“The heater has been broken for a week,” I said slowly, letting my words sink into their heads. “Even when I first came to the palace, I realized it was faulty and practically useless. And I don’t know for sure, but I would expect the Head Maid of the royal palace to have firm control of all the equipment and household tools used by members of the royal family.”
I tilted my head, faking disappointment as my eyes stared right into her. “But this… this is quite horrible. Head Maid Smite… you’re not slacking off, are you?” The maids gasped softly and I knew they understood what I meant. I wasn’t just complaining, My words were actually sugar-coated poison. I hadn’t accused her directly. I had insinuated that she was incompetent. In a castle ruled by a tyrant Alpha king, such an implication was no small matter. If word spread that Smite flaunted her power yet couldn’t even maintain basic order in the palace, it wouldn’t just look like she was being negligent, It would look like she was undermining the King’s authority. And wasn’t undermining the King the same as begging for death? Color drained from Smite’s face. “You can’t say that!” she stammered, her eyes wide with shock and disbelief. “That wasn’t— that isn’t what’s happening! I didn’t know the situation at Your Highness’s palace was so… so bad.” She started stuttering trying hard to defend herself, her voice rising as she grew more desperate. “I—I was going to send a maintenance man later today. Your Highness, you barged in here without notice, this is… this is bullying!” The other servants shifted uncomfortably. Some exchanged glances. Others pressed their lips together not knowing what to say. Smite wasn’t a fool, she wouldn’t have become Head Maid at her age if she were. She was cunning and cruel. But I was beginning to realize… I was too. I took a slow step closer, about to say more when a thought hit me. For someone as deranged as the King, wasn’t it possible that he already knew everything happening within the palace? Which meant spies. Everywhere. Watching and listening. And one of them could be standing in this room. I froze mid-thought, inhaling deeply, my mind racing. What was my game plan now? If I got angry more and I screamed or threatened, my problems would vanish for the moment but my reputation would be worse than it already is. I’d be no better than the unstable “jinx” who slapped the Head Maid. No. I had to be smarter than that. How could I remind them I was not to be messed with, while still looking like the victim. Ah. I knew exactly what to do. I threw my hands over my face and broke into tears. Everyone froze. Poppy gasped, rushing to my side immediately. “Your Highness! Are you okay?” she whispered, clutching my hand like I was about to faint. The other maids stared in shock, even Smite looked startled, as if she couldn’t understand how I could be crying after I had just slapped her mercilessly. “I’m so angry at myself!” I sobbed, my voice cracking as I shook my head violently. “So angry at the state of things! I—I had to punish you, Head Maid Smite, only because I was terrified His Majesty would punish you himself.” Everyone looked so confused. “What?” one maid whispered. “Why would His Majesty—” I cut her off before she could finish. “The heater is one thing, but when I was sick and bedridden after passing the Trial. Nobody thought to bring me coals for my fireplace. After His Majesty personally instructed the royal doctor to treat me, what if I had died from the cold instead?!” My voice cracked again as I cleaned my tears with my sleeve. “How would you explain that to His Majesty then?” Smite didn’t even know what to say, and I didn’t let her have the chance to. “You don’t know how cold it was!” I cried, clutching Poppy like I would crumble. “You don’t know the shame of having my poor maid beg scraps from the kitchen just to make sure I don’t freeze to death at night. I have never done anything for you to treat me this way. Do you not count me as part of the royal family?”. The maids lowered their eyes in shame. Others glanced nervously at Smite, who could only stammer, “Y-Your Highness, I—” But no excuse would save her now but that didn’t mean she didn’t try. “Your highness. It’s not like that. Supplies are delivered weekly, if your highness didn’t receive them it must have been a mistake.” “A mistake?” I sniffled. “How strange. The same mistake happened when I needed clean clothes. Or when I asked for warm ones. Or when my maid went to you for food for me to recover and was told, ‘What does it matter? She might not survive anyway.’” Smite’s face flushed red. “T-That was taken out of context! I never said—” “Are you calling my maid a liar?” I cut in. Smite’s mouth opened and closed like a fish struggling for air. And I wasn’t finished. “Head Maid Smite, my slap wasn’t to make you feel horrible, I was trying to help you. Tell me this, when Head Maid Smite ignores the King’s concubine, is she not ignoring the King himself? When she limits food, is she not letting the King’s household crumble? When she gossips about his concubines and allows her staff to laugh at them, is she not mocking the King’s authority?” Smite paled. “Your Highness, I— I would never mock his Majesty! Don't twist my words.” I tilted my head, letting a thin, cold smile fall on my lips. “Oh? Then if they are not your words, whose words are they? Are you admitting someone told you to do all these things to me? That you’re carrying out another person’s orders?” At first, I thought I was bluffing. I only said those words to shove her into a corner, and paint her as disloyal before her staff. But then, her eyes widened with so much guilt. It made me pause. Ah, so all the laughter, the mockery, the neglect. It wasn’t random pettiness. Someone was pulling strings. But who ? I’d just arrived. Who could already hate me enough to orchestrate this, to want me broken before I even settled down? It couldn’t be Coralie, she was still at the Moon Fang pack, and she had no power here. It couldn’t be my father either. Then who? A shiver ran down my spine and I swallowed hard, trying to not let my fear show on my face. Someone inside these walls wanted to destroy me. Someone who had the power to use Head Maid Smite like a pawn. My situation wasn’t just bad, it was far, far worse than I’d imagined.13|| A Story Or History“Your highness, are you sure we should go there?” Poppy stood in front of the royal library looking like we belonged anywhere else than there. The maids and servants that passed up didn’t even acknowledge us but this time instead of sneering and pretending I didn’t exist, they looked more fearful, like they didnt want to offend me which I was very comfortable about. But then I don’t have the chance to ask them what I needed to do to enter the library in the first place. No matter how much I tried to find answers to my questions, of why I, a wolfless omega could be suffering from intense heat and why the voices in my head seemed like prophecies and not just dreams, I couldn’t get answers anywhere. Until Poppy who suggested I tried the Royal library. “It’s the oldest library in the entire kingdom, Your Highness,” she was folding clothes when she turned to me. “Older than the King apparently. If whatever you’re looking for is real, it would be there. But…” She s
A week passed in the blink of an eye, but to me it felt like I had been living in limbo.For the most part, things had certainly changed since the day I taught Head Maid Smite and her little clique a well-deserved lesson. Overnight, everything shifted.My quarters had finally started to resemble a place where a human being could live. The heater was replaced with a new, fancier model. My fireplace was stocked with enough wood to last me the rest of the year, and for once, I didn’t have to think about the fact that I might get sick from the cold. I also had warmer clothes in my wardrobe, and food appeared regularly enough that I no longer had to worry about going hungry. I’d been able to recover properly, without the constant ache in my whole body.Even though I still only had Popoy, who was trying her best to handle everything on her own. My life in the palace had become bearable. Even quiet and peaceful. So, I should have been happy. But I wasn’t.Because as crazy as it sounds, I
“The heater has been broken for a week,” I said slowly, letting my words sink into their heads. “Even when I first came to the palace, I realized it was faulty and practically useless. And I don’t know for sure, but I would expect the Head Maid of the royal palace to have firm control of all the equipment and household tools used by members of the royal family.”I tilted my head, faking disappointment as my eyes stared right into her. “But this… this is quite horrible. Head Maid Smite… you’re not slacking off, are you?”The maids gasped softly and I knew they understood what I meant. I wasn’t just complaining, My words were actually sugar-coated poison. I hadn’t accused her directly. I had insinuated that she was incompetent. In a castle ruled by a tyrant Alpha king, such an implication was no small matter. If word spread that Smite flaunted her power yet couldn’t even maintain basic order in the palace, it wouldn’t just look like she was being negligent, It would look like she was un
“Your Highness, she said she’s busy.”It only took five minutes for Poppy to return. She was breathless with her cheeks flushed and her chest rising and falling like she had run the entire time. She avoided my eyes, but I could see that she wanted to cry. Head Maid Smite hadn’t just said that to her. She must have said something very cruel, and Poppy was trying to protect me from hearing it.My hands clenched into fists beneath the duvet. My throat still burned with dryness, even though I’d been sipping water since I woke up. My body felt like I’d fallen from a tall cliff with every muscle in my body aching. And I was also freezing. All I wanted was to turn on my side and bury my face in the sheets, and go back to sleep.But I was just so angry. All I could think about was Head Maid Smite’s condescending attitude. The way she treated me with her shoulder raised so high. She looked at me like Coralie did. Like I was nothing but a speck of dust under her feet. Like she didn’t expect muc
I found myself standing in a cold, dark space that felt like… nothing. There was no ground under my feet, neither was there a sky above my head. It wasn’t like I was floating, but more like I was existing in a place that shouldn’t exist at all. I tried hard to strain my eyes through the darkness but it didn’t work. All I could see were white lines of foggy smoke and darkness. I couldn’t feel the air, I couldn’t feel my own body, I felt nothing. “Hello?” My voice called out and I heard it echo around me over and over again before it stopped abruptly. I turned around in confusion. Was I dead? It didn’t feel like death, in the stories I was told when I was young, dying without a wolf was the same thing as not existing. I would either go to the moon to meet the goddess or the depths of hell to pay for my sins, I’d just become nothing. My head snapped to the side when I heard it. A cold dark female’s voice. The same one I heard right before I passed out.“You’ve disturbed me from my sl
01:22:43.So many things were happening at once that I lost count of how many times I got so close to the edge. It was torture. Sweet, merciless torture. The feeling of pleasure mixed with so much pain I thought I was going to go insane. I thought Elias felt good when he fucked me. It was soft, innocent and romantic. I thought that was what pleasure was supposed to feel like, that the way he moved inside me was the greatest feeling in the world. And even when I never came, I told myself it didn’t matter because I loved him.I couldn’t have been more wrong. This was what orgasm felt like. It was brutal and so sexy. It felt like my body was being broken and rebuilt then reshaped into something I couldn’t understand. Something that wanted more, more and more. I was trembling, soaked with sweat, my pale skin had red whip marks all over. My dark hair was stuck all over my cheeks as I looked down fucking myself on the vibrator strapped to the table. I couldn’t see from my teary eyes and