This hurts. It is not supposed to. I have to keep my eye on the game. I cannot falter now. I want to bring Joshua down. Then I will figure out what this is.
I have ignored him for two days now. Let him stew in his own mess. It's time to up this game to another level.
And as he always does, he floods me with a thousand calls; now I think I should start planning my revenge, so I swipe up and answer his call, “Hi, Joshua.”
“Veronica. Where have you been?”
“The same place I am every day. Work.”
“I was worried.”
“I am perfectly okay. I was thinking.”
Well, if he only knew that, I still have a plan to expose him for the liar that he is.
“Am I going to like this idea?” he says.
“Depends.”
“Depends on what?”
“Are you into takeaways, movies, and cuddling?”
I cannot believe I just said that. I have
It has been a week since I have seen or spoken to Joshua. Now I am not going to lie; the sex was fucking amazing even though it was a trap. Yes, I should not have enjoyed it as much, and god knows that I did not even try to fake it.I have much to my own annoyance not stopped thinking about him. I am practically messed up from my own plan. I sometimes think with other parts more than my brain. I guess that revenge is not such a fair game.But he said the words that I wanted him to say. Why am I so hesitant to expose him then. I need to remember he played me for a fool. But then again, did he just say it because he is playing me for a fool. I need to get this over and done with before it ruins me.I want Joshua out of my life, or do I truly want him to be in it with me? I wish that this was not so confusing. This is why I keep reminding myself not to do relationships. I guess my own game has blown up in my face.I have a staff meeting this morning, s
I look at myself in the mirror. This is me. I am Veronica. This man is not going to bring me down. I am going to show him whom he has messed with. I want to see the pain and regret in his eyes when I expose him, finally.Joshua is at the door.“Joshua.”“Veronica. You have been ignoring me. I would never. There must be something wrong with my phone“So, where are we going?”“You will see when we get there.”“What happened? One minute we making love on the couch. The next day you are gone.”“I had to clear my head. Nobody has ever said that to me before.”“Said what?”“You know what.”“I love you?”“Yes.”“I do, Veroni
Just wonderful. I am on the front cover of Flare and You with my ex-boyfriend and his soon-to-be fiancé.“Veronica James: Homewrecker.”“Veronica James: The other woman.”In this business, you have no friends. How are you supposed to get things done when you have to play against the likes of this. That is why I use my body to get what I want.How must I not use my body? Did he even mean that? I must respect my body. Did he not even care about me a bit. Why did he want to talk to me?Am I being unnecessarily hard?“Janice.”“Yes, Miss James.”“Please send Tyler over to my office.”“Sure, Miss James.”Tyler walks in, and I lock the door behind him. I learned my lesson with Joshua barging in.&n
I am back in my room after a long day of soaking in the sun. I hear the unmistakable sounds of sex coming from next door. After half hour of constant moaning, I come to the conclusion that they are watching porn. Fuck this. I am not listening to this the whole night. I phone reception. “Please, could someone do something about next door? They are too loud.” “Miss James, unfortunately, there is nothing we could do about it.” “What do you mean there is nothing you can do? Move them to another room. It is not like the resort is busy.” “Sorry, but they specifically asked for that room. They are perfectly within the noise level. There is nothing I can do.” Fucking great. I am going to the pool house bar. I can't listen to this shit. The old Veronica would have gotten off on that. Now it just gives me the creeps. “Please give me t
I decided to run off to a far off exotic resort to get away from everything. To run away from myself. My neighbor has not made things easy for me. He loves porn, a lot of it. I am waiting for him at the bar. All I want is peace and quiet. I am preparing myself for some hairy fat man. “What is his name?” I ask the bartender. “Don’t know.” “Very helpful bartender you are.” The music has gone louder at the bar, I feel someone walk up behind me, I know he is saying something, but I cannot hear a word, he reaches his hand out to me, I take it in my own and turn to introduce myself. “Joshua.” “Veronica. What are you doing here?” “I am here for you.” “How did you know I am here?” He goes oddly quiet. “Remind me to fire Janice when I get back. How long have you bee
...Joshua POV... Why do I sound like a goddamn schoolboy? So I make a the walk back to the hotel room with Veronica in full view next to me. She is there, within arm’s reach. I want slide my hand up that leg to find the lace panties that I know that she is not wearing. And it is this thought that I have in mind as I push that key in to open my front door. I know that as we are walking inside to the lounge, that she is staring at my ass with each step that I take, so I pull away and turn to face her. “Can I get you something to drink?” Instead of answering, she reaches out to me, putting her small, warm hand on the back of my neck. Then she kisses me, first lightly, then more urgent. Her hips are tilted against mine; her breasts are against my chest; her whole body is sending a message that is undeniable. Then she nibbles my ear, touching my face softly with her fingertips, and she whispers, "I have missed you, Joshua." "Veronic
Joshua grips me by the hips and crushes my body into him; with one loud growl, he lifts my feet from the floor and carries me backward toward the bed.We are kissing like crazy. Like our lives depend on it. His tongue slips inside my mouth, gentle but demanding, and it's nothing like I've ever experienced; every square inch of my body dissolves into his. My fingers grip his hair, pulling him closer. My veins throb, and my heart explodes. I have never wanted anyone like this before.My body falls back into the sheets; Joshua leans over me and centers me on the bed before he settled on top of me. I feel him, all of him, pressed against me; I feel his cock throbbing against my thighs, his heart beating through his sculpted chest, his warm breath lingering on my skin.He feels fucking amazing.He continues downward until his lips are locked around my quivering nipple, his tongue circling the swollen tip. His hand strokes the other. Both are throbbing, one in
The next morning I wake up. Joshua is not next to me. Did I dream of all of it? Fuck at least I did not confess my love to him. I know I said all of that, "I only want to be with him" shit. I don't think I am ready for it anymore.Then he walks in. Fuck. I'm screwed.“Morning Veronica.”“Morning Joshua.”“I arranged for breakfast.”“I'm not big on breakfast. I have to pack, I am flying back this afternoon.”“I'm sure we flying at the same time, there is only one plane out here a day.”“I remember now, I have an appointment at the spa.”“Are you avoiding me?”“No. Whatever gives you tha