was a police officer and lucky for us Leon was on the same rota as me, so we had the same days off. The doorbell went and I got up, looking through the spy hole before I opened my door in lingerie to my postman. It was Leon, a grin on his face. I opened the door, standing behind it and he came in. I shut it, feeling stupid at my outfit choice."Lex! Fucking hell!" He grabbed my waist, pulling me to him. "What a lovely surprise. You look so fucking sexy." He kissed my ear, going down to my chest. I giggled, running my hands up his top, I don't know when he
"Alright bye nan, love you." I put the phone down as I sat at my desk. "Nanny Duggan, how is she?" Leon asked, handing me a coffee. I turned my computer on, looking up at him."She's okay, she isn't feeling that great this morning." I shrugged. Leon was looking through some papers and put them down, his eyes on mine. "How so?" He asked, my butterflies returning. I really needed Leon to meet her, she would absolutely love him. "Just a bit blah, she said. I'm not sure.""Are you worried?" Leon asked, before taking a sip of coffee."A little bit, I suppose. I'm going to see her Friday." I looked at him. I had basically been staying at Leon's for a month now, him dropping me about a ten minute walk to work so I came in after. I looked up at Matt, my new partner. Leon was our sergeant and although I thought Matt was good, I suppose, he was no Leon. "Morning guys." He waved, sitting at his desk."Morning Matt." I smiled, Leon giving him a wave. Matt had dirty blonde hair, his pale skin
I pulled my vest off as I went back into our office. I knew Leon was pissed, we had just done another protest job and he fucking hated them. All we did was stand around, any arrest was always done by police constables and really we were there to scare people. My eye caught the figure in Williams's office. I looked closer and he finally caught my eye. The door opened and he smiled at me."Hi Lexie, you okay?""Yeah, I'm good dad. You?" He nodded, his eyes going to Leon as he walked next to me."Bailey, come here please." My dad said firmly. Leon looked up, throwing his vest onto his chair. "Course sir." Leon walked past me into Williams's office. I sat down with my eyes still on them. What the fuck did my dad want with Leon? I had a horrible feeling in my stomach and my heart was racing. I didn't even care as I stared into the office. The walls were glass and I could see my dad talking firmly to Leon who was sitting. Williams looked serious too and I swallowed down my nerves. I could
I had a heavy feeling in my gut as I ran Leon's doorbell. I didn't know what I was about to walk into and how he was going to be. I was glad he wanted to see me but I wasn't sure how talkative he would be. It was late, I stayed with nan while she ate and helped her get into bed. The door opened and Leon stood back, letting me in. He looked awful too, he was only in a pair or shorts and normally I would want to jump him. "Nan made you some chicken," I whispered, handing him the container. "Thanks," he chuckled sadly. I followed him into the living room as he sat down, putting the food on the table."Are you okay?" I asked, knowing the answer. "Nope, not at all." He put his head back. I rubbed my hands together, trying to think of what to say. "What happened?" I asked, staring at him. He looked over at me, tears in his eyes. I grabbed his hand, putting it into my lap. "I'm scared you're going to leave." His voice was painfully sad and it was doing nothing for my anxiety."Tell me,
I got into work about an hour early. It was awful to get ready and go to work as Leon couldn't do that this morning. He stayed in bed as I got ready but promised me he would get showered. I went straight into the office, knocking on Williams's door. I waved at a few people, Matt included as I walked into Williams's office. "Lexie, sit." Her voice was soft and I knew that she knew I had spoken to Leon. "Thanks ma'am, sorry to barge in so early but I wanted to talk to you about Leon." I swallowed hard, I didn't know what she thought about it all and she might be of a completely different mindset to me. "I'm glad you did, have you spoken to him?" Her hands were together on her desk, her eyes directly on mine. "I have ma'am.""How is he?" She cut over me, my heart settling, at least she gave a shit. "He isn't good. I'm not going to lie, it doesn't seem like he is eating and I think he slept a bit last night, I'm not sure." I shrugged, trying to not give the game away. I know he slept
I walked through the double doors, the officer at reception smiling at me. His dark hair pushed back. "Can I help?" He asked. I had my office uniform on, the classic dark polo shirt. "Hi, is DC Duggan about? I need to speak to him," I said, my hand on the desk. "He is, can I ask what case it's referring to?" He smiled at me. "Oh, no just tell him it's his sister," I chuckled. The officer smiled, picking up his phone. He spoke into it for a few moments before turning back to me. "Go straight ahead, he's in the main office." "Thanks." The officer buzzed me in and I walked straight for the huge office in front of me. I could see Ryan already, standing up and chatting with a colleague. As I walked through he looked up at me. "Hey Lex, you alright?" He asked, his eyes concerned. "Yeah, can I have a word?" A few of his colleagues were looking at me, one smiled. I returned it as Ryan walked next to me, guiding me into the hall. He opened a side door and we went in, it was a storage c
I had got an early dinner on the way home and I was excited to see Leon. I worried about him with me being at work and at least I could keep a proper eye on him. I held my breath as he answered the door and I smiled. He definitely looked better and he closed the door behind me, kissing my cheek. "You alright?" He asked, taking the food off me. "Yeah, you?" I took my shoes off, following him into the kitchen. "I feel better that I went to the gym. But still a bit blah." I stood next to him as he dished up our dinner, handing me my plate. We sat at his kitchen table, I played about with my food for a bit, my mind racing. "Williams has the woman's statement," I blurted out. Leon looked up at me, his face blank. "Oh, right." He nodded."Erm, she said." I stopped, looking at his face. "Don't worry, you don't want to hear it." I tried to chuckle. "No, I do." His voice was serious. I put my fork down, looking into his eyes. "She said when you had sex, she asked you to stop and you did