LOGINNathanielHis grip on my wrist was damn near bruising.“Nikolai….” I tried calling, as he kept dragging me away.I didn’t miss the gazes I got from onlookers.“Niko—”He snapped a deadly glare at me.“Shut the fuck up, Nathaniel.”The venom in his voice silenced me instantly.He didn’t just drag me; he practically threw me through the heavy wooden door of the nearest restroom. The door slammed shut behind us, the lock clicking into place with a sound that felt like a death sentence.It was completely empty.Before I could even find my footing, Nikolai lunged.He slammed me back against the concrete wall, the impact knocking the remaining air straight out of my lungs. My backpack hit the floor with a heavy thud.And then, his mouth was on mine.He was all over me.His body brutally pressed against mine, as he wrecked my lips.It wasn’t a kiss. It was an assault of pure, unfiltered rage. He bit down on my lower lip, intentionally splitting the skin Marcus had already bruised, forcing hi
NathanielThe anatomy lecture hall was a blur.I sat at the very edge of the back row, my face burning, my jaw throbbing where Marcus had hit me. Every whisper felt like a direct hit. Every stray glance from a classmate felt like a needle under my fingernails.The moment the professor dismissed the class, I packed my scattered, boot-ruined papers into my bag as fast as my shaking hands allowed.I just needed to get to the library. Or a bathroom. Somewhere I could breathe without choking on my own panic.As I stumbled out into the busy main corridor, my shoulder collided with someone.“Oh my God, Nath!”I blinked through the haze, recognizing the sharp blonde hair and bright blue eyes instantly.Sophie.Shock washed over her face when she saw me.I gripped my bag strap tightly.“Nathaniel…” she called softly as she closed the distance between us. “What happened? What? What are you doing here?”Yeah… she knows about my plans of flying out.“I thought you were gone? What happened…” Her v
NikolaiI didn’t stop walking.My boots clicked rhythmically against the pristine tile of the hallway. Left, right, left, right. A steady, unbothered pace.He wanted to play games with my life? He could play games with the sharks on campus now. I didn’t give a fuck.I turned the corner, my face a cold, expressionless mask, when Clinton stepped out from the shadows of the stairwell.He didn’t look at the lecture hall I’d just left.He just fell into step beside me, his voice low and serious.“Niko. We got her.”I stopped. My gaze snapped to him.“Reina?”Clinton nodded, his expression dark.“Jeremy’s guys picked her up trying to catch a bus out of the state. He wants us to meet at the spot to deal with her.”A slow, venomous satisfaction curled in my chest. Reina. The mastermind behind the leak. The one who thought she could use Nathaniel to tear me down.“Tell Jeremy I’ll be there tonight,” I muttered, cracking my knuckles. “Right now, I need to clear my fucking head.”“Where are you
NathanielA week laterBreathing hard.With my heart literally pounding against the walls of my throat.I blinked continuously, hoping the sick, twisted nervousness in my stomach would just die down.It didn’t.Slowly I lifted my hand, placing a soft knock on the door.And almost immediately a reply came through.Another harsh swallow, I pushed the door open, stepping in.Professor Leo lifted his gaze at me, momentarily, and for a second there…. I couldn’t read his expression.Was he disappointed?Ashamed on my behalf?Probably disgusted.Disgusted by the fact that one of his best students turned out to be a motherfucking bastard.His gaze angled back to his laptop, as he murmured.“Take a seat, Mr. Lockwood.”Again, I forced the hardness down my throat.About five minutes passed, and finally he slowly closed his laptop, removed his glasses, and then leaned completely against the chair.“Your attendance is a total disaster, Nathaniel.”Professor Leo’s voice was flat. Cold.“Two weeks
NathanielI felt him trembling hard… with him still very much inside me.Our eyes locked completely on each other.“I fucking hate you,” he spat before abruptly pulling out.Another sharp, brutal groan erupted from my throat.The sudden empty space he left behind burned.It was a cold, searing ache that ripped through my hollowed-out insides.I collapsed forward, my forehead hitting the floorboards with a dull thud. My limbs were like lead, heavy and useless, and my breath hitched in jagged, agonizing intervals.“Niko…” I gasped, the name catching on a sob I couldn’t suppress.I heard him stumble.The sound of his heavy, uneven breathing filled the room, jagged and loud.I managed to push myself up slightly, every muscle in my body screaming.I still felt every inch of him inside me.It was fresh, and throbbing badly too.I thought he was just going to leave—He was pacing around, running his fingers through his hair.“Nikolai….” His name rolled off my tongue.He stopped pacing.His b
NikolaiEvery thrust felt like a confession.A confession of how badly he had broken me.“I hate you.”“I fucking hate you.” I squeezed our hands together, crushing my weight into his back as I moved through him.He felt so good.So good that I hated to admit it.To admit that he still had some fucking control over me.Increasing my pace as I swelled around him, his muffled voice acted like a damn amplifier.“Hmmm…” he groaned, trembling beneath me.I was burning, drowning in the scent of him, the taste of his betrayal heavy in my mouth. I wanted to destroy him. I wanted to tear him apart until he felt the exact same hollow, bleeding vacuum he had left in my chest.But as I drove deep inside him, hearing his muffled, agonizing screams against the floorboards, the anger didn’t satisfy me.It only made the wound wider.His fingers were locked in mine, trembling, fighting for purchase against the wood. He wasn’t pushing me away anymore. He was holding onto me, like I was his only anchor
NathanielWeird.What’s he doing in an ice cream shop?He doesn’t actually seem like someone who’s up for these kinds of things.I stood, frowning hard as I watched Professor Leo hurriedly walk out.My phone vibrated in my hand again.I answered the call, sighing heavily.“Hi……” I said, clutching h
Nikolai Heaven? Well that’s a bloody understatement of the kind of euphoric feeling buzzing through my system. His hot moan dropped on my ear, and I was forced to jerk the both of our cocks together, roughly, and that shit felt so good. “Shit baby….. I think our cocks were meant to be.” I th
Nikolai“Sit your ass down, Nikolai.” Jeremy said, eyes glaring at me.I gritted my teeth, feeling raw, uncontrollable anger racing into my system. He walked out on me.Nathaniel fucking walked out on me?How fucking dare him.“Yeah Niko, Jeremy is right, let him go, I think you actually hurt his f
NathanielI was completely flushed with embarrassment, especially with Nikolai who had his fuck me eyes downright staring at me.He urged again, pushing the fork towards my lips, “Eat up baby.” And then he leaned to my ear, “I need you all strong and healthy if you’re going to take up my dick and t







