Mag-log inKayla's POV-
The silence of my tiny apartment was louder than Sarah’s shouting had been. I sat on the edge of my bed, the air thick with the smell of old noddles and the cold, lingering scent of anxiety. My phone sat on the floor, its screen dark, but in my mind, I could still see the countdown clock ticking down the hours until my mother would be discharged into the harsh reality of the city streets.
I stood up, pacing the three steps from my bed to the kitchen, my legs trembling. I pulled open my junk drawer, the place where I kept the "emergency" cash, though it hadn’t been an emergency since three months ago. I emptied the contents:
A few crumpled single dollar bills, A handful of coins, And a shop slip for a necklace I’d already sold to cover last month’s rent.The total was less than twenty dollars. It was an insult.
I let out a dry, laugh that quickly turned into a sob. I looked around the room, desperate for something else to sell off.My laptop? It was outdated and slow; a secondhand shop would laugh at it.
My clothes? Old, and worn out
There was nothing left to sell. I was standing in the wreckage of a life that was slowly falling apart, and a realization hit me with the force of a physical blow
*sigh*
Sarah was right, I had no choice
My phone buzzed, vibrating against the floorboards. A notification from the hospital:
“Ms. Williams, your mother’s scheduled surgery deposit is due within 24 hours. Please contact the billing department to finalize payment.”
Twenty-four hours. The reality of it stole the air from the room. If I did nothing, my mother would be thrown out of the hospital, If I stayed home, I was choosing the easy path of "dignity" while my mother suffered. Was that really dignity? Or was it just a selfish way to keep my own hands clean while my mother paid the price?
I stared at the wall until the shadows stretched across the room. My ego, my pride, my fear none of it mattered. The only thing that mattered was the steady, rhythmic beeping of the monitor I had heard earlier that morning
I reached for my phone, my thumb lingering over the contact for Sarah. My hands were shaking so badly that I almost dropped it. I deleted the draft of the text I had been mentally writing for hours—“I can’t do it” and instead, typed three words that felt like a death sentence for my old self: “Are you working?”
I didn’t wait for a reply. I grabbed my bag, put on my worn out sneakers, and left the apartment. I didn’t look back. I caught the late night bus, staring out the window at the city lights until they blurred because of my tears.
When I finally arrived at The Velvet Room, the bass music vibrated through the pavement and into my bones.
I stood outside the entrance, the scent of expensive perfume and cheap cigarettes filling the cool night air. The bouncer looked me up and down with a bored expression, but I didn't care. I pushed past him, walking into the noise.The air inside The Velvet Room was thick with the scent of expensive cologne, sweat, and cigarettes. I then saw sarah who was currently perched on the lap of a man in a tailored silk shirt, laughing at a joke that clearly wasn't funny, her fingers tracing patterns on his chest.
Then, her eyes scanned the crowd and locked onto me. Her smile didn't fade, but her posture sharpened.
"Excuse me for a second, darling," Sarah told the man, sliding off his lap with a wink that promised a return, though they both knew better.She twisted through the crowd of bodies, her heels clicking rhythmically against the polished floor, until she stood directly in front of me. The neon lights cast tired shadows over my exhausted face.
"You look like hell, sweetie," Sarah said, though her voice lacked its usual bite. She led me toward the quieter shadows near the back bar. "Why are you here? Did you finally come to your senses, or did you just miss my delightful company?"She winked
I gripped my bag so tightly my knuckles turned white. I looked at the dancers on the stage, and then back at Sarah. My voice in a whisper. "I can’t believe I’m even saying this... but I... I want to do it."
Sarah’s eyes flashed with a mix of triumph and something softer like a pity. She leaned in, her voice in a little bit of sass. "Well, look at you, finally coming to your senses, don't act so tragic, babe, you’re about to be the highest paid girl in the city for one night. And Trust me, the billionaire won't even know what hit him, and by tomorrow morning, your mama's hospital bill will be just a memory."
Sarah pulled out her phone, her thumb moving across the screen with practiced speed. "I'll text him right now. He’s picky though, but he’s been asking for a fresh face for weeks. You’re lucky I’m good at marketing."
Everything after that moved in a terrifying blur. Sarah didn't give me a chance to back out. She led me into a dark slick sedan car and the driver drove and arrived at a luxurious Hotel and we went to the sterile, intimidating lobby of the Hotel.
The elevator ride to the top floor felt like a trip to the moon. When the doors finally slid open, the carpeted hallway was silent, lined with heavy doors that felt like VIP entrances. Sarah checked her watch, squeezed my shoulder, and pointed to room 2401.
"Go on," Sarah whispered, her sass replaced by seriousness. "Don't look back!."
I walked toward the door, my heart pounding against my ribs like a trapped bird. Every step felt heavier than the last. I reached the door and raised my hand, my knuckles just inches away from the door. My heart was racing so fast I thought it might actually stop, and as I stood there in the quiet of the hallway, I realized there was no going back. So I knocked.
Kayla's POVThe morning sun barely showed through the thick, grey mist covering Oakridge.I placed a plate of warm French toast in front of Amber, watching her little boots swing under the kitchen table. She was bouncing in her seat, her small hands sticky with syrup as she talked nonstop about her school drawing project. I smiled softly and leaned down to wipe a bit of butter from her chin, but my mind was going in circles.After breakfast, I dressed her in a neat trousers and top and brushed her curls, and put on my thick wool coat. I picked up her small yellow backpack, ready to walk her down the gravel lane.RUMBLE.A deep, heavy sound shook through the floorboards. A huge black luxury SUV slowly passed the window, blocking out the morning light.My heart jumped. I didn't need to look outside. I knew that engine.The driver's door opened, and Lucien stepped onto the gravel driveway. He wore a blue suit, his dark hair combed back. His presence filled the quiet country air."Daddy!"
Kayla's POVLater that night..The bright colors of the cartoon on television flashed across the dark walls of the living room.Amber was sprawled on the couch, bouncing happily on the cushions while singing along to the cartoon theme song at the top of her lungs. Her little hands clapped together with pure joy. Seeing her so unaware of the trouble around us gave me a short moment of peace, but my mind was spinning.Bzzzt.My phone buzzed on the kitchen counter. I picked it up, my thumb sliding across the screen to reveal a text message.Julian: I’m outside your cottage, Kayla. Can we talk for a minute?My stomach tightened. I threw on a heavy wool coat, checked on Amber one last time, and stepped onto the front porch, pulling the door shut behind me.The night air was freezing. Julian stood near the hood of his car in the gravel driveway. His hands were deep in his jacket pockets, his shoulders hunched, his head lowered. He looked worn out, nothing like the confident, relaxed man I h
Lucien's POVThe air in the quiet living room went completely still.My eyes moved from Kayla’s tear-stained face to the tiny, girl standing at the end of the hallway. She looked so small, holding that faded stuffed rabbit against her bright yellow dress, her sharp eyes searching mine with a mix of fear and curiosity.I didn't think. I didn't care about my tailored suit or my pride.I dropped down onto both knees on the wooden floor, lowering myself until I was completely at her eye level. The cold, dangerous presence I had carried for years disappeared in a single second.Amber took a slow, unsure step forward. She reached into the little pocket of her dress and pulled out the worn, folded photograph again. She looked down at the paper, then raised her head to look at my sharp jawline and dark hair. She looked back at the paper, then back at me, her little brain trying to put the pieces together.She took three tiny steps until she was standing right in front of me. Slowly, her small
Kayla's POVAt home-minutes later...My key shook against the brass lock of my house- cottage 4. My whole body was trembling so badly that I could barely get the key into the lock.Amber’s tiny face was buried against my neck, her little arms wrapped tightly around me. Her soft, frightened cries went straight through my shirt. Behind us on the narrow porch, I didn't even have to turn around to know Lucien was standing there.The lock finally clicked.I pushed the door open, rushed inside, and kicked it halfway shut behind us.Lucien didn't care.He caught the wooden door with one hand and stepped inside.His tall, broad body seemed to take up the whole room.The low ceiling and light floral wallpaper suddenly made my cozy home feel like a cage. His dark suit and cold presence destroyed the simple warmth I had built here over the past five years.His eyes slowly moved around the room, taking in the small wooden coffee table, the basket of Amber’s colorful toys near the rug, and the fra
Kayla's POV"She isn't yours!" I snapped, my voice high and frantic as I got up from the gravel, yanking Amber firmly behind my skirt. "She's not your daughter, Lucien! You don't know anything about her!"Lucien didn't flinch. He slowly rose to his full height, towering over us, a bitter, dark chuckle escaped him."Really?, She has my eyes, Kayla," he said, his voice terrifyingly calm as he took a slow step closer. "She has my hair. She carries a five year old photograph of us in her pocket, and her legal school file lists your maiden name. Do you really take me for a fool?""Mommy?" Amber whimpered, her small hands clutching tightly to the back of my floral skirt. Her big doe eyes darted back and forth between us, terrified by the sudden tension between the two adults. "Who is the big man? Why is he mad? And why does he look like the picture""He's nobody, sweetie," I said, tears burning my eyes as I backed away until my shoulders hit the wooden fence post. "Just stay behind me, okay
Lucien's POVThe hallway felt like it had no air left.I stayed down on one knee on the cold floor, completely frozen as Amber’s tiny fingers reached into the side pocket of her yellow dress. She pulled out a small piece of worn paper, folded into four uneven squares.With care, her little hands unfolded it and pressed it flat against her knee before holding it out to me.My heart slammed against my ribs so hard that my vision blurred and I thought I was going to collapse.It was a photograph. Printed on glossy paper, the edges worn from years of being touched. It had been taken five years ago in Paris, on a balcony overlooking the Eiffel Tower.Kayla was wearing her emerald gown, her head thrown back as she laughed. It was a soft, genuine laugh.And right behind her was me, holding her waist like she was my entire world.Five years old.The dark, messy curls. The proud tilt of her chin. The unmistakable eyes staring straight back at mine.The pieces came together in my mind.The flig







