Chapter Three — The Drop
Elena hadn’t slept.
Lila had a rough night—nightmares, stomach aches, endless questions about when she had to go back to her father’s. The kind of questions that made Elena feel like the floor had been pulled out from under her heart.
“Why can’t I just stay here forever?” Lila had asked, curled up beside her at 2 a.m., her small voice laced with confusion and longing.
Elena didn’t have an answer. At least not one that would make sense to a six-year-old. So she just held her daughter tight, whispered that she was loved, and counted the hours until morning.
By the time dawn crept in, Elena’s body felt like it was held together by threads. Her eyes ached. Her nerves were fried. Her chest carried the familiar weight of exhaustion laced with guilt, like she was already behind before the day had even begun.
She just needed milk. That was it. One quick trip downstairs to the mailbox cluster and the convenience shelf. Five minutes of motion. Then back to the apartment. Back to safety.
She wore a hoodie pulled low over her head and dark sunglasses, hoping to disappear into the routine of survival. Maybe if she moved fast enough, the panic wouldn’t catch her.
But the universe had other plans.
Her keys slipped from her hand as she stepped into the hallway. They clattered against the tile and slid forward, spinning slightly before stopping under a familiar pair of worn sneakers.
She froze.
Of course it had to be Jack.
“Hey,” he said gently, crouching to pick them up.
He looked the same as he had a few days ago—calm, a little scruffy, dressed like someone who didn’t overthink things. But the hallway suddenly felt too small. Too bright.
Elena tried to force a smile, but her hands were already shaking. Her body had begun to betray her before she could take a breath.
“You okay?” he asked, not unkindly.
“I’m fine.” She said it fast. Too fast.
Jack didn’t back off. But he didn’t press, either. He simply held her gaze with quiet concern. Like he wasn’t trying to fix her. Just… see her.
“Do you want me to walk down with you?” he asked.
“I’m not five.”
“I didn’t say you were.”
The words weren’t harsh, but they made something inside her twist. She could hear her ex in her head—mocking, belittling, twisting everything she said.
Her chest tightened. Her vision blurred. That familiar buzzing static began to rise, prickling behind her eyes and crawling across her scalp. Her breath came faster, shallower.
Not now. Please, not now.
She backed against the wall and sank to the floor, her knees drawn up to her chest, arms hugging tight around them. The hallway floor felt cold against her legs, but she barely noticed.
Jack didn’t move. He didn’t bolt like most people would. He just knelt beside her, hands resting loosely in his lap, like he’d done this before. Like he understood.
“Elena,” he said softly. “Can I sit with you?”
She couldn’t find her voice. Her head shook no—then yes—then stilled again in confusion. Everything felt jagged.
Jack sat. Quietly. No questions. No judgment. Just presence.
Minutes passed—or maybe just seconds. She couldn’t tell. Her body was a storm.
Then, after a long pause, his voice again. Gentle. Grounded.
“Can you breathe with me?” he asked. “In for four?”
She closed her eyes. Her whole body was trembling. But she gave one nod.
“One… two… three… four…”
He counted. Slowly. Softly. Not rushed. Not demanding.
She followed. The rhythm of his voice became something solid in the fog, something her panicked brain could cling to. Like Lily’s voice had once been. Like a lifeline tossed into dark waters.
The static dulled. Her lungs expanded a little more. Her fingers unclenched. Eventually, her cheeks were wet, the kind of tears that burned on the way out because they’d waited too long to fall.
“I’m sorry,” she murmured, voice hoarse. “I—I don’t know what’s wrong with me.”
“There’s nothing wrong with you,” Jack said. His voice was certain. Not pitying. Just true.
“You don’t even know me.”
He looked at her then—not with fear, not with judgment. Just steady eyes that saw more than she wanted him to.
“No. But I’ve known enough broken people to recognize someone doing her damn best to stay afloat.”
That silence between them didn’t feel awkward. It felt like a bridge. A stillness that held space instead of demanding it be filled.
Eventually, Elena shifted. Her body still felt shaky, but she was upright again. Upright mattered.
Jack handed her the keys, his fingers brushing hers.
“I can go get the milk if you want,” he offered.
She blinked. His kindness hit her like a bruise—tender in a place she hadn’t realized was sore.
“Why are you being nice to me?”
He smiled—not smug, not flirtatious. Just real. “Because maybe someone should be.”
For a long time, Elena didn’t answer. She just looked at him, the hallway quiet around them. And in that moment, something inside her whispered a single word.
Maybe.
Chapter Forty-Three — The WeddingIt was small. Intimate. Exactly what Elena needed.They chose the same beach they’d once danced on—the place that had come to symbolize not just healing, but joy. No church, no aisles. Just a driftwood arch draped in soft linens, the music of the waves, and the scent of salt and spring in the air.Elena wore a flowing dress the color of sand, simple and soft, with delicate embroidery that Lila had insisted was “magic thread.” Her hair was loose, kissed by the wind, and tucked behind one ear was a single white daisy—Lila’s last-minute addition. She walked barefoot, every step grounded and intentional, as if her past had finally released her hold.Jack stood barefoot in a linen shirt and slacks, the top buttons undone. His eyes never left her as she walked toward him, hand in hand with their daughter, who had scattered wildflowers with theatrical flair all the way to the altar. His breath caught at the sight of them, his future walking toward him in slo
Chapter Forty-Two — AlwaysThe day after the dreamlike stillness of morning light, life returned to its regular rhythm—school drop-offs, work emails, groceries, laundry. But something about the way Elena moved through it all had shifted. There was an ease to her smile, a softness in the way she held Jack’s hand in the cereal aisle, a lightness in her laugh that hadn’t been there before.They came home late from the park that evening, all sun-tired and wind-kissed. Lila fell asleep in the car, her fingers still clutching a leaf she had found and deemed magical. Jack carried her upstairs, and Elena tucked her in, brushing a kiss across her forehead. Then they descended into the quiet of the kitchen.The dishwasher hummed as Jack scrubbed a pan at the sink, his sleeves pushed up and water speckling the front of his shirt. The scent of lavender bubble bath still lingered in the air, blending with the garlic and thyme from dinner.Elena stood behind him, drying her hands with a dish towel.
Chapter Forty-One — Morning LightElena awoke before the alarm.Soft gray light filtered through the curtains, the air cool with the promise of spring. Jack’s arm was draped around her waist, his breath steady, his presence grounding.She didn’t move right away.She let herself feel it. This moment. This peace. This soft landing she had once thought impossible. Her hand rested lightly over Jack’s, fingertips brushing the small crescent scar on his knuckle—the one he got fixing Lila’s bookshelf the day it collapsed. It was a quiet reminder that love, in its truest form, was built in little repairs. Not grand gestures. Not promises made in the heat of apologies. But in showing up. Over and over. In being the safe place someone else could fall.From the hallway came the sound of tiny footsteps. Lila. A pause. Then her voice, still thick with sleep: “Can I come in?”Jack stirred. Elena smiled. “Always, baby.”Lila climbed up, dragging her favorite stuffed fox behind her. She wiggled her w
Chapter Forty — Full CircleThe bookstore was small, tucked between a coffee shop and a florist downtown. The kind of place Elena would’ve walked past a year ago, head down, shoulders tense, heart elsewhere. Today, her name was in the window. In chalky, hand-lettered script:AUTHOR EVENT: ELENA ROSE — READING & SIGNINGShe stood on the sidewalk and stared for a long time.Jack stood beside her, one hand resting lightly on her lower back. Lila pressed her face to the glass, giggling at the display of books and paper cranes hanging from fishing line like tiny messengers of hope.“You okay?” Jack asked softly.Elena nodded, though her heart beat like a drum in her chest. “Yeah. I just... I still remember when I couldn’t even say the word ‘survivor’ out loud.”“You don’t have to say it,” Jack said, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. “You’re living it.”Inside, a small crowd had already begun to gather. Chairs had been set up in neat rows, and a table at the front was stacked with c
Chapter Thirty-Nine — Turning PagesIt started with a quiet email.Just a few lines from a small indie publisher Elena had almost forgotten submitting to months earlier.We read your manuscript. We cried. We believe others will too.Her breath caught. She read the message twice, then a third time. By the fourth, her hands were shaking.Jack looked up from the kitchen sink, where he was rinsing off blueberries for Lila. "You okay?"She turned the screen toward him, speechless.He dried his hands, crossed the room, and read over her shoulder. Then he grinned so wide it made her tear up."Elena. This is it."She laughed through her tears. "I didn’t think anyone would want it."He took her face in his hands. "I wanted it. I always will. And now someone else does too. That’s not an accident."They told Lila together. She didn’t quite understand what a publisher was, but when Jack explained it as, "Mommy’s book is going to be in libraries and bookstores," her face lit up."Can I read it?"E
Chapter Thirty-Eight — In Her VoiceIt was Elena’s idea.She had always journaled in fragments—scattered entries during hard nights, pieces of poetry scribbled in notebooks, reminders to herself that she was still here. But now, with the ocean trip behind them and the seasons beginning to shift, she wanted something more permanent. Something brave.“I want to write it down,” she told Jack one evening, her laptop balanced on her knees, the soft hum of Lila’s sound machine playing from the other room. “The whole story. Not just for me. Maybe for someone like me.”Jack nodded, his fingers gently tracing her knee through the blanket. “Then write it. You don’t have to wait until it doesn’t hurt anymore.”So she did.She wrote late at night, after the dishes were done and the house was quiet. She wrote on her phone during lunch breaks, jotting down thoughts while sitting in her parked car. She wrote when memories returned with unexpected force—at the scent of a certain cologne, the slam of