A soft tap at the door woke me sometime later from dreams of an endless darkness that seemed to circle around me, bringing me back to reality.
My blurry mind took some time to focus and I found myself looking at a large, blank wall. I tilted my head slightly, feeling the softness of the pillow against my face and hearing the crumple of the sheets as my body instinctively stretched my aching muscles.
I was lying in a large, four-poster bed, the walls bare, and boring. No form of artwork or any kind of decoration was hanging from them. Realisation struck me. I was in my bed.
Tynan had assigned me a room straight after the bonding ceremony. I had been gracious and accepting, but in the back of my mind, was always that wariness. I knew there must have been a reason for him to keep me in this particular room. It was on one of the top most floors and generally when I woke and went down to eat I wouldn’t see anyone until I made it to the kitchen.
I glanced a
Tynan’s dark gaze seemed to undress me before him, the black emptiness of his eyes still too much for me to handle or to look at.We stood in the same office, the same carpet, and the same desk. I held back the bile that forced its way into my mouth. There was even a stain left on the carpet. I forced my eyes to avoid this area. There would be no way that I would be able to look at it without breaking down.An array of paperwork lay on Tynan’s desk littering the space, and making it look cluttered. I instead focussed on that. There was nothing else in the room I could focus on that would allow me to remain impartial and reasonable. It was if Tynan used this and tried to break me apart. I felt his magic brush my mind and then move towards Deakin. Panic flared in my chest. What if he found out about us? What would he do?A cold smile touched his lips.“Deakin, so nice to see you back with the living,” Tynan said icily, as if this new
Pain pulled at my skin, my head, and my heart. I didn’t want to wake up. I wanted to live in this dream forever but the sweet, cool smell of the earth pulled me out of my living dream, and into the worst reality possible. It was like sunshine, the autumn leaves and horrifying misery all mixed into one.As soon as my eyes opened and focussed on his face, tears began to flow, blurring my vision.Gareth. His bright green eyes had dulled over the past few months thanks to whatever torture Tynan had put in place for him and Alana. He looked weary, old, and simply bone tired.He gave me a gentle hug, and I spent the next twenty minutes crying until my tears had soaked through his already soiled, and stained shirt.I glanced around the room, and realised I was back in my bedroom. A pang of intense fear shot through me – where was Deakin?Gareth touched my arm gently and brought me back to reality.“As far as I know they took him d
I turned and vomited in the sink beside my bed. The taste stuck to my mouth and the smell hung in my nose causing me to dry reach again, but nothing came out.It probably didn’t help that I hadn’t eaten all day. Gareth and I had been locked up in my room for several hours, and as I glanced outside, the sun was already beginning to set on the day.Guilt riddled me. I had not thought about anyone but myself all day. Blake sat chained to a wall for hours on end, and Deakin… I had no idea where he was, but the pain in realising I had forgotten about him, had me dry reaching again.“It’s alright,” Gareth whispered soothingly. He pressed a cool cloth against my forehead and gently steered me back to my bed. A glass of water was in my hand before I could even ask for one.“I know this can’t be easy for you.”I bit back my retort. What did he know about easy? My life had been dramatically turned upside
Darkness swirled around me, holding me prisoner. I screamed but no one could hear me, no one would come. A chilling laugh boomed around me, filling all my senses. Fear jabbed at my skin, like tiny prickling needles that stabbed at my entire body. I was alone.A shadow stood above me, their face twisted in a look of pure rage and fury. Fear almost stopped my heart - Kainen.His mouth moved, but all I heard was the whisper of wind through trees, the soft hum of the leaves as they rustled gently.His whole face was covered in black, spider-like veins that spread across his skin. I wanted to look away, to run, but I couldn’t seem to move.He lurched forward, his teeth bared, and hands outstretched to wring my neck. I accepted it gratefully, but as his cold fingers wrapped around my slender throat, I jerked awake and sat up.My eyes opened and scanned the room. It was just a dream, or more like a nightmare.I had pulled so far back on my be
The dull ache was back; it pulled at my chest and burned a little, like when you tried to hold your breath for a full minute. I knew what that felt like. I tugged at my shirt, tucking it into the brown pants I wore. Even though he was downright evil, Tynan had supplied me with a wardrobe full of clothes. Endless dresses, amazing shirts, and gorgeous skirts and pants filled the cupboards in my room. Even so, I wore the plain, boring pants paired with a simple, white, short-sleeved shirt. I had hoped it would annoy him. He obviously wanted me to dress opulently, especially if he provided me the type of wardrobe he had. The ache throbbed again. Tynan was calling me. I stopped halfway down the hall I was walking along, and looked back at Raena and Pollis. Since my bath episode, they both watched me like hawks, but had pulled away from me somewhat. Sensing their confusion at what I was doing, I turned on my heel and walked back towards them. I had no clue
“NO!” Gareth yelled, his voice louder than I expected. My body felt like it had been electrocuted, as my heart jumped out of my chest.“Gareth, please, it’s our only option,” I pleaded. I needed him to understand, but knowing what I knew, this was going to be hard for him to accept.Tell him I am willing and ready to give my life Darius whispered in my mind. Just as we all were to save you before.I closed my eyes, pained. They were willing to give their lives to save me? How much was I giving up, to save them? It hardly seemed like a fair exchange.After everything I had done, after all the times I had tried to give up and run away, they had been willing to die. I needed to do more, no, I needed to be more.“There must be another way,” Gareth interrupted my thoughts with his panicked words.“There isn’t,” I bit back, a little too angrily. “Darius kn
Alana’s grey eyes narrowed when I walked into her cell. She was hunched in the farthest corner of the room, her face smeared with what I hoped was only blood and dirt. My stomach cringed inwardly at her appearance. Her hair which had been shoulder length the entire time I had known her was much longer now, almost to her waist. It was mussed up, darkened by the dirt and what looked like blood, that was encrusted on the hair near her scalp. Red circles rimmed her brooding eyes like she had been crying recently and, large, dark purple bags hung heavy beneath them. I wondered at the depth of her sanity at this moment, because she certainly didn’t look very with it. Her body was so thin, almost as thin as me. It was disturbing. I wanted to remember her as the woman who commanded my attention the first time we met, but all I saw was the shell of what she once was. What had Tynan done to her? Maybe I could come back later. I swallowed my fear, realising that there m
“I want to go outside,” I said quietly to my two guards as we walked swiftly away from the dungeons. I had no idea how they would take this, but I wouldn’t take no for an answer.They exchanged a strange look but gave no response. Raena headed down a corridor I couldn’t remember seeing before. This made me worry. Were they going to take me to an isolated part of the castle and trap me? I tried to get a sense of their emotions, but I kept coming up against what felt like a stone wall.Worry bubbled in my stomach. We stopped in front of a small wooden door. I glanced at the both of them, panic taking hold. I attempted to calm myself down but nothing worked.Pollis grabbed my arm lightly, making me flinch away from him, his touch warm. “Don’t do anything stupid or it’s our heads.”Based on the large smirk Pollis gave me, I could only imagine the confused look I was giving him right now. They weren’t going