INICIAR SESIÓNBreakfast in a house with a two-year-old was a weapon.
Damien arrived at 8 a.m. sharp, holding a small paper bag of pastries from the bakery down the street. He was wearing a hat. He had not brought flowers because the rules said no flowers.
Nanny Rosa opened the door.
"You are Damien."
"Yes."
"Luna has been telling me about you."
"What has she said?"
"That you have very cold ears and need to wear a hat. I see you are a fast learner."
Damien grinned despite himself.
Rosa stepped aside and let him into the foyer.
"Ms. Kane is in the kitchen. Through there."
He walked down the hallway. Luna came barreling around the corner from the opposite direction and crashed into his legs before he even made it to the kitchen.
"Damien. You came."
"I came."
"Did you bring a hat."
He tapped the hat on his head.
Luna nodded approvingly.
"Good. Mummy says you can have breakfast. There are pancakes. Do you like pancakes?"
"I love pancakes."
"Bacon or no bacon."
"Bacon."
She took his hand and led him into the kitchen like she had known him her whole life.
Seraphina was standing at the stove in a soft grey sweater and jeans, no makeup, her hair in a loose bun, a spatula in her hand. She looked twenty-three years old. She looked like the girl he had married.
For one full breath, he forgot how to walk.
"Morning," she said, without turning around.
"Morning."
"Sit at the island. Luna, show him where the plates are."
Luna dragged him to a chair. He sat. She climbed up onto the chair next to him without being asked and put her small hand on his arm like she was claiming him.
"Mummy makes the best pancakes."
"I believe it."
"She puts bananas in them."
"I love bananas."
"What is your favourite colour?"
"Green."
"Mine is pink. But also blue. But also red."
"Ambitious."
"What is ambitious?"
"It means you want a lot of things at once."
Luna considered this.
"Then yes. I am ambitious."
Seraphina set a plate of pancakes in front of him. Her hand brushed his shoulder as she moved past him. Brief. Accidental. On purpose.
"Eat."
He ate.
Luna chattered through the entire meal. She told him about Margaret the cow. About the tractor wedding. About the pigeon that sat on the garden wall every morning, whom she had named Geoffrey. About her best friend at the playground, whose name was Posy and whose favourite colour was yellow, which was, in Luna's opinion, a bad choice.
Damien responded to every single thing she said as if it were important.
Seraphina stood at the counter and watched them, drank her coffee, and tried very hard not to do anything with the feeling that was happening in her chest.
When breakfast was over, Rosa appeared to take Luna upstairs for a bath.
Luna hugged Damien around the legs before she left.
"Come back tomorrow."
"I will ask your mother."
"Mummy will say yes."
"We will see."
Rosa carried her off.
The kitchen was suddenly quiet.
Damien looked at Seraphina. She was still standing by the counter, arms crossed, watching him like she was trying to solve a puzzle.
"Aria."
"Do not."
"I just."
"I know. I know what you just. Do not say it."
"Okay."
She set her coffee down.
"Same time tomorrow."
He stood. Picked up his coat.
"Same time tomorrow."
At the door, she put her hand flat on his chest. Just for a second. Just to stop him.
"Damien."
"Yes."
"Do not think this means anything has changed."
"I will not think anything."
"Good."
She dropped her hand.
He walked out into the rain.
She closed the door behind him and leaned against it and let her hands shake for exactly ninety seconds before she went back into the kitchen and pretended the morning had never happened.
Luna padded back into the kitchen in her pyjamas, freshly bathed and smelling like the lavender soap Rosa used for bath time.
"Mummy. Where did Damien go?"
"Home, baby. He had to go home."
"Will he come back?"
Seraphina crouched down. Put her hands on Luna's shoulders.
"Yes. He will come back. Tomorrow. And maybe the day after."
"Good. I like him."
"Do you?"
"Yes. He listens. The man at the grocery store does not listen. The man at the grocery store thinks I am little, but I am not."
Seraphina laughed. Wet. Real.
"You are absolutely not little."
"I know."
Luna hugged her around the neck. Seraphina held her tight. Tighter than she had planned to.
"Mummy, you are squeezing me."
"Sorry, baby."
"It is okay. Squeeze more."
She squeezed more.
And as she held her daughter in the quiet kitchen, Seraphina let herself think one dangerous thought. One she had not allowed herself in three years.
Maybe Luna was going to have a father after all.
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Rose Taylor stood across the street from Claridge's at midnight and watched the lit windows of the eighth floor.She was wearing a black coat. Her dark hair was pulled back. She had been standing in the same spot for two hours. The doormen had noticed her once. They would notice her again if she did not move soon. London hotels watched the street more carefully than New York ones. She had learned that the hard way last week.She was holding a phone in her gloved hand.On the screen was a photograph of her sister. She had taken the photograph six days ago through the kitchen window of the house in Notting Hill. Aria had been laughing at something Damien had said. Her face had been turned slightly toward the camera. She had not known she was being photographed.Rose had been studying the photograph for six days.She did not look like her sister. She had thought, when Catalina had first told her about Aria four years ago, that twins were supposed to look alike. Hers did not. Aria had gro
Damien was waiting in the lobby with two glasses of whiskey and a face that asked no questions."How long do we have her tonight?""Excuse me.""How long is Luna with the nanny tonight.""All night. Rosa has her until morning. I told her I might not come home tonight."He nodded once."Then drink this. Slowly. And then come upstairs with me."She did not argue.She drank. She walked to the elevator with him. She did not let him touch her in the lobby. She let him touch her in the elevator, when the doors closed, when his hand finally settled on her hip and she leaned her forehead against his shoulder and closed her eyes for the duration of nine floors.Damien had taken a suite at the same hotel. It was on the eighth floor. It was small, by his standards. A bedroom, a bathroom, a sitting area. He had not unpacked anything. He had thought he might need to come back to her flat.She walked into the suite ahead of him. Set her purse on the desk. Unbuttoned her coat. Did not turn around."
Seraphina arrived at Claridge's at four in the afternoon.She wore black. A simple sheath dress, low heels, a long coat. Her hair was in a low knot. She had told herself, when she dressed, that she was wearing black because it was practical. She had stopped telling herself that on the cab ride over and admitted, only to the inside of her own head, that black was the color she had chosen because she did not know how to dress for meeting one's mother for the first time.Damien was with her. He had not asked to come. She had asked him.In the lobby he touched her elbow. Lightly."Do you want me upstairs or down here."She thought about it."Down here. I will text you when I want you.""I will be in the bar.""Damien.""Yes.""Thank you."He did not answer. He squeezed her elbow once and walked toward the bar.She rode the elevator alone to the fourth floor. She found room four oh two. She raised her hand and stood with it suspended in the air for what felt like a long time, and then she
The diner on a hundred and twelfth and Broadway was the kind of place where coffee cost a dollar fifty and the booths were patched with electrical tape. Vanessa wore sunglasses indoors and a baseball cap she had bought at a tourist shop on the way uptown. She did not look like Vanessa Sinclair. She looked like someone trying not to look like Vanessa Sinclair, which was almost the same thing.Marcus Greer was already in the back booth when she arrived, working through a plate of eggs that had stopped being warm forty minutes ago. He gestured to the seat across from him without looking up."Sit. Order something. The waitress remembers people who sit and do not order."She sat. She ordered black coffee. The waitress walked away."Talk."Marcus put his fork down. He looked even worse in person than he had on the phone. He had lost weight. His shirt was buttoned crooked. There was a small cut on his jaw where he had shaved badly."I have a piece of information that is going to be valuable







