May At one point I thought that I was the luckiest person in the world universe. However, I did not for once, think that someday everything would come crashing down. The man who had only love for me in his eyes now harbors abhorrence whenever he looks at me.Even though I cannot read minds as werewolves do, I can clearly tell that Leslie has lost all affection for me. It is as clear as day in his eyes, that at this moment, he loathes me more than anyone else in his life. From the moment he rescued me from Pius Ramos, I could feel that there was a change in him. That change was so negative and almost suffocating for me. Although he carried me out of there and brought me to this Log Cabin, he was no longer the Leslie Martinez that I'd known for the past six months. He was a whole new and different version of the man I had grown to love. I do not blame him because I know that to an extent, I am partly to blame. I have taken a deeply personal introspection, and I have seen that what I
Aloha Martinez Although talking to Dave lifted a huge weight off my shoulder, I am far from being free. My mate is once again hanging between life and death. I feel so terrible for treating my mate the way I did. She did not deserve it at all and there is no justification for the way I behaved with May. Had it been anybody else who had treated their mate the way I did mine, I would have ripped them apart. In all honesty, May is not to blame for what happened at all. She's a victim of someone's trickery and here I am treating her as if she is the villain. Truth be told, I am actually the villain in her story. Everything in her life, went wrong all because fate was trying to bring us together.The reason I feel that way, I guess you all know by now. She had to be beaten blue-black then got dumped in my territory. What I do not know was whether fate took advantage of the situation or if fate just allowed it all just to unite us. Then, after finding her, I lost her, not the other way
May It seems as if I have now developed a habit of skipping realms. Once again, I am back in the supreme realm of the werewolf creator, the Moon Goddess."We meet again, dear child. It seems to me that you relish my company quite a great deal."I merely smile and sit comfortably beside her. It is a nice bed of assorted scented flowers. Her presence has a unique calming effect on me. She exudes kindness and motherly love that sort of just surrounds you. Without even embracing me, she made me feel as if she is hugging me. The feeling is unexplainable, yet it is oddly satisfying. Given the right to choose, I would not mind staying with this ethereal, soft-spoken deity. Even if it means that I do not get to meet Leslie again, I would still opt to stay right here where I am. "You know that I would never grant you that option, my dear. I suggest you stop the willful thinking. You are only here because you called for me. After I hear your plight, you will have to go back. You cannot stay
Alpha Martinez Days have passed and May has not exhibited any signs of regaining her consciousness at all. The doctor assured me that she is out of danger now, but she just won't wake up. Left with no choice, I had her airlifted back to my pack. The reason being, I hoped Sapphire would know what to do. The pack is celebrating the return of their Luna, nevertheless, they have inhibitions. Although she is back, she is once again in danger.This is the very reason why I feel as if I am the villain in her story. She was badly injured for me to find her. Then she was abducted and marked forcefully just to spite me. Whichever way I look at it, gee misery is all due to her connection with me. Now, I am faced with yet another predicament. The elders and Sapphire, the healer are all saying that I have to mark her for the mark Pius put on her to disappear. However, I cannot do it. Not without her consent. How then will I be different from Pius if I just sink my fangs in her whilst she is ly
May After Leslie marked me, I felt a surge of power course through my veins. Although I had been out cold for days, I felt strangely revitalized.As we left the pack hospital, we walked hand in hand towards the carpet. I could feel that even my gaiety had changed. It was an amazing feeling. The pain I felt where Ramos had bitten me vanished. I did not tell my mate because even I could not believe it.We drove towards the pack house in comfortable silence. Leslie held my hand and the sparks that erupted from our contact made me fuzzy. They seem to be more intensified than I recall. Thinking about it, I realized how long it had been since we had any contact. I quickly pushed the unhappy recollections to the back of my mind. I needed to relish the feeling of being adored without any negativity. When we reached home, everyone was gathered in the training fields. Standing and waving in sheer excitement. Leslie was forced to stop the car since the pack members were blocking the road. He
May Indeed I am completely headed. My skin looks like there never was a hideous wound on it. For the first time, I strongly believe in the magical powers of the mate bond.Ramos forcefully marked me to ignite the heat. He knew that once marked, I would surely experience uncontrollable sexual desires. I should say he had thought of everything in detail. Once I was in heat, I would lose control and he would make with me. That was his ultimate goal. Although he almost succeeded, fate was once again on my side. His plans were disrupted at the last moment. Moving my eyes from the mirror, I dash toward my mate and hug him as tightly as my strength allows. "Thank you, Leslie. Thank you for never giving up on me. I love you." This is heartfelt and I hope he feels it as well. "I should be thanking you, little mate. For returning to me. You are the one who did not give up on us. And for the record, I will always love you ten times more."His voice is thick with emotion. Bending to my height
Alpha Martinez Ecstasy, where joy and mindless happiness are what I feel these days. May has finally become fully mine. Mark's and mated. I feel an amazing sense of fulfillment.Now I understand why all my mated friends become clingy and way too possessive of their mates. When the mate bond is completed, one's thoughts are forever filled with their mate. Humans call it the honeymoon phase. Unfortunately, for them, this feeling ebbs with time. Luckily for werewolves, we spend our whole life experiencing this amazingly addictive feeling. The mate bond ensures that the fire of passion is forever fuelled. It never dwindles. When we complete the mate bond, we become one. We feel each other's emotions both negative and positive. There is no secrecy between mates. I would not prefer it any other way. This is just perfect! No wonder the elders always made sure to let us understand that the mate bond is sacred. When younger, we never could fathom the depth of the sacredness of the mate bon
MayLately, I have been quite irritable and very grumpy. It does not take much for me to flip out and get angry. My nerves are all over the place and it is quite unsettling even for me. The worst part is I am starting to dislike little things that any normal person would not even take note of. I think about it when I am alone and being relatively logical, but the moment I mingle with others, all logic flashes down the drain Whatever is going on with me scares me shitless and I do not even know where to seek help. I have a lot on my mind and every scenario there is enough to trigger the utmost fear in my heart. I have been imagining a lot of horrific possibilities lately. It is crazy but what to do? I have seen a lot of crazy stuff since I was exposed to this world of supernatural beings. I have seen men morph into huge wolves. It took time for me to accept it and not shudder in fear at the sight of them. Just when I thought I was getting used to it, I landed in the deranged Ramo's