LOGINChapter 2
All That Glitters A predator doesn’t ponder the morality of its actions—it simply takes. That’s who I am. Killian Black, the wolf at the top of the food chain. The Alpha King of this ugly world. I groaned, my head pounding as sunlight spilled through the floor-to-ceiling windows of my chambers. The golden chandelier overhead sparkled, mocking me with its pristine perfection. My peace was shattered by the soft shuffle of feet and the sickly-sweet voice of my butler. “Good morning, Master. Your breakfast is ready.” Before I could even respond, slippers were slid under my feet, and maids flooded the room like obedient ants. The air was heavy with the scent of lavender and submission. I hated it. “Black coffee,” I muttered, dismissing them with a wave of my hand. They scurried out like mice, leaving behind only silence. Good. They’d learned after yesterday. I stretched, the silk robe sliding over my shoulders as I made my way to the mirror. My reflection stared back, unflinching. Green eyes like cursed emeralds, a sharp nose carved by gods, and a jawline shadowed by the perfect amount of stubble. A monster, no doubt. But a beautiful one. Still, yesterday’s memory lingered like a sour taste. That damn maid thought she could seduce me. My bed is sacred. No one touches it—or me—without permission. I didn’t kill her; I wasn’t feeling particularly merciful. I just made sure she’d never look at anyone again. Extreme? Maybe. But I’ve long stopped caring about right and wrong. By the time I stepped into the meeting hall, the tension was palpable. My throne loomed at the head of the room, a symbol of authority no one dared to challenge. I didn’t greet the alphas or council members as I dropped into the seat. Pleasantries weren’t my style. My eyes skimmed the agenda, irritation bubbling beneath my skin. “Why is the Rinderhale issue still unresolved?” The room stilled. Eyes darted nervously, but no one spoke until one unfortunate man finally stood. “Your Highness,” he stammered, “Alpha Ferd claims he’s been framed. He’s begging for one chance to prove his innocence—” “Bring him to the city hall tomorrow,” I interrupted, my voice sharp enough to cut. “I’ll give him his chance. But if he fails, he dies.” Silence followed. No one argued; they knew better. The meeting dragged, my patience wearing thinner with every passing second. I hated this—the bureaucracy, the endless discussions. Justice delayed was justice denied. I made my rulings swiftly, not caring who squirmed under the weight of my decisions. When the last case was settled, an elder had the audacity to speak. “Your Highness,” he began carefully, “the extension period is coming to an end. The council requires you to take a queen.” My jaw clenched. The words hit harder than I’d like to admit. I didn’t need a queen. I didn’t want one. The very idea of tying myself to someone again made my blood boil. “I’ll handle it,” I bit out, pushing to my feet and storming from the room before anyone could press the issue. John trailed after me like the persistent bastard he was, a folder in hand. “You need to address this, Killian,” he said, his tone annoyingly smug. I dropped into my chair, pinching the bridge of my nose. “I said I’ll handle it.” “Sure you will,” he replied, sliding the folder across the table. “But just in case, here’s a head start.” I opened it reluctantly. Princesses. Dozens of them. Their glossy photos and saccharine descriptions made my stomach churn. Docile. Submissive. Caring. Disgusted, I snapped the folder shut and threw it back at him. “No.” John raised an eyebrow. “No? What do you mean no? These are perfect candidates—” “I don’t want perfect. I want someone insignificant. Someone no one will miss. Someone disposable.” He blinked, staring at me like I’d grown a second head. “You’re serious.” “Deadly.” “You’re insane.” I smirked, lighting a cigarette and leaning back in my chair. “Maybe. But I don’t need a liability. I need someone I can control. Someone I can discard if necessary. This isn’t about love, John. It’s survival.” He shook his head, muttering under his breath as he left the room. I exhaled a plume of smoke, closing my eyes. The world could demand whatever it wanted—a queen, a Luna, a leash to tame me. But I was Killian Black. The strongest wolf alive. And love was a weakness I’d never allow myself again.If someone had ever asked me to choose between death or pride, I would have chosen death. I would die before I let anyone stain my pride.And maybe Zain knew this.Because with every stroke of the whip, I not only feel fresh blood seeping down my back to pool beneath me — I feel my clothes… my pride, or rather the tattered remains of it, being stripped from my body.He is doing it intentionally — striking the same place over and over again.And you know the worst part? I can’t use my hands, can’t shield myself from the hungry eyes of the bystanders watching.My bra barely hangs around my chest. The boxers still cover my bottom, but they’re tearing from behind.I look no better than a naked portrait painted in red and filth — exposed and waiting to be unveiled.As if realizing I’ve figured out his intent, I feel Zain’s hot breath near my ear, amusement dripping from his tone.“Just look at all those men staring at you, Eve. They’re waiting for it… waiting to see their so-called Queen,
It wasn’t my fault. Nothing was ever my fault.My mother running away after betraying my dad.My face resembling my mother’s.His hatred for me because I looked like her…a ghost he never managed to kill.I am not her. I was never her.Yet he made sure to direct all his hate towards me, carving it into my skin like a prophecy he never let heal. What did I do to deserve all this? Nothing. But monsters rarely need reasons.“ Wh-at are you do-ing here?”I manage to spit out the words along with blood from my lips, the metallic taste clinging to my teeth, and he tilts his head to look at me. Of course. He still thinks I am that weak, useless girl who used to beg him to love her …the girl who apologized so much her voice bled out of her throat… when it was never her fault.He steps closer.I don’t look away.My eyes stay rooted on him, nails digging into my palms until I feel skin tear.And then grasp ,his fingers clamp around my chin, yanking my face up, forcing my neck into a sharp angle
Rotten eggs and filth drip down from my body and face, my eyes stay lowered as something wet drips down my lashes.I was crying.The woman who thought she was enough, the woman who fought everyday to keep herself alive for the last twenty eight years was finally giving up. Tired… I am indeed tired of living. Tired of fighting for myself. Tired of fooling myself that I was enough.Pathetic. Useless. My existence never meant a thing for anyone. If I die this second… there is not even one soul who will shed a single tear for me.Not a single person will visit my grave… if they even give me a grave in the first place. “Enough.”A voice breaks through the chaos. Beta John’s voice echoes, the crowd settled down. “Please,” I manage, voice cracking. “He’s alive, isn’t he? Tell me he’s alive. Let me see him once. Just once, before—”“Silence,” Karun commands. “The Council has deliberated. Until the king awakens to confirm your innocence, or your guilt, judgment falls upon the evidence befor
The first thing I feel is the cold. The kind that seeps through bones and reminds you you’re still alive only because death hasn’t bothered to collect you yet.Blood has long dried into the cracks of the floor, forming a map of my every scream that echoed here. My body lies curled on the same stone that has become my bed, coffin, and grave all at once.I hear footsteps.Slow. Rhythmic. Familiar.But they aren’t like everyday. They don’t leave. When the door creaks open, light spills across the floor but I didn’t even have the energy to look up and see who it is.“Rise and shine, your Majesty,” a voice whispered sweetened with mockery. Violet.“Today’s your big day.”What did she mean by that? Were they going to kill me finally? I don’t move. Couldn’t.My wrists are swollen from the chains; my lips cracked, my throat raw. When I try to speak, only air comes out along with that metallic taste of blood. Violet crouches beside me, tilting her head. Her gloved hand grabs my chin roughly
Days… weeks… months…I don’t know how long it’s been. Time has dissolved into a blur of pain and silence.The tortures stopped a while ago , maybe days, maybe lifetimes after I began blacking out between sessions. My body had become too unresponsive to entertain them.Violet still visits.Not out of mercy, no, she kicks me in the ribs every few days to make sure I’m still breathing. Once she confirms that I am, she leaves without a word.Maybe she got bored of me.Or maybe she found better things to do like dealing with the rogues clawing their way back in greater numbers, tearing into the eastern villages.It’s been five days since I last saw another face.The only sound breaking this silence is the creak of the dungeon door once a day, followed by the guard’s voice….sharp, guttural, indifferent.“Eat.”He slides a metal bowl across the floor, the sound scraping through the stone like a curse.Rice. Thin soup. The bare minimum for survival.But even that betrays me , I’ve been vomiti
Seven days later...Cold.It’s so damn cold. My body keeps shivering every few seconds…..trust me, I’ve tried to control it… but I’ve long failed.Darkness. That’s all I see, day and night. Blood, piss, and damp…..that’s all I smell here. Most of it’s mine… the rest isn’t. My mind has gone numb to the screams echoing around me, from the silhouettes that share my cellblock and the guards outside who talk like we’re already dead. From the little I catch, more and more prisoners are being dragged in every day.Rogues.They’re all rogues.After Kill got poisoned, I heard the rogue attacks multiplied. The cartel had been underestimated — they were far larger, far more organized than the council or Kill ever expected.The door to my cell creaked open, and I cringed instinctively. I tried to move, but couldn’t. My wrists were tied above my head, arms stretched raw and sore, my head barely supported by the wall behind me. I pressed my thighs together and tried to curl into myself ….note tried







