Mag-log inSamantha’s POV
I’d been skating since I was six, but never had the ice felt as cold as it did that morning. Westview Arena was nearly empty, save for the sound of blades slicing across ice, echoing like thunder in the stillness. I tightened the straps of my practice top, eyes narrowing as I watched Anthony glide in smooth circles near the center of the rink, warming up like it was just another Tuesday. Effortless. Arrogant. I stepped onto the ice with a sharp breath, the sting of cold rushing through my socks and straight into my spine. My body knew the drill, posture, poise, balance,but my mind was buzzing. I hadn’t slept. Not really. Not with the memory of Anthony’s words from yesterday echoing through my head like an old injury that wouldn’t stop throbbing. “You’re just a replacement.” He hadn’t even tried to be civil. And the more I thought about it, the more I wondered why he hated me that much in the first place. If anyone should be pissed and angry about the arrangement, it should be me. He noticed me approach but didn’t acknowledge me until I was just feet away. He stopped mid-turn and looked at me coolly. “Try to keep up,” he muttered. I bristled. “I don’t need a lecture. I’ve competed at Nationals before,” I snapped, sharper than I meant to be. He shrugged, effortlessly coasting backward with that infuriating calm he always had. His eyes flicked over me like I was a number on a scoreboard, not a person. “Then act like it.” The jab landed. My jaw clenched. I narrowed my eyes, fire rising in my chest. “Do you always insult your partners, or is this just part of your morning routine?” He stopped abruptly, his skates carving a clean halt into the ice. Tilting his head slightly, his face unreadable, he said, “Only the ones who think showing up is enough.” My mouth parted in disbelief. “Excuse me?” “You heard me,” he said, eyes locked on mine now,steady and unflinching. I took a step forward, barely resisting the urge to poke a finger into his chest. “I didn’t ask to be here, remember? I was fine, until your agency dragged me into this mess.” Even though I knew that was only half the truth. “No,” he said evenly. “But you agreed. And now we both have to live with it.” I snorted. “I agreed because I thought I was working with a professional, not an egotistical jackass.” That got a flicker… something in his eyes, a twitch at the corner of his mouth. He looked at me a moment longer, then turned away like I wasn’t even worth the energy. “Save the fire for the routine, Meadows,” he said over his shoulder, already skating off again. “Unless you plan on tripping over your pride mid-lift.” The insult stung more than I wanted to admit. I inhaled deeply, steadying myself. I wasn’t going to let him get under my skin. Not again. I’d survived worse. I’d survived him once before. Launching myself across the ice, I caught up beside him with effortless speed. “Don’t worry, Vale. I won’t trip. And I certainly won’t drop the ball. That’s your specialty, isn’t it?” He glanced sideways at me, something flashed in his eyes. Surprise, maybe. Or recognition. Then, just as quickly, the shutters came down again. He skated ahead, voice cool and low. “Let’s just try to survive tonight without killing each other.” I gave a humorless laugh. “You first.” The tension crackled like electricity as he glared at me. For a second, I thought I might actually shove him off the ice. But before either of us could say another word, the sound of a door opening broke the silence. Footsteps. Voices. Anthony immediately stepped back. I turned my head just in time to see three people entering the rink’s side gallery. One held a camera, the other two wore press badges. Of course. The media. Anthony straightened like a switch had flipped. He flashed a perfect, press-ready smile and skated forward. “Come on, it’s showtime,” he muttered under his breath. I frowned but followed, struggling to mask the disbelief etched across my face. Where the hell was he going? The press had just arrived,weren’t they here to observe, capture behind-the-scenes moments? And yet, he was already walking off like rehearsal was done. We hadn’t even been on the ice for thirty minutes. We hadn’t completed a full routine. We hadn’t trained together at all. Nationals was in a few hours, and we still moved like strangers. A slow, creeping doubt began to settle in my chest. How were we supposed to perform tonight? More importantly… how were we supposed to win? “Anthony!” one of the reporters called, lifting a phone to record. “We heard about the last-minute switch. Is it true your new partner is Samantha Meadows?” He nodded with practiced charm. “It’s true.” I forced a smile, stepping up beside him. “Surprise,” I said with a small wave, but was completely ignored by the reporter. “And how are things going with your new pairing?” the reporter asked, still only looking at Anthony. “Will you still be competing tonight?” Anthony turned to me, raising a brow. He was putting me on the spot. I hesitated only a second before nodding confidently. “Absolutely,” I said. “We’ve worked hard. We’ll be ready.” “And what can we expect from the performance?” the reporter asked Anthony again, still pretending I didn’t exist. I rolled my eyes. I wasn’t expecting them to like me, but they didn’t have to make it so obvious. Anthony leaned in slightly, voice smooth as velvet. “Expect fireworks.” The press chuckled and asked a few more surface-level questions,how we met, what our training schedule was like, if we had plans beyond this competition. I deflected. Anthony handled it all with a smoothness that made my stomach twist. He was good at this. Too good. I was starting to see why he was the media darling. As the reporters gathered their things and exited, Anthony’s smile vanished. Without so much as a glance my way, he skated to center ice and waited for me. I joined him reluctantly, forcing my posture straight. “We’re going from the top,” he said. I nodded, trying to shake off the knot in my chest.Samantha's POVThe building took a long time to empty.There were media obligations and federation handshakes and photographs and a brief press appearance where Samantha said grateful and extraordinary and we're incredibly proud and Anthony said the program spoke for itself and Vera coached three Olympic pairs and there is a reason for that.By ten thirty the arena had mostly cleared.The cleaning crew was working the upper tiers. The ice had been left as it was, the competition surface, still pristine, the lights above it dimmed to their overnight low setting but not fully off. The overhead panels cast the same pale blue-white glow that made the ice look like it produced its own light.The side door was unlocked.Samantha didn't ask how Anthony had arranged that. She suspected Isaac. She suspected Isaac had anticipated this the way he anticipated most things and had made a quiet phone call to the facilities manager sometime between the trophy ceremony and the press appearance.They c
Samantha's POVThe trophy was heavier than she expected.Samantha had held trophies before. Smaller ones, regional ones, the kind that lived on shelves in childhood bedrooms and collected dust with quiet dignity. This one was different. Cold metal and real weight and the Grand Prix insignia cut clean into the base. She held it with both hands and looked at it and tried to feel the size of what it meant.She was still working on that when she heard the sound beside her.It was quiet. She almost missed it under the crowd noise and the announcer and the music the arena had started playing over the speaker system. A small, contained sound. The kind a person makes when something breaks through a wall they have spent years building.She turned.Anthony was standing beside her on the podium with his head slightly down and his jaw tight and his eyes wet.She had never seen Anthony Vale cry.She did not think, until this moment, that she ever would.He was not making a production of it. He wa
Samantha's POVThe ice was fast and the lighting was brighter than anything they had practiced under and the crowd sound was a constant low pressure around the edges of everything. None of it touched what was happening in the center.The first movement built the way it was supposed to build. Distance that had weight in it. Two people circling. Coming close. Pulling back. The audience learning the shape of the thing before the key change showed them where it was going.She hit every edge.She felt Anthony hitting every edge six feet away, his movement precise and open in a way that would read from the back row of the upper tier. Vera had said that once. The openness has to be big enough to reach the cheap seats. She had not meant it cynically. She had meant that real feeling, genuine feeling, had a physical size.Anthony was giving it a physical size.She was giving it one too.The key change came.Their bodies turned toward each other and the crowd felt it. She heard the shift in the
Samantha's POVThe noise hit her before the light did.Samantha had competed in large arenas before. She knew the particular pressure of crowd sound, the way it filled a space differently from music or silence, the way it had weight and temperature. She thought she had prepared for it.She had not prepared for this.The Grand Prix final arena held fourteen thousand people and it was full. Not mostly full. Not comfortably full. Every seat taken, standing room at the back of the upper tier, the specific compressed energy of a capacity crowd that had been building since the doors opened and was now looking for somewhere to go.She stood in the tunnel with Anthony beside her and felt the noise before she saw the ice.Her ankle was fine. She had woken up that morning and tested it carefully before she even stood fully, rolling it in slow circles the way the physio had shown her, and it had answered back clean and quiet. Fine. It was fine.Her hands were cold. They were always cold before c
Samantha's POV The hotel room was warm and the city outside the window was lit up against the dark.Samantha sat at the small desk near the window with a pen in her hand and a notebook open in front of her. The notebook was dark green and slightly battered at the corners. She had carried it in the bottom of her skating bag for almost two years without opening it. She had bought it in a small shop near the Westview Arena on a day when she had felt the need to buy something that suggested she might have interior thoughts worth recording, and then had never managed to actually record them.Tonight she opened it.She didn't plan what to write. She just let the pen move.---*I don't know what I expected this to feel like.**I thought I would write about the program. About the elements and what I need to remember tomorrow and what Vera said in the rehearsal rink. That's what I thought this would be.**But I've been sitting here for ten minutes and none of that is what wants to come out.
Samantha's POVThe arena they had been given for dress rehearsal was three blocks from the Grand Prix venue.It was a smaller building, older, with boards that had been repainted too many times and seats that were mostly empty except for a handful of federation officials and two judges who had been approved to observe the run. Not score. Just watch. Vera had been clear about the distinction when she told them."They are not scoring you today," she had said at breakfast. "They are simply present. Do not perform for them. Perform for the program."Samantha had nodded.She had slept well, which surprised her. She had expected the night before dress rehearsal to be the kind of night that ate itself, hours of lying awake running through elements and worst case scenarios. Instead she had gone under quickly and stayed there and woken up feeling something close to ready.That feeling lasted until approximately nine forty-three in the morning.---The first sign was the music.They were three
Anthony’s POV Samantha let out a slow breath beside me, finally letting the mask slip just a little. “She’s good,” she muttered.“Too good,” I said, rubbing the back of my neck. “She knew exactly what she was doing.”Cole leaned forward, lowering his voice. “Let her play her game,” he said. “You j
Anthony’s POV “That’s not fair,” I snapped. “You asked me to keep skating. You told me not to throw away a season because of you.” My chest tightened, the memory sharp and bitter. “I did what you asked. I listened to you. So please Celeste, stop making things up.”Her eyes flashed, just for a seco
Anthony’s POV Her gaze hardened, steel poured over ice. “If you were innocent, you wouldn’t be so afraid.”I wasn’t afraid because I was responsible for her injury, we both knew damn well I wasn’t. I was afraid because a lawsuit meant scrutiny, questions, investigations, things dug up from corners
Anthony’s POVIsaac nudged me lightly. “Dude,” he murmured, “you seeing what I’m seeing?”“Unfortunately, yeah.” My voice came out tighter than I intended, the words pressed between my teeth.Across the room, I watched Celeste. I could already see cameras starting to shift toward her, reporters per







