"YOU'RE CRAZY!" I shouted. Even though it's slow because I still feel weak, but I'm glad I was able to make the two people in front of me gasp. Somehow I feel annoyed because they think I'm amnesic. Even though in fact my memory is fine. Nothing's wrong.
After saying that, I hurriedly tried to get out of this white bed. Maybe I should look healthy so they don't think I'm sick, let alone amnesic. How could a beautiful girl with a strong memory like me be called amnesic. They are crazy!
However, a strong hand suddenly restrained my body from moving down from the bed. I glanced at him and found the man was staring worriedly at me. Ah, again, that look seemed to hypnotize me. my body immediately fell silent and obeyed when he told me to go back to rest.
Then the Doctor invited the man to follow his steps to the right corner of this room. I can see them, but I can't hear their conversation. every now and then my eyes caught the man's gaze fixed on me, then after he knew that I was watching him, he immediately refocused his gaze on the doctor who was busy talking. I don't know what I say, I don't care. I'm sure, right now they must think I'm mentally ill. huh, after meeting that man, for some reason my life became more absurd like this.
I keep watching them and hope to hear a little bit of their conversation. I tucked in my ears so I could hear, but it was almost a minute that neither the doctor nor the man sounded. Sigh, why is this room so big? The distance between me and them is quite far Really, I really wanted to make this room smaller so I could hear their conversation.
"Hello! What are you doing?" I tried to scream even though the sound in my throat felt choked. you must know, that I am the type of person who is so curious about things that concern me. It's not that I'm overconfident thinking they're talking about me, but it seems like that right? if they don't talk about my situation, then what are they talking about? Are they hot gossiping about the next door neighbor? Oh No. That's impossible!
They suddenly glanced at me at the same time. I'm sure they heard my voice. I'm also sure they must be hiding something. Their gazes were serious when they looked at me. Besides being embarrassed, I was confused about what to do. What should I do? Throw pillows at them? Ah, no-no. if that happens, then they will definitely think of me as a mentally ill person.
Hmm, then, I'll just pretend to be dizzy. It will definitely catch their attention.
"Aw, aw!" My hand is holding the head. My eyes closed and I made an expression on my face as if I was enduring pain. "My head hurts so much."
Slowly I tried to open my eyes a little to see their response, but damn it! They looked indifferent and continued to chat seriously. Is my voice less loud?
Ah, alright. Then I'll try to raise my volume a little more.
"Aw, aw! My head hurts so much. Anyone help me!"
I opened my eyes a little again to see their response. And for this time I succeeded. They looked enthusiastic and immediately took a quick stride towards me. the man immediately approached me and touched my face. The worried look on his face was still visible. Oh my God, why could this man be so worried about my situation? I'm fine. Who am I anyway? I told you I'm not Shireen. I am Shin.
"You are okay?" he said softly. exhale warm against my face. And somehow I feel like this position. I feel that my life is more meaningful because there is someone who really cares for me. But I realized, this shouldn't be happening.
Seeing that I didn't respond, the man shook my shoulder slowly and said, "Are you okay, Honey?"
Hey, look! Even the Doctor was still here staring at us, but he dared speak HONEY to me? Who is he and who am I? we are people who shouldn't know each other. Huh, I'm really going crazy at this rate!
"I'm ... err — I'm fine. I told you I'm fine. So you don't have to worry like that," I replied. I was furious to see the man's expression as if I was seriously ill. Even though I'm just a little dizzy. That, too, is not very pronounced.
Then the doctor opened a voice and the man pulled his body away from me. the doctor put the stethoscope back in his ear, then he checked my heartbeat.
I purposely didn't breathe while the doctor touched the small instrument of the cord against my chest. Being a little nosy doesn't matter right? During that time the doctor's face was different. He looked confused. Luckily, I've been swimming a lot and I can hold my breath a bit longer. Ha ha ha. I kept on laughing so as not to make the two men in front of me even more confused. But gradually I was not strong. And finally when I took a breath, the doctor's expression became calmer.
In fact, I don't know if not breathing like that really affects the heart rate checks doctors perform. I'm just trying it for fun. And it seems to have had a little effect, but I don't know what it is. I should have known more about the world of medicine — if only my parents had not died, and I could continue my education to college by choosing a major in Medicine. The major I've always dreamed of. But, when it was time for my parents to die, I no longer wanted that dream, because the doctors at that time couldn't save my parents. That's why I don't like the smell of drugs and I don't like being in hospitals.
I want to say that I hate hospitals, but I also can't deny that because of hospitals I can be born into the world and live happily with Mom and Dad.
"Looks like you really need adequate rest. Your body is very weakYou can't do hard work. If that happened, then your body would react more than this. It could be that at any time you have a more severe illness, "warned the doctor. I nodded weakly in response to his words.
Indeed, I have worked hard beyond my limits. I have worked hard beyond my weak body. So far, I only think that being able to get away from the punishment of Aunt Thaka or Uncle Ferdian is already lucky. And I never once thought about the state of my body. I don't even think about my face which now looks sad and my skin is a little dark. I don't care about all that because I feel that my life is no longer meaningful. That my life is just a waste.
Then the doctor said good-bye to leave, and the man smiled in response. I was very happy to see that smile radiated again on his handsome face. Without realizing it, my lips smiled too. Then when our eyes met, he immediately stopped his smile and rushed to me.
"Hey, why are you smiling like that? Do you like that doctor?" he said suddenly with an unpleasant face.
What? Apparently he misunderstood. He thought I smiled at the doctor's departure? Indeed, men are not sensitive. Even though I was clearly smiling when I looked at him.
"I just smiled as a token of thanks!" I replied with an annoyed expression. then he sat by my bed and looked at me so intensely.
Deg!
My heart was beating fast again. Ah, I feel like being close to him can make me have heart disease.
Err — in a moment, I have forgotten something! I haven't asked the doctor about her serious conversation earlier with the man. I am curious. If I asked this man in front of me, I'm sure he wouldn't tell me.
"You're going to come home to my house until you're fully recovered. Okay, Honey?"
Then the man smiled as he kissed my forehead.And I can only be stunned without words.
* To Be Continued *
Instruction:
I'm sorry if a lot of writing is still wrong and messy, because I'm not very good at English, but I want to try and keep learning. Thank you for supporting me."Where are you taking me?" After being opened by Redric's car door, Shin immediately entered. His body trembled slightly. He felt that last night's fear was still inside him. Shin really couldn't think clearly. He keeps thinking about the scary things that will happen to him. will he die? Or rot in prison? It seemed that Shin forgot, that Redric loved Shireen so much. So, wouldn't it be impossible if Redric was angry and punished the person he loved so much? "Shuuutt ...." The man's finger locked Shin's lips. "I'll take you to a beautiful place. You'll like it, take it easy." Redric smiled affectionately. Seeing the warm gaze on her, Shin became a little calmer. She felt Redric had forgotten what happened last night. About him passing out and about the photo. "Huh!" Shin adjusted his seat, then unexpectedly, Redric was more nimble and pulled up the seat belt and put it on. Shin's heart suddenly skipped a beat. It was as if he was having trouble breathing because of Redric's attitu
A girl was frozen in a big house dominated by white and blue. She looked annoyed, his gaze continued to be fixed on a husband and wife with their daughter who were having fun in the park. What she's thinking? Her face revealed sadness. The cheerful aura from the pink dress she wore also looked grim.A middle-aged woman slowly approached him with a small tray filled with food and water. Then she put it on the nightstand by the window where the girl was standing."What are you looking at, Miss?"The girl gasped. He immediately turned around and found Mrs. Marry was looking confusedly at her."A-ah, nothing. I'm just thinking about my parents," said the girl honestly. Dhe felt no need to hide the sadness she felt for Mrs. Marry, because Mrs. She has considered Mary like her own mother.Then Mrs. Marry pulled out a chair in a corner, then he pat the chair with a sign so that the girl quickly sat there."Thanks," said the girl, smiling and taking
PoV 3———————————————————"How dare you touch my private property!" Shouted Redric angrily. "I let you into my room just to have a look. Not touching let alone holding it!""I didn't touch your stuff!""I didn't touch your stuff!""I didn't touch your stuff!"'Aaahh ....' The girl woke up suddenly from her sleep. It seemed she had a bad dream. Her hands were holding her chest, and her breath was out of breath. It was as if she had run very far because of being chased by a creepy creature."Ah, just a dream," She said weakly. the girl confirmed part of her hair that covered her face. She looked nervous. "What is the meaning of the dream?"In the dream, Shin saw Redric very angry with him. Redric's eyes lit up, as if they were about to pounce on Shin. Redric was so furious that she almost hit Shin. Until Shin didn't t
I drowned my head very long in this pool, so Mrs. Mary was heard screaming worriedly up there. Ah, what a bitch. He just didn't know that I was a former prospective swimming athlete.I still can't calm down after seeing that photo. How come the picture of my family is in Big Boss's room? What does Redric have to do with my family? If I had a machine for looking at the past, I would easily find out about my family's past. Even I can find out my own past."Calm down, Mrs. Marry. I used to sink my head for so long like this. This is my way of trying to calm my mind." I said after my face popped out of the water. And sure enough, there Mrs. Marry looked worried. Even the coconut ice in her hand was spilled a little because Mrsmarry the vibrator.Then Mrs. Marry sighed. He seemed a little calmer now. Meanwhile, I still can't calm down. My mind is still on the photo. Ah, Redric, why is that man so mysterious? I really wanted to find out about his life and his family.
"Ah shit! Where did he keep it? I'm sure there must be some of their memories stored here. Whether it's a photo or whatever."I tried to check everything in this room. Starting from the cupboard, small table, to under the bed. I have to find at least one clue so I can find out about Shireen.Today Redric went to the office. Before leaving, he had time to visit my room to see how I was and said goodbye. He said he would go home at night because there would be a meeting and dinner with his client.I am very happy, because then I can freely look for something to be used as a clue in my mission to find Shireen's whereabouts, and who Shireen really is. Right now I'm still in Big Boss's room looking for that clue. But nothing, until now I haven't found a single clue whatsoever related to Shireen.Do you know why I got into Big Boss's room? So this morning I persuaded Redric to let me go outside for a walk. I said I'm tired of being in the room all the time, eve
"I'm Mrs. Marry."Ah, apparently Mrs. Marry. My eyes were immediately fixed on the clock located on the top center wall. 7:05 p.m. No wonder Mrs. Marry over here. Now is the dinner schedule. Huh, why could I forget?I hurried downstairs and quickly opened the door. And sure enough, looks Mrs. marry has brought a serving of food and water on a small tray. I smiled seeing it. I've been feeling hungry all this time."Thank you for taking the trouble to bring food here, Mrs. Marry." I said with a warm smile.Then Mrs. Marry replied with a smile. "It is my duty, Miss."I took the small tray from Mrs. Marry and immediately put it on the nightstand."Err — has Big Boss had dinner?" I asked curiously.Actually I just wanted to know, if Redric was home or out. I don't know about Redric's activities yet. I wanted to ask Mrs. about many things about Redric. Marry, but I'm embarrassed. I'm afraid Mrs. Marry thought something strange to me.