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Reminiscing

last update Veröffentlichungsdatum: 01.10.2025 21:30:44

MATEO's POV

"I can never let you go.. I.. I.. Please, stay with me."

I cried softly.

"Listen to me my boy, you are a strong man, and right now you have to be strong for yourself and not look weak.."

"But.. But I can only be strong and brave with you by my side.. I can't.."

"Stop! Never say you can't. Listen to me, Mateo, you are my youngest child, but you are the smartest and bravest.. I trust you more even with my life!"

He held my hands together.. Took some files and handed them over to me.

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