RACHEL
“Where is that worthless piece of shit? How could she repay me in this manner?!” My mother screamed. My heart dropped. Her hysterical voice frightened me. It always did. God, I hated my life. I knew why she was screaming. I didn't need to be told. I stared at my bloodied palm, a reminder of what had transpired in the living room. I had broken her expensive mirror, which she had gotten from Paris on her last trip. It wasn't my fault. Or it was. If I hadn't stared too long into the mirror, I could have avoided everything that happened. My life…very strange. “Rae!” Lightning streaked across the sky just as my name was called. I jumped, holding my chest as my heart raced. “Shit,” I muttered, turning to the door as it went ajar. My foster sister, Lucy, stood there with her arms folded across her chest. She tapped her foot impatiently on the ground while staring at me. She looked at the messy state of my room, before her eyes flickered to mine. “You've always been a pig. This is enough evidence for it. However, I am not here to remind you how nasty you are,” She snarled. “Mom is calling you!” “Don't ask me why she wants to see you, just know you're in a bloody deep shit,” Lucy snickered, turning her back, leaving the room. Breathing out, I began to walk to the door. “You're a mess, Rachel,” I heard a voice say as I passed by the old mirror in my room. It was the same old, creepy voice that slithered through my skull, low and guttural, layered with something inhuman and wicked. It wasn’t a first for me. I believe I was cursed. It started three years ago when I first arrived here. I heard a voice calling out to me from the mirror. I had tried my best to find what it was, but all searches had been futile and only worsened my situation. I was tired of speaking to what wasn't there. No one ever saw it. I was the weird one who saw things that weren't there. I talked to literally no one, and people never believed me when I told them what I had seen, because I was the only one who had seen it. I tried to ignore it as I always did, moving to the door, but it kept speaking. “Do you want to know why your life is this twisted? Why aren't you loved? I'll be happy to tell you.” It whispered. “Leave me alone,” I murmured. “And if I don't? You'll flip on me like you did earlier?” My hands balled into fists, and I turned to the mirror, staring at my reflection. “Who are you? What do you want from me?!” Suddenly, the voice disappeared, and the room was silent. You'd have thought I was speaking to myself if the reflection hadn't moved when I didn't. For a brief second, I heard nothing until it spoke again. “Everything. I want your life and I shall have it!” it yelled. Its voice was rough, wild, and scratchy. It made my skin crawl, and goosebumps spread all over my skin. “Then take it and leave me alone!” I snapped, the wind glided into the room from the open window, and a sharp crack sounded in the room. The mirror was broken. It wasn't as bad as the one from the living room, as that had exploded. “Rachel!” My mother screamed at the same time. “Coming!” I replied, hurrying to the door. I put my dark waist-length hair into a ponytail before leaving the room. If my calculations were correct, the Mercers’ household was the sixteenth foster home I had been in. And I was barely seventeen. Ever since I was born, no one wanted me. I was told they barely found me, deep in the mountain, during a flood, hanging on to a branch. A kind soul had rescued me, yet never truly wanted me, and dropped me off at the orphanage. Each time I get adopted, I only get to stay briefly, at most three months, before getting sent back to the orphanage home. Why? I couldn't tell. No one would ever give me a good enough reason except that I was a bad child, and they were just incapable of loving me. To be honest, my adoptive parents weren’t the problem. About sixteen parents wouldn't lie when they were repeating the same thing. That meant I was the problem, and perhaps God didn't want me ever to find true happiness. I took the old creaky staircase one at a time. When I entered the living room, I saw my parents sitting there, waiting for me. Biting my lower lip, I let my hand linger on the stairs rail while I hesitated briefly, thinking of what to say to their question. If they decide to return me to the orphanage today, I'd plead with them to let me stay until I am eighteen. Only then could I gain my freedom from the harsh orphanage system. I didn't want to return there. It wasn't like it was any better here, as I was treated almost the same way, but I still got a few hours to myself. “I'm sorry, ma’am, I didn't mean to break your…” I trailed off, biting hard on my lower lip. How do I say it without offending her? My foster mother raised her head, her eyes stared at me up and down. I saw the disgust mar her face as she continued to look at me. My father's face had the same expression. Of course, they hated me now. The cycle was repeating itself. “Mom,” I muttered again, getting closer, putting on a forced smile. She didn't return it. The disgust still lingered. “Lucy said you called for me. I didn't hear you the first time you did, and I am sorry for the…” “I am not your mother,” she hissed, standing to her feet. My teeth sank into my lower lip, grazing it softly at her outburst. My heart clenched painfully, yet I still managed a smile. “Did I do something wrong?” I whispered, pushing back the tears burning in my eyes. “Are you asking me that?” She burst out. “You fucking broke my mirror and no, I am not even pissed one bit about that but I still am. Ever since your arrival here, it’s been one disaster after another. Furniture breaks for no reason, the neighbours avoid us like we are diseased, we lose jobs, and there are many more things I can add that you satan’s spawn had made us go through!” That shouldn't affect me. I had heard worse—the unwanted child. Satan’s instrument. The cursed evil spirit. The unfortunate orphan. Yet, her words hurt me. Maybe it was because I was hearing her sound this furious. Or perhaps because I had thought this would be the last foster home I'd be in. I mentioned that I was no better off being in the orphanage, even though I had to clean and cook until my hands were numb here. They had cleaners, but they allowed me to do the dirtiest work. Yet, my adoptive parents were nicer than the ones in the orphanage. They gave me clothes despite it being, hands down, from Lucy and almost ruined, it was still good enough to cover up my nakedness, unlike the orphanage, where I didn't have the privilege. I had three square meals, but in the orphanage, having a meal was a privilege. You get to scavenge sometimes. And I get to have my room here too. I sleep in a large room in the orphanage with other people my age. “I’m sorry, Mom…” A sharp crack sounded, and my head whipped backward. My cheek stung from where she had slapped me, and my hand raised instinctively to touch it. “I said, do not call me that!” She yelled. “It's because of you that our life is ruined. We can't even get a decent job because of you. We can't live like any normal person here. What are you? Are you some kind of curse that God sent to punish us?!” She screamed in anger. The storm intensified as if it were aware of the situation currently happening in the living room. Thunder boomed, shaking a few things around the room. “You're a secretary in the local store downtown…” “Well, not anymore, young lady!” She shouted, flinging a paper towards me. Bending, I picked up the paper with trembling hands, staring at it. She was fired from her job. It wasn't my fault. I never asked her boss to do so. I believed it was due to her incompetence because, most days, she would laze around and refuse to go to work, only giving her boss excuses. Yet, she was blaming me for that. “I packed all her things, mother. It could only fit into a backpack. I made sure to leave my old clothes behind. Now let's see how she's going to survive.” Lucy said, tossing a brown backpack on the ground before me. She walked over to me, holding the strap of the dress I wore. “And this belongs to me. You can't wear it anywhere.” She yanked it, and it ripped from the shoulder, down to my chest area. Thank goodness I was wearing a sports bra. “No, please, mother. You can't send me out in the storm.” I rushed to her to grip her hand, but she pulled away. “I told you to stop calling me that. I didn't birth you. And if you refuse to go, I am going to drag you out myself!” She declared. I didn't get a chance to keep pleading with her as she pounced on me, gripped me by my hair, and began to drag me to the door, yelling at Lucy to pick up my dirty backpack. The wind screeched, lightning lit up the room in a flash of white, almost blinding me. We had barely reached the door when it exploded inward, every window in the house shattered in a single breath. “What the hell?” My mother exclaimed, letting my hair go. The wind howled through the room, as if it had a voice of its own, and the candles, lights from chandeliers, floor lamps, and even table lamps died. A figure stood in the doorway. It wasn't human. It was too huge to be one. I couldn't tell. It was massive, hunched, coated in mottled fur that shimmered silver-black. Its claws scraped the floor as it proceeded towards us. Mom screamed. Dad, who had been quiet since I stepped into here, swore and fell back. Lucy shrieked, ducking behind the couch. While me? I couldn't move. I stood rooted to the spot, afraid. The creature stood in front of me. It didn't move to anyone else. Only me. Its eyes glowed gold. “Eat her. Take her.” Lucy screamed from behind the couch. “She's the freak here. She brought this upon us. She's a fucking monster!” The creature must have heard her plea as it raised its huge hand, and it landed on me. Pain detonated behind my eyes. I screamed, my knees buckling, and I dropped to the floor, wrapping my arms around myself as agony ripped me open from the inside. The monster picked me from the floor and flung me across the room. My back slammed hard on the wall, and I could hear a bone or two breaking from the impact. My vision blurred as dizziness washed over me. It was going to kill me, but right now, dying was better than being alive. This life was too cruel for me to keep living. I felt myself being picked for the third time, and once again tossed around like some dirty laundry. This time, I didn’t feel pain. The only thing I could think of was death. I was dying. No, falling. That was what it felt like. “Ivy!” I heard an unfamiliar voice. Sharp and loud. I hit the ground hard with a thud, gasping. My eyes flew open. Pain shot through me almost immediately as I twisted around, frantically searching for the monster. But I found none. Instead, I was in a room that didn't look like mine. Clean sheets tangled around me: a warm bed, a high ceiling, golden light filtering through unfamiliar windows. And a woman. She had a warm smile on her face as she stepped closer to me. “Welcome back to Astrae Lykaon Academy for young, promising wolves, Ivy Sawyer.”RACHELI touched my lips, my cheeks flaming hot as soon as Professor Jaxon left. This was the second time I had been kissed, although Elijah's was merely a brush on my lips. For a moment there, I hadn't stopped him. I had stopped thinking about what would happen if I let him do what he had in mind; I just wanted him to do it. Right now, I'm glad it was Professor Jaxon who caught us, rather than Ruby or, worse, Clara. Not only would they feel betrayed and even more angry, but it would seem like what they had been saying about me was true.“Now that they're all out, I can come in,” Ruby said as she stepped inside. She wrinkled her nose, waving her arms around in the air. “Too much masculine energy in this room.”I shrugged as she looked at me.“Did something happen? I heard yelling. I couldn't come in because I didn't want to interrupt.”If she had heard the yelling, she would have heard all the things that were discussed. I winced, shaking my head so much for privacy.“I'm sorry, I am
ELIJAH“What do you mean I should reject her?” I almost growled at Elliot. He didn't look a bit disturbed by my outburst.He gave a half shrug, “You heard what I said, Elijah. You know who she is…”“She's Ivy Sawyer,” I retorted. That was as far as I knew. That was her name. She was in this academy because she was a werewolf. She was one of the members of the founding family. She had a strong bloodline running through her veins, and only recently she had changed from the house she was known to be in to be in one of the most notorious houses in the academy.“That's right. That's her name. I'm not saying that. You know what I mean.” Elliot answered in the same vague tone.I snorted, watching as he walked out of the administrative building. I followed him, glowering at his back even though he couldn't see me. “Can you stop speaking ambiguously? Why would you want me to reject a mate I only just found out about?”Someone I liked for the first time, who wasn't forced into my face. It wasn'
ELIJAHI tapped my feet impatiently on the ground, looking around the office I was in. I couldn't count the number of times I was in Headmaster Augustus' office. It wasn't as if I was a troubled kid, well, maybe I was. But in my defense, I was mainly doing all that I did for attention. For my father's attention, but then, he never noticed any. It was somewhat pointless.Today, however, I was here for different reasons, a good one, actually, but I feel guilty about that exact reason.“Are you certain she's your mate?” Headmaster Augustus asked me, peering down his glasses at me.I noticed. “I am sure.” I wouldn't be here if I weren't sure. I had felt all the signs within me. For someone who never cared about having a mate until Ivy, I had done a lot of research on the mate bond and was confident that everything I felt was just as it was described.The tingling of the skin, the thumping of the heart, the heat and urge to protect, to claim the person when they were near…and the attractio
JAXONI shouldn't have said that to her. But for some reason, I couldn't stand seeing her near Elijah. This time around, it wasn't just because I hated his gut or the fact that he had a father who cared about him and would likely be an alpha after he graduated from the academy; it was the sudden closeness between the two of them.I was okay with seeing Ivy with Noah. Even after he claimed her as his mate, I didn't give it much thought. If he hadn't committed the crime he did, I might have been okay with them being together, as it would have kept me away from her. But for Elijah, it was the opposite.It made me feel uneasy, incompetent, and like the worst kind of mate ever. Because I hadn't been able to save Alicia, I believed he was using this to goad me. Elijah might have guessed there was something between Ivy and me. Even though I didn't show it and pretended not to care, he must have realised that last night.Elijah had gotten close to Ivy to make me feel threatened. He certainly
ELIJAH“That smile on your face…what evil are you planning?” Josh said as I stepped into the room.I paused at the door. Josh flashed me a wide grin. He was sitting near Elliot, who was on the beanbag, his focus mainly on the TV screen. He was currently playing Fortnite on PlayStation 5.“What are you doing here?” I grumbled. I hadn't quite forgotten what Josh did that night. I hadn't forgiven him either. But somehow, I was glad he had done so because I wouldn't have woken up from the slumber I was in. I wouldn't have been able to discover what I did today.Josh didn't respond to my question. Instead, he said. “When you smile like that, it means you're planning something sinister. Now spill, who do you have in mind to get into your bed next?”“Eww, no. I don't want to hear about any of your sexcapades.” Elliot interjected.Josh tsked, playfully nudging his shoulder. “Not like you're a saint yourself. Maybe not as bad as Elijah, but you're still bad. A Miller after all.”Elliot glowere
RACHEL“What are you doing here?” I asked Elijah as he stepped into the room. In one hand was a woven brown basket filled with a variety of fruits, and in the other was a bouquet of Freesia…I held out my hand, halting him. “Don't,” I muttered, my throat closing up. My chest tightened in response to seeing the offensive thing in his hand.I have made it clear that I didn't like Freesia the last time Clara and Ruby were here. Or it was only to the two of them, but not to Elijah, who was barely aware of the situation.“D-did I do something?” He asked, looking at himself as if there was something incriminating on him, before his eyes flickered to mine, expressing his confusion.“That flower should be in the trash if you want to come closer,” I whispered, sucking in a deep breath.“This?” He raised it, then chuckled softly. “I know you mentioned having a favorite flower and Ruby–”His words were cut off as the door suddenly opened. I jumped as Ruby rushed into the room.“Ruby forgot she d